hmm. yea. apparently so. mr guppy was bullied in school. and i learnt this through another firend of mine. >< baka. i mean like,well,he could just loosen up a teeny bit
when its just the >< nah. i mean. with his friends at least. >< unless he doesnt count me as one *pout*.... baka!
i rant the airbomb incident with him. the daily school rants. the family rants. yea. but now to really think of it. he never told me anything about himself. (apart from the fact that he fell asleep infront of the computer). thats really all there was to it.. >< baka! no wonder his face looks gloomy n sad. feh!
so this time,i left a message via msn: 'ya know,its okay to share your rants with me too. if u must curse,lets curse together XD'
...or something along those lines
.........................................
so subconsciously i realised his sorrow. we dont really get much time to chat. and i cant do really alot for him. feh. strangely. that has been bothering me. TT . maybe's because he's a friend. . . . .. . . yea. most probably. meep. sighh~~ stupid things about people. u are friendly with some one of the opp gender,they start 'matchmake'. feh! (but at that point of time. all i did was to be there in school. did nothing. didnt talk to him. didnt talk to pretty much anyone. -.- thats why it was stupid)
seniors
well. unfortunately. for the flag day thing i wrote in the previous post. the person in charge was my senior. same section,same school(duh),same band(duh!). feh
so me and my friend waited for him like...for quite sometime. then in the end it was pretty much a waste of time TT and suddenly he was going 'i miss my juniors. i miss u' and i started going *SCREAMM!* freakouts!!!! aRGHHH! GET AWAY FROM MEEEEEEEEE! I WANNA CHAANGE CCAS!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
scary. that is 100% possible nightmares. but then again. its kinda good that he doesnt know mr guppy. or he might start pestering me about me X guppy. TT he's a gossipmonger. a gossiper. yes its a HE. and then again. we dont believe he's a HE.*rolls eyes*. guys who are gossipy and girlish arent guys. feh. he's a girl. and then again. for hte billionth time. the guys in our school arent guys XDDDDDDD lol!
meow. more gamin today -.- i know i shouldnt but ohh well. and subsubconsciously. i realise that................................ the tests are over. for now. and then next week comes september hols. and that means one big inch closer to D-day! >< so i probably gotta get myself off the computer(not lappy. not sis' lappy i didnt say that~). otherwise i'll start gaming and watching anime. noo!!! nonononon! not until guppy's birthday's over (his birthday falls on d-day,remember?)
which reminds me. too many overdue prezzies. >< too many people having bithdays. too little money. i had mum making a withdrawal from my bank account(which hadnt withdrawals uptil now) . $30 bucks. hmmn. and then again. i wonder if thats enough......
well. i hope it is. XDDD meowwy. and i can also ask for another one at most XDD lol. meeep. i dont know money. cant control them.
and i realised. it is 9pm. eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!! have been gaming. not homework-doing. noooooooo!!!!!!!! >< me should get myself off this devil of gaming. (and i CAN alwasys ask my brother to help me play a bit~)
oh oh! which reminds me. hes going away to austrailia with the other NS people(national service. layman terms: the army). guess when's the date? viv's bdae O O i was like 'eh. my friends birthday. then u going away -.-' fyi. viv=aiko=earth gal
bah better go. feh. too mcuh gaming is bad. but i suppose some song-singing couldnt be bad ne? (but thn again. theres the possibility of me getting tempted to game) bahhhh. gambarenakyaaaa~ gambarimasuuu~!! ><
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+hm. it called a shuttlecock. but it is a ball type thingy. i mean. it doesnt look like one. but yea. serves the same function as a volleyball: to be hit. i mean. the hockey thingy is the same ant it doesnt look like a ball
+yep. my friends are always being worried about me knocking my head against the window panes. or falling off my seat in the buses. and now they have to watchout for me. that sucks
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
