Wednesday, July 4, 2007

ehe!

im using my sis' laptop(on the sly) again! lol. it doesnt show myO pages really well and like earth gal's computer,the msn is also retarded cus some of the display names of my msn friends had changed loong ago lol! XD hmmies. short update. fanarts perhaps tomorrow. remember that piece of fanart 'cutie emo'? the one with the smiley eyes ^^ but with the popping veins? hmmies. well. i've started to use it and model after it. so now it shall be known as Kami-chan (due to the hair-thing on the right side of her head) ^^ whee. some of ami-chan has been cuties. me thinkin of making one specialzed Kami-chan for all horoscopes. me friend liked the Pices one i drew,and wanted one Gemini one.(which is might as well since i havent given her a birthday gift) hmm. gotta brainstorm more on the 'transormations' of Kami-chan~! replies to comments: well its okay. cus like...man. i furgot what i typed in my last post!! *and is being lazy to check it out* yessh. overcharging fer candy IS a cRIMINAL OFFENSE! they shall be condemned in the world of expensiveness and chocolate fudge-- everything to drool over but having no money to purchase them! >< bwaha! take that meanies! *grabs sis' handphone* oops. im getting to used to having a mouse. wah. sis doesnt use a mr squeaky(aka the mouse. uhh. SQUEAKKITY SQUEAK?).i almost used her phone as one and wow. i wonder what happens when i click it XDDD ??Nyaaa~~ ^^ (back into lalaLand,aka,space-out mode/land) hmm.. cndiees are good. and having lessons on Geography of Food aint ood when u had to sit through 2 periods before reccess. bleah. made me hungry. ugh~ hmm. hat was i doooing~? ^^ i dunno!!! commonly spoken stuff nowadays: 'mmn..so what just happened?' or 'what was happening?'(consequences of my constant spacing-outyness) 'meh~ it doesnt really bother me so...heck care!'~ (about stuff that is normally crappy) 'hungry~~' hmmm yea. otherwise. i would have been found ineither in spacing-outyness or doodling Kami-chan on the free post-it pad i found mysteriously onmy table on tuesday. ^^ wheeee~ n~ yay. no band tomorrow WHEEE! this calls for a celebration! WINE AND LIQUOUR! *hic* oos. nope i didnt just have had any of it!!! no i really didnt!(the norm would be that whatever said was the opposite) naah. i really didnt. not allowed. btw. even if my parnts did,we dont have any in the household and it is a crime to sell liquour/alcohoic drinks and cigarettes to people under 18yrs old in singapore. me is a good citizen!(except for my rantings on the stupidity of the government sometimes) nature calls hm. gotta answer it ^ ~ toodle dee! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, July 2, 2007

arts nite2 part 2~

hmm yeas. reply to comments: no i didnt touch his head. yukk. no. i piled mine on the rest of the hands on his head XDDDDDD cant wait to see the pic LMAO soo..where was i~ oh yesh. the...what..umm..no wait..*waits for page to load*...ugh. nevermind. i shall post about my day today fer now hm. me finished up. or ateempted to btw. my chemistry homework. and SS. well. me is happily looking at my friend's answers xDDDDD lol. REFERENCE people. reference! XD i dont copy...unless i absolutely had to. and me went to visit my mummy's mummy in the nursing home. lol. the interesting thing that happened: there was one granny beside her,and she took out her dentures and i was laughing. XD apparently. she didnt enjoy having them inside her mouth XD obscene as it is,its funny. and i didnt see her hands reach the insides to pull it out. so it was ok went to the supermart. ugh. the people misplaced the candy so in the end i spent 1.80 on sweets i though i was spending a-dollar-twenty for it. ugh! pissed. the next time that supermart does this,that is! no more nice kitty! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *sound from the bin* oops. sorry. ya see. it wasnt being happy having me siting on top of its head riight now ^^; lol. the chair is too occupied with my sis's stuff and i are lazy to shift them. xP ah. hmm yes.page loaded. baack to businesses. yessh. so like,after that. we failed to get on the bus witht eh rest of the band. so it became 'percussion's girls+alumni' on the new bus. hm. good thing the stage crew wasnt going on our bus. instead,this time,its the cHOIR who came to infiltrate OUR bus XDDDD lol~ [the whole infiltration business began on thursday when we first infiltrated the A2s(alto2s of the choir). hmm. yea. friday the same,and yet saturday we almost infiltrated them yet again,BUT was stopped by a dumb bandteacher so its like,okay fine! a no means no! so we ended up infiltrating the Drama's bus. why infilration? i dunno. one of the many random words which came popping into my mind] hm yea. well. almost everyone of my choir friends were on the bus. except for our caffinated friend XD. her brother was there though.*realised i broke the bin's lid. fixed it ^^;* soo yea. i was sitting with oli and then we were going on about all crappy stuff there can ever be xD. from middle names to the dumb EX band room being infested with the roaches and the possibility of thenm starting up a colony before the next school moves in XD(it was a holding site) lol we talked about our unfinished assignment. and its like,since zoe was on the front of the bus(we were at the back) we shouted across the bus lol. and then to another friend and asked her about the homework. gawd the havent passed it up ^^ yay! so we were going 'send me send me!' 'yea me too!' 'me three' ^^^ lol. and i ended it off with a 'no nothing happened at all people! NOTHING happened!' bwahahahahahah! lol. so we were all going 'we love you so much!' XD. cus the fact is. we didnt do that assignment at all XDDDDD and its overdue from the so-called holidays. ugh. meep. me gonna take a bath. and then do this overdue one XD lool~ meowwyness. note: edit from last post: my personality is also that os the blue aura so i guess...im a purple-blue aura kid XD and people finding me charming? nah. i wont know. but people finding me...'cute' grrr...UPP THE ARSES IT GOES! *kicks* one thousand and one taboo words to use infront of me. to describe me. saying stuff like hmm..Baby pooh bears being cute,i would squeeee along with ya! cutie pooh bears! *baby pooh bears ^^= -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Sunday, July 1, 2007

