Sunday, July 2, 2006

Namida no Yoru

++ Listening to Final Distance~ Utada Hikaru ++ yea...lets start todays post with last night after my "outing".. ++ well...yea...i kinda told my mum that i'll be going home with a friend...(meaning, HIM).. ++ our bus reached our school earlier than the others...and i really am scared of going alone...so i kinda waited for him.. ++unfortunately, ichigo-chan came and i told her that bus 26 was coming..so she ran...and i followed... ++he didnt get on. me was all sad and lonely and scared all the way home... ++ me felt like waiting for him still. me needed toilet and walked home slowly...looking over my shoulder to look for that familiar shadow. ++while waiting for the traffic...he appeared..and he crossed...so did i.. ++i felt so much like crying..but i wouldnt want to show my weakness..so i walked behind him.. ++distance grew and me got even sadder and scared...i wanted to run...but my legs are too wobbly for that...i have no remaining energy.. ++ i wanted to cry out...but i cant...people would probably think i'm mad. well..thats for last night. tonight i watched this local movie and i was crying throughout. .. and i thought of him...too...i really miss him so much..i really want to cry my heart out...but i wont want mummy to worry or anything...looks like bath time is gonna be quite long tonight...its the only place where i can cry and no one would notice....looks like the bottle finally popped open...and these surpressed feelings are finally overflowing...haa...*sniff* fanart++ oh. that gonna hafta wait i s'pose. hehe. its gonna be everything crammed in one day/s from now on....hehe...me r too lazyyy.....haa...*sniff* i'll like to end this miserableness with this: What angel represents you? (Breathtaking pics, and long results.) Your the scared/lonely angel! Your a timid and lost angel, you don't know where you belong. You only have one friend in the world that you can trust with all your life, for you too have been betrayed. Despite being a lost angel you are sweet and you have a soft spot for little kids. Your favorite thing to do is draw and daydream, especially about that certain someone. Your qoute that represents you is: "I live to dream and dream to live." Favorite color: Black Your favorite flower: Roses Your favorite sweets: Pudding Your favorite number: 4 Your animal: A black cat. Your element: Dark Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code yea...i guess that's really me... haa...think i should be fine right about now...tomorrow's gonna be better, ne? ^^' -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, June 30, 2006

