Tuesday, May 8, 2007

upset rantx

the only reason why would i be online during the MYE== emo rants ........... well. today was higher chinese paper. well. the thing is: if we higher chinese people dont get at least an A (70marks and above) for our O level chinese at the end of this year,next year we would drop and have to study the normal express chinese.like everyone else in the class and the problem now is: today,for my paper. i didnt have enough time to finish it. one question of 20 marks left blank and that's like,around 20% of the whole paper which means. at most i could obtain a 70+mark. but then again. its totally impossible that i would be all correct for the rest of the paper. which is like,totally impossible so for my rough estimation. i'll probaly just get around 60+. which either B3(65+) or B4(60+)...is not doing any good well. i spent my time while still around school staying strong and trying to shake it off.. but in the end. i couldnt win myself. i cried. i broke down once again,losing control over my tears. i cried,sniffing loudly. no one was at home. as i entered the prayer hall(we have one mini one at home),all i said was 'sorry. but i really cant control myself' and tears blurred my vision i cried. sitting dejected on my bed. crying till my asthmatic voice is heard. i cried. breathlessly. but it hurts too much within for me to care. wouldnt it have been nice if i just went out of breath and died wouldnt it have been nice if i was run down by a car on the road just now 'no' someone deep inside told me 'its okay. its not the end. there's still other papers. you still have the end of year exams to catch up'. STOP!!!!!!! noo....stop conflicting my thoughts. i no longer knew what is the real me. what is the real me thiking about. which is the real me. WHO IS THE REAL ME? WHO AM I! sometimes i wonder. alot. about these stuff. to only find nothing but the 'golden' silence. i tried,asking god,but no replies which reminds me. oh yea. God doesnt talk fine! then SHOW ME! PROVE TO ME! who AM i! why am i here?! give me a sign.. .................... well. sorry if it in any way offended u peeps. i have so much i want to scream the hell out of my lungs. so much i couldnt take anymore i dont know if love can fill the void. or will it just create and slash and hurt me even more. i dont know what to trust. who to trust.. why to trust. my hated ones hurt me. my friends hurt me. my family hurt me. the whole world seemed to hurt me and yet im forced to lie. about there being hope in the world. about the rainbow after the storm. about acting totally uninterested and fine emotionally stable I"M NOT! STOP FORCING ME TO DO THESE STUFF NYMORE,KAY?! my heart hurts so much its enough to kill me. my tears overflow like theres no tomorrow why must there be a tomorrow for me? living is such a pain ....i really dont know what to do now. ----------------------------- friends are like the clouds my tears like the rain the sun,so warm yet it pierces and my heart,a mountain frozen with ice tears are like needles piercing through my heart no,it doesnt bleed but its falling apart love is like a fire its safe to be at a distance too near,it burns too far,yet so cold the world revolves each day and memories are fading away the tears will eventually dry up but the scars will forever remain... -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, May 7, 2007