hullo~ arts nite2 part1

ah esssh. im back on the chair...of computerism! XD well. last night was muchboring. it was originally for the church,which consist of chinese since its a chinese methodist church. so the had the church people,and then the speeches by the..'head' people(or impartant leaders) in bOTH languages. as well as prayers in english and chinese too. so while the rest of the band has the fortune of being seated during that,we as the-poor-people-standing-throughout-known-as-the-percussion-section,has to be standing. eek. that felt like forevaaaa bleahh~ well. kenny was better. we ha some time on stage to practise more for his gong part so it was way better. lol. XD. and our 'big sister' had finally her chance. during the intermission/interval,we were out. oh well. we got around to finally take section photo.(the trombones had theirs on stage)lol soo wheere was i..oh yes...*went for a 'break' came back half dozed as usual* hmm *reads top*.. ah yes. well. we had one pic of all of us(in fact,2 pics) with our hands on kenny's head XD groupy-ness ^^ as a section right~ *wink* and kenny was going 'ah dont touch my head its sweaty!' we also had band pics. ugh. so. it started out with our band teacher2,and then its to mr koh,our evil pe teacher, and some other teacher. all 4 ,especially mr koh took a darn long time. ugh. dumb mr koh! when i complained afterwards. e was all smug and going 'aiyah nevermind la! i make you do double on mondae' 'monday no school' 'then next lesson' UGH! evil!!!!!! and he wanted me to knock my head on the congas alternately with my head! ugh evil! when i comlained this to mr kee,one of the 'band teacher2',also part of the discipline comittee of the school: 'mr kee,you see,you see,mr koh he bully me!' 'where got,i never see *looks away*' ugh! i was like PISSED. ad stomping my feet! evil teachers who side with each other! hmpf. he shall be getting his retribution threefold smeday. along with our backstabber-form-teacher many folds! ughx! >< hmpf. another notable thing: guppy was down with a cold and was beinng obscene rubbing his nose in public. he went to steal some toilet paper,since hes without tissue. i gave him mine later. ugh. baka. when i went to the toilet i went to get more toilet paper for him. baaaka! *bonkk* -wet off to get food- ooh sorry. where..oh yes...in the end,thank to the brass having toilet rolls backstage,he *grope* it and it was his to use XD negative fact about that: those dumb backstage peeps are probably going dumb rumour-ism aain ugh~ nuthin happens hmm what else~ my brain is food-oriented now so lateres i guess~ chao for now~ shall post pics when i get them.part 2 of this probably later. lol . SAMOSA curypuffies! lol quote: to eat is to eat. who cares if it is a samosa or a curry puff. its all the same content~ at least,no peas in mine What Color Is Your Aura??? (7 breath-taking results!!!) You are an activist, thinker, scientist and a true friend of humanity. You’re hard-working if you put your mind to it, and extremely loyal. People see you as a person with opinions that will probably benefit the world a lot! Though you can be weird, have mood-swings, and sometimes be ignorant, you seek for truth and justice. As a thinker, you’re a little slow, but beyond that, you seem to have wisdom beyond you age. Whether that wisdom is with people, economics, chemistry, literature or math, you’re pretty much a expert.You love the world, and the people in it, though you’re not as nave as you look. Famous Purple-Aura: Martin Luther King JrMost Compatible With: Orange-Aura, Blue-AuraLeast Compatible With: Red-AuraQuote:“There are questions in this world with answers, and there are answers in this world with questions, but there are questions without answers, and answers without questions. It is our job to find these questions and answers.” –gomicha11At Your Best: Hard-working, charming and thoughtfulAt Your Worst: Cold, distant and ignorant Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, June 29, 2007

