Monday, December 3, 2007

lovely juniors

lovely i tell ya. so yes ive been saying this to many ppl today but oh what the heck! they are so damn lovely n pleasant little ANGELS that made me..cry. Shouted countless times at them. scolded countless times. was on brink of btch. was on brink of throwing down my sticks n leaving. was on brink of telling the conductor 'PLEASE LET THE OTHER PEOPLE TEACH THEM OH PLEASE'. GOOD GAWD. they cant follow the tempo. cant play together. cant remember to hold the sticks properly. cant keep quiet when we are demonstrating. cant- UGH! pleasant are they ^^ *and yes i grit my teeth when i said this* wow. i had a headache n william had to take over me n gave me a break cus i think he can see that i was getting annoyed. peeved. frustrated. BIG TIME. dang. grrrrrrrr...................... so yea. im so skipping tomorrows practise. n i gave them the score home to practise. so if they dont. oooh...HERE COMES THA BITCH! (aka. bitchyme). i can be total EVIL SENIOR n do whatever i want. well. i might not be the SectionLeader but still im having autority here. to at the very least. BITCH at them.. aww can we punish the juniors please~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i totally cried when i was finally released from mini hell aka band practise. wtf. they all expect me to take them in hand n teach them how to play. they are obviously......CANNOT PLAY! ugh. so yea. a chinese idiom goes 'if ur student is not well taught its the teachers fault' or something like that. so in other words. if they cant play its my bloody fault. LIKE BLOOODY ******** DID THEY LISTEN?! DID THEY LISTEN!? why not try teaching them for a day ya ************************************ thats me. wanting to resume plan: sleep forever n never wake up. i used to think that well fairytales are just all happily ever after. n sleeping beauty is such a poor thing...getting cursed n all. n that it was good for her. then again. FAIRYTALE 101S REVISED: sleeping beauty slept till her prince came for her. no pain. no ageing. no tears. peace. WEll. how great. so if i can. oh darned evil fairy curse me too n i'll go prick myself n fall into eternal slumber. the only thing: it doesnt matter whether the prince comes to get me. i just wanna sleep. forget my troubles. fears. tears. pain. sorrow. stress. *****. forever in an everlasting dream. forever. PEACE. maybe death wasnt such a bad thing. people dont have the all happily ever after going for them. i know i dont. life. never was truly happy. (except the little bits of favourite foods n chocolates n milk n my friends that made my day) ugh. so yea. i certainly wont mind. i do remember saying this: if god wanted to take my life away. GO ON. cus it aint exactly happy living on this pathetic earth. i wouldnt mind dying. i wouldnt mind being in a coma. no wait. that means hospital bills. nah. death is maybe....better...lol i remember on goaty's chinese birthday (cus somehow or another his mum celebrates the chinese one TT) he told me he didnt have a daddy. off to heaven he went lol. so in the end. i think it got him a little sad to be talking about his daddy. but at least. well. 'maybe ur dad in in heaven with ur ancestors and baaaaaaaaa u a happy birhtday song?' lol. ^^ i dunno. comforting people? i can do that. but myself? im just deceiving me. making up lies. excuses. to make myself feel better. but i nkow. they arent for real...... that baka never does complain or cry or anything. covered up with a smile. the sadness lingers on his face. yup. typical (im not really happy) kinda look. forced smiles. sigh. then again. looking at myslef. im no much better. expressionless. but i know.......my eyes dark. gloomy. maybe a bit sad. smiles? what are smiles? tears fall n dry. but it never stopped raining in my heart. wet. gloomy. awful maybe we are both aware of our sadness. thats why we became good friends. then again. we dont tell each other. nah. not really. we have too much complications. dun wanna let u see my tears. fears. dun wanna make u worried. dun wanna trouble u. dun wanna be teased of being a 'couple'. . . ... why is the world so damn fuzzed? why cant it be clear cut. simple. n. happy..... why must a guy n a girl being friends called COUPLE by ignorant jerks. why is the world so tainted. pure friendship. is that not possible? DAMNED HELLL yes so i aint exactly the happy kitty. so my first few days of 15yrs aint exactly happy. so 15 is therby concluded as a bad. horrid. stressful. ******. year. i wish it passes by soon. n hope 16 is better ><..... -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

