Friday, August 10, 2007

eeh~

know what? after mr flu's visit,mum gave me some medicine n now my eyes are swollen. bad. big n puffy. so now i see things with half open eyes n discomfort it turns out to be that the medicine powder wasnt suitable for children under 16 years old. she used to give me that too,she did that last time when mr fever was here. and my eyes got swollen. guess im allergic to it mr stupid medicine was in fact,NOT for colds. instead,it was for aches,cramps when u get THAT thing(yes. girls business),etc. not colds or the flu. mum didnt read that. i think she bought he wrong type. i remember the package was yellow,not red. damn. whatever it is. i was really upset. i agreed to attend this stupid flag day thingy tomorrow. but i cant go out facing my peers like this!!like omg! im probably gonna scare people outta their daylights too >< uwaaaaaaaah~~~ i dunno. so now its like,i told my friend that i cant go tomorrow because of these swollen eyes.>< waaaaah!!!! stupid medicine. *cries --------------------------------------- replies to commentings: =national day wus okay. man. had some pics of fireworks. this years' aint that nice. bah~ the pics r with me,but my sis took the memory card reader thingy with her soi cant upload them (besides,the ones taken by the professinoals on newspaper looked much more prettier =( =feh!how true. backstabber+songkiller XDDDD hmmn. thats good. and yesh. EVERYONE hates waking up early for stuff. bah~ =lol. okie then ^^. we ALL find her a pain in the ****. feh. apparently,she just doesnt understand us well enough. her fashionsense is bad.she killed the song. she backstabbed us when she didnt know anything. we dont like her. she tries to cross over the generation gap BUT fails,and her trying to act young is getting *pukepuke* lol =yup. us poor souls. we ARE misunderstood by the world. ack but as long as there is one that understAnds us and accepts us fr who we are,its okie ^^ even if its a puppy/kitty/goldfish O o lol --------------------------------------- sighh. anyways. me went out with my friends after the celebration in schol n me took neoprints. due to my stupidness in thinkin 25 ewas divisible-- no wait. its 30. due to me dumb thinkin that 30 is divisable by 4,me picked that. the pics turned out teeny >< waah~ good thig for technology. i can make them bigger via microsoft powerpoint without the damn pixelling problem ^^ i guess microsoft aint THAT bad after all... wheee~ me loved this one the most ^^ everyone looks nice in this one lol. ^^ the words says 'In the sky' by the way ^^ me wrote this from left to right,top to bottom:WanYing,Me,Zoe,Oli bah. me looked weird. XD lol. Zoe did this one. the pretty border didnt show up waah~ we didnt have time to write anything. eep. girlyness. the glitters and al. bleah >< well. i didnt decorate this one this one is fine ^^ black is good! XDD meow. but nothing written also me likes this one too. lol. no idea why they wrote "fight!" XDD yello is fine XD no wait this is orangey. zoe did this one. yay the border shows. XD but its a diff ne. the pink is too pinky for niceness anway lol. the word in Oli's hand is chinese for 'beauty'. zoe added that. nice touch i'll say k. me gonna do more gaming. bah. although i cant really see much >< ack. toodles...i guess.... p.s. me is using lappy again n is doing sis a service by helping her 'Veoh' . its something like bitorrent. i dunno. lol. shes watching this anime called Romeo X Juliet anime. XDDDD hmmn. not bad i'll say. whoever introduced her to anime,THANKYUUU! (this means that it is possible for her to let me download anime onto her laptop- i mean. get her to watch more anime ^^) lol -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

