Saturday, October 7, 2006

Well...whooooooooo! the fisrt half of the papers are gone!! byebye to history,literature,english,science,geography...! theres still dnt,home econs, art and chinese to worry about though -________- haze darn indonesia!!(no offense) stop burning those freaggin trees!!!! like hell...this wasnt the only time the forest fires caused us to have haze in singapore. darn government! cant they do ANYTHING right? well...it was sooooo foggy last night(umm...or should i say..hazy?) drats. i couldnt see the other side of the buildings which seems to have disappeared into the horizon. as in. there is a certain limit to how far you can see right? i couldnt even see the furthest buildings,and even those near to us are gone! the sky was freakishly maroon. and hell...the whole place seems like an abandoned desert! whoa! scarry....i wondered if it was the end of the world.... the haze was 89 last night. dad says that the govt are fooling us. its probably 100+. sister n mum well...i get into alotta fights with my sis...but not my mum. its sooo annoying! just because i lave long hair,people call me stuff like "Sadako or the girl from "the ring". that was fine,if the peeps were my friends. it would probably to be meant as a joke. but certainly NOT my parents! having been the ones who have been closer to me...they should have known better than to say stuff like that! it really hurts....if it were only friends who mistaken you or brought you down,its fine...not when its your dearest family! family is a thing for forever! how could they do this to me?! i rather die a wronged death than to have this come upon me. im not even allowed to have the freedom of letting my hair down at home now. wtf. i hate this place...i hate my family...i hate the fact that im living! i hate the world!!! i just want to escape from it all....to die away....to put an end to this....i cant take this aymore....why cant i just die.... anime-ing hates waiting for subs. hates watching anime in parts. darn it. doeant care. oooh...mysterious eyepatch of zaraki kenpachi...waah...me want see yachiru fight~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

sigh

well. yesterday was horrid. i spent half the duration of the history paper sneezing badly and running out of tissue paper...gaahh...that couldnt have helped me much = ( for today's Princess of Mer 101,we have EXAMATION & SCHOOL TRENDs:: ++always drops stationary during Science tests ++always is sick for History paper =( ++always stuck at Polygons & finding exterior angles ++always dropping the eraser on the left side of the table and always find it at the left side of the room too ++always dropping blue pens ++always finding ants in the water bottle(except for a few exemplinary cases) ++always dropping the bread/sandwich for recess(dun worry,its placed in a plastic) ++always having teachers placing their hand or something similar on the top right corner of the desk(Zoe sits on the left...usually these unlucky stuff happens when its my turn to sit on the right side) ++always sitting under/near the fan well. thats it. the only thing not changed for the theme is this side post pic which says "roses". lol. here's the pics: im the one on the right btw me and earthgal/viv/aiko!! hehe. a neoprint is basically something like a sticker,but its of a snapshot of you and your friends the last one is of (from left to right) Broken Wings/Hitomi, me and pink candy1/princess of fire/spirit of fire/Mitsuki/Nad. waaaah. Mitsuki is now in NZ. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! me missie her! *sobs* ='( gotta go. byeeeeeee~! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   exams! eeep

argh!!! exams are coming!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH! well...also...cus of that...i wont be online...gaah. cant keep my mind on doing somehting stuuuuupid like studying(i'll mangae however). yep. this totally suck. *rolls eyes* what to look foward to: more fanarts umm...the completion of the theme ^^; and this years class photo!!!!! wheee! (though it would be sometime b4 there would be HIS photo up here....since i would have to wait for the yearbook to come out...NEXT YEAR) AND me and earth gal's NEOPRINT! yep. we took some. man...i looked freaky...freakishly white- i mean..yellow...gosh...the goldfishiness is spreading! argh!!! noo! i dun wanna be like MR Goldfish!!!!! >< might be taking some more neoprints with friends after exams. that is. if i am not too busy finishing assignments and stuff like that. and there's SYF next year. scream like hell!!!!! p.s. SYF is NOT a concert or anything. its some judging competition which ranks the performing arts groups either Gold with Honours,Gold,Silver or Bronze...worse still...Participation. if there was such an award. gaah. stressseddddddddd. thats it. should try to research for my Art exam's prepatory work. gaah. im also gonna upload my last year's assignment though. ^^. until next time~ (if i remember all that) -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sakura Theme

