Monday, August 27, 2007

skipped school. played truant

XDDDDDDDD first off. if u are shocked by the title,dont be! remember i told ya guys on my previous posts about the thanksgving break? hmm yea. thats it. well. due to the flag day thingy and thanksgiving all in one saturday. it kinda disrupted my bio cycle. so sunday was saturdae(so i wanted to wake up at my own time and do as i wish. and skipped tuition) and today was like a sunday. but with less people on the streets XDDD and no tuition. was feeling weird when i was going out. 'hmm this feels like truancy. lol. but no! this is legalllll!!! our school just happened to give us a break on a weekday thats all ><' so yea. i went out with my friends. on a baddyminton outing to the macpherson CC(community centre). zoe was still recovrin from her flu so yea,she didnt make it. so it was down to me,oli and wanying. 3 people. ^^ so at first we were playing singles(rotating so that we can all play with each other) and then oli started going 'SO. they served the ball. blahblahblhahllhalblhlablah.....and she scores a point..blahblahblahblah. only a few more ponits to the championship. who shall emerge as the winner....' and we were like T T . . . . wth. *twitches* fine classic shots 1001s~ that award goes to wanying XDDD. lol. i didnt remember the first one. but yea. it was funny. and there was alos one in which we (accidentally) accidentally hit and dropped our rackets onto the floor. lol. and oli keeps smacking the net. XDDD. near balls. >< also. there was one in which wanying hit the ball and it landed riiiiight on top of the net. TT lol. XDD. well. we got sweaty. by 1pm. i got hungry. so we started murderous intent XDD lol. was too hungry . so hungry i was cranky. also. being sweaty doesnt exactly feel good.so i whacked rather hard(in comparison to the 2 of them who were lacking energy) lol i fell down. twice. it hurt. but yea. was okay. not to the point where tears came out. was just. how should u say...it felt as though it was..umm...sprained. or strained(whats the difference?). yea. >< and also almost fell down several times cus my shoe doesnt have enough friction. and they were going 'yaiyai~ jiaying~~(yes thts me name)' >< but having shoes like that can be good. lol. its like. its good when u need to run around and stuff. to get the shuttlecock. yea. have tried taking shoes off. yes me looove being barefooted~~~ wheeeeeeeeee~~~. lol. but in the end jumping around on the court was ather painful. also. the floor was diiiirty . bleah x P yukk. so yea.. lol. wanying was being lazy and refused to move. so like the shuttlecock was infront of her *stretch to retrieve* and me and oli were like T T so yea. it was a day of sweat. and XDDDDDD. lol. how i wished i had a video cam. and film down the entire thing. XDDDDDDDD lol~ meoow. but i didnt. lol meeep. am bored. the rest of the day spent in food. and sleep. and homework. meeeeep. damned. whaaateverrrr. meooooooooooooow *yawn* and i better stop talking of my guppy infront of them. or they'll go whooooo~ again TT and then i'll just continue to live in my strong denial. -.- feh. i cant be talking about my dark thought. it probably frighten them out. i know it would give them a biggy shock o.tsu.ka.re.ta. .su~~. -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