yea baby im 15~~~~ *jumps happily * yes now im a happy n hyper gal. chocolates n well. man the choir concert was SW33T!!!! ^^ loved it. so when i went backstage i was hyper n i hugged my friend! yay oli!!! *hugs* lol. about the only time u can see me THAT hyper n hopping n hugging my friends lol well. remember that dumb goaty was like. away on godknowswhat? lol. he borrowed a handphone from his friend to sms me a happy birthday. so sweet~ *friend hugs him virtually* <3 awww~ n then my gaming friends wished me happy bdae even a weeek before n stuff awww~~~ that poor goat's in a camp again though lol~ he smsed me during the concert. good thing i wasnt too late in replying or anything lol. just nice during the interval. xD. (cus he HAVE to return the phone to his friend lol) n good thing it was on silent mode too lol so yes im a happy kitty. nah. it didnt rain lol. aww~~~~~ i went on a date ~ with daddy lol. cus he wanted to get me a birthday gift so he brought me shopping. in the end i bought this pretty (AND most importantly,SHINY) necklace n a pretty blue bracelet with stars n moons on it ^^ waii~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ lol. initially i wanted the bracelt only but in the end daddy was like 'what? so cheap?are there more expensive ones? ' lol cus it was only 4.90bucks. so in the end i picked the necklace. pretty. shiny. and with flowers and fake diamonds (well. i dun care if they are diamonds,real,or fake lol. all it matters is that...ITS SHIIIINYYYYY) lol. n 12.90. thats the most expensive gift ever lol. i think..? lol wanying gave me this cute bookmark. n gek chuan(this other girl who likes barney O o and is pretty much ...guy crazy..or just really into them. lol) got me a cute bear handphone strap! kweeeeeee~ small. but who cares about the size? its cute~~~ ^^ too bad i havent figured out where n how to attach teh handphone straps to my phone TT cus i couldnt find the opening lol so now. piccie time before i get to comments: lol. know whats the first thing i did upon sight of cake? CAMERAAA!!! i ran to get out the handphone n camera-ed it lol. there were other pics with the camera camera but man this one was taken well n clear. the camera has the candle lights all fuzzed lol at first i thought the clouds looked like a birdie flying so i snappedshot! then. after taking the pic(1). i saw that it looked like a hand. wow. whose hand in the sky? so i named the piccie. Gods hand. lol (cus u cant use question marks in file/picture names) XDD. but it DOES look like a hand nia. especailly in the second piccie. lol. ooh god's pulling the clouds? lol random tree canopy lol i made a face in the cakey for mummy's bdae lol. it was to check whether it was baked so i poked holes with the chopstick n then since it was puffed up n there was a 'crack', i just made a bigger hole n there! the tongue of the cakey lol just a random big piece of clouds. hmm. when i was staring at it i could make out puppies lol XD a puppycloud lmao replies to comments~ p.s. thanks to all who wished me a happy bdae!!! *hugs* +lol. hit new lows. xDDDD yea so i was like 'eh. so obscene *he was blowing his nose in public with the toilet paper* lol. here. take the tissue la. later the guests dont have any more toilet paper n its ur fault' lol gaming is legal lol meow~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so yea. im still under the chocolate effect lol XDDD meowwie. me just remembered random theme ideas lol. it IS an archer afteall. it doesnt have to BE a sagittarius shooting lol. *hinthint. crossover theme lol ^ ~ theres many animes with archers xD hmm i can think of a few right now lol hm. so we'll see who gets their paws on the computer tomorrow. onii-cahn. addictedtogaming me or ...........me? lol XDDDDD muahahaha yes my brain aint functioning well i knew that since a long time ago cya all *hugs again* -still rather giddy from the bus ride home lol. fast vehicle + curving tracks @ @ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, November 30, 2007