meow~

replies to comment: +mn. with sugaryness,this kitty is happy! food~! ^^= me bought cadbury chocolates for tomorrow. hehe. it has the minty thingy inside. yummy~ =*is getting slight unhappyness for pats on the head* mind: 'one more pat on the head and.....' =yea LS,and me head gets giddy from rolleycoasties~ @@ they are not my friends~ *has problems balancing even when i stand* life~ how horrid =hugs are okie. no glomps *death kitty stares to all those who glomped and suffocated me* *and looks back to chocolate and munches happily* mn...doughnuts are good too ^^ lol. hm...$3.34US dollars~ *tries hard to convert into SingDollars >< *is really bad with numbers* =same. me,i guess i have caught onto the 'boys pride' illness and i dun wanna lose and show others my weak self. feh! guys and their cranky pride sometimes (apparently. if guys do behave like that,i guess those around me arent really guys XDDDD* tomorrow like what i believe i have mentioned earlier in my posts,tomorrows the eve of national day! which means....national day celebrations in school. which meant....'report at schoool at 6.10am~ in full band attire~'*in a mockingly irritating voice* grrrr. that means waking up at 5+ am *sobs. cries.waah~* ah well. and then after that,me is going out with my friends~ yay~~ and then after which we go to oli's house to continue our project~ booo~ meow. so thats line up for tomorrow. i got meself some blot paper(cus my face is rather oily) and also me shall try to keep the chocoltes for as long as possible~ >< meep. ahh well. toodle deexxX~ me go bathe n munch on some more chocolate before rushing out the homework im supposed to hand in by tomorrow. TT. that sucks~ bleahhhhh [modify: bleah!! unhappyday hmm yea. so we had this ***** haircheck. grr. my hair was just a weeny bit touching my eyebrow so ms backstabber made me pin it up. first mad thing: grr. its just that little bit! secondly: it wouldnt have killed her to call me by name! can ya take a lil more effort in remembering names? usually i take this very seriously against people i reckon close. however,because i wasnt really happy with her in the first place,im being extra picky. yea. so what? dammit. the next time someone call me by 'eh..that...i cant remember your name...the one beside xxx' i am so not gonna answer! thrid maddening about ther same morn: a teacher was catching me for reading my physics notes when we were supposed to do silent reading. dammit. okay,fine! but u know whats the *** part abotu it? I wasnt the only one readnig the notes! there were others doing that too why didtn U tell them to stop reading it first?! ********* 4th maddening: ms backstabber sitting behind me during chapel. her voice is horrid. and low at times where it aint supposed to be. and she cant reacht he higher notes like 'c' of the higher octave. aND she,like another teacher at chapel,has poor rhythm sense and doesnt know when to come in! dammit. it was loud too. so people can see me singing with sudden *twitchtwitch* in my eyes. grr 5th maqddedning: grrr. well. i guess pretty mcuh the whole morn was sooo wrecked i hated it so grr -and dad is still in the bath i think. dang. gotta go anyway chocolates might chill me down. thanks for the pixie stickx and the doughnuts x 3 -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, August 6, 2007

hmmn

ah well. perhaps it is kinda wise to stay away from me when im in lilmisscranky mood. grrr~ ah well. hmpf. dunno. maybe's bcus my friend ha been approaching the limit. i dunno. for me its "u forced me to my limits,i dont care if u are my friend,u shall be banished and treated like any other stranger on the street". me? i admit i am one with extreme protection for my inner heart. 'u shouldnt set up barriers between you and others' whatever crud? FEH. its too late to be saying all of that now. with each day and each new scar,a new set of barrier set up and a more trying road to reach the inner me. well. to be perfectly honest,if u dont open myself up to others,they will never know what im thinknig...never -unless that im,im being the whiny kitty cute and all that,it would mean that i am gonna ask for a favour or something- *stares at you with those kitty eyes with a -feed-me-sugar-and-mwilk- kinda look* i dont trust people anymore,not after all that they had done. i despise tham. i am sick of their cruelty,their unfeeling hearts... and even though i trusted them ,it always end with disappointment. but now subconsciously im beginning to open tose tight-shut doors ...to that guppy... bah. sometimes i hate being so fickle-minded. but he made me feel that it was okay to open my heart up...for i feel the same feeling on him too: we both have a secretive dark self no one usually know of..... i dunno...i hate myself sometimes really. sigh. i dont see what i should do anymore..theres too many voices ringing in my head...images of people lingering around when i try to forget it all...lingering feelings when they sould have been gone ><...i wanna follow my heart out of the darkness...but i no longer know who or what to trust,what is real,and what is not;what is transitory,and whats for life,who the people around me really are,who i really am... ....but i DO know one thing,clear as the pretty summer blue skies: I LOVE FOOD AND IM HUNGRYYYYYY~~~~*gives ya the kitty eyes with tears and saying -feed-me-* hmmn. yyea. and im getting the feeling of going toiley. hmpf. todays test was horrid. a horrid day today was. darnit. damned. sigh. theres another test tomorrow AND a band practise. sighhhh~ >< i need to sleep more. me almost fell asleep just now during maths lesson. was nodding off. bah~ soo anyway. theres physics to stdy for. oooh~ i hoope alls well ends well and this kitty wants lots of sleep. oyasumii~ *hasnt eaten dinner yet lol. i am gonna do so now 1001 ways of making this kitty happy~ =feed her =give her lots and lots of sleep =AND sugar =oooh~ shiiiny!!!! *stares at shiny objects with utmost fascination =less homework~?? XDDDDDD -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

