changing themes again. bleah. i dont like how this theme turned out. althoguh i put in so much effort~~ sniff~ the "meanings behind the roses" would be left here too. hehe. dont think there is much meanings behind the sakura flower so that shall be left alone! yay!
me have collected sakura pics(flower) and this is gonna be nice~. the colours, at least, and the same backgrounds wont be used for EVERYTHING!
XP unlike this theme. sorry~ hehe. i think i shall make my covergal Tomo-chan instead! ^^ well~ who said i cant because it is SAKURA?! ^ ~
Haunted~
well. the Ghost got my mail...what a jerk..-_______-...when i asked him he just said "i have my means"...what a JERKKKKKKKKKK! KUSO~! *pissed off*
nope. its not a scary story or anything. the Ghost= Reymond aka that idiot aka Lemon.
the OTHER ghost is more of "Maboroshii"("illusion" in japanese. ^^. this refers to HIM..yes...u DO know who i am refering to...)
heh~ there is no sign of him anywhere during the holidays but i just saw him today....that all too familiar back...the gentle & warm feeling...and that face...but i can no longer remember his face. *sigh* the feelings and everything are there...but it feels so different...my heart longs to see him but yet refuses to look his way...i think this calls for another night with Namida-san. (p.s. Namida-san is not a nickname for anyone....i would explain it later...) if you would wake up to a cludy ky tomorrow...it will not be my problem..gosh...i really need the stress release...sheesh...so many things unsiad...so many trapped feelings..
speaking of "trapped"...my chest feels a bit cramped and breathless today. i also feel rather dehydrated..well. i was fine last year...except for the "occasional" posts on FLUS...yep. never DID get giddy anyhow...except for Taxi-rides...gosh...i really AM breaking down...
p.s. Taxis have a definite taxi-smell. same goes with private buses and cars. cant stand them. these are one of the many things which makes me giddy.
p.s.s. exams are starting OCT 3. you wont expect me to be hanging around here. the site would be switched off when there is a need for it
p.s.s.s.s sorry~ the stupid browser is finding faults with lordsesshomaru's webbie. -________-. tried many times. didnt work. darn it...
going off for dinner(omg..i almost said BREAKFAST...lol...super jet lag!!) bYE~
-disappears into the darkness with a flicker of ghastly flame~- 