quick post

hmmies. well. the first night of performance is over. reached home around 11.30. the place was in the west,and we took the expressway,and were stuck in the traffic jam. ugh~ -mom comes in. bringing breakfast.and complians- ah well. twas because i hadnt brushed my teeth yet ^^ *went off to brush teeth* hmm. okayokay~ so now~ FOOD!!!!!! yay ^^ well. last night was pretty okay,or at least,i hoped..??!! sigh. last minute change of space management plans. >< but well. it turned out okay. to ensure that nothing noisy happens as we clear the stage in the shadows (eek night blindness~) ,we even made up a movement plan XDDDD. me? i just grab the cymbal bag and stuff every lil thing inside ^^ simple that is. bwaha! hm. it was boring in the place. very boring. we had to stay in the 'changing rooms' aka holding rooms at all times until curtain calls. bleah. my bag is too far away so im left staring into blank spaces. *drinks some of the 'milo' and eats a few bites of bread* mmmn..yea. when i finally reached my bag i took out my chemistry homework and was rather stuck due to the absence of the periodic table. hm. yessssh. must bring periodic table today~ and a few minutes after was the interval T T. twas the end of chem btw well. nothin much lol~ the interval was boring for me. i didnt have much people i wanna see. just went up there to stare at the crowds(instead of getting trapped in it and losing sight of the others) ><. guppy and crew were backstage fixing the keyboard up,and my other friends in the holding rooms. well~ choir was next so yea. the keyboard. my other friend not involved in performing had Usherer duty. -.- suckyyy we saw our seniors and took pics XD. strangely enough i tied 2 ponytails rather high up to the middle of my head. hm. cus it curly. ack. so like hell the dumb junior was going 'barbie doll' and i told him if he went any longer i would stuff my foot up his nose (not literally. for the billionth time,that'll tarnish my foot) hm. nothing much though. we had another alumni with us but she missed phototaking. note: that'll tarnish the poooor flutes, dear Sesshy18 we had to all listen to her lol. since shes the oldest yupyup. XD so we called her the 'big sister' XDD. she was being very enthuabout taking pictures with kenny's bald head and she was here on the day where he first had the 'public appearance' of it. XD. well. apparentl. she's still at it. i evilly reminded her,as we were lining up for our finale 'its okay. there will always be another day where u can touch kenny's (bald) head and take pictures' upon hearing that. she went to the back of the line just for that purpose. XDDDDD was being unintentionally evil. she failed to get kenny to sit down for her to touch the head and take pictures just now,so hmm..compensation XDDDDD speaking of finale. we didnt know when we were supposed to go in. the last item before it was the dancers,and i saw one come out so i was like...'when are we supposed to go in?' O O apparently. the dumb guppy and another stage crew guy were the 'runners' informing us of curtain call. ugh. and when he came out i was like 'are we supposed to go in yet?!!' ugh. his peabrain apparently left out the fact that we dont know whats happening in there on stage!! peabrained! ugh. thankfully when the chinese dance teacher came out and said 'hmm yea. the dance is finished' and then our teachers hurried us insides phewwy. we made it juuust in time. phew!! the first line of the finale song was just being sung. grr. peabrain! hm. he needs caffine~ no wait. wrong friend. but nah. think he better do before he falls asleep anywhere XDDD hm. yes. bring caffinated sweet for...eating XD. lol. theres this one girl in the choir who absolutely cannot live without caffine. xD. so during the finale,she was behind me and being super hyperactive despite 'the effect of the black coffee i drank this morning should be worn off by now' >< no wonder she was energetic. she have said it before. when shes happy,she's drunk one mug. semi-alive, half a mug. totally dead~ no coffee. XDDDDDD lol. im being evil and when the others are trying to stop her addiction,me gave her caffinated sweet! lol. shall try to get her more alive today lol~ hm yea. this 'quick post' is rather long ne~ hm. gotta go pack up for departurex. >< we are meeting at 11.15 in the school. AM. (10,.56 now) toodle dee! p.s. i shall murder with tickles some other day~ *pokespokespokespokes...~ POKESTORM!* -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

