* chinese new year
lol. hehehehehe~ so yea. mr goat's back to indo xD. hehe~ but meh. this gets boring. no one to tease lol~ *my teasing is like...nah. as in. more of the feeling of teasing ppl. Happy. kinda. lol.
xD which reminds me. i havent killed him for being so evil for laughin at my haircut. GRROWLLLLLLLLL ...and i cant believe that evil laughter got me upset enough to be crying for a good few minutes being depressed and emo and well. all built upon my already low self-esteem already. GRRRROOOOOWLLLLLLLLLLLL~~~~ i wish he gets drowned or something *nah. i aint THAT evil. he IS unfortunately or not, a friend. so he shall live xD for now at least.
so yeaaaa. i went K-box to K with wanying oli and zoe today~ after cny celebrations in school. lol. so my bag was filled with clothes n my boots so it was big~ bulky~ and very much pillow like. lol. the room was air-conditioned and cold too. so it was back to me. snuggling around. simply on the seat or lying on top of my bag xD which is so...awwww~~~~
*k=karaoke lol
hehe. we got so high singing songs lmao. so we started dancing and stuff. DE-STRESSSSSS XD yessh. dance=de-stress lol. so it works the dame way with para para xDD. heheh. and im getting songs stuck in my head after i came home. xDDD.....
strangely. i picked a song i sang before when i used to think of *ahem* (note. USED to think. that. i like. . . .but yes. now im too lazy to bother. but i still get shy around him ><) and then my feelings began to pour in. great. so a bit of him was left in my brain as a result of K. but nah. while walknig home. was too hot n hungry to care (hot sun. hissssssssssssss)
so yea. im gettin a slight cold perhaps. hot n cold n hot n cold. morn=ran to school cus i was late. cold=kbox room. hot=walk in the hot sun cold= well yea the nights are cold O o. and now its.... ....... ....well. not hot or cold. just really stuffy grrr~ bleahhh
oooh~ i made an angbao mouse! or rat! lol. ^^ hehe. i'll pic-it and then uploadies~~ next time lol
and ooh~ i found out that i have a korean junior who can also speak a bit of jap! wheeeeee~ well. not my section. TT lol hahaha but still so cool~~~ ^^ wai~~
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yes. twas my brain emptying out into nothing. *pics of HIM now runnin through my brain. strangely. its always gentle. not too bright. not too dark. most of teh times anyway* fine. conclusion number 2: remembering what happened all these while= getting people stuck in my brain
well. yea. kinda. i agree i dont understand what is it like to be in love actually. its like. a very general term to define. too wide a range. too muffled a line between relationships and friendships. @ @ well yea. so the K songs lyics got me pondering. do i actually have feelings for that dumb goat? O o
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what a scary n disturbing thought. but teasing on this matter, can be fun~ havent actually tried it out though xDD. as in. teasing TT. bleahhhh~ i shall. somedayyy~ well. call it paybacks for the last time TT GRROWLLLLL~~~
like i said before. love. is a commplicated thing. too much work for my lazy lethargic empty brain to think about ^ ~ so i shant really care too much lol. hehehehe~~~~~ well. let nature take its course. meanwhile. MAN I ENJOY BEING FRIENDS WITH THAT DUMB ONE SO YEA IM TOTALLY SATISFIED WITH BEING FRIENDS XD like duh~ if u dont like being friends with someone u wont be friends xDDDD lol~
hmm~~~ pinching food time for meeeee~~~~ hmm. jigoku shoujo theme? maybe. maybe. perhaps. well yea before that i've got 4 days to rush out overdue assignments etc. xD and maybe while filling up my phrasebook with words i shall work on the them nya~ ^^ yesssssssh~~~~ i'll decide whateva happenes to this darned sitey muahahahahahahahahahaha~
*sanity. is lost. esp. after reaching a HIGH. and dancing out at K ..... lol. hahaha. i think my other friends who dont know me too much would probably be having the OO or Oo face xD hehhe~ i realise i can just go crazy when im high lol~ but to lose my sanity? hm. maybe its the first time. for hell to break loose xDD
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
