Saturday, May 26, 2007

baack! --part 2

yes...like i was saying *coughcough* ..no wait..where have i stopped...errrr...wait....>< hmm. yesssss.the meals. yukk. so like yea,i was kinda happy inside when i was told they didnt have the dinner provided on the second night. ugh. firstly,i could eat with a peaceful mind. secondly. hmm. interaction with other veggie-goers ^^ good in a sense..i think?? ah. back to the first night. well. our chalet was at Coasta Sands Resort--Pasir Ris. the one which is really a chalet,and not rooms. so its a hut kinda place. cool! but our chalet was really far from the assembly area and all. ugh. well. i bunked in with 3 other girls(like duh they dont want any hanky pankys around now,do they?!). lol. it was quite okie actually. couldnt sleep well. ugh. first. the air conditioning too cold even the gal sleeping at the door felt cold(i slept at the side nearest the air con since they have already decided on their beds).ughh. shiver me timbers!!! lol. secondly. the bed is hard. the pillow is stiffish. it bigger than mine and is not softie. waah. am so not used to it. (me pillow is tiny and soft,actually,flimsy-ish.) waah. third. well. its the first night. i need time to adjust ne? well. i didnt get a good night's sleep. and woke up at 4+am. ugh. had nothing else to do since everyone's pretty much in dreamland. sighhhh~. went 'forced' myself to sleep. ----------------------- mornin. well.was kinda okay. the breakfast is still the impure veggie food. ugh. yukk. didnt have tables and all. so i didtn get lost ^^ note: no LS,instead of a child harness(what it that ? *tilts head to a side*),i think a 'doggie chain' aka a lash would have been more appropriate. mrreowwwww~ *sad meow with waterry eyes~ *or as Oli calls it,the im-a-poor-kitten-starving-in-the-rain-so-save-me kinda look* the second day was better. excluding that boring talk on food which like..i cant eat the food 'samples' out of fear of 'impurities'(note. read the previous post to understanddy) we had a talk on music production,. wheee. we heard many songs. and they interviewed this music composer for POP SONGS!! so we heard those DEMOs(first recordings) of songs,including those done by the composer himself! cool~ waiii~ that it the best talk lol. and then it was one on operas(chinese). yukk. boring. but generally fine and then its WWW!!!!(WildWildWET!) wheeeee! lol. it funnies!! getting wet at first wasnt exactly plesant,but the water is nicer cus its cool under the hot sun~ +my pants was dropping. no. usually i wouldnt have allowed any of that. ugh. heavy water? lol. it has mass u know! +i 'killed' my friend in this game of janken(aka. scissors,paper,stone).lol. those who lost janken had to go under this 'ride' and have water poured down heavilly upon them. LOL. XD. no hard feelings though. i mean. one of us has gotta die eventually. her team was on the losing side btw note:its an inter-sec. school camp all over singapore. and 2 people from each school. lol. i 'backstabbed' my friend,my schoolmate,my classmate.lol. yea. so we were all drenched and has gotta change (it was 5~6pm when we ended). i went ahead with the bath. lol. i was saying about not shampoo-ing but in the end i shampooed.lol. but i rushed the bath tiem through cus i was the first one and panicking cus i was totally unaware of whats happening on the outsides. so i rushed. record time of around 10minutes i think. shampooing+bathing. the only thing i missed out was washing my face. ugh. mum didnt allow me to steal one of the face washes at home. ugh. had to do without them in the whole camp campfire ngiht. i totally didnt know what's happening for the combined item with my friend's group. lol. last last minutes discussion. eek! i hate last minutes. but ah well. everything else in life is pretty much like that for me =) went on 'stage' for cheer(own group. not combined item). mind went blank. lol. >< me suffers from stage fright my mind goes blank unless the audience is pitch-black. lol. its ironic the fact im part of a performing arts group. XD the rest of the campfire's pretty much sitting there cheering occasionally and cutting off the blood circulation to the other parts of the body cus they're all at the buuttocks. until the photo takings. ugh. hadta squeeze like heck. >< *hates squeezin* 