*pokiiiiiies*

hm. dying from the pokes yet? aww no? *pokes* there. welcome to the underworld XDDDDDDD -long post alert- emo post for...ah yes. monday..um. no. tuesday hm. i WANTED to do one. but then again. i couldnt cus i hafta rush through my homework. i dunno. i dropped the marimba cus my senior on my left had a bottle in the hand and so uneven distribution of strength. it fell. and i screamt(i thought i forgot how to. i did). and somehow along the way they think that IM the one who was weak and frail and powerless so i was the one who dropped it. like hell NO. it aint my bloody fault and then to the heavy congas i went. whatever it was. along the way back. i felt pain as i leaned the conga towards my hips(cus its heavy it had to rest on my body),so my strength was all on the hand to support and carry the damn thing. my hand went really red and pained..like..sting-y. and the vein were getting pushed so i guess it was a problem of bad circulation~ my dumb junior (the one who pissed me off last time)'s friend. the only clarinet boy. equally annoying. was going all 'aiyah u're so weak u cant even carry the congas in on your own! lousy' when my friend (insisted on) helpin me with it. i got super freaking pissed and i death glared so hard at him. my other senior who was the one with the bald head was going 'eh okay! relax...' cus i was staring right through him. i wanted to smash stuff. they should be glad i didnt break anything. maybe it was the pain. maybe it was pure anger. tears fell. of hatred. and the friend who helped me was like 'eh dont cry la its not your fault' she thinks that i was crying over the marimba. well. one of the teachers came in and well. she didnt say anything at all. cus of my black face probably. i was totally FREAKIN PISSEd at the moment. finally. i broke down and cried on the way home. to the bus stop. well. i went to the further one because the dumb junior was heading to the nearer bus stop. pissed i was. i went to the next well. the bad part is. my tears were kinda blocking my vision welling up. and the dance teacher aka my chinese teacher came by and saw it. damn. how worse can my day get?! so yep.she got worried. ugh. i didnt wanna say much though. was not in the mood to. remember about the day getting any worse? it did. on the bus 13,i saw guppy-san. ugh. and his friends from the stage crew. HOW BAD COULD THINGS GET?!!(twas the end). so,being forced to move inwards,and having to say 'no thanks i dont need the seat im getting off' to 2 random ladies on the bus,he heard me. gack! thankfully. i was getting off in a few stops. ugh. he said bye and i have to reply. and there goes his dumb friends saying 'eh u know her?''look towards your 10 o clock direction'(i was,if it was correct,10 o clock in position). hmpf. dumbness. well. given his slow and tiny brain,he didnt sense any tinge of the return of dumb rumours. ugh! -------------------------------- mn. wednesday. nothing much. today was the rehearsals at the convention centre. bleah. more unhappys. and more guppyness. ugh well. we didnt have enough space at the back for us percussion. because of this dumb thing called the screen where images are projected and we being the start of the concert. ugh. so hell we were cramped. yukk. more stress. i hate space management now. ugh~ irritating~~ so after all the gibberish and we were settled down. we played through our pieces. when we shifted the cymbals over to the bass drum for one song,mr baldy was left there alone. eek. and he totally missed his part. i was on the other side going OMG FREAK! KENNY~!(twas his name) >< and air gong-ing the parts for him. when we shifted the stuff back for the second song,i was like totally going OMFG! KENNY~!!!! i wanna kill u!!! thats it,take home my score tonight and memorise it ugh! pissed. and i almost tripped over the gong so hm. space management tomorrow: make sure i dont tripp! and there comes the guppy. well. he was the head of the stage crew (xP) and then he was hiding behind the curtains,and talking to my other 'friend' who was playing percussion2 also. dumb annoying guys. haha! in the end they were scolded. XDDDDD too bad! told ya to shhh! ...apparently. we got a mass scolding later by the HoD CCas. >< she used to be my literature teacher in sec1. a nice lady. she scolded us for moving the instruments out of the backstage doors into the common corridor. apparently. the audience and see all of this.(its only th rehearsal!) so she told us off. and i was really sad and grabbing my ears(pulling my ears? well. i do have this little habit of playing with my earlobes when im nervous) >< and i felt really sad~ uwaaah~! gomennn~ *sniff* hm. thats all for today. the emo long poem is below. bleah. since i wasnt able to post,i made it instead. well. tomorrow's the big day. ..and saturday too. -.- sad. no lunch provided. hm. food it wayyy better this time! ^^ happyness~ yummy food~ ah heck. this calls for cocoa!! ^^ wheeeeee~ and im trying to get mum up in the morns too to fry the vegetarian ham for me. no eggs tomorrow. cus we werent allowed them on the first and 15th on the lunar calendar. >< bleah. lets hop that i dont get too much into blank spacin and doze off. i get really cranky when i are sleepy. hm. gonna go. homework~ >< bleah. toodle dee! ^^ ---------------------- when the skies grew dark and night would fall i cried and cried like nothing at all 'why are they so cruel to me im sad,im hurt,im only a human being' but these desperate cries reached none it seems for darkness continues,without a glint of light ,to guide, anywhere around i ran in the darkness and fell to the ground my scarred heart yet hurt once more and it hurts it hurts right down to the core my tiny wings,broken and frail and im lost in the darkness without a trail 'why is life so horrid to me? i feel,i feel,i dont wanna live if things are gonna be this way i wished i never had another day' lightning struck and my tears fell why,that was, u never could tell when i needed you the most in my life where were you,and left me to strive(my way out) the you i knew was already long gone you left me feeling so forlorn you walked and disappeared into the light and i, running with all my might despite my efforts, i couldnt catch up i stood there feeling like a sitting duck i grasped your hand,it turned to dust and in the dark i stood alone once again,heart's dropping like stone and lonely i am,terrified,with no one to trust 'would i ever see the light again?' its far,its far,its really faint i took my chance and prayed real hard that i would find my way eventually outta this one.... -end of duper long post ^^;- -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

morning sundae post

well yea. literally. its sunday over here,and still saturday on myO's clock. me had uploaded fanarties!! ^^ ehe~ me r hapieee~ here's my butterfly-logo thingy im so proud of! ehe. like i stated in the caption as i posted it,i looove it too much its for my own use only bwahahahahaha!!! well. the 'wingxx' part is okay. what i want most for myself is the (butterfly)Wing part^^. its pretty,ne~? me uploaded piccies too. many randoms i took^^.hmm. me r lazy so me shall put up a few piccies only. the most are pretty much self-explainary. here comes the funny pics! ah! puppy fell! and...with her legs wide open 0 0. this is my handphone's wallpaper anyway XDD outta randomness. crushed the can. wasnt able to fold it or crush further. placed it in the cup. and there ya have it,a funny hat. mmn...i should get some specs on it to make it a 'human' puppy in action..again.. well~ she wanna be an astropup? XD go on. fly. and i shall be here watching ur futile attempts to do so XD nuff said. it does seem like it grew in the air. aeroponics? XD or should i say,it grew out from the flat? for the link to everything,its here: http://s28.photobucket.com/albums/c236/HinamORIhime/ http://s28.photobucket.com/albums/c236/HinamORIhime/neo-photos ^^ life~ me is really being a good girl and trying to finish my homework! heck. next weeks a busy week bleah~ 2 days of Arts Nite this year. yukk. they r trying to overwork us. WAAH~ WE ARE SO PITIFUL AND MISERABLE GOD CAN U HEAR OUR CRIES~? *sarcasm* hm. A maths easier than Emaths. or at least,for now. ack. T T i hate the hols. im left with SS totally untouched. Geography 2 more questions. Maths...hm.alot. chinese. hm. i need to find the missing answer booklet >< dang! hm. breakfast rox. today's just gonna be another day of...homework. me went jogging last night/evening. yea. and why am i suddenly so atheletic/sporty?(being me,me r lethargic. that i am and always be) hm. simple. the first PE lesson of every semester= heightXweight measurements >< is being very worried about WEIGHT. why? firstly. i dont really exercise. second. junk foodies~. third. if i aint growing taller,and i gain weight,that is bad. and absolutely NO nonsence stuff from ANY of your going 'cmon! u are so skinny! u should eat more instead! u are not fat!' heck. that is 100% gibberish. feh! anyone who eats alot and doesnt exercise is bound to gain weight. feh! and for the billionth time,my growth is retarded,fact proven. mum said that when i was still a baby(as in BABY baby,not the childish one grrrr),for sometime my weight didnt increase,and that got them worried. hm. as for now. i wanna grow tall. if i grow tall,and gain weight. well,thats just part of growing up. if im not growing tall,and gain weight,that's obesity risk~ understand me logic now,dumdums! grrr and if someone is still gonna harp on the fact that 'im so fat and im the double of all my friends!' grrr. then like what i've said before,im so not talking to you hmpf! hates list-mini- +backstabbers +bugs +girls who keep asking 'is my hair alright?' +girls who think they are double of anyone when they are SO not +flirts +and people going on about s.e.x. ...like those boys in school. ugh. immature freaks +and viv for saying that my..chest is bigger than hers. like the ** hell i care TT these lumps are annoying. huge mass of FATS they are,no? +and peple who say im cute. and stuff like that (to the other end of the world they go) +and people who treats me as a brainless kid. hello?! i can think for myself,thank u very much(unless if it matters horrid stuff like choosing where to have dinner,etc. then choose it yourself. and make sure that we are all happy with the decision. or else...#####) as mentioned. this is only the mini list. for the complete list of hates or loves,that never ends~ *wink funnies~ life funnies~ hm. well. being summer. theres one big annoying freak bothering all of us- the heat. well. also,an irritating freak,are those bugs. so now our house is being ..pestered by those bummers. grr. mum suddenly closed the bedroom door last night,and my equally immature siblings went 'waaah! mummy open the door!' that they are. well. my dumb brother in the army(cus he is allowed home in the weekends,is back here,and playing soccer on the xbox) was going 'waah'~ whenever i said 'and mummy closed the door' TT# one classic case of WTH! T T# *deathstare- well. it turn out to be another plan to keep those bummers away from our room...and getting squashed. whaaaatever. moral of the story: people,no matter how old they are,are immature and doesnt grow up. some are the superbly being immature and childish ones. - . -U whatever hmm~ should i go run somemore again~? im lethargic. hm. shall eat up those crackers beside me waiting for me to eat them ^^ i are doing them a service that i am ^^ chao~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, June 22, 2007

