bad days continue
they do.so today i was awoken at around 6~7,when i have to rush for school given its a school day. which its not. so i was like. meh =.=(half asleep face. sleepy). *goes back to sleep* and i woke up another time at 9.30. which means i was late for tuition which starts at that time
so mum shook me up. nagged me. i gave her the TT## pissed-off-so-shut-yer-trap kinda look and attitude. feh. she asked for it! if u are nice to the kitty she be good. if u bad she bite. thats it. as simple as that. feh. she nagged at mee to much. i blew my top. stomped out to tuition like no ones businesses
but somewhere along there. i felt like tears again. i donno. this stupid soft side of me. every time i blew my top,i reflect back on it. thinkin about it. and i regret it each time. and cry about it. i really hate this. besides. i was really pissed like shit,. i really felt that i never wanted to go home again.
for the billionth time. if a home is without warmth and love,its not a home and its not worth staying anymore. somehow deep down im just that little one who longs for love and warmth and security. meow....~.
*remembers chocolate* oh yea! my friend gave me a chocolate during tuition. and that brought satisfaction < 3 *happy kitty* it was nicey~ chocolates are the best remedy to sorrow. cus it brings that tiny bit of warmth throughout the body and even to the heart. and not to forget. pleasing to the taste buds and fills a tiny bit of hunger. wheeeeeeeee!! bus of course. given the right chocolates. as in. provided they taste good. lol. she said it costs quite alot though O O.. ..... whatever. <3 chocolate good~ they are a gift from heaven
meow.meow. so i have been spending my time gaming >< *guilt* but okie. i better get off now and rush through my homework before im a goner >< nyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! ><
and mr guppy and i are OFFICIALLY *suspense*....sorry not what u are thinking of TT but...we are oficially friends who have misplaced their brains somewhere we dont know but somehow it exists O o lol. nyahahaha!!!! we lost our brains !!! lol. and he is back to dreamland so yea hes forever like that im used to it TT *sweatdrops*
better go now >< eep!
countdown: 2 months to d-day of O level exams Chinese paper(written). and its on Guppy's birthday. see! hes a bad guy. he's a meanie~ (and yes i know its not his fault for being born that day but oh,who cares XDD) lol
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