meow

yes i hadnt been posting im a naughty kitty >< *avoids hits on the head n glomps n stuff. lol. meow. so yes. its official. im like. addicted to the game lol XDD so addictive~ so life. had been band band slack sleep game manga! ^^ so yea. im kinda left out on anime >< lol. i am having a hard time with my juniors. or to put it simply. theres one of them who just...doesnt listen lol. she DOES know whatts wrong. n had been making efforts to change but well. can do much better. n well. to be simply put. im fed up with it being ME teaching them TT sick of it. this Sag like to run free~ so i hate the responsibility of coaching them cus i taught cherry n lester n william n darren (the other 'senior's in the section) last year. TT wth~ i felt old. n bored lol. twas enough okay. grr. i wanna play my mallets cus im too fed up with the same old routines almost every practise~ TT so yup. today i was watching the arts Nite video. (refer to june or july posts lol) XDD lol. i was like OMG. first. the camera man sucks lol. xD i'll find chance to upload lol. n then. the lighting was bad. n then i couldnt hear me playing lol. n i couldnt hear Ester speaking sometimes TT lol. n the finale was funny lol. with mr stage crew ic(aka goaty) being so...retard n clapping like..hes so bored n sleepy!! XDDDD lmao. well. he DID have a cold back then lol. n his nose went jogging XD so yea. i gave him some tissus. n then i saw him going into the toilet to *steal* toilet paper n then i gave him more lol. n then when i went toilet i got him some more toilet paper lol. then again. i guess thatshow the whole 'me x goaty' thing started yet again. within his BB 'friends' TT damn. WHATS SOWRONG ABOUT SHOWING UR FRIEND CONCERN~ well. i'll do that for my girlfriends too man > x > yes lol. so yup. the monsoon season has officially arrived for a week or more lol. this year it came late. so now its totally into tthe cold n rainy n wet weather XD wai~ lol. so woot. tomorrows ma birthdae~ am gonna turn fifteen~ lol n im going to the choir concert~ (cus zoe n oli bought me the tickets to go see them performing too lol *hugs*) so yea. any birthday wishes? 1. for it to rain after the concert (how refreshing. cool night sky~) 2. wORLD PEACE (cus the stupid jerks in the world are picking up fuss n like. fighting one another = <) 3. for my friends to be happy~ SHI.A.WA.SE~ ^^ lol. i know everyones unhappy. no stop givin me those fake smiles goaty,i know u aint happy u cant hide the sadness cus its written all over ur face. why am i mentionin this idiot? cus hes the stupid one who bottles everything up! >< *bonkkk* *air hugs that idiot. as a friend lol.* i hug my friend with love n concern. love= friend love. ive thought of doing something like sudenly telling tat idiot or any other guy 'u know what....i think i like u....yup. yes i do ^^.......AS A FRIEND!!' XDDDDDD yup lol. was bored when i thought of this. but then again. its outta like. cool~ i wanna see their reaction lol. it be fun. yes i realise its immature but hell. im still 14~ XDD but true though. why would i befriend someone i dun like? lol~ so yup. im trying to upload my handphone pics. TRYING TO. lol. ugh. TT n my theme? nah. im like...can i give up~? *is obviously lazy. oh. and i did go to the manga fair lol. i bought FullMoon vol2 cus couldnt find vol 1 n i ididnt want to nor have the money to purchase the set lol. and i couldnt find ouran volume 1 too TT ah. grr. so maybe im gonna have to take time to like... find my fullmoon vol 1 TT >< chinese ones are cheaper lol XDDDDDDD gotta love Tanemura Arina's works lol. i did see Shinshi Doumei Cross (aka. gentleman alliance cross) manga there. but then again. vol 1 wasnt too interestin n i dun think i want to buy vol2 just like that lol. XDD whee i like Tanemura Arina~~~ p.s. while reading FullMoon manga. i realised some of the fullmoon songs lyrics are written in the manga. does it mean that she wrote the lyrics? thats sw33t lol. ^^ ' anata no kawari ni sora naite ita nara~ watashi wa umi ni natte dakishimeru kara~ arashi ni nomikomarete chizu nakushita to shite mo~ anata no senaka ga ima no watashi no michishirube yo~ ' ^ ~ p.s.s oh well. meepp. theres aproblem with my sis lappy so yea no images TT wth~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, November 23, 2007