*poke*

hm. well hmm. i get confused in anything anywhere!! ^^ am always getting lost in conversations and stuff. i get lost in my own train of thoughts. getting carried toooo far off. toooo far off...what was i doing? *stares off into blank space* [[ little habits +clutches skirt/pants when nervous +um. what was i doing again? (switching off randomly) + needing sugarr~ and getting too hyper when i get too much of it +sitting alone in the room to cry my heart out. hm. soundless usually. unless the heavy breathing(um. short-of-breath-ness) counts when i am really hurt bad +ah yes. speaking of hurt. getting bruises and cuts unkowingly and NOT realising tll...a few days after. unless the cut is rather deep or painful enough to pull me out of my usual switch-offs ]] speaking of candy(sweets) hm. me received kit kat chocolates today. well. ya see. our school shifted back to where it used to be and its newly 'renovated' and stuff(the colours suck throught except for the chapel hall which is creamy white+grey. nice colour combination) well. so we had this orientation around the school. or nice little people like me shall become the 'lost lambs'.and wait for help from God (yea right.i dont wanna be linked with that guppy/goat TT bleahhh~ and i'll probably go back to puppy-wuppyness if i ever get lost) riiight. it was generally boring~ boring~. well. the new hall is like. WOW!!!!! the stage is incredibly...short. as in. not high up. wow. im sooooo happy T T# feh! my dancer friend was like going 'when we kneel down must be careful not to fall off the steps' hm. or so that was what i thought. they are not used to the height of the new stage hall. dumb. we folded cranes in the hall. hmm. whaatever~ and then we went on the tour of the school. thats where we got the chocolate yumm~ ^^ well. nothin much. its quite okay. i think. at least. the interior portion. our class is nicely located near the toilets. and facing the MRT station.('train' stations u may call it) so i was like 'hmm. not bad~ at least we can count the number of trains passing by when we are bored'. ne~ ^^= they had lockers but we had to pay for them so i didnt want it. bleah. and they did mention about regular spotchecks on them. feh! useless,isnt it? hm. one of my friends' friend(joseph) was walking around next to the nice chocolate-giving people. so Zoe(um. my friend. partner. whatever) went 'eh~ joseph come!'(puppy calling XDDD) 'help me take one kit kat' and he did. in the end. that Joseph guy was carrying the chocolates basket so he was..called(random word instead of 'called':groped XD nah. more like those chocolates were being groped) here and there for one simple reason: CHOCOLATE~ XDDD so from now on,hes called Chocolate boy well. zoe took one for me. i wanted to share with my friend,she didnt take too much of it. so i ate the rest for recess. hm. the canteen has more foodstuff they r having hamburgers too~ hm. like im caring since its meat. >< hmm. gonna uploadies fanart. darned holiday bumm it all it wasnt much of one anyway. im much happier tonight since i got 4 hours of kitty nap just now. baaack on track. after last night. HE(mr illusion?) is stuck on my mind. ugh. one of the many bad points about having your..............hmm..yea...living close to your house and studying in the same school and in neighbouring classes. ack~ >< this kinda sucks. whatever. the chocolate was good mmmmn~ ^^= ja nya~ is thinkin of change theme but ack~ nah. see whether i r having time~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