quick update

this aint a night post. so it doesnt have much blabbers on what has haapened throughout the day HIM dammit. cus i didnt have my bio textbook yesterdae,in a moment of lfustering over who to borrow the book from,i thought of him,so like..ehh..no! and then today while leaving for tuition,i SAW him. >< and i think he saw me too but ah heck i didnt have much time to waste .running late for tuition as ususal(besides,kill me to talk to him unless its like he drops something again). damn. the worst thing abut my brain: thoughts come recurring to it and lingers. >< damned. one of the 1001 things it aint good to have someone u like(or used to like or didnt know really whetheru liek him or not) live near your house. u bump into them occasionally(thankfully not FREQUENTLY) >< soo yea. and at tuition we had this duty thingy for cleaning up after lunch. so i had to do it cus my friend got her leg ingured aain. silly one. basketballer. she tore her ligament i think,again. >< whatever. tht silly one. and crazy too but whatever. so i said 'but what about my bio its in the sharing folder and havent finished downloading all...' and then peoople went at once to me telling me to do my duty. one is enough,but havin 3 ppl telling ya the ame thing at the same time= nag x 3. dammit 1001 rules of handling this kitty ~dont starve her ~dont nag at her ~dont cross any of her limitations ~do not talk to her cus this will aggrevate things when shes really sad and crying ~FEED ME WITH SUGAR~~~ lol. actually,research goes to show that if u feed this kitty with CHOCOLATE,she'll turn into a hyperactive drama kitty O o hmn yea. thats all..for now XDDD p.s. for tose who know Earth gal,shes created a new account and will be using it. its 'AikoKuroBara'. Aiko the Black rose,to be literally translated XDDD too much of Nana for her i'll suppose toodles~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