meow~ the bad kitty's baaack

lol. this bad kitty who hasnt been active in myO these days. yup. im back. lol. then again. not like i was away or something xDDD meow~ yes/ so the Fiesta game has been addictive. lol. i have screeniies to show u. and yes. no somberos LS! XDDDDDDD no idea why it was called Fiests though. but their storyline has a good plot hmm. so. yea. i cried again last night. >< *sniff sniff (oh yes i caught the cold again ) lol. i literally cried n my tears were falling n my nose became...uhh...runny? mucus-y? XDDD lol. yea. when u get that funny feel in the nose when u cry lol. why? aww lol. i was reading finish my bookie. the main character is a girl,and she fell in love with B, but are super good friends with A and A confessed to the girl. then A and the girl were walking on the xmas streets n the girl said tt she liked the bear in the shop window. so A secretly went to get it for her after seeing her home(they're neighbours too), n got involved in a car accident n died. >< well. what im typing doesnt sound so touching or sad to make people cry. but the girl felt really horrible cus A was her everything. not in the romantic way but A was a very important part of her life. so it was so horrid for her >< so yea. i felt so stupid that i cried. n then i started to think 'oh my what if the goat sees this? >< nah. he's probably gonna laugh at me for being so silly or something' >< besides. the last time i cried after the Amaths paper n he saw,man. it was horrible. yes i have a pride issue. yes i dun want others to see me cry. yes im a sentimental n emotional person who cries when watching movies or reading books n stuff >< lol -off to breakfast- n back lol. so yea. i missed him while he was gone lol. guilty as chared. BUT. that is NOT equivilent to i love him. NO WAY! as in. u miss ur friends when they arent around dont u~ (yes and that says no hinthints from u guys. especially -insert ur 2 names here u know who u are TT#-) yea. like i missed nadi when she went to NZ~ just. friends. TT end of storyy meow. so hm. due to a lack of..umm...what~ so hm yea. heres the screenies: me n my friend Jeho punching the poor guy xD (yes my fist went thru the guys back and im in gloves n its brown lol) alone facing the big scary -fishmonger-like - monster called Marlone ,n with the other 14 people who came in with me, DEAD >< kowaii~ wow we became one person. lol. jointpeople? lol. i wonder if my organs are enough to keep us alive XD me punching this other guy. ugh. well he deserves it lol. rather annoying punching? or leaning on the guy O o lol. how come my head always disappears half into the punched person lol randomly sitting in the middle of the streets sure got people's attention lol. then again. was just sitting for fun xD O O jeho stabbed me. she stabbed me! XD nah. lol. her sword was sticking out of my arse lol. that white-ish thingy. XD owww. XDDD the street war before i was in one. then again. since i was in one. n busy. i didnt have time to take a screenie oww get ur sword outta my head man! >< itai~ and now im hungry n need lunch lol p.s. happy thanksgiving to u guys too p.p.s hmm. ouran high school host clubbie's cool~ XD lol we have a manga sale until 2dec thoguh. am trying to find time to go >.> i wanna buy fullmoon n ouran~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