heloooooooooooooo!!!!!*huggles*

well. strictly. no glomps. FRIENDSHIP hugs. in case anyone is thinkin pervy *shifty eyes* hm. why hadnt i been posting(despite my emo moments) hm. simple. the internet connection broke down. dumb brothers. XDD. actually. that's without the 's' XD. well. baka onii-chaan did something and the computer cant connect to the internet. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! *abyss of glooooooooooooom* yea heck. life was really horrid these few days without it. i realised its impact. XD. well. so,being the goodie little sister (bleah!),me was clearing my manga folders again. heck. earth gal wanted to help me with this,and i messaged back 'man. there ARE the emo posts too....'(meaning: surely u can help with that!!it weird) so well yepyep ^^ unhappyy first off. i still want sleep. today. band was the ultimate worst(band funnies later. we got lots this week,though its only mondae and today). after lunch. i came back realising that there was only one gal + one senior left. and the gal left halfway for dunno what. i initially thought that the others should come back soon. but no they didnt. wayy after lunch break too. knowing me. i started to go all puppy wuppy(meaning. the puppy look). waah. i swear i would have cried. i mean. i felt betrayed. backstabbed(more of betrrayed though). like hell. IF YA WANNA LEAVE LETS ALL LEAVE TOGETHERRRR~~! *whines* >< so i spent my afternoon being puppy and black.(dark. black face. whatever. ya get the meaning) being 'left there alone' is one factor. being sleepy is another (ooh. u wont like me when im sleepy. lets say...i can be a tiger when i are sleepy~ rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRR!! *chomps*). the main thing: the dumb conductor(aka the fat-arse-who-forgotten-the-toilet-door from the previous posts. classic laughter XD. shall be refered to as DC. dumb conductor yea.) cut the band off before i played my note or just when i was about to or ...yea. ya get the idea. being the 'cymbals gal' or whatever. there wasnt much to play. so when i finally get to play. and DC cuts the band off. ooh. watch the 'white cutesy kitty' turn black. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i would have sowrn i would bite his hand off. grrrrrr so i spent the afternoon witht he black face. and then the gal(aka cherry) came back(it turns out to be that she went home for tuition and came back TT) i was being like 'wth! i wanna sleep!its so boring la!*grumbles grumbles*'....and there after the senior turns behind to look at me after every time the DC stops. the black face it is. T T## 'she's sian le' (sian= boring. bored. yea.) grrx. and the thing iss we r having this gathering at night so it was like. wth i hafta rush home n git the stuff dones and all but i wanna sleeeep! so i went home in my dark and cranky sleepyness. and plonked meself on the bed. band funnies~ hmm. lets start with todae's funnyness ya see. my dumb senior(another one) shaved his head ..almost bald-ish outta no reason. it was hilarious. we broke out in laughter when we saw him. XDDD. he sat beside me. and then when everyone walked in from the door or the band store,and saw his bald head. yep. they all went XDDDDDDD and some 'OMG what happened to u!' Even DC made fun of his head. well. thats what ya call STAR ATTRACTION OF THE DAY XDDDDD the classic part: people came in and touched his head. XDDD. my senior(the one from just now. not this baldy guy) wanted to take a pic of that even. well yea. she did lol~ XDDDDDD many people wanted to touch his head. being very me,i just sat there 'nicely' and went XDDDDDDDDDDDD mondays funny~? ooooh gawd. gomen~ STM(short term memory). ^^; ehehehehehehehehehe i furgot~ anyways. nextweek is the super intensive practise cus the performance is next week~ >< *faints* gack~!*gasp*choke*dies* i want my sleep~ well. anyway. today cherry-san finally returned me the japanese book .after..hmm. one year XDDDDD lol~ ah well. so while mr baldy stole my geography book to support his worksheets on the chair(cus hes doing his homework on the chair and its curved),i was sinning further by reading japanese >< well. whatever T T~ me has been doodling. well. is being super lazy to upload. might just do it tomorrow. i've finally drawn some nice butterfly wing-logo. wheee~ after seeing one shop with butterfly rub-on-with-water tattoos. ^^. in fact. i've been drawing butterlies. XD. well. but im most satisfied with tha butterfly-logo thingy. tha best ^^ might wanna get it tattoed on me(really? nAH! no needles~ ><). it pretty me shall upload fanarts tomorrow. if i felt like it *winkwink* hmm yea. byees~ p.s. Noein is nice~ >< kyaa~ love it. ^^ me might do some fanarts. have been thinking of FM(fullmoon) fanarts. hmm. or Kobato Fanarts ^^ lol. shall look for time after the performance~ me accidentally saw HIM again just now. in...urr..well whatever!!! >///<. like an illusion. appearing outta nowhere. in random times. >////< dang~i...im not flustered at all! am not speaking hmpf! *poutt* -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

