Wednesday, July 21, 2004

   Fan Fic: Transcendent Love Part 5

The tide had submerged finally, as Hiei limped over to the tower he wiped his sore eyes. After cutting through the weeds Hiei lifted Ookumae up *she looks beautiful even death* Hiei thought to himself. There was a forest nearby where Hiei buried Ookumae. He knew he would never be able to be the same…he was all alone now…he wanted to be in the company of his love again…but he wanted even more to avenge her death. Hiei heard of a doctor that could implant the Jagan eye into those whom chose to have it. Hiei knew that the Jagan eye would make him even stronger and give him the edge he needed to defeat Risharu. "Are you sure that you want to have this Jagan eye?" the doctor inquired "It may be a very painful process even for you to take. For that is why I have pinned down your arms and legs." "I have known pain far worse than anything this could provide." And so it was implanted into Hiei, at that time his telepathy grew stronger and he then found out he had a sister, just born the other day, the day of Risharu. And then he located that bastard. Hiei went to Risharu, in his new and improved demon form. "Ah back so soon, come to mourn even more over your lover? Or have you become a demon again, seeking revenge?" "Is that all you have to say, they are last words you know." Hiei began his attack full force and began striking at Risharu with not any signs of improvement to his fighting capabilities…*What is going on here…I was supposed to gain more strength too!* he thought to himself…Risharu was blocking nearly everything Hiei had to serve him…“Is that all you’ve got…you are no match for me come back when you are worthy little one” Risharu boastfully said. Then Hiei became enraged and found what he needed to fight this jerk with the help of the Jagan eye Hiei quickly fought and defeated Risharu, his katana began to flame up and Hiei tore Risharu apart. “Little one…YOU will no longer be able to hurt anyone again!” Hiei exclaimed. He had avenged the death of his love…he wished that he would have died too, but he could not bring himself to suicide. Weeks had passed and Hiei only found peace when he would recite poetry, for he felt it brought him a bit closer to Ookumae, as he sat in a tree Hiei started to speak such lovely words again... I thought of you again today I know it is not a sin to do this, but it hurts me still It hurts that you can only be a memory, that I can only see you now in my dreams It saddens me until it hurts so bad I go numb I wish there was a way I could see you again but I know it can not be so, I miss you I know you don’t want me to be like this but I can not help it I still love you and will never let my love stop burning for you What we had was rare it was so natural as if that is what was meant to be… but were you truly supposed to leave me so soon??? A question left to deaf ears An answer only seen by blind eyes My love burns for the stopped heart I miss you I love you I will never forget you… Hiei had been having strange dreams…in his dreams he relived the day that Ookumae was stolen from him… then he would see a girl that was like him but very different. Hiei came to find out that he had a sister…a twin, his only sibling, he also found out that she began to search for him on that very black day. Hiei knew that his sister should not be brought into his troubled world, and that she was to never to know just who her only brother was. Because it would only bring her a life of sorrow, if she even had the chance to live that long, but she must be protected. Hiei mournfully said, "And so it is, and so it must be." (~Fin~) I must say thank you to JH for the aid on that last poem...I changed it up a bit...hope you enjoyed reading the fic...

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Sunday, July 18, 2004

   50!!!

Wow...I now have had 50 people sign my guestbook...thanks everyone *starts to dance...then dj plays "Shake Your Bon Bon"...I go over an slap the dj silly and break the record*...oh and if you were wondering Dark Phoenix was the 50th person to sign...thank you very much again everyone ^__^. Check this out.... The University of Blogging Presents to Princess Ookumae An Honorary Bachelor of Community Promotion Majoring in Babbling Signed Dr. GoQuiz.com ® Username: Blogging Degree From Go-Quiz.com

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   Fan Fic: Transcendent Love Part 4