another day. another rant

yup. so today was a bad day for me too so dar has been busy. i wanted to find time to bake mummy her cake(in the end i couldnt do it on the 17th on her bdae cus i was out n it was late when i reached home. and too much cake in a wek is....sickening) . damn. today i had the library thing. which i just remembered yesterday. and then theres tomorrow with a part time job at another secondary school to sell their school uniform. (i was overjoyed n happy when i heardf that we were selling clothes. i thought to myself 'yessh! finally time to offer my fashion suggestions!!!!! WOOT! and actually have people listening!' and so u can guess my disappointment when i heard that it was to sell SCHOOL UNIFORMS). ah well. $30 nucks for 6 hours heh? the pay's good nia~ so today. ahem. why was i mad? one word: starvation. AND hunger. no wait. thats the same thing =P fine. i was tired n hungry after the library cip n i waited for the gawd damned bus for 14 mins. well. its more than enough to get this kitty ready to pounce on the bus driver RIIIIIIIPP him apart. then again. me wont eat him. yukk. i aint a cannibal. ugh . so after 10 mins. it started to drizzle. mn. me like the drizzling/rainy weather~ but on on hunger n starvation mode. GRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOWL!TT# so yea. i was even more unhappy with the drizzling. 'look dammit! its starting to rain. u better getcha ass here darn bus...grrrr......' so yea. the switc was turned on with a KA-CHA and me turned into Bad tempered kitty. so yea. it was still drizzling when i got off the bus. it drizzled heavier. and eventually. it rained. so i was too hungry n starved n tired to get my umbrolly out so i stomped my way through the rain. well. another reason why i didnt use the covered linkway was because there were many basketball guys there. and this kitty hates people grRRRRROOOWL....(esp. btches n asses n bus uncles) so i walked in the rain ,still going TT# when i walked into the covered linkway (cus i decided i didnt wanna stay in the rain for too long damn im tired of the rain) i turned back to look at the wet basketball court(i liked it cus its blueee) i saw one of AHEM's friends there. well. me was too lazy n hungry n annoyed enough to bother to see who was there. so i dunno and i dun care GRRROWL. whatever it is. me is me. so if the dark n unhappy me just turns people off,so be it. cus thats me. simply me. an annoyed n bad tempered me. heck care kitty's policies 1001: if ya aint in my social circle, who the hell cares what u say or do to me- no wait. i've said that already replies to comments: well. to be exact. im lazy to do this section lol. me is an extreme one. when im happy i can be the sweet lil kitty that goes meow~~~ and when im upset i growl n bite people. or at the very least. deathstare. so yea. u can tell my emotions from my face n attitude. ^^ that is. unless i am concealing them. u'ld nvr know mood: still bitter n well. my mum made me drink some ginseng essence? thingy. and its bitter. yukkk. i wanna be left alone. so im ignoring my gaming friend even lol ^^ thats the bad kitty. wanna be alone by meself. yes im selfish yes i know ^^ p.s. i kinda miss goaty nia~ >< its boring without him lol. dumb phone. it just have to spoil. and he's actually not supposed to be using the computer. so yea. no communication methods. darn. >< -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Friday, November 16, 2007

r a n t #%$*@#...

lazy. so mum started btchin off about my results. feh. WTFH. indeed. fuh. 'ur results, esp maths ,are so lousy u cant get into a university' WTFH! damn brainless woman! ttheres like a gawd damn friggin year more for me till the actual big Os for the other friggin subjects! and im not that retarded ass****. university admission depends on which course u are taking ya ****** so yea. i dont really give a damn whether shes my mum or not. i dont give a bloody damn. as long as u tread on my toes, u shall be assaulted n attacked till ya bleed. who bloody cares if u're the ruler of this gawd damn world? go to hell. this is what i called poor management n ruling over ur people. so yea. go to hell n let some one better take over ur gawd damn position (yes i realise im cursing and swearing alot but oh well. thats me. and me doesnt bloody hell care. am polite n gracious enough that im just cursing ya out loud in my brain) dun mess with tha kitten GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAWRRRRRRRRRR!!! (dun forget that tigers n pumas n lions are also part of the cat family grOWL!) so yea. due to unforseen anger. i forgot what i was gonna post about. nuthin much from goaty. probably too busy. poor fella. and ive been rather bored in band thus givin me time to read my storybooks. homework is..on hold. theme change. um. meh im lazy. ive other stuff to take care of. some dumb project dumped on me. feh. non school related. so damn hell curse the holidaays! there goes my prospects of a happy december yet to come.. friggin shit... heres pics from my handphone to fill this rant post clouds me and wanying the view from outside our class the new band room random trees view of the back of our house after the rain shiny n pretty n HOLY~ nah. jkin. lol. what does it look like to ya? guess guess u'll never guess it though. a reflection of the lights from the windows n tv on the brown wooden table. pretty isnt it? -mum naggi n talkin b*** again. so im not able to b ending the post as a slightly happier one- fack the world(i dont really like using the f word but oh random words in my brain as i comes down to cursing) -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, November 12, 2007