poke

another series of extreme unhappyness >< feh. first. got up. got decent cocoa. mmmmnnn. but it had this one ant in there, so i was lucky that i was able to get it out. and then the egg. it had some white white 'fibres' thingy so it was like. ewww. even the egg yolk. so i was beginnin to suspect the possibility of it being a chick before..somehow it aint there. solution: omg mr chick forgive me if i accidentally cook u BUT that wasnt the end. finally got the oil and stuff done. took the plastic frying slice. +hot oil= melt. ewwwwy. took some time to get it out. and then i saw the original metal one TT wth so yea. that took me time time! and it took me yet some more time to find plastic to place the sandwich(with the eggy) in. so i ended up rushing to dress. walked outta house with hair untied. i wasted quite alot of time findin my boots and socks. damned shit. feh so in the end. i was late for the CIP thing. and it was like FOREVER for us to reach there(there was this other girl who was also late ^^) ugh walked under the hot sun. feet became tired(it aint comfy to be walkin in boots). hafta put up with peoples 'sry got no time n money' and gotta remain positive. and be polite n stuff. ugh~~~~ i dont see why if people can be readily donating to cans and yet not taking out a $4 to purchase a notebook to help the needy children. feh!!! and to think all those people were like 'people wanting our money alert' and they avoid us. feh!!!!!!! if i was without the cocoa drink for breakfast. i wouldha started to curse already and then school. gotta rush back. feh. somehow or another. while waiting for the bus. Caffine(this friend aka HuiLun,aka Lun) started to say 'eh. how come u are always talking about Reymond(guppy)' and the mob started going on and on about that and i was like > -note: i cant be talknig on about my emo and philosophies and thoughts. right? besides. everything else is rather insignificant and not worth sharing. eg. quarrels. family shit. feh! besides...he's the only guy friend i have. that i AM actually keeping in contact and talking to. ...i dunno. and its only a guy (space) friend.and if i keep talkin about B they are probably gonna go whooooooooo~ all day and do stupid stuff -_-### - so yea. back to school. havent changed. passed by the BB mob and they mumbled something but i didnt hear but Lun was asking the person to shut up. so yea. ruhed back. realised i havent changed. stuffed my sandwich into my mouth. grabbed clother .went toiley grabbed ONLY the white sleeved shirt and the tie. damn. ran back a second time to put down my tee and to take the skirt to toiley to change. almost went out of the toiley without washin my hands and taking my school skirt which i WAS wearing - so then was dismissed much earlier than i expected. ^^. so yea. i waved bye to my friend who was sittin in the canteen with the othe UG(uniformed group) people. apparently they were watching 'live transmission' thingy i guess(cus they have the duty for showing guests out.). LOL was gloating over them not being able to go back home yet XDDDD.and walking to the bus stop. when-- the bird launched its nukes onto my finger and handphone. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!!! iiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ so it traumatized me. alot. i went cryin. alot. i went back. scrubbed my hands with the dettol shower gel once more. and i literally dumped the dirty handphone cover into the sink(i washed them both at the mrt station's toilet). still didnt feel it was clean went to sleep. in hope to forget and numb myself of feelings like what i do everytime. was working. till my pops went 'oi birdpoop,come out' cus we WERE going out. so i got totally pissed off and i refused to go out or talked to him. i cried again. cus it was horrid to have the feeling of the bird poop on your finger again was being freaked. on a side note. i dumped all my clothes i was wearing when the nuke attacked for washing. ewwwwwwwwww. wouldnt wanna wear or even see them. yukk so eventually. i laid on the bed. until sis went out. and i had my dinner. and i went gaming. well. apparently. that was remedy for the icky feeling it was raining. gotten emo again. changed display name to [Ž„‚Æ��‚‚¾‚¯‚È‚ç�A—ˆ‚È‚¢‚Å! ”ß‚µ‚Ý‚Í‚¢‚ç‚È‚¢..‚±‚̗₽‚¢‚Ì�¢ŠE‚É�A‰·‚à‚è‚ð‘{‚µ‚Ä~~] *translation: if u are just gonna be hurting me,dont come near me! i dont need sadness(in my life)...in this cold(unfeeling) world,i search for warmth...* bah. ack. kill me for being emo. looked at that rain ouside. felt like jumping down...... but i didnt. and i dont like heights so now im watching Noein. kweeeeeeee so nice~ i like it -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

