so yea. hm. well i wouldnt know if i REALLY have THAT kinda feelings for that dumb one, but yesh for the billionth time im fine with being friends because well it wasnt too bad an experience except for the pushing thingy earlier this year TT and 4 years of rumours rumours TT yea. greeeeeeeeeeeeeat..... *shrugs. rolls eyes
so yea. chinese new year was= food. gaming. lacking sleep. not doing homework for 4 days. yea. and i realised having msn chat windows open and checking friendster isnt gonna get me far in doing homework so damn TT. im having money taken out of my ang baos for the annual cny angbao collection (for charity purposes) and also to pay for the Kbox last.....wednesday lol.
family was= horrible. my sis hit my head with the pillow and it hit my eye so i cried on the 2nd day of cny. mum mae me cry yesterday. same ol format of squabbles. well. shes always the insensitive one. and never apologises. NEVER. greaaat.way to go mr jack neo who filmed the movie I not stupid too. my mum was happily sitting there and simply criticising on what the parents should do or not and their relationship with their kids. but she didnt even think of LOOKING at OUR relationship with ech other. i guess she thinks that im forever gonna be that snuggly lil kitty who sticks to her like a mochi. in fact. im not lil mochi anymore TT
*mochi= kinda some sticky food
Nicknames analysis~
CrystalKitten92~ crystal= translucent. cant really see through me like u thought u could. rather breakable. tinted with colours(tainted with colour pigments,i'ld say)
kitten= rather young. independent. comes to snuggle up and begs for stuff with those innocent kitty eyes when i feel like it. ignores you when i dont need you that much or when i cant be bothered. silently watching people. doesnt speak too much(in comparison to puppies yapping all the time. well. ALMOSt all the time)
if i was a kitten, i'ld be a black kitten. cool. dark. rather emo. misunderstood. shunned. soliditude. silence
yessssssh. there IS a friggin reason behind my nicknames. i dont have them up for fun. i had 'Princess of Mer' simply because i was still thinking that it would be cool to be a mermaid princess. MERmaid. see? yea TT
random song: Cinderella by Tata Young
~i dont wanna be like Cinderella
sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
waiting for somebody to come and set me free
i dont wanna be like snow white waiting
for a handsome prince to come and save me
on a horse of white unless we're riding side by side
dont wanna depend on no one else
i'ld rather rescue myself~
p.s. that nezumi made out of angbaos is posted up as fanartie so look it up if u wish TT
p.s.s. too much extra love from mosquitoes. have hadd them bites since the 1st day of chinese new year i think. itchy itchy itch. great. a bite a day. nope. not gonna keep the doc away dumsdums TT. i swear i'ld get you filthy scum of bags- i mean. filthy scum of ....mosquitoes! (yes if u read between the lines u'ld see that i was actually calling them scumbags) grr. wait till i get my hands on thoe filthy lil *beep* (yes twas a censor cus i just felt like it. lazy to fill in the blank lol)
grr. more mosquito killers on the job please oh holy mother earth! TT before i start to get things done by means of destruct- i mean. by y own means and ways....... *evil smirk
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