heyall

whoohoo im back! (nt like i was gone or anything. just laaaaazy to post ^^) first up. a happyfying news especially to Ls. knew u'll like it. even though u might have known about it already -taken from Yahoo! news- Pokemon (Nintendo) Nintendo's smash hit Pokemon series earned a ban not for its devastating addictiveness or terrible TV show spinoffs, but for promoting Zionism. Who'd do something like that? That Mecca of religious tolerance, Saudi Arabia, that's who. The Islamic state's religious authorities handed down a ban on all Pokemon material in 2001 over the game's use of six-pointed Star of David symbols and alleged encouragement of gambling. Pikachu, I ban you! ^^ isnt that good! ahahahah. my sis was in a 'trauma' because of it. she started 'awww but pikachu was so cute~' (note. aged 22) and my bro was being happy and repeating 'ahahaha. pikachu,i ban u!' whenever my sis said that. bwahahahaha. i thought that it was banned cus it has suspicions of polluting kids' mindsets . too bad then. on the bright side, its now a banned game anywayyy~ so yea. today was a cold rainy day. a perfect weather ^^ yes it is. lol. i remember goaty once told me that he didnt like the rain (awww why no~?). cus it blurrs the vision. as in. the water droplets on the specs. i think hes stuupid. first off. the stupid world invented something called contact lens XD so yea. no more water droplets on spec ^^ second. well. the rian is good. nice weather for sleep (yes we agree) and also. the feel of rain drops falling on my head (and skin) is so cool! of course. that is. not near downpour of course. if its too heavy. then its not too nice anymore ;P replies to comments +no. not like that sorta fiesta. its just some name i guess. lol. no somberos LS. xD. but it be cute if there were bunnies with somberos. but too cute to kill >< plays with yarn* tackles* goes for milk from the fridge- no wait u dont know anything about that nya~~~~ ^^= so yep. mr goaty as few smses as usual. xD. that poor thing was away on a camp. released on sunday night. sigh. he said he had to do 1290 pushups or something like that. at time likes this we wonder n say that its gd to be a girl. when it comes down to blood loss, we say it sucks. ^^ meow was bored in band. 2 hours of band practice( inclusive of me storybook reading due to my boredom n scales n breathing exercises) and another 2 hours of SECTIONALS which meant more time for storybook n rotting n enjoying the air con. today was a rainy n cold day. purrrrrrfect weather ^^ so yea. i hadta go out to defrost myself. those who know me knows that me hands r cold in the air con room. gets colder faster n much colder than most of the people. and when i say cold i mean COLD brr. yep. so me. i like to go around n place my cold icy hands on peoples face n chill them XDDDDDD muahahahahaa. icy hands me have. so yeeea.its kinda fun to see them go 'nuh uh. u and ur cold hands stay away from me' XD but then again. now i have this habit of going to WanYing for warmth. heater number 2 ^^ (number 1's mummy) hehe. but sometimes she breaks down nia(spoilt). but still. warmer than i am. soo yea. havent really used it on goaty yet. frosted/ chilled mutton? XDDDD im evil~ someday i shall. its fun to see their different reactions. like this certain someone who goes 'AHHHHH!!!' and another who goes' O O!!' XDD i like being a naughty one for a change XD -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

ps~~

hm yea. btw. the laptop's 'no computer n bluetooth' thingy has been repaired. but even before this. mr lappy has its files eaten up by some unknown enemy *shifty eyes* so yea. we're trying to find the warranty n get it fixed someday before it gets worse >< p.s. lappy= laptop ^^ meow. me has been playing this new MMORPG(mass multiplayer online role playing game) called Fiesta. hm. its like a MapleStory + Granado Espada game. lol. a cutesy game. 3D. and the graphics are not too bad. cute monsters too ^^(thats why i wanted to play it lol) my eyes r tired. after long hours at it. meow~ *rubs* hm. so yea. i'll upload pics when i hafta ^^ lol hm. me likes taking piccies of the skies n clouds. so pretty~ ^^ hm. my camera cant do well with the Sun. i guess it takes after its user. We hate the sun xD ~ lol. the sun pics turn out normal. so it wasnt worth uploading. XD but theres actually no better camera than our eyesight ^^ capture the moment/ beautiful scenery and place it in our hearts n memory as an everlasting picture. hm. im gd with saying stuff like these meow~ its late meow. me sleepy meow. meow meow meow~ XDD nah. tomorrows line up includes a trip back to school to purchase books and back to the HPB's school dental healthcare centre (yukk. hated it when i went last yr. they treated me like a primary 2 when they knew i was a sec2) TT### *pissed. flares* yukk. i aint sure if i can remain the innocent blinks evil glare kitty. i guess i'll probably curse them out loud in my head. anyway. they'll never know. until they've gotten over the limit n i just simply play along n btch ^^ muaaghaha *chokes O o* good nights nya (1.45am) -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