Disclaimer if this is your first time reading this fic I suggest you read parts 1&2 part 3 is optional however...yea I wrote it that way so depending on how you read it, it could be nice and juicy like a lemon or just a great story...without any well juice...if you know what I mean...ok so part 4 It had only been a month but Hiei and Ookumae had shared a love that some people take a lifetime to have...and others only dream of. Even though they were very much in love something was still bothering Hiei...every time he was not with Ookumae he felt a little pain in his heart...not only from missing her but *what was?* it he thought to himself...he figured it out... it was the he felt bad for not telling Ookumae who and what he really was. Hiei decided after a good amount of thinking, that it was not right for him to know everything about his new lover simply by reading her mind…and that she is left to wonder if what they had just done might be a mistake…since she only knew him for one day…So Hiei told Ookumae a bit more than she expected to hear….he told her of being a fighter…showed her some of his speed…then he told her…told her that he was really a demon from Spirit World and that he was a telepath. "A demon and an 'Angel', what are the odds." Ookumae was a bit startled but she loved him, now anyway. "So how do you, I mean, did you get into this world?" "Like I told you, if you don't know where you are going, you could pass it and never know.... you see Ookumae there is a gate that connects Spirit World to this one." "Hiei, does that mean that humans can go to Spirit World too?" "Yeah, I suppose, but I haven't heard of any such cases, not lately." "Hiei, take me to Spirit World would you? Everything is just so drab here, you have been the best person and thing that has ever happened to me, that has come into my life. I know your thrills will be close to none if you decide to stay here So take me with you to Spirit World." "Ookumae, you do understand how dangerous it would be if I took you there?" "Hiei I want to go, be away from this human world that does not and will not understand, you or even me, ever. Hiei, I know you can protect me from anything and if any harm may come your way I can heal you." "Ookumae, it‘s.... I mean, are you sure about this?" "Yes Hiei, take me in the morning." "I'll 'take' you now my dear sweet Ookumae." And he gave her an amazing bon voyage gift as he once again took her in his arms and slowly entered Ookumae, making her moan with pleasure every second that he was taken with her. The next morning came sooner than imagined. Hiei awoke early and began to wake his lover, with kisses. "Come on now, if you want to go to Spirit World, we must leave soon." After making love for one more time in her home and showering together Hiei and Ookumae prepared to leave…he made sure that he had his katana handy in case anymore demons or guisters decided to be at the other side of the gate at the same time as they were arriving…Ookumae told her landlord that she had to make a move and soon not leaving a forwarding address just assuring him that she would never need to be back her again….a mere hour had passed and finally both Ookumae and Hiei were fully prepared to enter the gate. Once in Spirit World, as Hiei thought, they were attacked though Hiei was fast and swift enough to defeat this demon in no time at all. Within the next few months Ookumae and Hiei's love blossomed in fact, they became an almost inseparable team. After many of Hiei's fights, Ookumae was always close by to heal him and make love with Hiei once again. Not too much longer Ookumae found out she was to have Hiei's child. Hiei to other demons became weak with this human around, he only cared that his lover and future child were safe. Hiei became a laughing stock to other demons, yet the powers that be were relieved that Hiei would not pose as a threat to them anymore. One very black day a demon, that goes by the name of Risharu, took Ookumae and locked her in his underwater palace, He locked her in the tower of drowning, for when the tide was high anyone in the tower drowned to death, if they were wrapped up in weeds to keep them down. It didn't take but half a minute for Hiei to find out this distressing news, but there wasn't too much time until the high tide, and Hiei did not know where to go! Risharu waited as Hiei arrived to the palace. Risharu wished it to be a fight to the death. Risharu gave Hiei the ultimatum of wither his life or Ookumae's and in a few minutes it might even be both. The tide was already starting to come in. Hiei tried to get by Risharu, yet was unsuccessful and was forced to fight. The water slowly started to surround Ookumae as she cried out "Hiei, please honey, come save me, that bastard tied me with weeds, I can't make it up by myself, Hiei save me, Hiei!!!!!!!" "Ah, so I'm a bastard now, Hiei try to save her, try to get past me, hahahaha, you'll never make it." Risharu laughed out. "Are you done, it's demons like you that give us a mild record." Hiei finally got past Risharu and to the tower, but it was too late, the tower had filled while they were fighting on top of the underwater palace. Hiei was too busy, trying to get by and destroy Risharu that he could not make it in time to save Ookumae. Hiei for the first time in his life cried, he cried for his lover and for his unborn child, he cried his heart out. "You really have become weak by this woman, you are not worth the time anymore...crying for a human...be gone" Risharu said. Hiei wouldn't leave so quickly he tried to attack Risharu, even though his tears clouded his vision. Risharu wounded Hiei pretty severely and left Hiei to go. Hiei stayed there and waited for the tide to go down to at least give Ookumae a proper burial and hold her in his arms once more. As he waited his mind was filled with the memories of them together. Ookumae had taught Hiei so much in the short time that they had been together…he even found himself more poetic than before…he recited a poem that Ookumae had taught him….that she wanted him to say if they were ever forced to be apart… Even in the deepest nether regions of the world I cannot help but think of you. Of how you are doing…of where you are…I have lived a life time of three men One waiting for you to arrive Another brief life being with you The last life, I live it now slowly dying in the unexpected winter of my years Dying for I can no longer be close to you. I wish things could have been different I wish I could have been different Everything we had just lingers on, in my memory now. I count each day I am separated from you, and with each new day comes another scar upon my heart. I wait until I can be with you again, although this life will not allow it. I long to see your face, to kiss you, to feel all the wonder it is to be in love, again. Reality will not allow us to be together again I fear, so what am I to do? Be haunted by your ghost, let it hinder me from forming a bond with anyone else? Help me love, tell my heart, for there we are never apart. I may lose myself every now and again…but with you, we are an unstoppable two. I will never forget you my dearest although you have been gone an age or so I can still remember all the reasons why I fell in love with you. Although I know that no one should be alone, especially in their winter; I will never be alone because you are always with me in my heart and in my dreams You were my dream come true You took my hand in summer and took me away in autumn now that the seasons have changed again As I write to you I realize now, that I do not have any regrets. For I loved you with all my heart and soul, and what we had was rare…I love you I’ve loved you since the beginning….and I will love you I will love you forever and a year. Ok that's all for now...I know that was the longest part that I've gotten to post...now...this is the big favor I have to ask...what do you think should happen...I have a few paths I can choose from this point but I want to know how you would handle it...please help...and thank you for reading my fic ^__^.