lol

replies to comments: =lol yea go sesshy~eat them up XDDD and the perfectly legal reason for eating up your 'taco' friends shall be "i was hungry" XDDDD i feel evil~~~~~ = eh the conductor messed up?? hmmn. i have completely forgotten what happened in the post but ...ahh heck~ A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS hmmn yea~twas today. i started off in the morning. takin my breakfast. hmpf. was happily eatin my freshly steamed bao(chinese bun.not BREAD bun). and chatting to my friend via msn about forgetting to help to find info for our project on hinduism(which had to be presented on mondae and we started only yesterday). lol. i sneezed and my bao(in a bowl rested on my knee) fell to the floor. which was dirty. ***** and then my friend sent me the powerpoint she did with the info >< well. know what? it was in microsoft powerpoint 2007 and mine was outdated and couldnt open it. grrrrr! and downloadin it from the microsoft site requires membership(and its country only states the USA not any other country) so i switched to the laptop to view it. and i had to spend time finding the product key for the thing requires the product key to modify and save it. ugh. and my sis came home n needed the com too damn. and i was reminded not too long before i needed to go out that i needed to go out and then! the worst of all:i found out that i left my bio textbook in the locker n forgot to bring it home!! >< waaaaah~ my bio test is on mondae. 3rd period,which was before reccess. was good as dead i spent time figuring out on what to do. for half a day. so after leaving a message to my friend on msn,yay! one of them offered help. *bubbly eyes* arigatouuuu~*sobs* lets hope that that be the end of the series of absolute unfortunate events. grrrrr. now im waiting for mummy to cook suppr,which is either maggi noodles(instant noodles) or peanut soup ^^ meow this kitty is easily easily hungry. meowwwww~ so the performance is on wednesday(the eve of our National Day in singapore) so we've gotta report to school early TT dammit. there goes "sleep n take my own sweet time to wake up". grrrrr. ack. that sure sucked. im going out with my friends after that ^^ wheee. i hope i dun 'lights out' due to sleepyness,cus without sugar and chocolate to provide me a whoole lot of energy,yea. i'll be back to walking around like a lifeless zombie mmn. good thing instant noodles are pretty much instant. cook noodles cook!!! lol which reminds me,me and my other friend from dance were helping our choir friends with their ROD thingy to give to their seniors(lol. they were doing last minute stuff. RoD is like...farewell party for graduating seniors or something) lol. for no reason. XD guess they were such 'poor things' and we were tooooo bored lol XDDD nyahahahahahahah. anyways. toodle dee~~ p.s. i want noodles~ NOWWWWWWww~ and my parents are watching the ghastly-mysteries thingy show again TT guess that how i became so 'interested' in the supernatural and the occult. i had the genes in me XDDDDDD p.s.s. laughing makes me hungrier...ooh! i thik it ready n cooked. *drifts off lifelessly to the kitchen~~ You scored as Taz, "Blah blah blah pttttt!" The world is going way too fast for you! You need to stop and smell the roses sometimes. Finding love is a hard thing to do, but don't fret. "Mr(s). Right" will be found one day. You just need to keep looking. Date around. If the dates don't work out, keep trying. Don't let it wear you down. Taz 100% Yosimite Sam 83% Sylvester Jr. 67% Wile E. Coyote 67% Henry Hawk 67% Marvin Martian 58% Elmer Fudd 58% Tweety Bird 50% Sylvester 50% Daffy Duck 50% Petunia Pig 50% Porky Pig 50% Foghorn Leghorn 42% Bugs Bunny 25% Which Looney Tune Are You? created with QuizFarm.com -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