*poke*

hm. guess its the weekends. so people arent usually on XD lol~ anyway. gonna dot he cake later~ after lunch. its dumplingsssss. yessssssssh~ note: this happyness shall be ended after continuous dumplings attack for breakfast lunch dinner >< i hope that day doesnt come~ kowaiiiiiiiiiiii~~ *pitiful cries* tarot hmm. nah. i dunno. im not really an advent believer or anything. but ne~ i feel strongly towards the occult~ *evil sparkles in eyes* *thought of Berezenoff,that cat puppet on Nekozawa's hand. from Ouran* hmm~ i like the occult but what actually fascinates me is the fact that these stuff are accurate. really accurate: [[ reading taken just now you feel about yourself now (The Devil) You are feeling that the temptation of a certain relationship, pastime or other form of pleasure is too hard to resist - its almost addictive. Question your motives, these sorts of situations aren’t generally good news. You may also have rather low self esteem at this time and feel that there’s not much hope for the future - don’t doubt your abilities, try to be more positive. Think carefully, you can still change direction. +temptation of a relationship...*blush*. temptastion from computer gaming and mangas addictive yesssssss~ not good news DUH! low self-esteem~always. not much hope for the future yupyup.(read the slight emo posts to knnow. in fact. read any post XD)+ what you most want at this moment (The Hermit) The cards suggest Izumi, that what you most want at this time is to know what to do, as well as companionship or a lover as you feel somewhat lonely or isolated at the moment. Perhaps you are feeling exhausted and in need of a rest - if you have been ill this is a time for rest and recuperation. +wanna know what to do yessh.lonely yess. lover....umm....*silence* exhausted always. if i had been ill..hmm. im always catching colds. ha. does that count?+ your fears (The Hanged Man) You fear letting go, yet this place of limbo and indecision is not a good place to be. Are you being emotionally blackmailed so you don’t go? Don’t be the victim. Sometimes we have to have the strength to let go to attract new positive possibilities in our life. +urr. blackmailed....by...homework?!?! ^^; im not sure~victim of homework pressure~ yesssssss+ what is going for you (The Emperor) You are self-assured and more than capable of influencing people or events to achieve what you want. What’s more, support and guidance from your father, husband/partner or a man of significance in your life is there for the asking. Go for it! +man of significance..hm....do i have any...? *thought of guppy* eek. hell no TT no wayyyy he's a dumb idiot. not Willaim. both are Bakas. bleah. grrrr~ I SHALL GROW TALL!!! and i WILL! *pissed*+ what is going against you (Wheel Of Fortune) A run of bad luck here, perhaps already evident or certainly signs that things are not going your way. The responsibility of important decisions weigh heavy with you where there are choices to make. Trust your intuition, and even if you have to make the painful decision to give up something in order to move on, then have the courage to do it. Trust that The Wheel of Fortune constantly turns and whilst it may be against you at the moment it will in time turn and bring you good fortune. +run of bad luck. yup.evident enough. ugh. responsibility of heavy decisions...does 'doing your homework' and 'adding the correct stuff in daddy's cake' count? ^^; i wasnt planning anythin like food poisoning nooooo~ nuuthing~ *seriously was planning to make the cake well. worrying about cream though*+ outcome (Strength) Courage and self-belief is what you need to succeed. You may already feel overflowing with this, and if so there’s no doubt you will achieve what you want with your career, finances and love life. If you are feeling negative, look inward for that strength and courage, you know you are capable of having self-belief and you’ll reap great rewards]] hm. no comments for outcome lol. how can it be possible to comment on that? but then again. if u use these stuff too constantly/regularly. it might not be as accurate. at least. thats what i think. quote of the day [if u believe strongly in (eg) God, he shall protect you from all evil] if u believe. it shall come true. if u believe. your wishes shall be granted if u believe. miracles can happen... i wonder...~ i dunno about that... me cleared Fairy cube folderr! ^^ good girl meee! well. im still lacking that last chapter grr they are taking soo long to edit it. WaffleHouse. grrrrrrr. ugh. *hmm. the waffle on its page banner is appetizing looking though...* *drool* i feel the urge for toileyyyyyyyyyy(toilet) bleahh. ughhh. shall bake cake in the afternoon. and meanwhile. hope that it would turn out okay. like i mentioned before. all was fine in the process. the taste okay too. what was lacking was the fact that i didnt use the self-raising flour so it didnt turn veeery spongey as cakes are supposed to be. so it became pie. good thing for the cherries and..yea. so it turned pie in the end. mothers day experiment failed~ cake turned pie eek @ @ p.s. in case u are wondering why the name swirlykitty92 in my hotmail(email). swirlykitty. hmm. originated from this emoicon: swirly as in the @@ . like. everything is swirling and whirling and spinning. its a sign of 'confuse' and 'lost'. kitty as in..well. it looks like a kitty no?? ^^;; 92,cus...well. check out the birthdate. 1st december 1992. yup. simple as that lol. one of the many questios posted to me by friends answered openly. is lazy to repeat myself -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

eep(diexx)