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Thursday, July 15, 2004

   Fan Fic: Transcendent Love part 3 <3 <3 <3

Ok...I finally figured out about how you would be able to read part 3....it's the lemon of the fic and if you don't like lemons you don't have to read it...but if you want to read it Click Here I want to post it here...but I think it would be better this way...no I am not trying to promote another site made by me....I actually created this mini site just for this part so you can choose if you want to read this part or not...yea and I suggest you keep the mute on...ads on angelfire are annoying...grrr....WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING READING THIS!!!! YOU COULD BE READING A LEMON...GET TO IT! And just because I think you are awesome here is a screencap of Hiei that I like...from Poltergist Report...this is one that I had gotten before but Jacks Heartache finally found a site that would let us keep pics...and moving text that you can see here and on JH's site...

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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

   TFCC

Ok so right now I'm at work...trying to make the day go by a bit faster....so I decided to check out things....I went to random member and who should I get....but myself....that is TOO FUNNY and COOL and CREEPY....and not necessarily in that order.....has that ever happened to any of you before???.....and after a while....maybe tomorrow *if I figure it out* I will post part 3 of the fic.....and don't think I'm trying to do a rush job just to get it out....it's already been written, read and rewritten....I just have some issues to work out.....bye for now all you out there in cyberspace ^__^.

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   Fan Fic: Transcendant Love part 2