helooooooo~ well. for all i know. this theme is ALMOST done! yea. can u actually hear the music? my browser has this thingy called "activeX control". guess that's what prevented me from visiting your sites. waaah~~~ why is it ALWAYS lordsesshomaru's site~? >< waah....how pathetic. would update much later! ^^ watching one piece now! wheeeeeee! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

helloooooooo

changing themes again. bleah. i dont like how this theme turned out. althoguh i put in so much effort~~ sniff~ the "meanings behind the roses" would be left here too. hehe. dont think there is much meanings behind the sakura flower so that shall be left alone! yay! me have collected sakura pics(flower) and this is gonna be nice~. the colours, at least, and the same backgrounds wont be used for EVERYTHING! XP unlike this theme. sorry~ hehe. i think i shall make my covergal Tomo-chan instead! ^^ well~ who said i cant because it is SAKURA?! ^ ~ Haunted~ well. the Ghost got my mail...what a jerk..-_______-...when i asked him he just said "i have my means"...what a JERKKKKKKKKKK! KUSO~! *pissed off* nope. its not a scary story or anything. the Ghost= Reymond aka that idiot aka Lemon. the OTHER ghost is more of "Maboroshii"("illusion" in japanese. ^^. this refers to HIM..yes...u DO know who i am refering to...) heh~ there is no sign of him anywhere during the holidays but i just saw him today....that all too familiar back...the gentle & warm feeling...and that face...but i can no longer remember his face. *sigh* the feelings and everything are there...but it feels so different...my heart longs to see him but yet refuses to look his way...i think this calls for another night with Namida-san. (p.s. Namida-san is not a nickname for anyone....i would explain it later...) if you would wake up to a cludy ky tomorrow...it will not be my problem..gosh...i really need the stress release...sheesh...so many things unsiad...so many trapped feelings.. speaking of "trapped"...my chest feels a bit cramped and breathless today. i also feel rather dehydrated..well. i was fine last year...except for the "occasional" posts on FLUS...yep. never DID get giddy anyhow...except for Taxi-rides...gosh...i really AM breaking down... p.s. Taxis have a definite taxi-smell. same goes with private buses and cars. cant stand them. these are one of the many things which makes me giddy. p.s.s. exams are starting OCT 3. you wont expect me to be hanging around here. the site would be switched off when there is a need for it p.s.s.s.s sorry~ the stupid browser is finding faults with lordsesshomaru's webbie. -________-. tried many times. didnt work. darn it... going off for dinner(omg..i almost said BREAKFAST...lol...super jet lag!!) bYE~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, September 9, 2006

heloo

nothing much as usual... maybe after i have finished my homework yes...maybe here's byakuya~ and here's my current stats: and here i apologize for the poorly made site. maybe i SHOULD change the theme asap. -__________- btw. the next theme should be on Sakuras. yep. comprizing of Sakura pics from Saiunkoku Monogatari...um...Ouran and maybe CCS since...well..its SAKURA! i do need someone as cover gal...but let me make this very clear to you all. THIS IS NOT AN ANIME THEME. ITS JUST FLOWERS! F L O W E R S ! sorry but i get alotta people mistaking the theme. -__________-....there were this person i remember saying this theme is an OURAN theme...*gets pissed*. Princess of Mer 101s_________ ++requests take a long time to be fufilled ++always does homework at the last minute -___- ++gets annoyed very easily ++does not show anger alot however.... ++dislike being in crowds ++dislike being left behind ++spends 50% of her time in bed daydreaming~ ++is unable to get up straightaway...(there was the gidyness too...) ++has absoulutely no idea how she is able to survive these past 13 years of her pathetic life...-______________- ++has no idea why am i born in the first place ++has poor taste in music(or so eathgal says...of course..taste in music is different for everyone so i cant say that my taste in music is bad...T TU....i would kill that earthgal someday i noe) ++is rarely caught with a smile... i normally walk around with this look: ( T T ) thats all. im sweating and ultra annoyed since THAT has arrived...every women(and girl's) foe...sheesh..blame it on Eve (umm...according to christian legends)...yep...they ate the forbidden fruit (as in...really...it was a fruit...) and they were punished...so this became of us...this sucks...well...good days ahead May storms come forth and-- i mean....may sunshine shine upon you ^^ yea...eheheheheheheheee -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, September 6, 2006