200+ people on stage. ugh. are ya crazy?! (yes they are) was being totally sleeeeeeepy during photo taking. ugh. so i was like,*sleeepy. and really poofed* kinda mood. ughx. i was counting out from half-asleep till 31/32-th asleepx. by the second. was half-zombie-ing again. aka. sleepwalkin is sleepy. ugh. the thing i wanted to do the first thing i returned to the chalet was to sleeeeeeeeeeeep. ugh. took precautions. spreaded my towel(it was dry by the time we returned at night) and my camp tee(they provided 2. one was soaked during WWW. the other changed out of immediately when i reached 'home' was wearing my own shirt) over the blanket. well. that night was fine. i slept all the way till 7am+. and then stayed wide awake in bed staring off into blank spaces till we were supposed to wake up at 8.15am. the rest remains unspoken for. we packed. and then went for the yucky 'impure' breakfast. then assembled back and was all the prize givin and stuff. our group was third. and my leader went up with a black face it scaryyyy she cried when we were saying our 'last goodbyes'. aww. >< . eek. like most men,girls also feel helpless when other girls cry.eek.ah. and we cheered with our group cheer(a different one from the campfire one. which i managed to learn even though i was slotted in halfway during the first day during the seond day. as in. i memorized it on the second day.) lol. and then we wrote notes to each other and all. lol~ and my group members were signing t-shirts. ha. some on my chalet-mates were gathering around our co-leader,asking him to draw on the t-shirt. lol. mine remains blank. shall steal markers to draw on the t-shirt someday. me hands felt itch itch not being able to drawwwwww broke camp. me and my friend went to the veggie stall i ate at on the campfire night without dinner provided. yea. and then we went to Cheers to buy drinks. lol. and i bought a Cadbury milk chocolate with peppermint inside. as in. not a chocolate bar. those round 'tubes'.ahh. peppermint(i still have the last one. bought another one just now. me likeys ~) and then we rushed back to school. lol. made it in time. phewwwwwww. ^^ we got our hols homework and the exam scripts (they were lying about giving them back on wednesday. liars.)ah well. i missed it anyways,cus my chinese teacher was talking to us about our heap of holiday practice papers to do. eek~ the project work went kinda well. lol. we were being the bad audience and rehearsing our scripts during other peeps' presentations ^^ (btw,many thanks to Oli for doing my script for meee). lol. we hadta self improvise. lol. was being bored back there so i was eating the cadbury chocolates. lol. i ended up improvising my script in a dramatic part about shopowners seeing their businesses poor on rainy days. ugh. lol. the class was laughin. so embarrassing>< note: dont go on sugar highs before a really important talk or presentation >< we were the last group to present,thanks to mr inconsiderate-and-immature-its-a-disgrace-to-people-born-on-1st-december-every-year ugh! ****** guys and girls think differently.even though they share the same birthday. yukk. so by the time the whole thing ended,it was really late and i rushed for band. which was only less than half an hour left.lol. so shortly after,i was like,going home. ugh. waste of my time(WOMT for short) was extremely happy to be home. in fact.to be even back in band. i was so happy to see my dearest cymbals(which i nicked my 'wives' for a while.lol.) ha. if i can be THAT happy seeing those crashies,imagine my sweeeeeeeeet relief when i was home! WAAAAHHHHHHHH~~! i missed my bed,i missed Bu-channn~>< (for those who dont know Bu-chan,lets just say in common terms she's a 'bolster'. yep.my dumb siblings came up with thy name. not me) Bu-chan lost her floppy head (lol. somehow or another i managed to make her head floppy) waah! im happily sitting here now,im my house,with bu-chan 'happily' strangled by her floppy head infront of the computer,with a cup od MOCHA I C E C R E A M >< kweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! happyful note: me had been reading FairyCube and Erementar Gerad mangas lately. notex2: me shall upload a wallpaper. it is a ruined pic of printing overlaps. ughs. go see -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

