Birthday • 1988-11-02 Gender •
Female Location • in my own little bubble. Member Since • 2006-11-01 Occupation • being myself. Real Name • Heather
Personal
Achievements • being happy finally. Goals • to keep doing better each day. Hobbies • art. writing. watching movies. taking pictures everywhere. cosmetology. Talents • art. my life is on big circle.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i don't think anyone will really understand this because i don't want to discuss the complete issues. this is more of a relieving stress post.
last night while i was packing up my stuff to leave... another episode of "you're getting kicked out over dumb things"... trouble sat in my suitcase and just stared at me. i didn't have it in me to move here out of the way so i just watched her fall to sleep.
yesterday was possibly my biggest let down in a very very long time... i have wondered for awhile about my trust in people. i had made i huge improvement since the old me disappeared among the last train wreck of my life and gained more confidence in myself to trust people more and more.
now all i can feel is disappointed and lost.
i am worried to leave town again. especially when i don't have a day that i can promise to be back on. i am afraid to talk to people about what is really bothering me. the only ones i can seem to confide in is sarah and myself. even on this blog i feel uncomfortable to discuss everything that has ran across my mind in the past few hours. i thought i had near to sturdy footing in my life but it was proved wrong yet again. i am yet again facing the world in another game of topple.
i don't think anyone will really understand this because i don't want to discuss the complete issues. this is more of a relieving stress post.