pokex

hm yea. replies to comments frist. before i start my rant +ah um nah. its okie ^^ i have people commenting that i looked Japanese, like an Indonesian O o and like a China girl(well. im chinese but no. not from china!) i wish i was japanese though ^^ +thats why i said the world's a BEAUTIFUL place, the sun is SHINING bright, the birds SING a MELODIOUS tune, blahblahblahblahblah! feh. well. actually. thats quoted off from Olivia aka Oli. ^^ ahaha. tired. hunger. sleepy yup. those were the stuff i felt this afternoon. i went for some library cip with wanying. 2hrs of shelving books. i didnt mind though. but there were sections that seriously required shelving. the books are allll mixed up! messyness. *faint* *headaches* *fans self* cus we went directly after school didnt have lunch at all. worked till 4pm. hunger started to kick in. grrooooooooowl~ tired= heavy bag. twas the last day of extra lessons which ate into our beloved holidays *sniff* so yeea.... many stuff to bring home. heavy bag. pained shoulder. owwies... well. im back to my school baggie. the one bro gave me as a birthday present last year. ^^ so its not gonna fall apart just yet lol we walked to the NTUC supermarket after the library shelving. which was like....UBER FAR! loook. being hungry n tired. its all even worse. rrrrr...... *twitch twitch* and it was a long way back to the bus stop. my legs went jelly and i was completely unable to think (lacking carbohydrates for functions) sighhhhhhh so yea. i came home. super hungry. n an unhappy kitty because of that.( cus i waited for the damned bus for 10 odd minutes rrr...) so i totally exploded in tears n anger (anger= tears. and i DO cry when im very hungry. to be exact. when i m completely STARVED ) yup. twas my day. looks like mr goaty's been really busy with BB lol. poor thing~~~ *evil smirks ,goes inner me* muahaha. oh well. as long as i dont have to play secretary again( remember? helping that baka to print out his BB notices some months before) cus that invites even more rumours TT whatever im hungry. its fine. gonna be 9pm now. so i ate my uber belated lunch at 5+. so yups. my tummy says its time for more carbohydrate intakes! -back- so umm yea. nadi did mention for requests for Goaty's dumb retarded face to be up (yessh im being a meanie~ ^^ yessh im being 100% evil~ and too bad cus he cant find me here doing this lol. unless i ever told him about myO. he doesnt even know whats a 'FANART' O o yups. sighh. too much of MapleStory for that one. that *stupid* one. ^^ *angelic smile evil grin* me class photo. with people appearing in my posts labelled. note. me and the one on my right(ur left) were agreeing to sit up straighter (so as to show that the form teacher is short, and we arent very short XDD yeea sandyyyy *her name's Sandra. so her nickname's Sandy~) his class photo. with people appearing in my posts labelled too. well. RuiQi was my informant of Goaty being bullied etc etc. haha. i have my sources of information~ *is rather happy about that* the unnamed one should be easy to guess who ah. the NDP piccie. lol. so much for 'work hard people. the NDP parade belongs to the UG(uniformed groups)!....AND the band!'...so tell me WHERES the band on this page? TT# yup. so while waiting for another 2 gals from his class whom agreed to go to the library CIP with us(and didnt turn up TT#), me and wanying took piccies! well. theres one which i deleted. it was the funny faces pic. bleah. me no likes. and theres a normal-ler one. and theres one pic that i took of the view outside our classroom with my handphoneeee but due to unforseen circumstances. my sis' laptop has broken down. its unable to upload pictures, access internet and on bluetooth( cus these 2 requires a switching on. which apparently doesnt work!) . so yea. the laptop was new. less than a year old. 6 months? not yet. so yea. good for the 1 year warranty. finally serves its use and meaning of life. since i dont have a USB data cable, so im unable to upload these piccies. >< (have been relying on the bluetooth function of the laptop and my handphone to transfer files) so yeeaaaaa.. whatever p.s. uhh. yeea. the new theme can wait and will have to XD until i perfect those leggies(havent attempted so. cus me borrowed more books from the libraryyyyy) -bookiewormie me- so yea ^^ live with it. thats me. +rather passive +ignores things nrelated to self most of the times +stone alot/dazes alot +eat n sleep = life ..... mn. more stuff to go on THAT page! ^^ lol. u'll know whats THAT page when i upload that fanart -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Fate the btch

