ah lol. about the guppying XDDDDDD man. classic. funnyness. lol. he hasnt replied me on that though. shall post when he does. hes probably gonna be like...'huh? what?' again. afterall. its the COMPUTER XDDDD (note: he falls asleep infront of it. hes probably gonna be half-dozing somewhere lol~)
meowwwww. viv house lol. it smells the same lol. it looked prettier lool~ XD. i got semi-lost again. lol. have told her many times. 'at the most u would receive one phonecall going UWAAAH IM LOST~~~~'. lol. good thing we met up on the way. or else,its really gonna be UWAAAAAAH~~~ phonecalls being made. lol
hmm. we did nothing much there lol. staring into blankkk spaces XDDDDDDDDDDD. it took almost forever to load that stupid software required for her to watch the anime vcds she bought in china. ugh. 1hr and 45 mins+++ blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! boredom that was. lol. good thing nadi came online so we were chattin the rest of the time away. lol.
due to it being chinese and all. me hafta help and pause n translate to that silly vivi what it happening loll.was kinda boring tho. lol. but classic moments of ouran yepyep! XDD *lalalalalalalalalaa~*(sings to the tune of the theme) XD meowwy. lol. in the end,we made it through only eppy4 XD
meh. shes really the one influencing us tooo much lool. once again. gomenasai to Hitomi-baka for having said u were the cause of the IMpurification of our pure innocent minds. eek. shes(viv's) the dirty one. >< she began talking to me about this friend of hers she saw half-naked with his underwear showing being h.o.t. O o like eww~ she was going. 'hm at first i sheilded my eyes like u..and then *peep* OMG HE'S SO HOT!' O O say whaaaaaaaaaaat!! kill me to have me look. yukk. would probably be going '*sheilds eyes**turnsaway* wth...guys and their dumb drooping pants..and their dumb takingshirtsofffeelssogood kinda thing yukk. whats with that....' or something similar. anyways. no lookies for me. and even if i did.(though i probably wont last 3 seconds without turning away) 'man. ur underwear is showing...'
and she went on about me being 'cute' (for people who have been here. u would have known i have this complex about being 'cute' ugh),and her chest being smaller than mine. like....WTH. call me cute one more time...i'll send u off to heaven's counterpart....urr...i'll send u off to Satan..no...i'll send u back to china and strip u of your valuables and money and passport( dun think too much of the 'stripping' T T#) ugh~ do that,and u die. get burnt in hell. get shocked(lightning struck) to death. get drowned by the tsunami. or simply murdered in a 'peaceful way' ^^ and once again. i've said nothing bout murders ^^
ughs. whatever. i dont need people rambling on about impurities and stuff hellyagimmeabreak! seriously. but meh. nadi's getting influenced too. eek. i am in dangerr.....?*eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!*
whatever. have been into the reading mood today. my sias wanted us to pick up a book called '7 habits of highly effective teens' at this book fair yeaterday. lol. so far,it was able to get me interested lol. SO FAR,at least...¬ ¬ meow. the bookfair was good. there was this anime booth and its like COOOL!!!
it sold tarot cards,little mystery goodie bags,tags,keychains,key(of NANA anime. the key to room 707. have wanted to get that fer ya viv.),necklaces...collections(of anime pics. hm. artbook. yea. thats the name),and i think even official guidebooks!!! KWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! >< everything is soooooooo cooooooooooooooooool!!! kyaaa~ too bad mum didnt allow me to buy anything waah~ i would have gotten many stuff as potential birthday gifts for my friends in that single booth waaaah~
and then. me bought this book about DIY bead accessories ^^ mweee~ have been wanting stuff like that for a long time. now that i've got the books,now all im lacking is the beads,since Papa have the tools,and Mama has the 'fishing string' but meh. me am too lazy to get that on me own~~ (and not really financially capable of doing that cus i know im gonna spend alooooooot!) ^ ~ *hinthint* too bad my birthday is wayyy far back in the year my hands are itching to go try out the designs and all~ ughx
songwriting
well. kinda. i just had the fel for it. it started out with a simple stanza and a melody . in the bath. lol. and then since im gettin the drive to do it,why not?! so when i came outta the bath,i continued writing it. lol. its generally about this girl having been hurt in love and growing out of it. lol. i havent experienced these stuff for myself. but somehow,i can just write it out like ..yea...having experienced it. lol. maybe's because Cancers are sensitive individuals to thers feelings lol. mayb's just because im an analatical person. gawd i dunno what am i saying am lost in the convo~~ XD well. and apparently i forgot about the site's birthday again LOL! XD
well anyway. here's the song. in 3 simple stanzas lol. this is seriously my first go at song writing. ^^ hope u enjoy~ (me shall leave poems i wrote till next time ^ ~)
Title: A Bad Fall
feeling of the moment: hmm. nothing really. random words came to my mind and so did the melody. but me cant decide on the melody yet lol. wasnt even emo lol. the tune is mainly melancholic though
Takin a walk down City Hall
I took my step and had a fall
looked up to the sky....
and wondered,wondered why
why is no one even there,
to stop and just to care
about this girl who broke her heart
for a guy she shoudlnt have sought
c: [ i just cant comprehend
my foolishness,it all had been
to love him with all my heart,
all my love, like my only kin
but now he's gone and im
left crying till the morning dawned.....
we've already said goodbye
so get out of my life
right now ]
i've had,in love,a real bad fall
but now i've learnt how to stand tall
despite my scarred heart really hurt
and i,living like im dirt
why should people think of suicide
the sun's so bright
shinin 'way(away) the shadows they cannot hide
i guess, life is aye okay
the end of every day's...
just a new beginning....
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