hmmm

am i ever happy? one bit of chocolate does wonders ^^ remember that portion of my previous posts? also. having enough food AND sleep is gratifying too lol and my life had been especially sucky filled with curses and swearing for the past few days. it was kinda better today. we had a light drizzle in the morn ^^ wheeeeeeeee!!! ^^= this one loooves the rain. and hates mr Sunny,cus it makes everything too bright for me to see @ @ so me and mr guppy had a talk in the rain. romantic? no and never TT but the rain was good ^^ ...and he is still slow. as expected. TT sigh~ ....does he need a good whacking? i have found someone perfect for the job if he needs it hard ^^ (namingly,that be mua !! XDD)*evil chuckle* so it was like due to the rain. i was kinda expectig to be able to have our assembly in our own classrooms (so that i could place myself nicely on the table...and sleep) ...: 'yay! lets hope that we get to go back to our own classrooms for assembly ^^' 'but what if it turns out to be that we are going to the hall...?' '.......................' he and his foul mouth. grrrrrrrr~ so yea. we had our assempnly in the freakin hall TT which i strongly detest since it wasnt a singspiration day where each class sits in single file, BUT it was a normal freaking school assembly in the hall. AND the whole school were sittin together. so we were being cramped. given that its me. im probably gonna get lost and take a uber long time to find my class. i did. just before i found my other friends. >< bah. and asking him about possible qns of the geography test...(which their class had taken already): 'ne,what came out for the geography test?' 'mn. i heard it was quite hard...' '?' 'they took the test on that day i was absent' '......-________-' bah. evil baka nope. happen to come across 'whippersnippers' in some american show too. forgot which. but anyway. whatever. ugh. is normally too engrossed in cursing 'FREAK' and 'FISHCAKES' to be concerning about findin a better word to replace all o' these XD but it wasnt really the quizzes. the o level ORAL is part of the exam itself. which is why it was so scary. have i told ya guys before about my school's requirement of getting at least an A grade,or drop to the Express chinese everyone else in my norm class is taking? (me taking higher chinese. bah. regrettin it) yea. thats what makes it scary. and they expect ALL of us to pass >< why? so as to pull up the passing rate for the school. feh!! we were being used the whole time! fibbers...O o ooh gawd i just crossed another 2 words and a new curseword...('fishcakes' + 'whippersnippers') like what happened to crossing 'birdie' and 'tweety' . my brain thought of 'twerbie' cus 'tweebies' was something else i forgot what... O o so yea. on to comment no. 3 me? good at school? mnn~ depends~~ lol. mn. but kinda unfortunately i ended up in the first class of the cohort. apparently i was in the top 10,and was the number 10th. used to be top5 and the number 5 in sec 1(7th grade). feh! have the feeling im gonna drop from there. besides. couldnt be bothered. i mean like hey,i'll be happy if nothing major goes wrong with my studies. the placingx doesnt matter really mn. me being a kitty in school= lethargy. wanting mwilk. kitty-eye-ing everyone when required to. heehee. apparently. they all say it aint working. how boring. but me likes table n me likes sleep!!!!! *signs of lethargy: walks into class. plops down on table and refusing to stand alive n kickin? yea. in fact i feel like kicking random objects in my path these few days. and unfortunately. i didnt and couldnt. damn. they were so...kickable XDDD so nyaaaaa anyway. smugglism was slightly better. most recent one was a packet of milo. which was almost as large as the Nokia 9500 i ws usuing and detested to bring to school because of the size and people givin me the 'ooooh'-ness. bah. didnt find much use for it. hated it. lol. me wants a simple life of eat and sleep. and for handphones,probably a camera,and the ability to message and to transfer and receive files from others. that be enough. simple as that as the saying goes,simplicity is beautiful. i dont like things to be too confusing either. and i dun believe in purchasing a phone which is like...having too much of other shitstuff i aint using btw. this turned out to be a yesterday's post. know why? cus internet connection just suddenly brokedown. TT whippersnippers.... feh! how great this is! so its like okie now.bleahh. me boreddd. maths test tomorrow. sighhhh. and mr guppy aint online so i am being bored since i am having no one to speak to and poke fun at and stuff ~ x ~ fehhh. and we were told thanksgiving starts at 4.30. we report in school on saturday at 2. and hafta wait til its alll over then we can move our instruments. omg. free time in the school. O __ O arrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhh! this means that we have to sit through thanksgiving?! nooooooooo~~~~~~~~~*abyss of scaryscaryness feh. and even if i am gettin songs from the nokia PC suite,i have to install the programme. on my sis's laptop(since it was equipped with bluetooth and i dont have cable for my phone). and shes awake >< whatever. me just woke up n is havin dinner. baah. 3hr naps are becoming recent. a sign of lacking sleep-ness. whatever. or maybe it said school was boring. anyways. falling off the chair aint a happy thing. that happened when i reached home. was intending to push the roller chair backwards so that i could ha my hands on mr fridgey. but i fell off. feh. the 1001 things about spoilt machinery and products: one of them includes makin u fall n injure yourself. apparently,i pulled some nerve on my thigh in the process and it hurt. well. not sure about now. hunger prevails with a relatively ********* life,it is impossible for me not to get TT## and cursin it. end of story. me is gettin back to foodies -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

