fine. so i admit it. i LOVE my hair i ADORE it THE PAIN's KILLING ME~~ yea. i happened to go for yet another haircut(yes its bloody stupid) and now ive got my hair tomboyish n ugly and so yuck. feh. on the brightest side of things. put up a black face and well i look as if im ready to beat someone up to a pulp. on the other sides. IT SUCKS! ITS DAMN UGLY! I WANT MY HAIR BACK!!!!!!!!!!
yes. so ive fully understood the ol saying of a womans hair is as precious as her life. so i comletely adore my hair. wow. my first heartbreak nia. ugh. yeaaaa. i feel. heartbrokened. and sad
so here was me before my stupid decision to cut it again today:
me infront of the fridge(cus its shiny)
me in the salon before my hair is further ruined like it is now
uwaaaaaaah. i totaly miss my hair now. should have just trimmed it. so yea. if stupid mr goaty is gonna be laughing at me again. i have legal rights to clobber him since he PROMISED not to laugh tHIS TIME. anyway. i'm gonna clober him for the last time he laughed twice till he was pink. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *flare* well. and its gonna be his fault if i ended up crying. ya know. the periods of extreme low self esteem. so yea. in short. im gonna clobber him on monday. ugh~~
well. whazzap tomorrow? more homework + my grandma's birthday which means.....CAKE! and bake lol. my hands are itching for a long time i wanted to bake~ but couldnt find time and a legal reason to. now i havemy reason. and i have my ingredients. and i have my....brain? O o lmao. so yesh. more baking baking. yes the stuff is TOTALLY edible TT tried tested proven. i just hope that it can be a bit more coser to perfection THIS time. and if time allows it. im gonna try baking muffins~ but most likely. nah. but oh i know i wanna ^ ~ i have the ingredients all waiting for me and wooooooooo well we'll just see ^^
im gonna go off and further dwallow in sadness n regret. and maybe do homework. since ive been getting even more itchy handed and i couldnt resist my urge to dooooodle. so i did. i drew a cover for my manga. im gonna delete the old one btw. since i totally have no idea how its gonna be and i dun wanna screw up. and well. i have no idea why bt i drew a pic of a shorthaired girl k i s s i n g(or almost kissin) a guy. well. somehow. couldnt make them hug xD hhe. but oh. she was with tears lol. ah. the sad heartbreaking departure moments. starcrossed lovers? no idea. i'll just say that fate was being a bitch to them.
yes and ive been rceiving complaints regarding my "crude" language so whaaatever. then again. im not one to care really much. i dont curse everytime i speak. so there and that. whatever. i just say SHIT and DAMN and FREAK and maybe F*** at time but i dont really like using that word. whatever. i dont really say BITCH most of the time. my level of swearing isnt actually that bad actually... whatever. im too azy to bother about this now
piccie time (i was bored so i was taking pics today on the way home from the salon)
random view lol
random view of my room in negative! yessh im addicted to having snapshots of messy places in negative cus the change in colours makes it look much. cooler. nicer. prettier. vibrant lol
oh well. and its really sad to have LS leaving myO. *sniff* he was a great guy............*this sounded like hes gone as in GONE to the NETHERlands(netherworld if ya cant catch it)
have a much better day than i am having now people!!!
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
