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Wednesday, January 24, 2007


Ungh. My life would be so much eaiser if money grew off of trees.

I have nothing today. Of course I have classes. But I do not have any real homework. I forgot my books on my bed. And I left my head phones on my suitcase. There is nothing to entertain me.

There is a new secretary in Mrs. Waters's chair. I hope Mrs.Waters comes back sometime soon. It makes me feel bad because the woman does not even know when her breaks are and not one person has decided to tell her when she can even go to lunch.

My gas tank was on empty this morning. I put $5 in it. Hopefully someone can fill it up one of these days so I can make it to school and back. If I had a money tree, I wouldn't be complaining... only about my taxes.




Last Night.



After I fixed us dinner and washed some of our clothes, Thad and I settled down to watch comedy central and talk about everything that has come up lately. I finally told him what I felt. It was so simply put, I was amazed I had even said it.

"I give up."

He asked me what I meant and why. I told him that I have no one anymore. I spend the whole day doing the same thing again and again. I sit in my car after school and dread going home to an empty house. No one ever does anything with me anymore. Plans are rarely made and rarely carried out. I have no one to speak to in school and there is hardly any communication between "us" and lunch is the most solitary time I have alone in my schedule.

I told him that if he wanted to move in with Tim, then it would be okay with me.

In all reality the only people that I have are my family.


During my lunch, I went to my car to have a cigarette. I sat there and thought about a year from now. I couldn't think of anything. A year from now did not register in my head. I hate not knowing what is going to happen next. I wish we could have foresight buttons into our futures.

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