Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   Hey there
I just got back form La La land. They want me to be Queen. I tell them me will think about it. Course this would mean having to wear white makeup on my face with red streaks. Then I'll have to marry their King, who is by the way? If you know him could I get a name? I'll have to leave Raven, Gasp! Ravey Poo! Noooooooooooo!

Oh well I'll see how things turn out. The Monkeys say hi!
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   La la la
Yo I'm in La la land now! LOL randomness. Peace out!
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   Hello Again!
Well none of Dagger's guys were my type really. And Raven nearly killed himself, so we're back together. And Raven's got one last chance. If he screws it up, it's good-bye forever.
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   Raven and I are seeing other people!
I know it sounds odd, but it's true. He's hurt me too much and I'm tired of it. So for a whole week we will she five people each, and if none of them suits us, then we will try to work out our problems. (BTW Raven is in my role playing game!) I keep the kids though. (like I said RPG!) tHAT'S IT.

Princess Lilith13
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   MID TERMS
Sorry I haven't posted, damn midterms. I've been studying for a week so I won't be posting anythin for a while! Have fun!

Princess Lilith13
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Sorry and tired
I am sos sorry for my negative thoughts in my last post. I was just having a bad day. It happens alot to me. and thanks to Drake Angel who comforted me in my time of need, another thanks to my friends at school whom without I wouldn't be who I am.

I am very tired. Lol randomness!
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   My life is Hell or so it seems
It seems to me that only a selected few are my friends. That those idivisuals are the only compainonship i will ever know.

I feel that i will never be loved by anyone outside of my family and friends. I different. I hide myself from reality. I AM AFRAID TO FACE IT. I stayed hidden within my dream world.

People look at me like i don't exist. My poetry and stories are what sustains me.

I wear a mask that has never been removed and replaced again and again. Life feels like hell, and i belong there i suppose.

If i am fated to hide in my fanaties and never escape, thuse hiding myself from the world forever, is suicide my only option like Burman said? (Burman is a kid at my school who did a paper based on what i am writing.)

Who would fall in love with me? I am not to be loved. I hide my emotions from most of my friends and one day i'm going to start crying and then they will know everything that crosses my dark twisted and depressed mind.

Please help me someone. Take away the pain. I'm dying down here in this pitiful Hell I live in.

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Please give me your thoughts through comments or PM's I gotta go now. Please help!


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   Why is every quiz so true to my life?

I am the Ideal Lover Most people have dreams in their youth that get shattered or worn down with age. They find themselves disappointed by people, events, reality, which cannot match their youthful ideals. Ideal Lovers thrive on people's broken dreams which become lifelong fantasies. You long for romance? Adventure? Lofty spiritual communion? The Ideal Lover reflects your fantasy. He or she is an artist creating the illusion you require. In a world of disenchantment and baseness, there is limitliess seductive power in following the path of the Ideal Lover. Symbol: The Portrait Painter. Under his eye, all of your physical imperfections disappear. He brings out noble qualities in you, frames you in a myth, makes you godlike, immortalises you. For his ability to create such fantasies, he is rewarded with great power.

What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society

more explained in next post
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Friday, December 24, 2004

   Merry Xmas!
Merry Xmas people! Hope you all are happy! And remember as Tiny Tim once observed. "God Bless us one and all."

for my gift to you, I'm sharing my fav reading for Christmas.

And there were sheperd out that night in the feilds with their flocks. Sudenly an angel of the Lord appeared before them. "Fear not." the angel said, "for I bring you glad tidings of joy. For tonight in the city of David, a Savoir is born. He is Christ the Lord, this will be a sign for you. you will find the child in a manger wraped in swadling clothes." Suddenly the sky was filled with angels singing and praising God. "Glory to God in the highest and peace to his people on Earth.

Luke 2:8-14

Lots of Love,

Princess Lilith13
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Friday, December 17, 2004

   yo

Are you the greatest goddess or god of them all? VERSION 2.0! by SheikahGirl
Username/Name
God/ess of	Faith
Weapon	Daggers
Shield	A small sheild, but allows immortality!
Special Powers? (Wings, etc.)	Ability to turn into shadow
Clothing Style	Plain old clothes (jeans, tee)
Clothing Colors	Black/Gray/White
Companian	A cat, your faveorite kind.
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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