baack!

whoot. am back from my camp! finally home. so happy~ NE journey nothin much memoriable. other than the pretty tinted glass of the St Andrew Cathedral,the 5-girls-dying-hard-to-finish-4-large-fries experience,the extra fats taken in because of that,the not-being-able-to-get-on-the-bum-boat-ride thingy,the going-into-and-out-of-the-rain,the scary elevations of the Supreme Court(oh gawd those scary escalators. especially on top of the 'UFO'. omg! it looked as if we were gonna fall off. the glass panels were so 45degrees and more slanted inwards it didnt looked as if they existed.(plus.it was in the day)Gawd~! that sucked Camp after the NE journ,instead,me skipped band practise(packing of uniforms and stuff) and went back home to get the rest of the stuff for the camp. gaaaah!and then being unable to wait for my PW presentation lsides and script,i rushed out home since i was already late in meeting my other friend Zi Qi. gwaaah well. reached Downtown East. lol. it scary stoning there. my name really aint on the list. ><. but oh well. they subbed me in one of the groups anyway. different from Zi Qi. >< went to change into the camp tee. Got lost again after that. forgot the face of my group leader. >< and then i got scolded by her.(in fact. several times cus i went 'missing'. ><. note: the next time,bring along a dog chain or something if u really cant find me) sat there reading a trial version of a newspaper 'shrunken' in size/downsized. lol. the background music played over and over again for at least 7~8 times. AT LEAST. ugh. so darn b.o.r.i.n.g. STOP PLAYIN THAT SONG PLS~!!! night. dinner. ugh. wasnt space for me to sit at the table. didnt really know who are the (group) members at that time. sat with people from another group. and then i got lost and was scolded by my leader~ >< waah~! gomenasaiii~~~ the food contained onion and garlic. those who knows me knows that i dont take them cus i aint allowed to. Strict veggie,u could say.(veggie=vegetarian) ack. yukk. bleah. in fact this is true for all the meals provided by the camp.*runs away pukin* k. post another timex. second part tomorrow! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, May 21, 2007

hiatus

ah. am so sorry me havent been onliney happyness~ well. have recently met up with earth gal(viv) on saturdaeeeee. lol. wah~ good times too short. we took piccies with the handphone lol. with these cute pooh bears(me) and then just tha duo ^^(me and viv). lol. lets hope that things go well between her and you wei. lo. which reminds me istead of typing 'parkwaY',i typed in 'parkwaX'. lol. parkwax parade XDDDDD. lol. cus he messaged viv and she was going all squealy so i replied on her behalf. lol. luckily he didnt say anything. lol~ PARKWAX XDDDDD sadness well. things still aint going too well with mummy. recently we are back to 'normal'. or at least,thats what it LOOKED like. where scars are inflicted upon another,it can never be healed or erased. that is the fact with me. hmm. might just make that fanart about this during my free-er times. lol~~~~ bleah. me is oging on another hiatus. me going to some camp organised by the newspapers(educational.chinese. lol)about the chinese cultures. since i was selected to go,i mean,say,why not? in the first place yea. so im gonna be skipping school L E G A L L Y on wednesday. lol. im still gonna hafta go for the NE journey to the courthouse and stuff tomorrow morn. haha. and also skippin half of tomorrow's band practise and totally skippin wednesday's pracise. would be back on thursday though. sad~ well. its good. other than being able to skip school LEGALLY,i get to avoid seeing him for this time,a whole day completely!! and also,wednesday is the fated day. of getting back our mid year papers/scripts >< eeeek. well. good that is wow. one more GB entry for the next big nuumber..umm..wait..which is...umm..260!!!! ^^ wheee~. some is just exchanging of gb signings. u sign mine,i sign back. like a common practice. but which reminds me...theres maaaany people i never got back to. lol. might make use ofthe night to do so (its ~8.30 now) lol kie . lo. but anyways,im glad u enjoyed visitin my site. lol. maybe i should start creating warning labels. ha. first up would be emoness. secondly,the outburst of curing and swearing. thirdly. NO GLOMPS ALLOWED!! eeeeeeeeeeeek~ *runs away from potential glomping* -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

   double posts

yep. the freakin start of it all is friggin below. so pls read the post below to understand the whole ***** lot. note: curse words are plenty in the posts. sometimes f****** is the four-lettered one. sometimes it just 'friggin'. at least. for the post below....*is in a f****** bad mood* ----------------------------- well. ******** mum came home and was saying like 'its only a small cockroach it doesnt matter right?' like ****** hell,NO! a roach is a * roach no matter whether it is big or small i hollered this fact( refraining myself from cursing out loud) back to my mum. 'why is it there?' '(bloody hell) i dont know!' 'i also dont know. why are you asking me' '(f****kin hell) I also dont know why are YOU asking me!!!!' ugh. i am sooo f*** pissed off by my mum. like bloody hell she still thinks that im making a f* big fuss out of a small thing. f******** like hell man,ITS A ROACH!!! A R-O-A-C-H ROACH!!!! f******gin hell U werent the one HAVING the roach inside YOUR food and u are there speakin of it like bloody hell it didnt matter at all! f******! currently im in a cold war against my ma. after when i posted just now im like f*** i broke down. well. and my tears are still flowin. almost came out when i shouted the **** hell out to my ma. but that is **** legal. ******. (yes i do realise im swearing the f*** more than i usually will. usually i swear in 'FREAKIN ****(other terms)'. but hell no) i dunno,. i dont even wanna **** hell see her now im so ***** pissed still. like ** i know its not any of our faults but like ****** stuff like this ALWAYS happen like * hell who knows how many other 'poor' insects is she gonna kill (and not to mention found in MY food) ********* hell im so ******* tired i dont give a ***** care anymore and i DO realise its not doing me any good to say ****** but hell. its a word of expression. of ANGER. (in case those perverted-mindeds are thinkin otherwise) and **** once more cus she called my bro's name while calling out to ME. **** the lot who doesnt remember my name despite knowing me for a long time. i **** hate that when that happens. i mean like,do i have to *** tatoo my name on my face so that those ***** people would remember it?! ****** the hell -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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boredehellouttamymind....