baH~

replies to commentings: +i wish she'ld me nicer too +oops. i guess there was typo error ^^;. that happens when u type fast or....is unsure whether u pressed the key on the keyboard XDDD lol and yessh doughnuts good~ *munches on sugar~* +me neither. no fishin if i was a fish XD. i would gobble them up when im pissed- i mean. nothing. ^^; i'll just be a toxic fish in hope of poisoning some wicked freak out there Bloody sunday hmm. our SS teacher showed us that film in class today. we were all going OO over the countless F***ing by the people in the subtitles at first. and we were like 'whoa~ teacher teach us how to curse sia~' XDD so yea but in the end,we were all like WTFH!! how can the Queen (of ireland?) and that freaking judge just leave the men who were shooting the catholics(they were protestant-christians and were being racist towards catholics) unscathed? the queen even awarded them with MEDALS. M-E-D-A-L-S!! can u believe it?! the people were shot and bled profusely,we saw (in the film) them do it. hey,know whats the shitty part? the other soldiers(commanding ones) actually called for CEASEFIRE!! its like. man! they've called for a ceasefire,yet the dumb soldiers continue to shoot the people......... and many of the dead were like,17~31. young people who died. and also people who had wives and children back there in the crowd in 'safety'.(they focused on this man called Barney.and this other man who watched Barney getting killed and just shot. HEADSHOT. dead. in a pool of blood. he was trying to get them to ..make peace or something...FREAKS! grr! how can u shoot the poor man!!!><) (it woulha been good if it was Barney the purple -freakin- dinosaur. and then again. Barney has brainwashed too many people. he would deserve the headshot.) so yea. we were being so angry and my firend wanted to go all the way to Northern Ireland(where this happened) to step on the grave of the Queen. and i told her not to forget the judge. judge first,for the stupid judge was the one who sided with the massacre-soldiers first. and then to the queen who awarded these freaking killers with the freaking medals. RACISTS! ARSEHOLES! FREAKING S*** ...these people deserved to be burnt in hell. but i really think that Bloody sunday is something which really happened. they cant just make up some damned story about it. just like that. hmpf enoough of that. i realised im most situations if i continue speaking any further i wouldha ended up cursing and swearing. alot.(i mistyped it as ALTO XDDD) today we had the national day celebration -march- rehearsal. as in. March as in the walking-thingy march. not MARCH march,as in,the month. not the month. so hmm yup. the actual thing's next week. sigh dammit. the conductor transferred the other cymbals guy to play snare drum(which i know i can play much better).so my hands were aching from the cymbal crashings continuously when they marched out. dammit. i was going 'ooh man~ pls walk faster dammit!!'.the last contigent to march out is BB(where guppy is). dammit. MARCH FASTER MY ARMS ARE BREAKING!!! lol. that isnt possible. but yea. i think i might hafta do more push ups and -try- chin ups. to strengthen my arm power. dang it! so my hands are half broken. i was so sweaty when i woke up just now so im gonna hafta bathe yet again(i did that in the morn). my face oily~ must get blot paper(for the facial oils)someday... p.s. +it was kinda interesting to see my friends becoming 'tacos' XD. i came across the phrase in a taiwanese variety show. TACO as in OCTOPUS. u know like 'their face is as red as a cooked Taco' XDDDD lol. and i was being so bored i called out to my friends when they walked by +we scared 2 of my classmates(softball girls) when we suddenly started. i was going 'hurry up!' cus i knew the march past is beginning soon. and they were shocked cus i was playing cymbals and we had the 3beat roll to do before it. so it was all of the sudden -3beatroll- out of the blue~ lol. we happened to be positioned around their bags XDDD i must go apologize to the OTHER friend tomorrow lol. +i was really happy to have my stand a hardstand(as in. not those foldable easy-storage shit) and they were doing the big debrief,my hands were already gone like poopers and i was tired too so i turned it down 90 degrees and parellel to the floor and i rested my head on top of it. ^^ it kept falling though. but it was good to know i have a spare table around *minorpun* p.s.s. why a minor pun? cus we call the hardstands 'tables' sometimes cus we put the auxillary instruments on top of the hardstands since we dont have the professional thingy to put them on. and i ALWAYS plop down on my table(desk) just like that in class. *sits*plops*and stays in that position for the longest time possible until teachers come* lol broken-arm-ed kitty~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

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=LOL. nah. we arent really in the joking mood.><. i mean,its gonna affect wth happens in ur entire life!! and fishing is bad. though having a guppy fish for..fishes is funny XDD. at least it wasnt big gals in short skirts/shorts/tights XDD. that wouldha been worse (no offenses~ but anyway i really dont advice ...plumb gals to wear tights it is even worse that way. no jeans cus it will alos have the same effect of showing-the-plumb-legs like the tights.to be exact. girls with slim legs should stick to jeans(so that their feet dont look like poles in skirts) and those who worry about their legs being too fat stick to skirts) =ttyl-> talk to you later =nah. it HAS offline messaging. but sometimes it just goes 'offline messaging is temporarily unavailable'. what crud. they just want you to close the window and continue your crap XDDD hmm. yessh. i realised many people are having their myO anniversaries in august. hmm. lol. XDDDDD well the,happy anniversary in advance to all~~ meow~ *is still happy from the doughnut from Sesshy18.* SUGAR IS GOOD!!! and my theory proven: sleeping in school is completely impossible given a free period in any kind of weather +people talking...alot. so its noisy +hungwyyyy~ *teardrops* (this kitty gets hungry very easily. VERY easily) +and given the fact that many people like to walk to our class and make noise while they are passing by. dammit. grr. me,PROUD??!! HAUGHTY?? well,apparently so. my chinese teacher reflected it back to me in class. hmmn. and then again. i probably knew which idiotic teacher said that of me: ms backstabber-crappy-shit aka my form teacher. grr. stupid old hag with horrid fashion sense and attitude. damn ya. well. know what? if ya didnt do anything that displeases me in the first place,i can still be the nice,good student u thought i am. but apparently,.she did too many stuff that displeases this kitty so..GRRRRRRRRRRrrrr and with that,a newly amended list of 'what makes me go KABOOM regardless whoever u are,i wont care if u are the president or even God': +starve me for a long time +drag me like cargo when i choose to walk slowly +order me around for unnecessary shit TT## +breathe down my neck over stupid stuff (eg my bus card thingy dammit) +say bad stuff about me behind my back(man,ya got any problems with me lets bring it on the table and work it out!) +boss me around TOO MUCH(i aint yer servant dammit) +call me a primary6(grade 6,in your language) kid +whatever. if u made me unhappy in anyway,i aint gonna sit there and let ya hit me. i bite ferocious. if u am keen of being rebellious against you,that i shall. thats whats the case with me and ms backstabber-crappy-shit. damn ya. if u'll change yer attitude we would welcome you like duh dipshit! *sticks out tongue* well. to everything,there is a line to it. a limit of where u can go. if u've crossed the line,SNAP i go and i get unhappy and ignore you. so what? it aint my problem. u crossed the line,i aint gonna let ya sit on my head. down ya go or i'll bring ya down all the way to hell!! (as im,slams onto floor.deep) and because my friend has dragged me like cargo hard i was being black faced and am ignoring her for it. most of the time. and the first thing i did when i saw my friends today 'dont drag me like cargo OR ELSE i'll bite yer heads off'. she's crossed the line,i show no mercy. who cares if ya used to be my close friend? i treat everyone equal. u forced me to bite,i shall bite real HARD. and now im being pissed at mum calling me 'naughty girl~ come out~' ugh. she's been using that for as long as i remember it. dammit. ya want me to come out,i shall,but not when u call me in yucky nickames and whatshit. i shall sit here until she says to come out and only that. with none of the shitty names. so what if im becoming a darker and darker person? theres no turning back(and i dont know how) and i dont care u made me unhappy thats what u get ..................................... p.s. .......... ..... .... .. . im hungry again >< (and i had lunch at 4pm. its 6.30) -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