feh. whippersnippers..ugh. another run of unhappyness so hm yea. i dont realy remember what happened yesterdae. bt me was being the good kitty n me got to some siteys >< meowwwww~~~~ tday was major ugh. no wait. yesterday seemed ugh too. but i dont rmemeber it. besides. its even worse today . fishcakes....(yes it is used in place of a certain curseword) o lvls exam as mentioned in the previous post. yea.its approaching. besides feelin rather nervous and pressurized meself. our clever teacher HAD to make this worse she spent one period of today's lesson NAGGING on us 'not handing in our homework on time. U MUST be more iniatiative to do your own practice n to do the workbook and assesment book even without me telling you! U MUST hand in the given assignments on time. I will be giving you al more o level practice papers yadayadayada....blahblahblah~' *mocking voice* feh!!! freaks. like it aint bad enough! at the previous o level oral thingy. i was caught reading english(this is a chinese paper im taking btw) and being put off as 'being too cnfident' *in mocking voice to* feh. i cried like hell the night before. i broke down and cried. cus i was cared. afriad. nervous.feeling really pressurized and all... so yea. and our september holidays are up in smoke again.like what happened to the june hols. we have to spend more time rcoming back to school to have remedal lessons in preperation for the upcoming o level exam for each subject~ *speaks in mocking tone again* yea. which means byebye to my beloved beddy~ uwaaaaaah i loved u so~~~~~~~~~! (and i still do. and forver will ^^) like c'mon! whats the point of having a Septmber HOLIDAY when its almost like...only a few days off!!!!!! stupid jacka**** yes i am cursin out loud ugh. so like freak yea. after the 'lecture' by our chinese teacher we went back to class. it was maths. i dunno. i was still beingpissed an all. so yea. i was in pretty much a very bad mood for the rest of the lessons. so i just sat down and started cursing and indulge myslef in cursing ranting out loud in my brain (which reminds me. where is my brain? do have a brain? guppy said i had one. i said he had one before too. bu we both dunno where our brains are. its like. my brain kinda exists but where is it....? *crickets chirp*) so i was being silent. deathstaring into blank space outta anger and frustrations so i suddenly broke the silence and said 'fishcakes..TT##' my friend was shocked i presumed. and she kept asking me to chill. ugh. like heck this was shi enough a day how CAN i NOT curse it all? so yea. picked up the stupid ezlink card today. apparenty. all they wanted me to do is to sign the friggin verification slip that i have received the card. bleah~~ they just had to make a poor secondary school student go all the way to a god knows where part of the country(or city,since we arent exactly a large place) IN the rain. looking for the friggin place. with a mum who prompts you to do illegal stuff such as eating and drinking on the bus(which in the end. cus i had absolutely no choice but to listen). and leading u one biggy round and thinks that u are just being a ****** **** and complainin about this. feh! so yea. and we are having this geography tes on food consumption tomorrow morn. AND a chemistry test on properties of metals tomorrow's tomorrow. AND a maths test on...uh...trigonometry,if i aint wrong, tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow. and the thanksgivin freaking performance tomorrows tomorrow's tomorow's tomorrow. ugh. which reminds me. the dumb rehearsl's tomorrow's tomorrow. ugh. damned shit soo yea. havent studied. shitstuff. feh! and tomorrows a CIP thingy. u know those donation can thingies for flag day?( and once aain. its the street collection of donations. not flag ceremony) yea. we are gonna be ing that tomorow after school!!!!!!!! yea. what shitstuffs. know what is our actual job? FEH e are just gonna be there sitting down at a commnity centre PASTING THE CAN LABELS. feh. interesting and fun,no? whatevaaa so yea. we had our last period another chinese lson(it was seperated from the earlier 'lecture' one) and wewere waiting for our teacher to come. so we were standing there outside the room on a diff floor. gupp walked down and stared with the OO look. knowing that it DOES resemble some form of punishment or whatsoever,i showed him the textbook(actually it was the workbook but oh heck care) and then he was like the 'uh okay' kinda look and walked off with the usual smile. XD me? getting punished? feh! will probably attempt to keep calm when reasonin things out. but fume like mad within. XDD p.s. note to self. a deer does not go 'baaaaa' like a sheep >< 1001 effects of the Kami-chan post-it doodles. i had one of it being in a sheep suit and going baaa. lol p.s.s. my bro's an idiot. i had to repeat meslef seveal times that my key was in my schol skirt,on my bed for him to finally get it. and i poked my head outta the shower for that. lol. dumb idiot -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

meowx~

bad days continue they do.so today i was awoken at around 6~7,when i have to rush for school given its a school day. which its not. so i was like. meh =.=(half asleep face. sleepy). *goes back to sleep* and i woke up another time at 9.30. which means i was late for tuition which starts at that time so mum shook me up. nagged me. i gave her the TT## pissed-off-so-shut-yer-trap kinda look and attitude. feh. she asked for it! if u are nice to the kitty she be good. if u bad she bite. thats it. as simple as that. feh. she nagged at mee to much. i blew my top. stomped out to tuition like no ones businesses but somewhere along there. i felt like tears again. i donno. this stupid soft side of me. every time i blew my top,i reflect back on it. thinkin about it. and i regret it each time. and cry about it. i really hate this. besides. i was really pissed like shit,. i really felt that i never wanted to go home again. for the billionth time. if a home is without warmth and love,its not a home and its not worth staying anymore. somehow deep down im just that little one who longs for love and warmth and security. meow....~. *remembers chocolate* oh yea! my friend gave me a chocolate during tuition. and that brought satisfaction < 3 *happy kitty* it was nicey~ chocolates are the best remedy to sorrow. cus it brings that tiny bit of warmth throughout the body and even to the heart. and not to forget. pleasing to the taste buds and fills a tiny bit of hunger. wheeeeeeeee!! bus of course. given the right chocolates. as in. provided they taste good. lol. she said it costs quite alot though O O.. ..... whatever. <3 chocolate good~ they are a gift from heaven meow.meow. so i have been spending my time gaming >< *guilt* but okie. i better get off now and rush through my homework before im a goner >< nyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! >< and mr guppy and i are OFFICIALLY *suspense*....sorry not what u are thinking of TT but...we are oficially friends who have misplaced their brains somewhere we dont know but somehow it exists O o lol. nyahahaha!!!! we lost our brains !!! lol. and he is back to dreamland so yea hes forever like that im used to it TT *sweatdrops* better go now >< eep! countdown: 2 months to d-day of O level exams Chinese paper(written). and its on Guppy's birthday. see! hes a bad guy. he's a meanie~ (and yes i know its not his fault for being born that day but oh,who cares XDD) lol -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