mummy

ugh. yesterday we got into a fight. well. apparently,my 2nd redrawn YAMI neoprint was on the sofa. and it was crushed. ugh. well. it MIGHT have been my head.but hell. guess what she said. "its your own fault(why are you blaming me for this?)" well. i got really FED UP this time. "yea yea ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT!!!!" and then i stomped back off into my room. ------------------------------------------- i mean like hell. all i said was. "ah~ mummy~ its crumpled again" in a semi-whining and complaining tone. i didnt say "why did you crumple my drawing?". wth!! i mean. shes F O R E V E R like that! when i've done my 'task',she'll always go "have you done it?" when i've finished doing it and right in front of her to see! AND she NEVER remembers that! so she'll go asking me over and over again. and stuff. even when i've finished my food and she sees an unfinished plate she comes to ME asking me whether i've finished my food. LIKE OF COURSE IF U DONT SEE ME HOLDING THE PLATE OR SPOON ITS NOT ME!! i would always tell her when i dont want to finish it. yea. whatever well. its like. i feel that she's not trusting me! WTH! why?! of all your stupid kids? why ME?!! its always me getting the blame for stuff first. the finger point to me,me,ME! why?! its really unfair being the youngest!! -------------------------------------- well. after that. being really hurt and all,i started to cry. i mean. when i go stomping my foot along the way,that would mean im really annoyed. well. that is like,SUPER obvious it applies to EVERYONE right? and i was crying (well. i dont brawl like a baby.i cry silent) and sniffing hard for sure you could have heard from the living room. like. hell! i've been sitting there feeling really horrible and upset and heartbrokened crying for a doggone hmm...at least some 15 mins. i can hear everything perfectly well from where i am. well guess what? all she said was "crazy/stupid" or something likewise,and she switched channels on the telly to catch the drama. and ME?! still left crying sadly alone in the room without anyone to care. like hell! throughout the whole night,she didnt say a word to me all she did was to smile about it like hell it was obvious when i finally went to bathe i had to pass by the living room to go to the bathroom and was still sniffing hard. well. even pops could tell that im still sulking and crying. and what did she do? continue watching her drama. the thing is, NONE OF THEM EVER CARES! or maybe papa does,but not MAMA! she didnt come to comfort me,she didnt apologize! or do anything to appease me! and even now,as im typing this post,crying again because of sad memories,she doent even care! and we are in the same room im sooo darn sure anyone would be able to tell if another is crying. great! all too great! shes being perfectly more concerned in her korean drama than in me,more absorbed into the radio than to hear and notice me crying and all she told me,when me,crying,now,was 'stop playing on the computer and go study for your chinese' like can you believe it?! thats too much! too hurting. too conceited. why do parents NEVER FAIL to see what the kids do not need(ie. why do parents always fail to see what their kids really need) and want from them? they think that they are just beeing childish and throwting tantrums well. perhaps i really am. but not even a coax,no nothing! like,i didnt exist,like i was a total STRANGER living under the same roof! ------------------------------- yea. its like. theres just so much more unhappyness in my life to rant about,as compared to happy ones. i dunno, i dont think shes even gonna care even if i cry myself blind someday. heck. i wanna escape it all. just to fall into a deep sleep....i dont care even if i just die like that....take my life away please.... well. btws. here's a tiny updaate on myO~ whee^^(is fake smiling of course...) well. shall be away on hiatus for as long as till next wednesday probably. bleah. may your lives be good while i aint around...cus i know mine wont be much better off.... about that britney spears comment. well. all i've gotta say is that im glad i aint born 4 hours later on the 2nd of december. well. if i were,i would have shared the same birthday as britney. yukk. might have thought it cool in the past,not anymore. having the same birthday,of the same gender,means that its very likely we are gonna share the same personality. which means i'll be breaking the hell loose and 'living it high' like britney. NOOOOOOOOOO! nightmare!!!! bleah. ewwwww. i mean. its just one freakin guy who dumped her. she has a good future. and look at her sorry state well. standing from a girl's point of view. perhaps its because we're the same sign,but its like,i'll probably go bonkers over a heartbreak from a guy. but then again. no. i'll probaly just hell get over it somehow. when i fall in love it better be forever cus u know i cant take the heartache and i cant live without you~ -end post- -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, May 5, 2007

fanarts + exammm

gonna upload some more todayy.more fanarts exam is in...well...only a few days. it starts on MONDAE!!!! ARGHHHHH!!! well. actually. the only scary papers this coming week are the maths papers. im generally coping kinda well with geography+socialstudies,aka my combined humanities. well. at least. im getting the swing of it. i hope. >< .im more afraid of my maths papers. so scary. there's so much i dont understand! gonna be spending these last few days of my patheetic weekend striving hard for them. hafta get time to revise my combined humans. too ya know? yup. and im here playing pangya. which is a golf game. lol. haha. very hardworking and committed lol yea... well. gonna play a bit more and start on uploading those fanarts. lol .pls go see~ and comment if u like or see room for improvement^^ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

cursin the hell...