meh. stuck at home. wanted to go out but me friends are nt available. -____- wah. wanted to bake a cake for mothers day,but because its firstday of lunar calender= no eggs,so mum says dun bake lor. ugh. and then she said,why not bake tomorrow..but why not egg tarts instead? UGH! like. IIYA DA~~ >< i mean. no. the prez is for mama only. >< . waah. and I wanted to bake. im the one baking. if u dun trust my baking skills for the cake say so! >< waaah~ ugh. so im here really upset with this *****ede mood and a **** expression on my face. UGH. what could be worse than this?! ughs. well. i started on that friendship band i was doing for her anyway. i pulled the string which is rather thin tight,so my hands were getting a very slight 'rope burn' okay. not really. but it was hurting. after the sec3 camp,i knew what was a rope burn. that stupid sting-y feeling on your hands. yukk. hated it blah. maybe shall get downn to finishin it. OR that long overdue Grandma's bdae gift from March. beah. shes coming tomorrow i hope. whatever. is really being unhappy....and like mentioned in the heading, bored the hell outta my mind...ughx gonna die of boredom. bleah. someone kill me. so friggin bored... note: i added 3 more blank buttons. for these urls. right click and select 'properties' i also added another friend to link^^ lol. XDDDD ------------------------------- ***********ed (time of post: a few hours later) ***************. what an awful day. i cant go out wif my firneds. icant bake my ma a cake. i am bored the *** outta my mind. i had an weird tasting laksa for lunch. i dropped a *** chopstick onto the *** dirty floor of the computerr room. i cant eat my lasksa with that * chopstick anymore. and then i saw a ******* cockroach in the ****** laksa. ***** hell let it storm and destroy the whole of humanity. like ** hell. ugh! am so *** freaked by that ** cockroach in the * laksa. and none of these ** happenings would happen if i was able to go out with my friends. *************** the hell... -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

waii~

yay! many down,one left standing- Physics. arghh! physics. twas never my firend. eck. too much calculations and stuff. *pout* tired~ well yea. maybes its due to the constant lack of sleep. i was so friggin tired in the morn and i rushed my notes through and finished it at last minute before leaving the house and missed the bus. the sky drizzled and soon poured,just like how i said *let the rain fall in place of my tears....* too much stress getting everything ready and perhaps even rushing for the bus. i felt really swamped and like a cork bobbing helplessly washed around by the waves of time. ack. too much for me i lost my direction. too much stress and pressure. fuuuu... thankfully. all these ends TOMORROW! HIIIIYAH! TAKE THAT,....AND THAT ,...AND THAT....!!! ugh! well. me was pooped on the ride home. i felt like sleepin but couldnt(its like. not comfy enough for me and even if i did i have to absolutely lie down on the seat or leaning on someone). bleah. he was there but thats not the point. lol. i hate it when i fail to fall asleep..ugh. meh. perhaps i was really feeling the pressure of the swirling waters and exams and thus im like,really pooped. all i wanted to do was to sleep. but couldnt. i ended up reaaaaally exhausted and tears brimmed again. ack. whatever. am so poofed. me-files: +i cry over the littlest stuff which deem importance. eg. hungryness. sleepyness. and that 'touching' scenes o the soap dramas +i sleep for about a few hours. meh. today i slept for 4. which means i was really poofed. +...my mind is blank... +amber is good... +my brain is being absolutely empty now so im just typing down whatever deems to pop randomly from my head... + *crickets creak inside my brain**emptyness,that signifes,for the slower people* ************************************** lost in this world without hope or direction i sought the light but got swamped by desperation the nights are so cold colder in my heart where warmth was not felt and myself fallin apart the mountain seemed tough to overcome,how nice but up alone,in desolation trapped a girl on this mount of ice where is the light?!(or where is the love) i shouted out but no one heard me without a doubt my tiny voice weak and frail and broken heart, overwhelmed by trials (um. sorry. i know it doesnt rhyme here but thats the best i could make of this) will there ever be hope for a better future? i asked softly despite the horrid lectures(of life) mreow. better get started on revision. eek. dun wanna be sleeping late again tonight and missing the bus tomorrow. seeing HIM in the morn is good,cus that means that the bus hasnt gone off yet. or maybe its because my heart longs for thee....i dunno why its creepin me out Ja ne~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, May 14, 2007

