Tuesday, February 20, 2007

  I posted this blog on my Myspace...

"So I was thinking about it today and have come to a near decision to delete this account and my other account and become an "ex-myspacian." Thad has tried to convince me otherwise but I am not concerned with this website. I have not gotten much from this site at all... well it has kept up my communication with some people (amanda, james, dj, terry, etc.) but I figure that if people really do want to hear from my existence, they could come and visit or call me sometime, even write me!

I have noticed that some of my "friends" call me jealous, jealous of other people, like my best friend Sarah, saying that I am jealous of all the attention she gets from people. I really do not care at all. I have my future, I may be a bit scrambled (who's isn't?). People like to tell me I am a depressed, antisocial human being who needs to be hyper and happy, basically telling me to run circles for them every waking moment. I am sorry to disappoint those of you who feel this way, but you don't really know me if you think any of that., and I am not afraid to tell you that to your face. The more you want to tell me who I am and how I feel, the more I will end up disliking you in the end, and it will only result in me discarding you even faster as a friend than any one else.

My life may not be totally perfect but I try to be happy. I do not have to prove myself to people. I do not have to listen to people's shit and take shit from my friends who think I am a depressing loser. I do not care about what others may think of me, I couldn't give a damn less. Anyways. The only reason why I may ever sign on again is to listen to music and view a few of my true friend's pages. Thank you all for taking time out of your oh-so-busy-schedules to read this.

If I do decide to delete this profile, I know and I feel it will be for all of the right reasons."




I feel better about things now than before.



Dr.Keith Albow had a young woman guest, describing her latest book. She wrote a book saying that it's basically okay to be demanding in a relationship, demanding the best, wanting the best, and needing the best. There's no room in life to settle for someone who "may" just seem compatible or less.

Dr.Phil had an episode about Sugar Daddy's and Mamma's. Hmmm. Odd subject. Hookers. Simply put. Not necessarily "hookers" though. Maybe just people who want companionship here and there with no strings other than money.

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April's father passed away. I guess I will go to Thad's tonight so I don't have to spend forever in a day trying to get ready on time and be out the door on time. I rule that Tim, Thad, and I take my car. It's the biggest car.
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It amazes me how rude people can be sometimes without realizing it.
Several people today have really gotten on my nerves so badly but I just shrugged it off. It just really strikes me how rude people can be and immature. I got someone telling me that I should act like a teenager, act my age, and not try to grow up so fast... I will call them Dick in this blog. I have been doing this my whole life, Dick. I am a Senior in High school and a Freshman in college. I am 18 and I have an ID to shove in your face otherwise. Dick, you get on my nerves sometimes... a lot, but I still don't care, you sometimes make me wish I hated school, but I'm not going to hate school. I'm not going to conform to your head games, Dick. Here's a little advice for you, Dick, grow up and get a life, get a girlfriend, and help your parents out when they need it. Stop trying to run from adulthood, eventually you will have to face it. And no, not everyone can afford getting a job that only pays shit an hour, Dick, especially when your job is too far away from where you live. The gas that goes into your car is being paid with the money that you make from your job, but also that money has to put food in your mouth and a roof over your head right? How about you grow up Dick.





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I just got the news.

I have to be moved out in 8 weeks.

Job hunt time.
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