ezlink card

replies to comments: +yea. it was peeping lol.is it nice to be sharing THAT sorta thing with people O o i wont know about that... hm. our thanksgiving is like...speech day. prize presentation. well. im not sure i aint christian +LS,every school everywhere's like that. and every student on earth hates going to school. unless they r driven under dire consequences such as ur house is an unbearable environment etc +i totally dont mind the language! i curse out loud VERY often when im pissed. however. in posts. i usually do it the '********' way. censors XDD yea! curse them gal!! WHOOOOO~ yes they shall burn in hell = > and no u arent crazy for swearing and cursing ^^ totally not ^^ its NO~RMAL~ i hear these stuff all the time~ including myself cursing. in fact. liek what i've mentioned before. when im peeved. hell yea i can curse more than an average guy would ^^ Ezlink card umm. remember i talked to ya guys about losing it before(fyi. its a kinda bus card)? hm. know what. I'VE FOUND IT!!! am i happy~? no TT why~ *starts speaking in animaniacs squeaky voice to mock the dumb people* cus i have to go to the office there PE~RSONALLY to collect it myself and their office is only open from mondays to fridays from 8 to 5.30 pm. which means that i have to sacrifice my LO~VELY afterschool days of sleep and no CCA just to go retrive my Freaking card. What a TERRIBLY PLEASANT thing to happen to me ^^## *shows no sign of anger in tone though* and the phone call took ages for someone to actually pick it up instead of the AN~SWERING MACHINE which was as equally PLEASANT as the trip down to the freaking office ^^#. and the LO~VELY answering machine was such a dear to have around and speaknig into the phone it made me wanna barf n box the crap outta it while wishing it ALL THE BEST IN HELL ^^### *end Animaniacs voice* dont ask me why. i got peeved. really peeved and i started speaking like that. and my sis went O O. ugh. ********** those freaking arses! ******* ********** damned ya shitfaces! grrrrrrrrrrr on the bright side. this is gonna put an end to my mum's constant nagging of 'have ya found your card yet? no? go back to school and ask again the next day~' ********** yea right! feh. twas annoying. and she NEVER stopped her nagging every single day since i've lost it. freakk! ugh. like it wasnt bad enough that i've lost it. *mumbles n curses under breath* Fireworks fest WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! yay~ so hm yea. so i totally forgot about it(was playing Granado Espada)so me will try to grab piccies tomorrow nyaaa~~~~ p.s. the song 'Amazing Love' was found stuck in my head. lol. i like it ^^ ehe. the song sounds nice~ p.s.s unfortunately HE is also stuck in my brain and if ya absolutely have to be gettin the right guy(as in,not mixing things up with guppy,lets just name HIM as B) p.s.s.s these few days we've been getting cooold rain. yea. thunderstorms too. cold rain in summer~autumn. whats gonna happen to monsoon/'winter'? -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

