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Friday, January 11, 2008


....................... *awkward*.......


well so yea. so these few days i have been avoiding goaty. well. i dont want both of us to get hurt any further. and well i really wanna stay friends cus hes my very first guy friend (with the space inbetween xD) and yea the first time i really got so close to a guy lol. hehe. it was rather fun too. lol

so hmm~ after tagging on the taggy lol. so hmm im lazy to retype so yea~ go read that first lol. hmm. so yea. i sent him an email on.stuff...and lol it feels weird now since like....hes online on msn and talking to me XDDD hha. well. its still rather awkward lol... hmm...i dont really know how to face him........ ESPECIALLY IN SCHOOL WITH THE PRESCENCE OF THOSE ***** JERKS. wait the word jerk should be in the censors! or not ^ ~ whateva~~

so well. i dunno. bcause of this i was being stressed n rather unhappy . and maybe its because of other pressure and stuff so i was feeling really. unhappy. so. i cried again. ^^; so i laid on the bed. and as my tears flow. i clsoe my eyes. and i saw goaty's face. guess that just means how much this is all really troubling me. ^^; so yea. still feels funny talking to him like that lol. i dunno. i guess somehow my tears finds its way to him. or maybe its just well. cus i am smart enoug to guess that he might come online since its the weekends xDDDDDD

speaking of tears. aww. i dont want the olvl results to come out so early. as mentioned last year. i took my chinese paper last year. so its gonna be realeased along with the olvl results. and its gonna determine whether i stay or drop to express chinese. which is. once again. gonna be awkward n depressing..... i can forsee myslef crying. (yes i AM a PESSIMIST so sue me ^ ~) and most likely hes gonna go all OMG DONT CRY >< but ah. >< stuff like that cant be helped much......

bah. in short. what a terrible year.......so far.....

[edit] hm yea. read the comments area for a follow up shortly after the post lmao



-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~-

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