i know i really dont have time for otaku,and like my exams r coming...but heck...this isnt helping,suu~ i mean like...a diary isnt one if another reads it....but hell...if u really dislike the "heck i dun wanna live" thingy,skip this post and leave...or skip the part enclosed with the "----"
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was having sleepless nights again...as usual,th blankies helped out alot. i was really depressed and frustrated yesterday...getting restricted and all...i really hated it and they wont even let my cry...so thats why....i can only do it at night...when everyone's asleep..i was crying so hard that i had a severely blocked nose...then i ran out to get a tissue(didnt help though)..but i thought "why not just let me die in the first place" and i tried really hard to forget it and start afresh again today..well...it took me a dreadfully long time to fall asleeep under the comfort of my warm blankies. i dunno who to turn to anymore..i just felt like breaking down...i had no one to confide in but the darkness. feh! as compared to my old self...i think i m a bit "matured" now... bleah..speaking of which i think i ought to pay a visit to the doc someday. i think my asthma's acting up again...bleah...i hate this...GWAAAAAAAAAH~ my head hurts....guuuu~
anyways...back to the topic...i still want someone to really be able to confide in...i never wanted to get outta the bath last night (unless,that is, the ants started swarming out again and then i would probably be screaming for real. i never did)...fweeeeeh~things get emotinal dont they
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Furuba
heh~ i've been reding the comic. waiii~ KAMPATE NE, TOHRU-CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN~ for those who have been keeping up with the manga, i'm so far at volume 14,yes,and tohru-chan is trying to find a way to break the curse! YAY~ but maaaaaaaan....i think im getting lost somewhere again...
Tsubasa Chronicle~
nyaaa~ i can save money on the manga now,since Qi-chaaaan or "Sensei" has the rest ^^=~ i think i should resume my Furuba collection (i dont have volume 1 though)...heh~ or maybe not~ fufufufufu~~
well i'm gonna pop over to Qi-chan's house later. was thinking of stress release through arcade. nah. me r BROKE. PENNILESS (feh i have 2 bucks cuz i spent 10 bucks going to Qi-chaan's sch band concerto. i like the alumni's performance. duh!~ alumni=seniors that have graduated. what more can u expect?)..well...still cant believe yesterday was friday....it felt like a sunday to me~~
things to do~
--wash shoe
--eat lunch
--pop over to Qi-chaan's
--read more Furuba online^^
--umm..sleeeep?
oh..umm...i dunno if this is considered as a funny pic. i got it off Furuba comic. lol...it was rather CREEEEEEPY~
here's the
link
off to lunch~~ja nya~
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