mreow~~~

meowwy. today was chemistry paper. heck. i didtn exactly wake up feeling energetic or happy. was irritated in ...somewhere unspeakable and was pissed. bleah.no. not lust dumb asses who are thinking that. ugh. i mean. literally. bleah. twasnt much of a prob so i went back to sleep...and kinda slept overhead. and left the house a bit late. and i saw him on the way to the bus stop again. but he didnt get on the bus. he never does chase after buses. hmm. parallel~ (for those who know me i sprint after the bus. unless im really too tired or no bothering much to do so). whatever. meowy. the paper was unbelievably EASY!!! although i didnt think i revised enough and its last minute memory work..but heck. i could manage the paper easy!!!! XD never felt so happy~~ anyway i spent the whole 2hours double checkin my MCQ and taking time to do everything nicely and reading the question carefully. and i finished the paper JUST IN TIME! ha! satisfaction~ mothers day was... full of food. too much in fact we had leftovers for lunch. meow. that puts me on alot of weight. ahhhhh heck. i give up. am not one to concern too much. am happy with my 'shortness' and ''plumpness''. mkay. am not exactly very fat but i have big thighs. yea. ugh. at least i aint tall and pole-like or short and really oompa-loompa-ish. small and round. ugh. am fine the way i am naruto x bleach have been catchin ups. haaa. so cool!! if i were to ever make a doujinshi/fanfic. i wanna be some complicated ninja from the mist country. ah. u know about the killing to become chuunin thingy(Zabuza). whatever.hmm. u can help assasinate some headhunted for that title now couldnt you? hmm. murder is my kinda thing....*evil cackles....* yea. and im definately gonna KICK NARUTO'S BUTT!!!!! XDDD YEA! lol. but then again. why waste your time and energy on someone like that? feh. have beter things to do like assasination of more people and stuff....*whistles* latest manga up till 37. yay for chinese mangas coming out faster than english ones. and baka onii-baka purchasing them! hmm. which reminds me..what about bleach mangas? hmmm but meh. its sooooo coooooooool~ XD talking about both. ha. he crushed the inner Berry-san. XDDD. (ichigo,as quoted from one of the Vizards) lol. but he's certainly gonna find himself being taken over by evil-berry-san once again. Ichigo the wimpy wussy. feh! (sorry to ichigo fans out there ^^) i mean. get real! he better understand that hes gotta fight on.or become the 'claws'(actually. they said 'claw' instead of 'horse'. yea. as in,the king and his horse.well. TransLITERATION. lol.) fanarts have done some during my last creative/emo spur. yea. gonna upload it later ^^ cya. tomorrows Biology. 2nd last paper. WOOHOOOOOO! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

quiz!

http://www.bebo.com/QuizResult.jsp?QuizId=4059593300 what do u know about me? meh. but i hafta go. mothers day celebration dinner or something. shall post another day -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, May 11, 2007