sry for not updating~

yep. i know i had been MIA. gomenasai~~ >< Dattebayo Subs wad happened to Bleach87?? dumb Dattebayo. they're dropping Tsubasa Chronicle too! ************** dumb dumb BOZOS!!! and they remember Naruto. grr. i want my bleach btw ,we have #Yugioh! for Tsubasa eppies now. Vivi/Ai-chan yai...and yet another breakup *shakes head* ...another BF,another EX. -_-|| gosh. Just how many Ex BFs do u want!! gosh...i'm taking my hands off this! Todays' Special Chapter: Kare ga mou ichido Deata (mayb i should draw this instead...but...um...*gets embarrassed*... iiya da no~ >///<) ---------------------- Tou-san(Otou-san): Wake up, sleepyhead! its already 6.15 am! **footnote: Schools in S'pore starts @ 7.30,but we're supposed to be there by 7.20am** Izumi: (rubbing eyes) nyaaa~!! (runs to bathroom to start the day,panicing) (shortly after...) Izumi: uwaa~ abunai na no ni~ (T: That was close!) eto...ah! kore, u...eto...are mou.. (putting books inside bag) (looks at clock) Ah! i'm running late! (hurriedly puts on shoes and socks) Tou-san,boku ga itekimasu! **footnote: I find it easier saying "boku" than "watashi" .hehe** Izumi: (running along corridor) a..are~? (noticed that 2 persons of the opposite block of flats leaving their house,wearing Izumi's school's uniform. Guys uniform) ++(inner thought): Heh~ Masaka...aitsu ga?(T: Heh~ Could it be...him?) **footnote: me live in flats/apartments. and HE who shall be referred to as "Kurokawa" lives just at the opposite block. that's why we spent days on the bus together and i walk behind him on our way home** ++iiya! i shouldn't be thinking of him now! i should get going! **side note: of course, i'm still on the way hurrying down. me don't usually take the lift when going to school. the stairs are much more practical** (manages to get to his block by now) Izumi: *huff huff* ara?! ++gaaah!it really is him. oh. so Kurokawa-san lives on the 5th storey,huh....Aah! what am i thinking!!! mou..-//x//- (continues hurrying to bus-stop) **footnote:story takes place in s'pore** --bus stop-- Izumi: (face is flustered from walking behind Kurokawa-san all the way here) ahh! the bus it's here!! (walks towards bus,still behind Kurokawa-san) (getting on bus) *bump* ah! (suddenly realises that it was Kurokawa-san she knocked her hand against. became redder) ++mou...how embarrassing....++ (continues walking behind Kurokawa-san though towards inside of bus) Banana: Izumi! Doko ga iku de? Izumi: Ah! *snaps outta embarrassment* ah...Gomenasai~ ...ehehe... ^^; ++mou~ i really gotta stop doing that...at this rate i woulnt know even if there was a hole in front of me and i would fall in...most probably....++ ++ demo ne,it's just like yesterday.. **flashback: (Banana was sitting further behind on the bus with her junior. someone in front of her got off the bus and there's 2 empty seats. Kurokawa-san sat down) Banana: Ne,Izumi! why dont't u sit here? *refers to seat beside Kurokawa-san * Izumi: *waves fist at her* iiya da yo~ hmpf! (goes to the back of the bus) (the other guy who was with Kurokawa-san sat down beside him instead) ++i'm gonna make Banana split someday outta that one...++ *pun intended* (moments later..after the dumb bus driver has missed our stop..getting off the bus) Izumi: (waiting for Banana,meanwhile looks around her.thought that Kurokawa-san has already gone) Ah! Hayaku~ Chigaku desu~! (T; hurry up! we're gonna be late!) (turns head around,only to find Kurokawa-san with his "brother" walking off) ara...? Banana: Oi! HAYAKU!!! Saki ni itekimasu~! (Hurry up! i'm going off without u) Izumi: gaah! i'm coming! i'm coming!! (walking behind Kurokawa-san -tachi once more) Banana: Ugh! *passes Kurokawa-san -tachi* Izumi: ah~! Matte yo! (wait!) **(end of flashback) ++but somehow...it felt different..i was too busy thinking about school to have thought of the fact that he is in front...i thought of him like any other person...sometimes i dont really understand myself..actually...that's most of the times... *sigh!* but the tarot card reading said to take things as they come right. also that love was entering my life...just who..could it be...iiya!! what am i thinking....gosh...my head hurts..++ (fast-fowarding--in schhol now) Izumi: ++ ah..minna mou inakute...(this refers to her friends having left already) (walks further in)...yokata! datte...chikasugite nainda...Clara-san ga koko ni kara..(T: ah! everyone's gone! what a releif! but...i dont wanna go ear them...since Clara-san is there...) (starts looking around for friends..accidentally saw Kurokawa-san approaching the bookshop too. turns head away and sees Zoe-chan) Izumi: Ah! Ohaiyo!(the 2 friends rumbles on about homework)..ah...i think i should get a spare file for science... (turns around and sees Kurokawa-san,queueing up behind him also) ++ mou...mada~? (t:again?!)++ (Kurokawa-san leaves. Izumi showed no big expressions. just felt a bit relieved and emptyness too) (fast-fowarding--since the whole day was pretty much spent on thinking about Kurokawa-san) (waiting for bus home.sees Kurokawa-san approaching...turns head away) ++ mada?! mou...ittai..(t: again?! my..just how...)++ (on the bus--since it was too hot for me to focus on anything else but the bus queue) (after some students got off the bus) Clarinet senior(cs): a book? are you gonna return it? Izumi: ah...umm..*nods* cs: i'll return it for you. here. lemme take it Izumi: ah! a...arigatou.. ++ just when i was wondering whether to ask her if she can help me return the book...wow...that's too much of a coincedence++ (cs leaves) Izumi: mou ichido ni, arigatogozaimasu!( T; thatnks again!) (sees him again. with another friend whom i knew of. turns head away again) ++well...thats one thing taken off my mind. guess i'll just borrow the books another day then..*trying not to think of him* ++ (fast fowards~~) (gets off bus finally.he gets off too before her. both are waiting to cross the road.) Izumi: ++ah~ so many cars...dont think i will make it in time..i'll take the traffic lights then++ (at traffic light) Izum: ara~! (sees Kurokawa-san just somewhere around the corner) ++hmm...maybe i can catch up to him...++ *completely forgot she wasnt supposed to not think of him ** ++eh! he's gone! aa....oh well! that's fine! i needed to do some shopping too!++ (later,at the cash register) Izumi: are? (sees only a pair of legs/lower part of the body walking past outside) ++koitsu wa...Kurokawa-san ..(t: this person is...Kurokawa-san ...) **footnote: i just have the uncanny to recognize people. hehe. somehow that mostly apply to guys....no wait! dont get any funny ideas!! >x<** (after leaving the store...trying to cross the road) Izumi: aa...Kurokawa-san..(again!) (on the opposite side of the road.) *starts feeling uneasy again* ++ ara...what will he think of me when he sees the potato chips? mou...whatever it is,it cant be too good...++ ....and just like that she walks the path alone once more and he,who doesnt know anything, goes his own seperate way back home. What would become of this? Will he ever know? Until next time then... --------------------END------------------ whoo! that's long! wow. me will really try and draw this out cuz its short! ^^ p.s. the potato chips are meant for tomorrow's Singapore Youth Festival/SYF's opening ceremony's dinner? well. its for tomorrow's trip. heck. we have to be in school by 2pm and wont be back till 9.30. hell. that sucked. no i really need to get pillows to sleep on the bus. it would probably be too noisy to do so anyway. darn. nothing much else today. heck. its 12.20am now. yay! me want wake up 12 hrs later! my best record was only 11.30 am though. bleah. but i'll probably get up early and do my homework. Early= 9am. it's kinda like i have this alarm clock inside me. school days it rings at 6-6.20am, saturdays at 9 and sundays at 8+. wow. darn. me want 12 hrs of slp~ lol. Oyasuminasai nya~ p.s.s sry for the ultra loong post -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

