fish the world(aka. fcuk.using the word 'fish' is good. since not all understands its actual meaning)
whatever. yesterday wasted homework time at viv's house. ended up drawing. my random doodling. doodled words like 'bitched' and 'wretched'. hm. am actually satisfied and pleased. theres so much anger can do. fished.
am not exactly directing at any of my friends. jus what i randomly thought. feh. dun get me wrong
so hm. its a fishing friday(f-ing).feh. which means 3 days left to do homework. fisht he world. fish it. darned hell. ughhhhhh. dun be ever surprised if ya cant get me on the phone or anything. i'll be either knocked out cold by the fishing workload,or just simply knocked out cold by tiredness
fish it. got this stupid ceremony of appraisal tonight. for my 'good' academic results. feh! call it good! i dropped 5 friggin places from my no.5 position in sec1! fish it! (yes it was last year's results) . fish. what a total waste of time.
was playing this golf game. and had horrid luck. maybe i lost my touch(due to playing GE XD) or maybe i really was cursed by the holiday homework yet undone. fish. it .all. like what my friend says. i am only human. i aint your super robot gal whom u can ORDER around as u like. GLOMP as u like. DUMP as u like. TORTURE as u like. DESTROY as u like. FISH YER FIBBERSNIPPERS!!!! grr........
sometimes looking down this 9th storey flat of mine,i have the urge to just jump of...
and end it all like that....
just...like that......
but i cant. and i didnt. damned fish hell
someome told me 'my, poor fishes(the real fish). they have to be eaten by people and get cursed at'
......like i give a friggin damn about that.
and as a wise person says 'do good to people as u wish what will be done unto you'. i totally abide that. 'thread on my toes and u burn in hell'......
okay. maybe twas a bit extreme. but yea. be nice to me and i wont harm ya,unless u piss me off....burn in eternal hell in the raging flames of fury and agony!!!!
i am feeling evil. i have forever been. i feel as if i am becoming a darker person. oh screw that thought. feh. like i can do anything to that. fish it ...(back to the cursing word)..burn in hell for gawds sakes! the world deserves to burn. for every single evil deed we've done. as atonement for our sins. our greed. our fury. and the wounds we afflicted on other people
fish. i feel morbid. i dont really give a damn
maybe a good shower would do good. had too much sleep last night (i slept unusually early at 9+. and i woke up today at 10.45+-
whatever
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
