to the f*ing hell with life and kinship and helpful teachers who were supposed to help you find a f**in way out when u had a problem. a major crisis in yer life. when u had an f888in bad day. when u just wanna f***in be alone
well. all my teacher said was to go make a new card. she would go speak with the higher ups to see what she could do. i didnt dammit find my card anywhere. curse the hell. f***** life
to the f**in hell with family. my mum is still stressing over the card and me returning late and not giving a call. well. whaddya expect? i didnt bring my phone. nor did i have much time to go around like a lost puppywuppy finding a payphone and getting myself f***in lost. ugh. and she was there givin me the black face and cold stare.
and my sis is being the unreasonable b**** she was. ugh. she wanted to take the clothes on the back of this computer chair and she just tugged continuously for it./ ugh. and then she scolded me for not being 'smart enough to know that she is going to take her clothes which is so OBVIOUS' yea~ what f*** crud! ugh! if **** u didnt tell me from the very beginning u wanted to take yer clothes WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO AND HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT THE **** HELL YA WANT?! damnit. when i told her that she should have just stated her purpose from the beginning,she began to say stuff like 'crazy/mad girl' can ya believe it? what a bitch. she thinks im cuckoo just because of that?!
why cant these f*** people think of ME! its only them,them ,them! DAMN! wth! i have my own thoughts and feelings too. i am not god i cant read yer mind i aint no freak with psycopathic powers or mind-reading abilities like any of that crud existed! ******** damn it all!
today i went to the library to do some research work for our assignment. which was why i was late. ugh. well. temptations temptations. we were sitting near the chinese novels. temptations. must....resisit! GARGH! so in the end when im almost a the brink of 'i give up' and packed up i poped over to grab a book. am totally gonna spend my weekend to sleeep nicely to reduce pandaness and to read my lovely book~
until i remembered i hat to go get the ezlink card done. oh f** dammit. the hell with life. GIVE ME A BREAK ALREADY DARN YA DIPSHIT!
ugh. me are in no mood for much talk. with this unhappyness in me. i waas down for a schedule of bad luck. and twas reflected in my horrid gaming. oh darn the hell with life. gimme a brea already. take my life away. let me die. im as good as dead anyway. i dont see the reason for me to live any much longer in this **** damned world of insane rules and bombarding ********** ruling over my already pathetic life
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+hmm yea right LS. but i must warn ya of the increased members in Gaara's fanclub. we fangiirls might appear outta o where at night and murder. ya never know. and i shall approach a squirrel. an army of squirrels. an entire colony of them. a PLANET full of them to attack. ya never know. ya never know.
+apparently. it doesnt work that way for me. dammit./ ugh. and the bad luck streak follows through
+man. looking at her bitchyness,i should have left my sis out there for the entire night till my parents returned. but then again. i dont even wish to open the door for any of them
me shall post other stuff when i feel better. this revengeful kitty is gonna get some f*** nap. ugh. life sux. guh! to hell with it
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