youtube

WAIII~ its working for me again! *throws confetti* yay! now me can watch anime recklessly again!! whee! me can watch me mahoraba 25 26! and thinkin of putting up another video. Kero-chan's been there looooong enuffie! *still happy happy happy p.s. still havent done hw p.s.s missed band practice cuz i overslept. woke up @ 8.45. it starts @ 8,. ah~ what a fine weather today.......FOR SLEEPING!!!! XD and so Mahoraba ends~ *waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!* >//< mahoraba was nice. hehe. i like the graphics. me faveys are Bucchou(the president of the Occult Society. Clubs= "bu" and so "bucchou" is traslated as "president" of some club) and Tamami-chan! yay! me makey screencaps and me gonna draw fanarties! yay! when i can find time,that is. lets sing the ABC song! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, June 19, 2006

Ouran Host Club 11

omg...i cant believe how poor the video quality was!! if u dont believe me,take a look at this: heck!! what a spoiler! and Solar fansubs are too far behind in subbing!*********************** wedding yea. im going to one later. mummy made me a new skirt~(the only ones i had were of my school and band uniform) Waii~ kirei dasu~ WAII~ (me will draw a sketch or maybe post a piccie someday.) band so far not too good. haa~ its rather tiring homeowrk *oops. i mean "homework" gaah! havent done anything yet. oopsiez~ darn. oh. gotta spend some time doing them this week. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! curses... thats all for nowies! p.s. still cant believe it. the video quality problem didnt just happen ONCE. it really spoils the mood p.s.s. Shojo manga contains reverse harem and such? EWWWWWWWWWWW....what the hell does little Sashimi-chan read?!(its "Kirimi". the pun is explained in the episode itself) p.s.s.s Sashimi-chan is only like umm....heck! not even a grade schooler/jst a kindergardener!! HOLY ************************************ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

