yay! many down,one left standing- Physics. arghh! physics. twas never my firend. eck. too much calculations and stuff. *pout*
tired~
well yea. maybes its due to the constant lack of sleep. i was so friggin tired in the morn and i rushed my notes through and finished it at last minute before leaving the house and missed the bus. the sky drizzled and soon poured,just like how i said *let the rain fall in place of my tears....*
too much stress getting everything ready and perhaps even rushing for the bus. i felt really swamped and like a cork bobbing helplessly washed around by the waves of time. ack. too much for me i lost my direction. too much stress and pressure. fuuuu... thankfully. all these ends TOMORROW! HIIIIYAH! TAKE THAT,....AND THAT ,...AND THAT....!!! ugh!
well. me was pooped on the ride home. i felt like sleepin but couldnt(its like. not comfy enough for me and even if i did i have to absolutely lie down on the seat or leaning on someone). bleah. he was there but thats not the point. lol. i hate it when i fail to fall asleep..ugh.
meh. perhaps i was really feeling the pressure of the swirling waters and exams and thus im like,really pooped. all i wanted to do was to sleep. but couldnt. i ended up reaaaaally exhausted and tears brimmed again. ack. whatever. am so poofed.
me-files:
+i cry over the littlest stuff which deem importance. eg. hungryness. sleepyness. and that 'touching' scenes o the soap dramas
+i sleep for about a few hours. meh. today i slept for 4. which means i was really poofed.
+...my mind is blank...
+amber is good...
+my brain is being absolutely empty now so im just typing down whatever deems to pop randomly from my head...
+ *crickets creak inside my brain**emptyness,that signifes,for the slower people*
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lost in this world
without hope or direction
i sought the light
but got swamped by desperation
the nights are so cold
colder in my heart
where warmth was not felt
and myself fallin apart
the mountain seemed tough
to overcome,how nice
but up alone,in desolation
trapped a girl on this mount of ice
where is the light?!(or where is the love)
i shouted out
but no one heard me
without a doubt
my tiny voice
weak and frail
and broken heart,
overwhelmed by trials (um. sorry. i know it doesnt rhyme here but thats the best i could make of this)
will there ever be hope
for a better future?
i asked softly
despite the horrid lectures(of life)
mreow. better get started on revision. eek. dun wanna be sleeping late again tonight and missing the bus tomorrow. seeing HIM in the morn is good,cus that means that the bus hasnt gone off yet. or maybe its because my heart longs for thee....i dunno why its creepin me out
Ja ne~
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