gomenasai~ >

meow. sorry i aint able to get to sites. well. i cant do that using sis's laptop(actually i can. i just need to change the resolution..will try. and i must remember to change it back lol) bah~ so much for bad resolutions. well. so now we know whats the problem with viv's computer and all those out there who are only able to view half a myO webbie. replies to commentings: =hmmn yea. thats what i told my sis. why coming after ME when i was the one picking out the threads for puppy-chan(the plushie) and sis being the one tormenting it? XD well. for our physics lesson we came across center of gravity(C.G). and the stable and unstable thingy. and my friends were going 'jia ying(me) is super unstable XDDDD' so i was being T T# wth~ i know that too. quit rubbing it in =well,HE's not gone(as in. the other guy. not guppy) hes still in the same school,neibouring class (aka guppy's class),and he hasnt moved out of the same housing board estate. so i still see him. dammit. my friends tried tricking me into turning around and looking at him. 'eh quick turn around!!' and i turn and i saw him. TT bah. i fell for it once,being me who space out too much im missing out on stuff,and therefore i did not fall for the same trick again by my other friend TT damit~ besides,she was sounding like something seriously grave was happening. and i was sure there was no such thing TT so i knew. it was pho(ny)~ = >< he is NOT my boyfriend!!!! *which ever one u are talkin about. oh and yes. the kitties are cute ^^= i know. i made it that way~~ meow~ =poor kitten~ >< awwwwwww~~ and mmn. actually. if u have been noticing,this is not just the beginnin. but yes i did have a crush on him when i was sec1(2 years back),and then i was being all too rational and going 'no. students should not fall in love. and..besides..we are still strangers'. so now recently i am having a feeling this whole thing is happening again >< noo! and yessh. the weird guy. hmn. we dont see him in burger king so he was a total mystery. that burger king fella. nuh-uh. never knew of the guy before LS. random topic~ hmm yea. soo. i have picked out two rather weird phrases guys use O o . one is 'ttyl'. mostly its the gals saying this,so having it coming from a guy is kinda weird. but its still minor,as compared to...'HIHI!!'. once again. guppy wins the price! XD lol. its like,this is what u'll expect from a hyperactive girl(as for me,i'll go 'heloo~' or i'll start off with 'poke') yes i told him about this for 2times. im gonna be going 'stop saying HIHI u sound like a gal!' if he says that again. good thing msn has offline messaging. so we use it as a bulletin board,and we just leave our 'messages' there. so its it even more unlikely for him to say 'hihi!' or i would haveta waste some of my energy elling him to stop saying 'hihi!' ah. mn. yes. MSN. screw them. my friend said she sent me a email with our geography project info,but i didnt receive it. and sometimes in the midst of my 'bulletin post to guppy' i haveta close the conversation window because 'sorry but msn offline messaging is temporarily unavailable' TT screw ya freaks. and because she was being stressed i continued to curse msn so that she doesnt feel too stressed cus the email didnt reach me bleah. so today in chapel we had a talk on career choice. TT and guppy was going 'i dunno what i wanna be. any suggestions what can i be?'. i dunno. i am feeling the same. wayyy back in last year. blea. now,i am just plain 'heck care' ^^ just get by sec3,and then the O level exams,and THEN worry XD. too much planning is bad~ the greater ur expectations the greater ur disappointment. ^^ whatever p.s. sometimes having dinner is just as difficult as to..win the lottery yea! ugh. my dinner was interrupted by people ringing me up TT bah. and i finally was halfway through it when my parents cam home. well not like it mattered much. i was already on myO by then ^^ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Monday, July 30, 2007

