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myOtaku.com: Princess Lilith13


Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   My life is Hell or so it seems
It seems to me that only a selected few are my friends. That those idivisuals are the only compainonship i will ever know.

I feel that i will never be loved by anyone outside of my family and friends. I different. I hide myself from reality. I AM AFRAID TO FACE IT. I stayed hidden within my dream world.

People look at me like i don't exist. My poetry and stories are what sustains me.

I wear a mask that has never been removed and replaced again and again. Life feels like hell, and i belong there i suppose.

If i am fated to hide in my fanaties and never escape, thuse hiding myself from the world forever, is suicide my only option like Burman said? (Burman is a kid at my school who did a paper based on what i am writing.)

Who would fall in love with me? I am not to be loved. I hide my emotions from most of my friends and one day i'm going to start crying and then they will know everything that crosses my dark twisted and depressed mind.

Please help me someone. Take away the pain. I'm dying down here in this pitiful Hell I live in.

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Please give me your thoughts through comments or PM's I gotta go now. Please help!
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