bad furball day

so its another seiries of unfortunate evets,only the fact that its a series of piss-offs...ugh! +woke up in the morn. bathed. saw a huge peeping tom in my bathroom-- the freaking house lizard. it was literally poking its head out okay! *huff* ugh. SCREW YA DUMB ****** +mr SS(social studies teacher,whose name also is SS) made a mistake in the questions he was going through. me found out HOW? me was going:' eh? no wait. doesnt question b sayXXXXX but now hes doing question b but is doing YYYYYY for the next question??' well. i pointed that out on a spur of the moment out to him in a louder voice than usual(like i said. spur of the moment) and my friends were doing 'RELAX!! CHILL GIRL!!CHILL!! u dont have to be so agitated right?' like holy fish i was NOT a tinsy bit agitated!!!! i just got more blood going to my..throat and i decided to raise my voice a lil so that he can hear me without me repeating it. freakarse!!! GRRRR .....apparently. it was proven that he forgot his brains. cus because of that,he did the next question first,but then he started typing wrong stuff again. feh! +IT enrichment: after me had done the dumb NDP poster,we were told that we had to make another one to be handed out for the guests. ugh. screwyadamn**** and then i realised the others from Band were skipping so i was the only who went for it. they didnt KNOW i was at the IT thing. ugh. and i didtn know where they went for the rehearsal. so i was going all 'OMFGOMFGOMFG!!' and running about searching for them. *sob* and so i ended up slotting in halfway n standin there huffing like mad. couldnt catch much breath. because i knew i was late. didnt get my lunch. didnt go toilet to change girlsthingy. oh. thats another source of unhappyness today.. +thanksgiving rehearsal was boring. we spent our time rotting away. we had like,an hour to rot. ugh. the others had chance to practise their parts. US? PERCUSSION?! we were left to rot. the guys went to play basketball n soccer. and cherry disappeared. me wanted to go retrieve some homework from the band room. the door seemed locked. didnt think it was good to bother the instructor and sec1s inside. so i just rotted. the last time i left,i only grabbed a highlighter so i had blank paper for doodle in my file. and i had a highlighter. TT fish********** so i somehow ended up teaching cherry Geography,when she appeared outta no where. after what seemed like....half the eternity. ugh. and then yes i was literally doing memory work and repeating what MY geography teacher was teaching (no. she wasnt in my class). ugh. like WTH ugh so in total. i've wasted quality 'do homework!!' time,rotting,wandering about the school,staring into blank space,almost sleeping,teachin my friend......yaaaaaaaaaaaawn. moral of the story: ALWAYS ensure that u bring along extra stuff for amusement purposes. or at the very least. a penicl in your wallet is good for emergencies such as these. feh. what a waste of my life +bad reccess: my friend had to do this oral thingy during reccess. and that meant: sMUGGLING DRINKS. my two other helpful(not) friends made me do the smuggling. which i hate. and sowrn that i would absolutely not do again after last time. ugh. things i do for my friends~ *sob* so i tucked out my shirt(to cover the drink bottle in my pocket) and had to bear witht eh chillyness of the drink. my leg was numbed by the coldyness... so now im probably gonna hafta rush through my homework. overdue homework. into the nght. damned life. dammit. ugh. its 10.30 now. PM. woke up from nappy. got mosquito bitten. itchitchy~ ugh great. and now mr guppy's askin me for another favour. ah ack. as long as he is gettin straight into the point and not making me wait for too long. patience has its limits. feh. he's being a total baka again. feh. as expected. whaaatever meow. so yea. me gunna log out. wun be gettin to sites todae. meow~ me updated fanart yesterdae btw lol. toodle~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

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btw. i watched bleach XDDD lol. twas irrelevant lol. but i realised we didnt have 134. lol +nope. the world would be a better place if ...there were less jerks around. and noisemakers. and songkillers*(more on that later and tried tested proven: it is almost impossible to sleep in class. unless it was uber boring. or u are ill. yupyup +eh nononon Elves. just friends from the very-- no wait. does being 'people involved in stupid rumours become competing for results become friends count' *has no idea what me r saying. i mean. he's just another stupid baka anyway. feh! hes a brainless one. i wonder how does he ever make it to the second best class of the cohort(me in first class cus i placed 10th in academic results last year. his reply? "im not sure myself too XDDD") flounder is cutie. guppy is not. and i believe Flounder is an...angelfish O o. whatever it is,it isnt a guppy. Under the seaaa~ under the seeeea~ *starts singing for no apparent reason MUST be the sugar +well. as a matter of fact,i DO go out looking like a dead person(unless me had food or super enough sleep=energy). and i dont care. me spaces out as and when i like. me be dead and apathetic when i feel like it XDDDD...maybe bribes might help.....not. at the most the shortlived sugar high would get me a kitty smile and shortlived happy satisfaction from having some sugar~ lol yelling good XDD whacking would be better! but i dont wanna contaminate my book~ lol!! nyahahahahahah!! randomness well apparently. today guppy was behind me,talking to another godknowswho guy. and well the surrounding was quiet and all so i heard the convo. hm. the guy was asking guppy whether he had done some homework *stab!!* *guilt!* *gasp!!* (symptoms of the world reknowned '1haventdonemyhomeworkandimprobablydead' syndrome) so i was like....ehh....whoops ^^; at least....i tried to do some homework ^^;;... lol so now i have another few things on my debt or overdue list >< eeks. darned. cant i just sleep~~ *songkiller: yup. today was chapel day! lol so due to me suddenly having to sit with the guys *awkward. face full of 'idontwanna'.has no choice but to accept. anyway. this also means i hadto put up with a songkiller. dammit. so she sang n sang,in her out-of-tune-n-tempo-ness. and then it was this song when the girls sing first. she hadnt opened her big fat mouth,so i decided to sing and well. what do ya know. she opened her mouth after realising we were supposed to sing(actually. she only sang durin the guys part) and u see me going *twitchtwitch* and the chorus was unbearable "Crucified laid behind a stone u lived to die,rejected and alone...~" apparently. the first note was too mcuh for her. so its SUPEROFFKEY and super turn-off so i decided to stop singing with another *twitchtwitch*shrugs* when we hadnt even reached the second line. song killer indeed. so now shes ms backstabbersongkiller(BS2K,B x S x S x Kand ya get an S-square lol) ms bs2k. yukk. i wish this would end. horrid nightmare tuesdays with bs2k lol meow. soo yea. what was happening ^^; meoww~ me was wakin up happy today. cus i feel recharged!!! and sleep's my battery!!! lol. guess i did have enough sleep so me was happy. kitty nappies good. quote of the day: food bring satisfaction and smiles to the face and tummy but sleep bring peace and satisfaction to the heart and mind -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, August 13, 2007