lolxx

aha. replies to commentings: no. im not pale. typical asian yellow-skin. XD. and rather yellow. jaudice? XDDD hell joking. no way. thats for lil tweebes(babies. ha. no idea. this work came poppin into my mind) below a year old! hmm.whatevers about talking to cough. XD hmm??what stalking what? well. if it HAD to be a stalker...it would have to be the stupid Sun .ugh. cant u shine less bright- okay. fine. AND like...pls be kinder to us poor inhabitants of thy earth and not give off sooo much heat~ *puppy eyes gets dried cus its to hot. lol XD. jkin. this shall nvr happen!!! XDDDDDDD* ..okay. know what? i forgot most of the other commentings. bleahh. lol. maths hmmmmm.. maths paper yeaterday was totally fine!!! ^^ happyness..but that's meaning that the paper2 on mondae wouldnt be so nice -_____- geography + a maths a maths=additional maths=harder maths bleah! this sucked hell! i had not enough time for preparations!!! >< no one ever did! i mean...theres all those diagrams and stuff coming out on Rivers and coasts to study for,AND they lumped this together with A MATHS!!! can you believe it? our whole class was going 'oh man i havent studied enough i dunno this and that...' well. most of the peeps i know of,that is meh~ i got stuck at several several questions!!! ~ ^ ~. *teardropx* waah~ lets hope it turns out good. or at least. better. friday like................. YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! friday,to me now,means= no more paper after paper studying for the next few days=more sleep=less stress!!!!!!!!!!! twas horrid. horrid. horrible. bleahkk. unthinkable. so i shall not force myself to remember these painful memories *sobs* (sarcasm) yay sleep. one of my greatest loves more than anything else in the world. others includes food. hmm. *backspaces* nope. to be exact. JUNK FOOD. puddings that doesnt taste too flour-ish and instead,smooth. sweets. chocolate OMG CHOCOLATES!! ^^ *sugar high just thinking about food* no nadi. i know u are gonna mention 'eggs'. NO. guys do not belong in my list of greatest loves. no way! btw. that is a nickname for AHEM. but lets just ignore it cus my first thought comes to real eggs. hmm. hardboiled ones. mmmmm.... which btw. this is totally random but im having porridge now. some egg shall be good. nah. is feeling lethargic as always which which reminds me... i havent eaten my lunch *went off to eat and watch some youtube* ah. hmm. lets just say...-commercial break- lol. it needs loading. lol~ sleep is good. sleep is holy. (no its not justice) sleep is...my way of escaping my troubles and sleep is my joy and relaxation! ....unless im gonna dream about school and stuff...bleahhhh mrreow. gonna be starting on mothers day gift on the sly~ like c'mon! u dont make these stuff openly right infront of the recepient now do you? lol. mweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee off for grub aka junk food aka foodies. mrrrrrreow~ *happy kitten meowx* -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

life's a big paradox

i take my word back. here i am. calm and online posting XD ...and im smelling fart for dunno what reason O o paper of the day: social studies ah heck. didnt finish last essay question. there's 2 parts to it,and i didnt finish the second one. well. there were people who didtn finish the first part. heck. i didnt know that second one anyway. roughly did it. heck. in hope for better marks. lol~ change of clothes hmm. might just get some tanks tops. hmm.i guess my arms arent so obviously 'tanned'. lol. niwaes it has been getting hot in here~ LITERALLY! i mean,Singapore is near the equator,so its hot. bleak. SHOOT DOWN THE SUN!!! jkin. XD ...hm. i actually forgot what i wanted to say. oh heckx. ah yes i totally got my papers mixed up AGAIN! last year or even the previous it happens. it was Chinese last time. Now its Geography. IT CHEATED ME OF MY FEELINGS!! i thought it was E maths and GEOGRAPHY!! >< waaah~!!!!!!!!!! apparently,after hearing the second person to tell me that the geography paper is on FRIDAY,i decided to check it out... and indeed me proved wrong #- ___ - ah. another better popping vein emo than -_____-* isnt it? XDDDDD mrreow~ food is good. today i was walkin home with AHEM again. sigh. but its strange that when he goes for example,to the traffic light from SideA of the shopping complex,passing thru it,i go from SideB. and when i go from SideB cus the sun's killin me,he goes from SideA. AND when i go from one side of the shophouses to get home,he goes from the other BUT eventually i'll see him on the way home after all these -_____- well. me have been going thru the same side of the shophouses (cus im probably too lazy to bother passing by the 'megamart' and waiting for the cars to pass by there its more inconvenient) lately. lol. but he goes from one side of the road i go from the other, and well. its just this weird maybe's its because im lethargic,maybe its because i want to avoid it all whatever it is. i always end up bumping into him somewhere along there and we have been going to the same bus stop for the bus. -___- his bdae is somewhere this month,and im another half the year apart --which reminds me...i noticed my sites bdae is exactly 6 months apart from mine! ^^; slow i am yes i am fully aware... paradoxical yep it is. but its so strange that 2 parellel lines comes to a point where they intersect and tangle up. thats it with life. weirdness.. a big paradox. so contradictory. bleahh. shant stay long...i mean... ITS MATHS!!!!! >< -diex- shall go offies. must really work hard~ ganbarimaaaaasu~! btw its fortunate i shall not bump into this parellel one on days when i have chinese. yay chinese?? lol ja~ nope. dun feel poetic today. ha. didnt even know i can come up with poems (those lines from the last post,its all written and though of by me,except for the 'love is like a fire' one lol) -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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