aah

a few more looose ends to fix up...and its done! loose ends incluse: avi, and post header and end banner. which by the time u read would have been changed or removed. well. nothin much. gaaah. today have been lyin around the house, trying to memorise all those katakana...finish that "keychain" thingy i was doing...yea...doing a little bit of my homeowrk..which btw...i serioously gotta stop wasting my time like this!!!!!!! gaaaaaaaaaah! cheapskate govt....one week holidae only....dumb teachers too for 8am-4pm of Band on Mon and tomorrow...which eats out..umm....well...quite alotta my time...geez! cant i even catch up on my anime? adults...*shakes head* heh. mum's rushing me off. nt even done with my dinnering yet...*chompchompchompCHOKE* gaah!...will continue to make changes to this not soo nice theme. then...see ya! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, September 4, 2006

bleah

after a long day of freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing in the band room and dying...me dun feel like posting. nothing to post anyways. here's some dumbness i got fer ya~ lolx here's summore i dunno whether i've posted this before but HECK! You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you down You have the Gift of Empathy 94% You sadly do not recognize your gift yet 81% You have the Gift of Wisdom 75% You have the Gift of a Seer 63% You have the Gift of Discernment 56% You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision 44% What is your gift?(PICS) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you. Eyes full of Pain 100% Mysterious 92% Passion 67% Diamond Eyes 58% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!) created with QuizFarm.com shall do something tml i guess. right now im gonna finish dinnering and then get some quality nap time! Ja ne~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

ehe

the theme now is Roses..yea..and its only HALF-changed...-__________________- would probably finish it over the next few days. ------------------- today well. what can i say. its TEACHERS DAY!!!!!! so? well...we get to go home early ^ ~. we ended school at 9am today. waiiiiiiii~ SLEEP!!!! today was raining throughout. ehehehehehehe. on the way to school,ehehehe...lets just say i was too lazy to take out my umbrella(since i havent plastic bags to contain it) and i ran in te rain. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! well. at the bus stop,while waiting for the light to change, i was really nervous. he was just behind me. like OMG! well..the gentle feeling is BAAACK!! -____- i know i sound like a madman. but for the past few weeks(and months) whenever i see him i get very tensed up and didnt feel a bit of haapiness or relief well. was still troubling whether to give up or not. eheheehe. the tarot reading DID say everything is gonna be alright. and also because of the rain!!!! yea. so like anyway..in school...i was sitting with my evil accomplice Zoe and then she has been complaining about seeing Ghosts and being haunted. (Zoe's "Ghosts" does not equal to Reymond. yep. Reymond's my ghost...im haunted by him...hahahaha...^^. and maybe HE is kinda like my ghost too...- - . aniways,hers are just 2 other guys) yea...PAYBACK!!!!! for teasing me about HIM and the other ghost also. yea. hhahahaha. is she turned to the LEFT she would see one of her ghosts,and if she turned RIGHT she would see the other. aahahahahaha. then she said "just look at the stage performance lor". yea. but the ghost on her right went up on stage...and she's haunted again!!! ahahaha. then i said "ahahha. turn to your LEFT and you would be fine" lol. she just gave me the dead look. XD when going home...he was on the bus.. GAAAH!! *panic panic* nah! i took my mind off by reading my bro's BLEACH MANGA 23. YEA! whoa! its' DAMN COOL!!!!! Rukia got a new Zanpakutou! an all white one!! whoooo^^ yea. then he suddenly came and sat in the seat before mine. gaaah!! but yay i havent finished the comic by then. ^^ it was raining on the way home too. ehehe. in the end we "walked home together". nah. still walking behind him. ^^ but ehehe. what can i say?~ really would take alotta time and effort ot create the short comics. ehehehehehhehe. hafta wait for a long time if u must. well. signing off now. gonna continue singing and wash dishes. byeebyiiii~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