yes. so i guess some advisory rating have to put up for swearing n cursing on my site. wel. at least. no porno like some people TT yup. to start the BEEAUUUUTIFUL day off. my bag's strap snapped. was walking towards the bus stop to school when i realised. hmm. how come my bag feels lower than before? *adjusts strap to make it less low* -walks some more- OMG! THE STRAP!. apparently. it broke down in the middle. the diagram shows it all: ugh WTH! so i proceeded to the bus stop as per norm. didnt wanna be late n serve detention. feh! so yea. then i saw the bus. chased after it. just 2 more seconds and i wouldha made it! it just went off just like that. infront of my eyes. being frustrated enough as i was. i went to the nearby shops to request for a plastic bag, cus i'ld need a place for my books now,since the bags like that. yea. so i sat through the entire bloody day with many people asking me why i put my bag in the plastic bag (the pencil box and other tinier stuff were inside and i didnt want the plastic bag to break) F* it. in the end. after telling a friend 30seconds ago about what happened to my bloody bag, another friend who were walking with us asked. being HAPPY enough already. i simply told the first friend to tell the second one TT## HAPPYNESS number 2 well yea. so i have been finding more undies that i dont remember as mine in the closet. mum didnt misplace them or made a mistake while sorting them out. its on purpose. for the nth time bloody hell's sake, I LIKE MY OWN UNDIES!!! so now while one half of mine are waiting to dry. i have to find my own undies amoungst those that are 'new' and well. NOT recognised as mine HAPPYNESS no 3: these stupid ants apparently bred by my brother at the keyboard scurrying around as i type. DAMN YA FREAKING *********** HAPPYNESS no 4: well. adding onto number 2. i have undies and clothes stained. not with THAT monthlyness, but with RUST MARKS, with DUST and DIRT, etc. etc. and those bloody NICE neighbours above have ben UBER CONSIDERATE enough to dispose of their unwanted foods and even water sometimes directly OUT OF THE bloody damned WINDOW! thats it! im sooooooo gonna write a complain letter. i dont bloody hell care what they think of me. my principle: 'IF U'RE NOT IN MY SOCIAL CIRCLE, I DONT CARE WTH U DO.' as a wise saying goes. 'TWO CAN PLAY THE BTCH GAME =D 'and i aint gonna lose. HAPPYNESS no 5: the bloody windows bar disappears again. so now we are unable to tell what windows have been opened and also it means its alt+ tab for windows switching gawdammit! HAPPYNESS no 6: this is an accumulation of every other similar HAPPYFYING THING that has happened to me thanks to my mum. its obviously showing that 'THESE BLOODY PEOPLE ARE UNABLE TO FEEL THAT I NEED TO DECIDE FOR MYSELF.' no wait. to be exact. 'THESE PEOPLE DONT THINK I CAN THINK N DECIDE THINGS FOR MYSELF', when to go toilet, when to get new undies,etc etc cus when i dont. i will call for help eg (should i eat the cake or should i eat bread~? *for snack cus i was damn hungry despite it being 12 pm) conclusion: the world's a BEAUUUUTIFUL PLACE. THE SUN IS SHINING. THE BIRDS ARE SINGING. EVERYTHING IS HAPPY N GOOD~~~~~~~~AND FATE's NOT A BTCH NOOOO WAYYYYYYYYY p.s. some,well actually, most of the CAPS LOCk letters are of the opposite meaning. the worlds a beautiful place? yea. go to hell. gawd damn this shit..... if ya cant grasp these opposites and the actual facts well. i guess u need to go for a brain scan or 'read between the lines' beginners training replies to comments: +oh. i believe i did for the past 2 years. lol. we received the school magazine today. more piccies of him this year (and i was going totally XDDDDDD when i saw his retarded look again) lol. due to the unforseen circumstance aka the plastic bag- baggy thingy. go to hell. this shall come up tomorrow +japan? what japan O o? me singapore. where does it say that im japanese...? +yup. dumb rumours TT feh. never ending is it? i just want a peaceful fourth year of my DUMB seconday school life(think thats difficult though ><) +nah. i guess i can resist those build-a-bears. ah well. but the hello kitty one was rather cure. pooh bear was average. ^^ i cant resist my bed though.....*off in a daze again* -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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