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Saturday, February 14, 2009


   girly stuff
tomorrow is that one day that you either hate or love.

i never know what to do on valentines day, let alone know if i should buy something if i have someone to possibly buy for. with the way my empty wallet looks, i'd say that i'm not buying. haha. besides, i'm sick of money in relationships well it depends i guess if you're the type to base a relationship off of money... how much you make vs. the other person... how much you spend vs. how much the other spends.... or if you two don't care and don't make a deal out of it. partners are partners.

i am thankful though. out of everything that happened. how many times i have been stabbed over the years and recently, too, i am happy now. DJ makes me truly happy. he makes me smile more than once a day. he gives me kisses on the forehead and is close when wanted/needed and gives breathing room. omfg. i can actually breath now. i can walk out the front door for fresh air and actually be able to take a breath. i don't wake up in the middle of a panic attack anymore. i don't scream myself awake at night anymore. i don't get terrified or find small reasons not to see my "significant other." I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING THIS PERSON. wow that's a first. hahaha. and he's not embarrassed when i hold onto him in public and he doesn't hide "us" from people. there are so many greats firsts with him.


i watched P.S. I Love You again tonight. that movie is brilliant. i love it when people can be that creative. I would suggest anyone who hasn't seen it, to see it, and also to see Playing Mona Lisa (which is hilarious, and so original, it's a must!).


hmmmmm. well i guess i should really be heading off to bed.

i know he'll always be good to me.

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