camp darn. hafta go for this stuuuuuuupid camp tml.; drats. and yes its been a long time since i last posted hehe. drats. i hate camps. Mahoraba yea. i agree with the other webbies. the anime has been classified with "harem" . umm. helooooo! no hentai or anythingy!! its just a heartwarming comedy well. its a nice anime,in general drats. cant find episodes 25 and 26. i cant watch from youtube. this is the second site my browser has a problem with. ************ stupid browser. gendou doesnt work,neither does youtube,whats next?! ************************** band geez. gonna hafta miss band for the dumb friggin camp too. stuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid. my sis is the organizer and shes forcing me to go. geez! gimme a break,man! i just want a simple life! (simple= eat n slp or slp forever) is that toooo much to ask for? comment on last post umm. well yea. the results are sent via email. but wow its accurate. they've shown how the calculations are done,though. hehe. maybe i should try and do this. =) maybe i should post this.....hmm........i think pm would be better. heck! playlist haa. its getting much bigger everytime i come online. hehe. there should be around 50 plus by now. hehe. p.s. tormenting trombonists: method 1 = clash the cymbals loudly (our percussion section is behind the brass section(trombones,trumpets,etc) ) at least,thats what i did. lol. REVENGE IS SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!! -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

   wow...

whoa! check out this site : http://www.123numerology.com/ the readings are soooooooooooo accurate! wow. too bad they charge u for that. hmm..i wonder if they have books on this in the library.... i am amazed at how accurateky my personality was deciphered...wow...to think that your name had acutally connection to numbers and these can tell u about another's personality to the teeeeeniest bit! SUGOIIIII~ not much today. i washed my shoes n umm...wants to slpp now,though its dinnertime. nyaaaaaaaa~ sis reached home anyway and that means bye for now. pls pls go see fanarties. thankyuu~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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nothing much to share today. except that i've been getting annoyed with BT cuz it runs slow. other people have already finished downloading so now it takes a really long time. grr. and the smell of burning paper offerings are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo annoying. stay off my nose....@#$&&&&&@$^@@#%@#GFSDJTR!#@(censored) You Have a Melancholic Temperament Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You? You Are a Blue Flower A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance. At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower. And at other times, you are wise like an iris. And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea. What Color Flower Are You? You Are The Hermit You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon. What Tarot Card Are You? ah. nothing muchie nowadays. me r submitting yet another Sakura piccie. go n see my fanarties,thank u ^^ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

hunter hunter Greed island final

what? is it really the final? or is it a continuation of the Greed Island OVA? gaaaaaaaaaaah! stupid! >< [[end of anime forum]] ----------------------------------------- fanart yep today me go uploaddy fanarties!! ther'e 2 of SOel and one of Larg (umm...Soel is the white and Larg is the BLack. Soel is with Sakura-chan-tachi in Tsubasa and Larg is with Yuuko-san-tachi in xxxHOLIC), 1 turtle ,1 of MitsuXMe, 1 totally original one(chainedd),1 of a quiz result piccie (i changed her emotion to anger/annoyed. ha. thats what happens with my fanarts. i always change something), 1 of HIM and umm.....1 bunny, ya, thats all i drew other piccies too,but hell, most are left unfinished. that gotta wait. didnt see him there at the stupid n lame camp yesterday. didnt really expect to see him there. haa. will be soooooooo flustered and embarrassed if he were. ^^ yesterday was quite fun...not really. we made dumplings and that is HORRRID. bleah! think i got dumpling-phobia. whoaaaaaaaaaaa! another thing i discovered about myself. it was "pretty" boring though. we made seals and this chinese opera face painting thingy on a mask. ha. i did a cat on the seal. somehow it doesnt work too well. the mask thingy was rather selected for display and then i just left it in school. didnt want it. haha. maybe i will retrieve it someday. tdotn look foward to it. lol haa.. still cant forget him. well. cant wait for being 14. i guess bad stuff happens to u when u are 13 huh? ^^ nothing muh now. probby cuz i still cant decide on what to do with my tomo piccie. i think i should go ask my art teacher when school reopens. lol. i think mummy would be better. forgot what mummy told me. hehe. cant really get into mood for reading. darn. gonna continue to watch the OVA now. ja! p.s. our Vegetarian dumpling was too much(there were only 3 of us-2 boys and myself. ) and the dumplings tasted horrid. it was rather unhygenic though. that happens when guys are in the kitchen,i guess. and our filling contains of Tofu,(not Tohru XD)mushroom,cabbage and this blackish Fungus. haa. our teacher who kindly helped in mixing the smashed tofu(thatnx to the guys la) ,added too much salt. so it was salty too. Reflections like always,there's no where like Home. Mum's cooking is still the best~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Sunday, June 4, 2006