my eyes......*sniff

well yea. they better. now. it must be okay by now,since...my kidneys were being good in aiding me excrete the toxins out. (and petting ur kidneys aint possible O o) why the sniff? mr flu is almost gone. had a bad sneeze yesterday... so yea. due to me not getting enough sleep yesterday(after sittin thru a day full of 'lecture/motivational talk kinda thing' n noddin off....i werent home till 7.30pm(i woke up slightly earlier than 7.30 that morn). damned. and i rushed through my assignments. feh. darned shit life. 6 hours,6 hours man?!(it was 5 actually) wayyy not enough so i went to school half dead. yea. and i had an even stronger urge to glomp the poles...at the bus stop...the walls for the classroom(the outside one for the door) *sloth me. i dun wanna moooooove~~~~~ saw guppy. ignores. walks infronts. hes(i typed her O O ^^ didnt do no nuthin XDDD) talking with another BB guy from his class and me,back into my daze. then suddenly he called me( twice or more. since i was dazing...) and asked me for the bio test questions again. being still sleepy,and being me,i replied 'hmpf i told u last time its ur fault u forgot!' and when i told this to Zoe,she's like 'tsktsktsk...u revealed the test questions to the next class people...'(she and Oli are bio reps) and i went ' but it aint really counted since he forgot it,ne?' lol and gupy returns again at reccess. damn. remember the wordpower/vocab test thingy? well,it was right after reccess. and i was kinda attempting to study a wee bit more while going up the stairs(which didnt last long btw,since..) guppy:'u know,ur face doesnt look nice like this'(i dont remember. but that was the meaning) me: 'well DUH im like trying to cram a few more words into my brain the test right after reccess!' me:' and its totally none of your business how awful my face look! GRR!' i dont know if its the hairstyle. ack. or its just my usual blackface. ack. anyway. its really none of his business even if i dont look too good(appearance) >< hmpf! its not like we were.....(awkward silence)....his girlfriend or anything! ....busybody fella.... see. thats why. hmpf. hes gettin me a wee bit very confused. ugh. i mean like,we're just friends ....AND ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS HOW I LOOK CUS I AINT YOUR GIRLFRIEND OR ANYTHING!(no. doesnt require reading between the lines) for the upteenth time . well. i didnt say this line out to him or anythin. too many people on the corridor. and me,being me,i dont dare to speak much of personal opinions. unless they include stuff like ********* when im friggin pissed. and then again. its not the eyes(me has ensures that the puffyness were at least 90% gone and not visable before i went out. the hairstyle? 'hadta pin my fringe slightly higher~ or ms backstabber's gonna lecture nyanyanynanynaya~' *in the mocking voice again. feh! i dunno. i dont like it too. but is it the fringe? i wont know... ....whatever it is. i dont see a reason for his sudden stupid comment.and friends are just friends. call me a wee bit too sensitive but he is kinda blurring this. feh. the 'tell no one. i shall keep this a secret between the two of us,k?' and now this. ...this is dumb. i mean. its not like im the sort who goes around telling EVERYBODY EVERYTHING. TT. (i'll probably forget it very soon,being me and mr blackhole in my brain agrees so)its nothing worth telling anyway. or worth remembering. damned guppy *air whacks some more mn yea. have been thinkin of writin another song. but ne,it is diffi to be having a diff tune. whaaatever. im just gonna do lyrics. heck. but its gonna be chinese. yup. a song...about...HIM...(not guppy for those who dont know)(speakin of which,its darned that i see so much of him these days. friggerssnibbers..) well. kinda,but...ah. ive only thought about the first few verses. the song is most likely entitled 'Parallel lines'. yes. it doesnt sound like a happy song. a melancholic one. 'songs' i write are likely gonna have a simple n laid back tune,cus i dont really like raps and stuff... slow songs. i aint a happy kitty btw. hm yes. and because i was to bored in band today(they were doing Essential elements. a book for wenies. at least. for percussion. its tooootally boring..) so i was making noise at the back here booyea! >< maybe the chocolate effect hadnt worn off yet(remember chocolate + me = happy + sugar intake + resultant hyperactivity/dramaticness) whatever. he fact is. it was boring. and we only had one book so Cherry(playing mallets cus she wanted to) took it. so me n my junior were being ver bored. he was on his handphone gaming and me starin off into blank space since i've got no homework to do- oh yeS!!! my homework!! damned. ugh. well. didnt have the necessary books with me in band. darned mr blackhole! stop eating the 'reminders' (feel free to eat away the unhappyness- no wait. that mean everything except for food.........and the joy of sleepin...n slacking...darn feh. gonna bathe.n do homework. me got a 3 hour kittynap so it should be quite okay for me to rush through my work dammit!feh. at least a 7 hour sleep. but this one requires a 10 hour at least. sleep is good and veeery important if i dun sleep i'll die! XDDDD lol whatever. me gonna go now.. nightynight yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn.... -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