Disclaimer read part 1 if you need more info.... Not too much later Ookumae came outside to Hiei and told him that she loved his poem, and that it was freighting yet arousing. Hiei replied "I wrote it for you my angel with the 'heavenly voice.'" Ookumae blushed at the compliment. Hiei was nervous he thought he was going to choke on all his words, yet he somehow managed to say everything so seductively, Ookumae even told Hiei (that she had fallen for him hard) "I love you…ur voice, actually I don't know what I enjoy to hear more of, your voice or the beautiful words it brings to life. Oh yeah Hiei, I'm Ookumae, I haven't seen you around here before, where are you from?" Hiei did not know how to reply so he said all he could think of "I come from a place not too far from here, in fact if you don't know where you are going you could pass it and never even know... wait how do you know my name?" Ookumae said "From the owner, he got your name when you signed up, you were the only non-regular, to dare even trying to recite a lyrical work of genius, so we knew that was your name." "Oh...Ookumae that is a beautiful name, for an even more beautiful girl." "I'm not that beautiful Hiei." "But you are, I was wondering..." "Hiei if anyone is beautiful or handsome that is you, you with your beautiful words that could melt the snow away from the coldest reaches of Earth and your words are only beaten in beauty by how handsome you are." Then much to Ookumae's surprise Hiei kissed her. Really he could not think of what to do, he did not know whether to argue or ask to kiss her or what. "Hiei, I have to tell you something, you can't,...I mean.... we can't ...do this, I mean...oh, I don't know." "What do you mean Ookumae?" "I am a healer, I only became a healer because of all the pain that the world causes, that people cause, especially to the ones they love, yet I can not heal myself, a cruel fate it is…I…I just don‘t know what would happen to me if I were ever hurt again….I‘m sorry Hiei…I want to believe me I do…but I‘m pretty sure I know how this is going to end…we‘ll go out for a while…we‘ll talk…have fun….then one day it will just all end…you will say that I‘ve changed…that I am not who you wanted to be with after all….and then another girl will come into the picture and you will be out of my life…and I will be left there broken and unbound…forced to live a tormented life of the worst rejection…a rejection of love…I don‘t want it to happen like that…but that is the way it is…with everyone." "Ookumae I am not like other people, in fact, I'm, really...not like people at all..." "Hiei, I..." Hiei kisses Ookumae again, he kisses her this time as if he truly loved her, which he wanted to, Ookumae had never been kissed like that before, she could do nothing but surrender to Hiei's will.

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Friday, July 9, 2004

   Fan Fic: Transendant Love

Disclaimer: At the beginning of this story it seems all sappy and stuff, not really but I think so, but that is how the story came to me, and plus it helps establish the characters. Kind of sappy stuff but still pretty good. And while this may not exactly follow the storyline of YYH it is not meant to do that…I just used some things that actually happened to establish a sense of time…and yes I know Hiei had the Jagan eye implanted into him so he could find his sister Yukina...you'll see what I mean..later...but hey this is my story!!!! I get to make the rules here! It was a long time ago, once upon a time many would say...it was the day Hiei learned a little about love. He found his love in a human. Wait I think I have said too much, you should learn this on your own. ---Transcendent Love--- Hiei had been living on his own for quite a while in Spirit World and had longed for a challenge. I mean since he is so fast, no opponent seemed worth of Hiei's time. He grew bored, he had often heard that there was a gate that would connect the Spirit World to the human world…yet if you did not know where you were looking you would just pass it by. Hiei searched and searched to no success, so for a while he had decided to take the day off and rest to try to asses what it was that he wished to accomplish while in the human world. Hiei though to himself, “Humans…ha…what a joke they are…none of them are worthy of a fight…so what is the point of crossing the gate if there is to be no challenge? Perhaps I will go and have some fun with these pathetic beings.” About a week later by luck her had found it…he found the gate…there was one catch though….it was heavily guarded…Lord Koenma no doubt had placed these guisters there so nothing would happen to the human world…and so less paperwork would be necessary. Hiei knew well the way of the guisters though…Lord Koenma used these lethargic beings many a time to guard what his ogres could not handle. Guisters although having a great muscle mass and a knack for putting up a good fight…were still fairly slow for Hiei’s pace…and rather dumb as well. That same day Hiei decided to go into the world of humans to see how his powers were coming along. He first though had to get past these guards….so armed with his katana he made mince meat out of the guisters. When finally in the human world he began with basic mind control to the first person he came across and made them say "To be free on must give up a little part of one's self, which part will you give me?" It barely gave him even a little satisfaction, so Hiei quit and moved on to bigger things. After a few hours he grew tired of human world and decided to go back home. On his way back to the gate Hiei came across a mystical girl whose magical captivation of Hiei and spirit energy could only be beaten by her beauty, or so Hiei thought to himself. He searched her mind and found a fuzzy past, a number of spells mainly for healing, and her name...her name was Ookumae. Then with a flash she was gone, Hiei had not even had the chance to find out more, when he realized that for as I mentioned he was really taken by her. "After seeing this, there is no decision to be made. I will stay and find Ookumae." Hiei said to himself. It did not take him long at all yet, when he found her, he did not really know what to say, so he slipped into the background and observed her a bit more. Ookumae had walked into The Scarab’s Amber to get her favorite, Purple Mountain's Majesty, tea and was reading a book of sonnets. She at times could be a hopeless romantic, as pathetic as it is. She had been hurt too many times by love, she was tired of being alone but could not think of anything she could do about relationships. Hiei, of course, saw all of this and wanted a chance to have her, at least talk to him. Luckily The Scarab’s Amber was having a poetry reading that night and was beginning to fill up. Hiei saw this as his chance, he decided to get her attention with a poem, he knew she would deeply enjoy that. But what would he say or do?!? Hiei did not think of himself as the poetic type, the only thing that he saw poetic about himself was when he killed…“good luck trying that here” he said to himself. But he signed up anyway. Hiei's turn came up soon and he slowly got all his words together, he searched Ookumae's mind to find some thing to catch her attention, and captivate her heart as her beauty had already captivated him, but Hiei was still not too sure of himself. Hiei began by saying "This one goes out to the stranger I see, the one I want to be beside me....." (Hiei's Poem) "Your eyes are like diamonds held in two pools of tears. No one takes the time to get to know the real you, but I would. Your skin is more radiant that the moon‘s luminescence. There may never be a beauty like yours. Your lips are as red as a blood..y...a blood crystal. If I could only hear your voice come through them. You may not have known it, but maybe now you do, I would truly like to have the chance to love you." Of course, it was not taken as Hiei thought, instead of many people thinking that he was the weirdest person ever, and that he was definitely no poet, they thought his style was new and quite amazing. Hiei thought it was crap, and went outside in shame. Ok that's all for now...tell me what you think...