meow~

hmmn yea. some replies to comments first~ =why.im glad that akane-chan thinks that it is cool ^^= meow~ *sweet meow =hm. an 85yr old widow? O o lol no! i wouldnt wanna life that long--i mean,i wouldnt wanna be a widow =and well~ u dont get a refund. cus there werent any faults with the item. besides~ its the school bookshop. dammit. speaking of which,my padlock is taking forever to arrive. grr. dumb MATHS teacher who is unfortunately in charge for the lockers. no padlock,no locker opened fer ya. dammit TT =yay for kittens' popularity!! ^^= meow~ all hail kittens~ -i mean,meow~~ speakin of dogs,my sis's dog plush she received as a birthday gift,oh man,what a poor soul it is. instead of being showered with love,or placed in a nice spot comfy,or at least,frequent cleaning and picking out of the thread which werent suppposed to be on its body,poor puppy-chan is being squashed,kneeled upon,crushed,left lying around in unsightly positions etc etc. oooh man. poor pupy >< (and me having a cat-theme shoudnt be defending a dog but-) aww it was such an adorable puppy! and floppy and cute but...at the very least,hugs instead of *squash*,and cleaning instead of letting it collect dust. that is how it should be. poor thing. life hmmn. well me has been feeling rather strange. especially after viv's remarks about me sounding like guppy's girlfriend or something. that has really troubled me. and also,me printing his BB stuff for him cus he couldnt do it,and him saying 'i will keep this a secret.dun tell the others,cus,tongues will wag' .i began to question our relationship. but then again. well. having 'suffered' with the 'meXguppy' pairing for a few years. grr. we oughta be careful. but me is me. somehow. hes the only guy i feel comfortable around(other than pops and bro). bah. maybe's because...urr..same horoscope as my mum?? well. i dont really know. but friends. thats all there is to it. good friends who compete with each other in exam scores. who snide each other(actually,its only me with the name-calling eg 'ojii-san') ugh. shivermetimbers but anyway. i really hate the feeling he's giving that its a hush-hush thing. i mean. we are just friends. all there is to it. yea..maybe with the exception for....EX-CLASSMATES XDDDD. thats all there is. lol.but well. i dunno. *was actually amazed at the fact that he has a brain to think that this shouldnt be told to the others cus the dumb rumour would start again XDD) the other HIM well. nothin much. but im still dunno what to do. im still feeling panicky around him. again. >//< i dunno. i feel uncomfortable around him again. the same feeling of *blush* i had in sec1. darn it! bah. i dunno. this is taking forever. i need an answer to this. i need a clear direction to what i am supposed to do. i need to get him outta my mind but i cant. im getting deeper into the mist. i cant see what to do. why was he the one i saw,the one i wanted to wait for,the one i ran after,the one i hoped would turn back and wait for me,the one light which shone in the darkness,and yet the one who caused me so much pain...? i dunno. i really dont. good thing that my friends who knew about this has forgotten(most of them btw),and no one's asking me about this anymore. but..i dunno. i really dont. it aint easy to forget someone who has created a rather great impact on your life as easy as a blink of an eye,as quick as that. well. i wish i could. i wish i really could >< but i cant anyway. as for my manga. its probably about this too. this unclear relationship. the answer i really want. my inner heart's turbulations and trials. the real world of within my heart. the REAL me. given the circumstances,this is probably gonna take until next year for me to complete a chapter or 3 chapters. slow production. too little time >< sigh. and bus drivers really need to relaern driving altogether. well,i was going home fromm school, and since i am only gonna be aboard the bus for a few stops it as okay to be standing. and then this guy came on the bus.which was okay. when i was reaching my stop,the car jerked forwad. i clinged onto the pole/railing/grabbing thingy,and he came clashing towards me. past me btw. given those bimbos,they'll go WHOOOO~~ but for me. bah. he hit my head. messing my hair is one thing(since it is forever in a mess so i dont really bother), but the impact on my head has caused a slight concussion so i was still giddy after that. damn the jerk(jerk as in the sudden lurch forward and also to curse) and then. i was going 'okay fine. given me in a pissed mood. i wouldha sworn loud at the guy who knocked against my head. but im in a calmer mood so i didnt' and then. i was at the traffic junction waiting for the lights. the lights for the oncoming cars turned red(which means STOP) and 2 freaking buses when ZOOM past the red lights(which is an offense and against the law). GRR! like several other people were going WTH too. ugh. those gibberishnibbers..grr like who knows they might have taken a few idiots who were rushing to get to someplace. p.s. thanks ls for the award^^ lol. i did it out of -having time to waste- XDD ah well~ and the dumb guppy replied saying he was a good monitor *cough choke puke* like yea in yer dreams! does having people from the class go bout and disturbing other classes is being a good monitor. and one of his lame jokes--'im a good monitor-a good computer monitor!- TT lame~ well yea. tooodles~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