today is official curse and swear day. i was all pissed and out i go cursing straight. 'those bloody freak guys from next door came freakingly trying to bloody get into their class via our bloody window!and they dismantled our window just because they are freakingly stuck the hell out of their classes and the freakingly stupid and slow and dumb monitor(aka. reymond aka goat) is not here and they freakingly dont go to find him and instead come to freakingly try to get the freak inside via our freaking window! and they freakingly disturbed US!' yes. i was cursing in full.not very loud,but enough for my friend to hear. UGH! those freaking guys! (somehow. i kept cursing 'freak'and 'bloody' instead of f**) and Olivia,my friend,was all going 'whoa! chill girl!' lol.. but it was good after. it poured. bleah. ha. THATS WHAT U GET FOR OFFENDING ME!!!!! MAY U GET KILLED IN THE RAIN! SERVES U RIGHT!FREAKARSE!!see. there i go again. am the sort who just gets more agitated or more sad or whatever i was feeling the more i ramble on about it. thats a big note to all. ha. do not make matters worse and the exams are in a few days time and if that freaking renovation for our freakingly freaked neighbours who litter out of the window onto our laundry BETTER stop. or else. if I fail my exams. they get the BACON. (baton). UGH! WOULDYA BLOODY HELL THINK OF YOUR NEIGHBOURS FROM BELOW FOR FREAKINGLY JUST ONCE?! FREAKASSES!!! too bad kids arent allowed to curse. darn the hell outta their pants. im gonnaa start preparing that complain letter riiiiiiight now...when i get my hands on paper.... -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

lol

replies to comments: ha. good point. why did he even bother getting seduced and doing THAT with someone who is dead?! while he has a 'pretty fiance' waiting for him at home? arse and its only the gal who survived. out of the whole crew who went but the tragedy doesnt end. it starts all over again. since that mastermind has all that gold. these new bunch of peeps are gonna continue to kill each other for the gold,and then well..everyone dies...ugh..and the same thing is gonna happen hes gonna find another team to retrieve the gold and then they'll die freak ass ============================ coughs wellwellwell...look who do we have with us at the sleep over in my body?! (nope. no pervy stuff. sleepover with mr backache and mr sore throat. place. within this freakking body of mine unfortunately..) its mr BAD COUGH!!!!! great. know what? i coughed soo much today during chinese i almost could puke. no. i aint pregnant. it aint posible btw. its stupid for a girl to at age 14~15. T T *deathstare!!* ugh MR BAD COUGH made the party get high. now mr sore throat's crazy and acting up reallllll badly again. ugh. nothing much on him. and due to my stupid friends complains about not being able to comment and stuff cus she's not a member,i shall go get my arse off and add in a taggboard. bleah. *is seriously lethargic* whatevers. blahlalalala~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

blakk

umms. nad-kins? nope. im well....but AS A MATTER OF FACT...... mr flu-blocked-nose and mrs backaches are here to stay the weather well. thats one thing i hate about singapore. no snow. and this year's summer is sooooooooo damn HOT!!!!!!!!!!! ugh~ im a typical no-sunshine kinda person. the slightest bit is agonizing for me. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and just when i was about to walk home carrying the last of the huge pile i hafta bring ome for exams...i remembered i forgot to pass up my assignment. so i went back. pass the crowds. back to school to do so. passed by HIM. passed by mr-blockhead-aka-goat-akareymond. lol. the weather is soooooo dreadedly hot. like a desert~ bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ *sweltering* and when i walked to the bus stop,since the whole school..well...majority of it anyways stayed back for the NSW test,bus 26 and 13 went past. off. without me. so i was "happily" thinking that 'oh well he will be gone im SAFE!!!'...(inverted commas cus the weather is so freak hot.) and guess what. 26 came. i boarded the bus. the next bus stop,where everyone else practically gets on...tere he is! ugh. well. was being too bothered by the heat to care. bleah as the sun came in full from the window(damn. why do i hav to be considerate and take the window seat?) i was moaning as usual. low,moans. like a really soft 'ughhhhhhhhhh~' well. from fridays oh my gawd its so heavy- wait. was it even firday? whatever. from another one of the 'stupidly walking on the same path with alotta books and the weather freak hot'-ness...was getting poetic and all ideas for a mini composition(writing).... so i penned it down. whent he sun wasnt that freak hot in the view anyways. havent finished it though. everything shall take a million years of hiatus. soooooooooo much to doooo...too much to do.... bleah. watched Ghost Ship. last night on tv. was creeping the hell outta me when the whole crime was exposed. so cruel. these bloody humans. for greed for money. they killed each other. and the mastermind was only one guy watching it all...planning for it happennin. poor katie. she was the lucky survivor of the massacre.well. not for long. she was shorter so she escaped the steel thread tightening and slashing eyeryone into halves. but she wasnt spared. hung,she was. no one was alive. thus why a ghost ship. bleah. truly a horrid story it kinda really haunted and creeped the hell outta me so i was like no i dun wanna go to bed and was praying real hard for me to be able to get peace. am still frightened. alone at home . >< lesson learnt. no more fiction supernatural stuff without reading a plot summary of it. bleah. i thought it was just some nice ghost ship story...like a scooby doo kinda thing...>< waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~ is tired yes i am. sneezing real bad.*SNEEEZE!!!**SNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!**SNEEZEE!* well. gonna get some rest. bleahhhh [edit: uploaded fanart please go see] -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