theme

as mentioned before,me are gonnie change themes. To Flowers. First up are Roses(in other words,Ouran) and then Sakura(Ouran+CSS) and then maybe sometime for a mixture of flowers like hydrangeas and lilies. whatever. but most of the theme would be just the flowers so dont expect too much. expansion of Playlist umm..well..its' gotten a whole lot bigger...even with many editing ^^ and modifying. hehe. ouran Character n Soundtrack 2 was good too. ^^. ehehehehee yea...hahahahahahahahahahaaha yes i know im mad yes i am ^^ i take that back. i shall decide to put "Princess of mer 101" back at the bottom...since no one bothers to read the main post below and comment. yea. here ya go! today's 101s: ------------------------------------- Princess of mer 101s *cannot control her hunger and cries if over-hungry~(i think i would probably die if i grew up in africa...-_-) *one hit on the sensitive parts(eg. fingers,head) can start a flood(which mean,tears) *has trouble walking(ultra severe motion sickness..? bleah. my head never feels well) * also gets dizzy spells sitting,standing,looking up into the sky(nothing happens when i just stare at clouds...but with the prescence of sunlight it is unbearable) *does not have photoshop.Image editing is done with Microsoft PowerPoint,Paint and sometines HP image editing monitor. *Prefers classical music to pop songs(yea. but it all depends) *Lives in Singapore,so the timezone is different. ^^; *things dont work the way they should be...but turns out fine somehow...^^...eg. drawings *thinks there's a problyy with her eyes.(cannot really see things clearly but the eye tests they conducted says that my eyesight is fine) ----------------------------------- speaking of drawings, i was thinking of doing another Haruhi one. ^^. well. that has certainly gotta wait. i should at least do Furuba first since i have manga vol 2 and collected many other piccies online ^ ~ More piccies for enjoyment~ hehe....guys look nice when they smile ^^. Smile= melted ice around the heart ahahaha...GIRL KISS!!!!! XD ooh...kyouya actually looks good witht he vampire suit...O o ...well...he wasnt too bad looking to begin with ^^ just for the sake of recaps! yay Ichimaru~ WITH OPENED EYES!! ^^= Which angel has been best suited as yourself? (Beautiful images) The praying angel.You are truly a sensitive and kind person but maybe not letting others see this of you.You're often harsh with others and your reasons unclear to many. Perhaps you feel the need to protect others from the hurt you've gone through in the past whether your experiences be traumatic or experiences that everyone must deal with all the same. Your praying so hard for the future of others as well as the future for yourself. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code What Lies Inside You? (anime pics!) Inside of you lies loneliness and sadness! Whether something tragic like losing someone caused it, or if you just find yourself lonely for no reason, it's defiantly there. Sometimes you may feel like crying for no reason or have the urge to surround yourself with people, just so you don't feel so alone. Anything to fill the gaping hole you call your heart. Anything to keep your soul in.Beware, people may see your loneliness and take advantage of it. You trust too easily, wanting someone to believe in. Sadly, humans are cruel. Just know there are people you can truly trust, but don't throw your trust away to undeserving people. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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