hm. well hmm. i get confused in anything anywhere!! ^^ am always getting lost in conversations and stuff. i get lost in my own train of thoughts. getting carried toooo far off. toooo far off...what was i doing? *stares off into blank space*
[[ little habits
+clutches skirt/pants when nervous
+um. what was i doing again? (switching off randomly)
+ needing sugarr~ and getting too hyper when i get too much of it
+sitting alone in the room to cry my heart out. hm. soundless usually. unless the heavy breathing(um. short-of-breath-ness) counts when i am really hurt bad
+ah yes. speaking of hurt. getting bruises and cuts unkowingly and NOT realising tll...a few days after. unless the cut is rather deep or painful enough to pull me out of my usual switch-offs ]]
speaking of candy(sweets) hm. me received kit kat chocolates today. well. ya see. our school shifted back to where it used to be and its newly 'renovated' and stuff(the colours suck throught except for the chapel hall which is creamy white+grey. nice colour combination)
well. so we had this orientation around the school. or nice little people like me shall become the 'lost lambs'.and wait for help from God (yea right.i dont wanna be linked with that guppy/goat TT bleahhh~ and i'll probably go back to puppy-wuppyness if i ever get lost) riiight.
it was generally boring~ boring~. well. the new hall is like. WOW!!!!! the stage is incredibly...short. as in. not high up. wow. im sooooo happy T T# feh! my dancer friend was like going 'when we kneel down must be careful not to fall off the steps' hm. or so that was what i thought. they are not used to the height of the new stage hall. dumb. we folded cranes in the hall. hmm. whaatever~
and then we went on the tour of the school. thats where we got the chocolate yumm~ ^^ well. nothin much. its quite okay. i think. at least. the interior portion. our class is nicely located near the toilets. and facing the MRT station.('train' stations u may call it) so i was like 'hmm. not bad~ at least we can count the number of trains passing by when we are bored'. ne~ ^^= they had lockers but we had to pay for them so i didnt want it. bleah. and they did mention about regular spotchecks on them. feh! useless,isnt it?
hm. one of my friends' friend(joseph) was walking around next to the nice chocolate-giving people. so Zoe(um. my friend. partner. whatever) went 'eh~ joseph come!'(puppy calling XDDD) 'help me take one kit kat' and he did. in the end. that Joseph guy was carrying the chocolates basket so he was..called(random word instead of 'called':groped XD nah. more like those chocolates were being groped) here and there for one simple reason: CHOCOLATE~ XDDD so from now on,hes called Chocolate boy
well. zoe took one for me. i wanted to share with my friend,she didnt take too much of it. so i ate the rest for recess. hm. the canteen has more foodstuff they r having hamburgers too~ hm. like im caring since its meat. ><
hmm. gonna uploadies fanart. darned holiday bumm it all it wasnt much of one anyway. im much happier tonight since i got 4 hours of kitty nap just now. baaack on track. after last night. HE(mr illusion?) is stuck on my mind. ugh. one of the many bad points about having your..............hmm..yea...living close to your house and studying in the same school and in neighbouring classes. ack~ >< this kinda sucks. whatever. the chocolate was good mmmmn~ ^^=
ja nya~ is thinkin of change theme but ack~ nah. see whether i r having time~
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