phew

note: brolly= umbrella. have came across this shortform somewhere somehow i forgot when. if the americans not know then it should be the europeans(namingly british,since singapore adopts the british english system or whatever) well. the whole of this sick(ILLNESS kinda sick. dun think too...eww...) journey shall begin in full. 38.3~ yesterday around 2~3pm well. felt headache. not really very warm. chills here and there. went to bed. have had some panadol cold before i went to bed 38.0~ yesterday 6~7pm yep. went down by 0.3 degrees. phew~?! well. read below. this is not the end. 38.5~ yesterday. 8~9pm oh gawd. just when u think its starting to get better. it didnt. worse. i felt even giddy-er. movements slow. might be even slower than some of the grammas and grandpas out there. took a long time getting out of bed. blacked-out shortly. ack. luckily i fell on mama's bed. ^^; 39.3? well. it was 39+ degrees. yesterday. 10~11 pm yep. it got EVEN worse. dad and sis came home. me and mum drank starfruit juice. bleah. its really affirmitive that when u are sick(ILL sick) ur taste is really bonkers. Usually it would have tasted a bit weird,sour-ish and salty-ish. but nah. it tasted more 'pure'. like slightly flavoured water. eck. was really nice anyway. then i had some panadol prescribed for my mum by the doc. bleah. it tasted way nicer than the panadol cold. its smaller anyway. lol. its totally okay. since we went to the clinic to see the doc(actually. i only sat there with my mum) on friday night. and im sharing the same symptoms with my mum. only that....MINE WAS EVEN WORSE THAN HERS. ...probably cus im generally weaker than she is...dad switched on the air-con(ditioner) anyway. today. 9am. 37.3 wow. it went down!!! eck. mum brew some really awful medicine broght home by dad and sis last night. BLEAH! YUCKK! it bitter. no matter how much sugarr i added. it tasted awful. didnt finish it. its still there ni my cup. yucks. now its the remnants left at the bottom of the cup. making it extra horrible. i hated the remnants-residue-whatever u call it part of soups. feh. and this?! dream on wasnt able to do much homework. (btw. all i did yesterday was some gaming. chats here and there. sleep. big time) well. went to bed some more. +backaches +a bit of swollen left eye +sneezes ~1.28pm. today. of course! well. the temperature remains at 37.3. but then again..i drank some of the cold star-fruit juice before i take my temperature,so it might not be very accurate...heck! XD right now am taking lunch. white porridge with salt. we always get this when we are sick. ^^. am totally fine with sodium intake. bleah. has been self-suspecting of low-blood-pressure. lol. but with all this sugaryness and saltyness in my life...i dont think its possible! lol. to be double and extra sure. i think i better take my temperature tomorrow before i go to school. and before the NewSouthWales Science test tommorrow afternoon too.heck. might not do PE tomorrow. just gonna give my dumb teacher the excuse of my high fever. and that my backaches still remains. notfeeling excatly well to begin with. XDDDDDDDDD. well. lets hope alls well ends well p.s. i dont remember having upon reached a 39 degree before in my life. lol. -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