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Tuesday, July 6, 2004

   Pathetic Hopeless Romantic

Yes...you can now call me that...I just finished reading "The Notebook" *yes I know books are to be underlined* by Nicholas Sparks...ah it was so good....*I mean if you like that kind of fluff* ...I hate being like this...I actually cried at points in the book....me....I...cried.....CRIED....I hadn't done that in an age for reasons other than sickness....but seriously it is a good book...I'm going to try to watch the movie this weekend....it stars the main girl from "The Hot Chick" Rachel McAdams....LOL....(those who know me know why I'm laughing out loud)...but yea her....and RYAN GOSLING...*yea I had to put his name in all caps* I have thought that Ryan Gosling was so cool even back in his Young Hercules days....ahh those were good days....like 6 or 7 years ago....anyway...yea that long I thought he was cool!!!!...more later.

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   I wish I was there!!!!

Yea...so right now I'm at work...working on my 147 a minute ago...*the average person spends at least 147 minutes doing nothing(useless junk)* it's not that I don't have anything to do...it's just I don't feel like doing it right now....thus the title for this post because I'd rather be there than here anyday..."..."..anyway....pretty soon I will begin posting my fanfic of me and Hiei...^_*. Yeah, but I will only post it every few days either when I get the chance or just whenever...I want to hear your comments about it though...I want to hear what you think....and what you think should or will happen....and yes I am willing to change the ending if you make a really good suggestion....if you want to read some really good fanfiction you can visit my friend Iayah's site....yes she's on my list....she wrote a really good one on Pan and Trunks....and promised to write one on me and Hiei....i want to see where she takes us....^_*....anyway that's all I can type for right now...oh no my boss is coming back....WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T BE POSTING ON MY OWN SITE!!!!....WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOUR LETTING ME GO....just kidding....I'm still all alone....sad :(

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Thursday, July 1, 2004

   I found it!

Certificate of Marriage This is to certify that Princess Ookumae and Hiei Jaganshi Were united in Marriage on the 23rd day of May 2003 MYFC That's a picture that I took of Hiei after the ceremony ^__^

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