ah no no!

no! i guess u've got it wrong somehow! flag day is not related to national day(national day for Singapore btw ^^)! Flag day as in...hm...those people on the streets asking for donations and gives ya a sticker for it?! yup. thats the kind^^ not flag ceromony(besides. that sounds boring. i aint very pariotic when it comes down to that lol) actually. they dont hurt. they are just swollen >< well. today its much better. last time my sis taught me to 'massage' the eyes to reduce the swelling(by rubbing the bulge towards the nose or whatsoever). i wont know if it works. but yesterday when i did that,i could see the entire flesh sticking out of my eye(since it was sorta a pushing action). today it was better. the swelling had reduced quite alot(since i dont see flesh bulging out from my eye O o) its still a bit swollen. so yea i didnt go for flag day. ><. fine. so anyway if ms backstabber-killerofmusic-coldbucket is gonna ask me why i signed up but didnt go,im just gonna give her the TT face and say 'my eyes were swollen badly. would u wanna go out looking like that?' i hope its all gettin better. had diarrhoea. so i hadta go clean myself up. me washed me shoes btw(it was getting wayy too dirty for a new shoe). ugh. it was bad. the usual diarrhoea was yellowish(bile? O o okay. too much Biology in my brain),but this time (i guess it was kinda toxic) so it was orangey. the neverchanging fact: it sucks and smells. feh. to hell with diarrhoea!!! -bbut it gets rid of the whatsoever-toxins that is unwanted so i guess its still kinda okay...TT ...not- life well yea. so i just realised this morn that i had to do some wordpower research. uhuh. its some sorta vocabulary test. and they give ya a list of words and u hafta go research on it find the meanings,examples of usage for sentence construction,etc. well. sad to say. i actually do good for these tests BUT my compositions arent really well(unless it comes to a point where they want us to go emo or give our p.o.v on life or anything like that,then i think i could score quite well ^^; unless they are gonna cut marks for coarse language since i can be very emotional) but the fact remains that if u dont study,u cant score. so yea. ive gotta rush this shit out by tomorrow. the test is on monday. and our teacher gives us no pre-test(which is actually good cus some questions DO actually come out) bummer. i hate short notices and people givin ya the high expectations of 'being totally prepared n ready 24/7 so its totally fine if i just suddenly shove ya the assignment/task' feh. dumbness. whatever. thats another thing from my hate list hate list includes **being hungry *people givin me the attitude(oooh!~ U forced me to play along and give U the attitude >=D *havin diarrhoea *being weak n crying(this issue of 'guys pride'. i dont wanna appear as a "loser". i aint gonna let ya a chance to pity me(unless i beg for it) *...being hungry... *being sleepy n not having a decent spot to sleep in *being sleepy but u hafta stay awake at all costs *being sleepy but having nuthin to hug as a pillow *being sleepy but is kept rudely awake by people being very noisy *being hungry *being hungry *being hungry.... *bugs in the house *bugs buzzing around me(hey i DO bathe!) *missing the bus *being paradoxical *hungry....... *havin no clear direction on life *being me... *hungry................................ yes. my life revolves around eating and sleeping. like what was in the list of 'how to handle this kitty',feed this one with...milk n sugar yness and give her nap time,and she be a good kitty =^ w ^= -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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