   ack

well. to top it all off now. im even down with a fever of 38 degrees. bleah. well. it did subside 0.3 degrees form my previous temperature. but it sucks. maybe i caught the virus from mama. maybe's because of me walking in the rain yesterday without a brolly. well. it has been MIA for quite a while now. +fever +feeble n weak n fragile +blocked n runny nose +unable to sleep +backaches +well. im getting a bit hunched back. oh gawd.... conclusion. life sucked even worse. with all these. i have nooo time to be emo. good or bad. i dont know. -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, April 27, 2007

confessions of a heartache

well. hell yea. my week has been down. continued from that whole thingy about my rights as an individual to do my 'stuff' +that monthly redness came.bleah. not like i cared +my mum is down with a fever. well. she is still rather sickly now +i am burderned with trying to accomplish my homework and learning for my geog test today +i couldnt cram stuff into my brain +almost literally broke down because of that +got back my sooooo un-well done A maths test: 10/30. +i failed. was unhappy. but i couldnt cry +theres even more homework for me to do within the weekend +is feeling really overburderned and stressed the hell up. +because the exams are coming AND i am having so much homework. i dont think i should be coming online and or touching the computer +which means i cant chat with u now,sadfully,nadi +yes i know. its equally saddening for me ------------------------------- -the weather was raining. storms. no lightnings but thunders -we had to bring home all out books because of the exams -it is so ******* heavy and sucky -was unable to catch bus 26 home cus no one at the bus stop flagged down the bus -HE was there(not like it really mattered alot) -the weather and the rain on my face makes me wanna breakdown and cry my heart out -my heavy load of books that couldn get into the bg are getting wet +and i couldnt do any stupid thing to protect them from the rain +my shoulder is aching due to the heavyness of my bag +which is a SLING kinda backpack. one strap,mind you ------ +feeling very useless and lousy and ********-ed up +i really wanted to cry +was trying to stay outside the bus shelter like what i always did +but that means my books are just gonna get drenched +so i went into the shelter +got a seat. sat down +tears began to brim. +my pride i wouldnt allow myself to just simply show my weakest side to anyone +i CANT do that +the mask is breaking +there is a serious battle of my multiple emotions fighting with each other +i really cannt take it anymore +i hurridely wipe away my brimming tears before they fall +good enough when bus 13 came, no one was able to see the stupid expression on my face +i am used to hiding them too well now +but the urge to cry grew stronger by the minute -------------------------- +was too bothered to take a different path from him +wanted to just get the hell home and cry my hearts out +nope. not before i reach the inside of my house +not showing this pathetic self to mummy and here i am.managin to hold these dumb overflowing tears until i got into the kitchen. mum was still in bed when i came home. i cired. for the first time in these 14+ friggin years of my life. i've never felt it this strongly before. i wished to cry,but i couldnt. and when i finally could,i have to hold them back and not show my truly pathetic self to any others. ESPECIALY HIM. well. not exactly. to be exact. i hated myself for being this weak. i really am very much stressed up to my neck. i dunno. if a car really came up and almost ran me down i think i would have already broken down on the way home. yea. and he's gonna see this pathetic me. everyone is. well. they'll probably all think that i'm crazy or something. i dunno. i seriously have been getting way more contact with cars and stuff. i almost got hit by a cyclist yesterday,we were really up close. that's why. i never liked them all i could ever do is to try to escape escape. escape from this mad and cruel and ugly world. away from the pain and suffering. away from everyone. even if that would cause me sadness.... i really hate it. how i wish i would sleep ETERNALLY,and NEVER EVER wake up. no. i've changed. i no longer wish for a prince to come and save me. i no longer wish to seek for that faraway light which is quickly disappearing. i just want to rest. take a friggin break from living itself. but why must i continue to live on? even if they siad 'your friends and your family would be sad'. well. to be prefectly honest, I DONT SEE WHY THEY SHOULD?! IM JUST ANOTHER GOOD-FOR-NOTHING, ALWAYS CAUSING TROUBLE FOR OTHERS,USELESS,HELPLESS AND WEAK BUM! why would anyone care?! no one ever did try to understand my deepest and truest feelings. they never seemed to care. even if i broke down. even if its because i shrug all the sadness off with a simple smile,that doesnt mean that i wont be affected at all! and i swear. if anyone is gonna start talking to me saying stuff like 'why are you being emo' 'are you alright' 'you seem like you have been going through alot' 'what happened that caused you to be emo'.....let me just tell you.... I DONT GIVE A FRIGGIN CARE!!!!!!! if i'm sad,i'l be emo. when im emo and this very much saddened, OF COURSE BLOODY IM NOT ALRIGHT. 'you seem like you have been going through alot'....the hell cause I AM going through alot and its all of your stupidity and uncaringness and your seriously ******* behaviour thats causing me to become like this? who doesnt want to be happy?! i know i do. but i cant! cus to sum it all up im always getting left behind. im always getting hurt. im always being alone in the darkness. and no one ever cares even if im sitting right there in a corner breaking apart. do i really have to spill it out and call for your attention and say that 'im lonely i need you stay with me dont leave me alone anymore',for you to know that im feeling terribly lonely and upset and exasperated and realy really desperate for a friend whom i can hang out with and would never leave me alone anymore? if i do, i'll tell you this again: I DONT NEED YOU if you're just gonna try to get me through my emo-period and then leave me in the lurch again,i'll reckon that you leave me like this for all my friggin life! let me be! since you sont care anyway yes so what if i am desperate for attention desperate for a friend. thats because no one ever cares! i need someone to call my own. i need someone to stay with me. i need someone to talk to to share my troubles to laugh with and to totally be myself with!! yes. i HAVE been suppressing all of these all these while. so? what am i suppose d to like hell do about it?!this is my only outlet. my tears flow. my blood doesnt. its probably frozen. its getting so cold. my heart doesnt feel. i dont wanna care. i wanna go outside to stand in the rain and get soaked through not giving the slightest damn about it. my heart feels cramped but it doesnt matter anymore. im nothing more than a living corpse anyway. although i still can get hurt both emotionally and physically let me tell you: SCARS NEVER FADE. they'll forever remain and mine never heals.even if they did. new ones are slashed all over and blood flows out from it. painful you might think. but this is how i'm feeling i really dont mind getting run over by a car now. but what if i didnt succeed? im just gonna be causing trouble for my friends and family and even the school and teachers and everyone else i hated the most. i cant bear it having them fuss over me. controlling me like a stupid doll. let me be. let me cry. the scars doesnt heal and never will. dont bother cheering me up. its just a waste of your breath and time. let the time pass through slowly,and that i'll never have to wake up again. nah. i wont even bother suicide. it'll probably fail anyway. .. ... ... .. . ... .... .... ... .. .. .. . . . . -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