ultra maniac

hehe. nothin much today. it was a loooooong day and me r sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy. hehe. have been watching Fullmoon and Ultra Maniac. he. go watch episode 10 on Youtube(ultra maniac) . its hilarious. waiiiiiiii~~~ kawaii no ningyo~ although its a cursed and evil doll. hey! the bad guys r the cute ones,right? (well. some of them,at least) . hehe. too lazy to put screencaps . sis reached home aniways. too dangerous. hunter hunter needs a couple of hrs more to download finish(OVA1). darn. will come on tomorrow night. tomorrow=band, tuesday= this lame chinese camp i somehow agreed to helping out in with some hope of seeing HIM(well,that thought should be put aside for now.) . lol. i actually got teamed up with my senior from Band (haha. she's in my section too and she's the section leader. lol)! haaaaaa. o well. from the looks of it,its gunna be lame. ALL CAMPS R LAME to begin with. lol. gonna continue watching more Ultra maniac while i still can. Band starts in the afternon so its alrighty ^^ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, June 2, 2006

MyO 2 yr Anniversary!

oh shit..i keep missing stuff like this. anyway,this is yesterdays thing. haa. For the 2 yr anniversary,i shall share about how i even got here: --hehe. I made friends with Anis/Yukio,and saw her surfin MyO --then i sorta got interestedd --then i made my sitey --over the past few years,i learnt how things work here and some handy HTML. (thought of HL milk..milk=good=hungry now...) --also had fun making friends Fast facts: --first friend i added was Beyblader(but hell i deleted him too.) --i guess my closest MyO buddies would have to be LS and SessLover18 and CuteKilala and chocoboKnight and destinyssweetman. hehe. speakin of which...hmm...seems like the latter has disappeared... hmm? --my first ever fanart was done on MSPaint. hehe. and like hell it sucks --First wallpaper is a collage of Spiral pics. its still available for download ----Same with Greetings. but im trying to delete them though. have nooooo idea why i done that in the first place --First ever anime was Sailormoon? or perhaps Doraemon. has no idea. but first ever anime to get addicted onto was Sailormoon. --Have watched too many anime. doesnt remember all. --is sorta known in sch for Anime. hehe. at least,by 1 person. --is cruelly labelled as "cute" --breaks her promise easily. doesnt keep away from myO. not at all. fuuuuu~~~~~ okay. that all for that. i've been watching Angelic Layer(completed that). and now is watching(or tying to ) Full Moon wo Sagashite and Ultra Maniac. u can watch quite a lot of anime on KeichiiAnimeForever.com . wow. too bad they didnt have the Hunter Hunter OVA. darn. download finishes in 5 hrs. darn. that means tomorrow have started on holiday hw. yep. im reading the chinese book i borrowed. not bad. it is about the same with the chinese books i usually borrow. its newer i guess. still wants to read Kindaichi though. wasnt able to find them no longer. drats today was meet-the-teachers-and-get-nagged-by-them-day. stupid. didnt even knew why i had to be there. stupid Fish. we shall burn him someday...just wish that sweeeeet day of revenge could come sooner. if teachers had wanted to talk behind our backs the "bad" stuff we did,why do WE have to be there? just so u know,yesterday we attended this party-like-thingy at HIS block. (no. didtn see him. its a personal-thingy. doesnt know which floor he lives though) heh. felt rather relaxed. took me some time trying to calm myself down Summer~ ah...this is killing me. cool the heat,stupid sun!why couldnt it have snowed instead............. k. gonna lie around in bed and do some other stuff. today is gunna be busy. making most of time slacking.gonna watch FMwS now. ja! thinking of buying Ultra Maniac manga. hmm.. maybe? that is,if i can find it. lol -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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