New theme meow~

meow~ its done meow~ (me is lazy to change the 'about me' and 'friends' portions) nya~ finally. lol. hmmn. at least its turning out quite fine. not one i would be very proud of. i liked my Fullmoon theme XD. and...well. in the depths of my memeory,that was the best theme. *the rest are probably in the black hole of my brain. twas the cause of my extreme short term memory meow~ me have finally picked up the pencil after so long. and continued with my 'manga production work' well. the limit? eternity~ ^^ meh. i are fickle minded and i never make up my mind. so it is actually considered a miracle i drew something. bah. me is being more interested in sleeping~ oh. btws,LS, mr guppy/ojii-san's real name is Reymond. XDDDD lol. puppy+goat= guppy? weirest of the weird names ever! XD u deserve a prize for that! *but if that was the case,i would have cupboard-fuls of these trophies in my house by now* XD well. e and him are progressing well...as friends. TT i dont mean anything further. that baka >< bah. i can come up with many reasons why he is one +he is a baka for he falls asleep infront of the computer +he forgets nicknames very easily +he is the not-responsible-class-monitor who doesnt put in effort to shut up the noisy peeps in his class disturbing OUR class +he is a lame one,and admits it +he is a baka +he is a baka +he is a baka.... well. the list of reasons would pobably end up like that. whatever it is. he sorta acknowledges the fact that he is one. so i am totally fine with it ^^ so we had this practical exam today. and i didnt remember to pack in the long ruler ,so after many failed attempts to borrow one,i decided to part with my money to purchase one. bah. so like. hell. it was wasted in the end. they provided us with the long ruler TT. so i told the idiot 'i'm leaving the long ruler underneath my table. if any idiot forgets to bring their ruler and needs it tomorrow(they are having the exam tomorrow),then come and borrow from me. and when i say 'idiots' i mean U' XDD total confidence in the scatterbrained baka yes i have ^^ meowwy meows~ bah. so thats all about it for today. ugh. gotta study for test tomorrow >< chemistry~ >< dies* toodles meowwww~ -disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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