human rights

well yea. you see..this started out a small matter...and my mum didnt allow me go to the toilet to do my 'stuff' cus she wanted me to do some prayer thingy and says that 'stop using this as an excuse its just a stupid bad habit' and then after that i wasnt able to do 'that' again! just like how she cuts me off when i wanted to sneeze sometimes purposely!!ugh! for some of you,u might deem this small. real small. but for me,how one takes care of small matters is a measure of one's personality,especially because they are so 'insignificant' *mimicks in a sarcastic tone*. TH!! as humans we have the right to do our 'stuff' in the toilet,and to snneeze...and to BREATHE!!!!! there's no law controlling that now is there? this sucks!! i mean,its not good to contro these stuff: u may get constipation (which i do suffer from time to time,which is rather frequent. i dont do IT often u know....cus i cant.) ,a really uncomfy nose,and well,u might just get stuffed and out of air and well....! conclusion arrived at: ADULTS ARE SO FRIGGIN *********** AND THEY DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT HOW US KIDS FEEL,WHAT RIGHTS WE HAVE AND WHAT WE NEEEEEEED! instead they are constantly buggin us about stuff that is a waste of our time and stuff....ugh! some of u might still think im making a mount. outta a molehill,but i still think that how one deals with small matters is important. ugh! im gonna be frowny and pouty all day until tomorrow. hmph. althouggh i am the one usually giving into the other one im havin cold wars with,but i dont care! she doesnt even THINK of how I feel! i mean,how long can it take for one to do his/her THING?! THEY'RE the ones making the mountain! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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