well. my hols have been sucky. practises,practises,cip...ugh!! wah. all i wanted was my own free time to do my stuff like drawingg~ ^^ (people who know me/has been viewing my fanarts would know that i have teh habit of drawing anywhere. textbooks,workbooks,handouts...XD name it!) and sleeping~(havent been getting enough of that) and most importantly. to get chummy with my friends(meaning: i waanna go out with them~~~) wah. we had failed attempts with my schoolmates since we were all from different CCAs and Oli had tuition - x - waah~ sad~ so the only time i went out with my firneds was the time i went to viv's house. and ONLY that time. wahh~ why is my life so miserable!! random band stuff~ well. since we are having this tiers thing. my junior(as mentioned in the last post as the bass-drum-guy-with-a-tummy) is on the 3rd one(we have 4.im on the top one). the first day the stupid conductor-who-failed-to-guard-his-toilet-door-properly was saying 'eh william(the bass drum junior). u have to half-squat. then i can see her(refering to me)' UGH! and that pesky idot replied 'thanks for making me feel tall' IDIOT! i would have swore if i was in pissed-off-and-not-a-nice-kitty mode,i would have either cursed at him loudly or thrown something at him or hit him with a mallet. GRRRRR!!!(never underestimate what this 'harmless kitty who doesnt look menacing' can do.i curse more than guys ever would. out loud or not. and when i really mean to hit someone in rage. i would even murder. feh! step on my toe,and feel my wrath!) well. something i forgot what happened during band again and he was going 'ha im taller than u' kinda thing. GRRR i went saying 'grr *dang ass* i can still grow!' and he went going 'play more basketball or something' .... well. its not like i dont wanna play basketball or any sports...its just that... there's no one to play it with me.... and yeeeaa~ its my fault for living so far away from my frineds~ *in a sarcastic tone* feh! *suddenly thought of HIM* eeeh!! nononomonono! >< noo~ baaka *hits self* well. sad the truth would always be. but the hols are ending. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! *falls into an abyss of gloom and darknesss* waaahhhh. the thing is,my friends. i hvent done much homework. hell. the horoscopes are right. i would have to slog myself to death next week. cus of homework. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~ like my life hadnt been sad enough!!! rain hm. it had been showering these few days(rather. yesterday and today. today especially)as people who have known me for a longer time. u would have known that i liked the rain. i love the rain more than sunshine. (p.s. gomenn~ to those people who thought i was gonna talk about the korean popstar Rain) rather. it gets people moody. me being in a very unhappy mood. ugh. well. not because of the weather. i am happier than it storms and thunder goes loud. like i was saying. me in an unhappy mood. well. even after my fits of rage and unhappyness. the me would secrely break down and cry. cry due to the unhapyness. due to the sadness. i dunno why. the gloomy weather suits my feelings well. the rainy weather even better -let the rain fall in place of my tears let the thunders roar in place of my raging screams let the clouds cover up the scars in my heart let the raging waters devour the horrid people who hurt others- hmm. of these lines. i use the first one the most. 'let the rain fall in place of my tears..for i am unable to cry anymore...' well. yea. i couldnt cry these past few days. the only 'tears' coming out are those from yawning. it feels horrid. these pent up feelings it feels horrid. this awful feeling of being washed away by the raging currents of life it feels horrid. this feeling of restriction it feels horrid. to be thinking of him still when i shouldnt be.... well yea. i mean. c'mon! it is very well known that students(teenagers) shouldnt be gettin into relationships and all. as in. love. 'teens are still immature about their feelings. it would only affect their studies' blahblahblahblahblah! but i mean like, really. i dont think we should. nya. i dont exactly know why. perhaps watching a certain some-gal falling in and outta 'looove' continuosly within 2 yrs is too mcuh for me. *hint hint* well its like~ people have also been saying stuff like 'aww man~ he doesnt even notice you! forget it' well~ i dunno about noticing people. i mean. hey. i can remember certain people just from a few times on the bus. and the fact aside we bump into each other rather...well. considered rather much. sigh. since we would most likely still be seeing each other on the bus,during change of classes(change of periods. as in. lessons. yea. the P word doesnt sound too..right...*blush*)..thankfully not going home. unless he's gonna take the bus.(he was taking the MRT home and walking home from there.i took the bus and well. often see him at the traffic lights or well. walkin home..- -) nyaa. i dunno. i was able to foget stuff after a while. forget about the day being his birthday.(forgetting even my site's birthday.gomenn~) but then again,shortly after. i remember it agian. i remembered about him. i thought of him again. >< wahh~baaka. ah. im such a dummyyyyy~~~~~~~ but recently. i've beent thinkin about the goat-guppy. lol. (to Sayura-san,eh~ how should we put it. its a little misunderstanding by LS turned nickname for this guy in my school. FRIENDS. and only that) >< maybe cus i wanna torture...? lol. or maybe its just because i think i could trust him. i feel like i could(perhaps because both he and my ma are goats and scorpios. different birthdates lol)...just like i did with Him. i dunno. its a comforting feeling. but then again~ maybe not mr guppy aka i-fall-asleep-in-front-of-the-computer ^^ lol~ afterall. 'bakas are bakas'(random quote which is very much agreeable) maybe its because of the disrray feelings. maybe its because i dont feel secure. -i'm like a flower quickly fading. here today and gone tomorrow a wave tossed in the ocean. a vapour in the wind-(from the song 'Who am I') hm. occasionally. we can come across nice random quotes which appeals to us very mcuh in our feelings in christian songs during chapel. XD maybe it is good in a sense lol~~ sighhh homework sucks. life sucks. being a sec3(hm. what u might call grade9) sucks. ugh. >< how i wish it was back to the good ol days of childhood(childhood for me=4~7 yrs old)-- no wait. they werent the happiest days of my life. it sucked throughout.. -_- nyaaaaaaaaaaaa p.s. life~ me were clearing up the manga folders as istructed by onii-sama- eh no. onii-baka ^^ bleah. he says that we are having too little RAM for stuff. so ah well okie then. me has cleared up Angelic layer and MAR folders. hmm. Ouran is a difficult one. so many nice piccies kyaa~~ ^^ hmm. +Anima cleared too. what else..hm. eremntar gerad. another difficult one. Ren is so pretty ^^~ lol. tsubasa. jinki. jigoku shoujo. fairycube left. hmmmmmm~ >< well. now i just need to clear the pics that are unnecessary for me. usually i would hae already done away with credits and such. lol ooh no. long post alerts eep chao~ happy fathers day! happy being guineapig,pops! XDDDD p.s. my last cake attempt was going well. until the fact that the cake tuirned out like pie cus i didnt use cake flour or self-raising flour. it tasted niciiee~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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