Thursday, May 29, 2008

Not much of a post but just letting anyone who still reads this that I'm doing better in most cases....I'm just really fragile right now but I'm getting to take my mind off all that stuff this weekend. In fact in about three hours I'll be on my way to Dallas to do A-Kon 19. I hope everyone has a safe and pleasent weekend. I swear I'll do a real post....possibly at A-Kon =0

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

A month later I'm a year older and there has been a lot going on and nothing really to show. Let's do it in sections like last time. Health: So all but one doctor has cleared me with a clean bill of health on Wednesday I go into to hopefully my final doctor's visit until something else comes up. Apparently the horrible stomach pain I had was caused by something irritating my stomach something fierce when I got the flu about three months back. JOB: Well up until a week ago I was working at Beall's but I could tel I was going to get majorly screwed out of hours not to mention that we were doing long hours, hard work and let's not forget having to deal with the supernatural for waaaaay too little pay. It was great the first day of work and I had a spirit follow me to one of my friend's house >< I'm currently babysitting until I find a new job which hopefully I'll be able to find something soon. School: I'm down to only doing Astronomy and because I missed two labs when I was out sick with the flu I missed two important parts for a paper that I was supposed to turn in two weeks ago and so right now I'm literally two almost three points away from passing the class TT__TT I need to do better in the final and possibly talk to my professor about redoing the labs I missed so I can turn in the paper that is only lacking info from those labs. Love: last month I wrote about the guy I like becoming single and not knowing what to do....well I took a leap and pretty much after I showed him a good end to a great day it's become harder to get him to come hang out with everyone. It seems that he's chasing after one of the girls he knows through work and for the longest time I thought she wasn't showing him the time of day but I heard something....read something that makes me think otherwise but I may still be looking too much into things. To make matters worse he's starting to go back to being the way he was before he cleaned up his act....it is really unsettling but I think that has some to do with birthday stuffs and some of the people he's hanging around lately. Shiori thinks I need to just look for a nice guy and settle down for a while but I mean I don't know anymore. I know I'm not over him and I won't be for a good long while but at the same time I'm thinking it would be best for me to forget that anything happened between us for my own sanity. Friends: I have me friends that are made of awesome and win and most of them gave me kisses on my birthday X3 Internet: they sexed up my internet~! lol epic quote from teh Bunny. I haven't really been doing much online OH also in like the last 2 maybe 3 weeks I've gained a stalker who ended up getting my myspace account deleted on Dave's birthday >< I think it was the stalker since I had posted something about an unknown person harassing me on the phone and then not even 12 hours later my account was deleted TT__TT I'm starting up a new page but it'll never be the page that was....even if it was all a joke. Hobbies: It's sad to say but in the last two weeks I had taken up drinking as a hobby....especially drinking plum sake. I've realized that it's not solving anything and that I really don't like the person I become when I drink alone....since I can't gauge how much I've really had if I'm alone....a little odd but when I'm at a party I can maintain a nice level between being buzzed and stop before I hit my limit.....and even stranger is that I won't get sick until two days after drinking. Other things I've been doing for fun include watching movies and collecting anime that will stay on my harddrive for a while longer TT__TT Birthdays: We had a lot of fun celebrating Cowboy, Dante and my birthday we did a waterballoon fight on Saturday and broke a pinata as well as drank, drank and drank on Sunday. There were other mini events but that wa sthe major one. I got a lot of random stuff from Saffron including a VHS copy of Hedwig and the Angry Inch, a bottle of plum sake *which I still haven't opened*, a cup for my sake, pocky and a grow your own pirate, cash from my dad, Elfen Lied thinpak, Volume 3-5 of Beck, Volume 3 of Welcome to the NHK, and Busou Renkin box set 1 from my mom, a DS game I already have from my bro, a kickass chibi Heimdall and a DNAngel wallscroll from Chrislea and very cute bracelet from Yilma X3 Enough talking I feel like I've taken up so much time with my month long catch up/ramblings onwards to LAS Last Anime Seen: School Days Magical Kokoro-chan OVA....all I have to say is OMG BAD END + Nice Boat....and nakedness.....yeah we finished off Finals Friday with this little gem =D See ya on the otherside

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

So yay it's been nearly a month since my last posting (sorry guys) not much has really changed yet there are some major updates. Health: Still doing bad but at least the doctors are still running tests on a side note still relating everything is alright with my womanly parts so YAY no worries there and I finally went to the eye doctor last week and it's awesome my prescription didn't change (ROCK ON) Currently things are quite rough on me in this aspect but hopefully things will be getting better soon. JOB: Still in the process of looking did a couple of interviews and hopefully within the next week or two I'll be hired on either at Beall's doing set up for their new store or I'll be working at the Museum of Natural Science and History. Really I would love to work at the museum but it is part time BUT the job is as a tour guide of the Columbus Ship replicas we have in town and the best part is your uniform is a time piece outfit XD I'm so wanting to be paid to dress like a pirate (EPIC WIN) School: I'm getting ready to drop my Media Writing and Performance class since I haven't been able to attend due to pain and most of my procedures/tests being scheduled for the day this class happens....which really kinda sucks since initially I was really looking forward to this class but strangely enough this day is usually when they end up booking me and giving me all kinds of happy drugs that knock me out on my ass. Love: Now here's where there MAY be some development. I don't know if you'd even remember but about a year ago I was seriously depressed because the guy who finally had broken down all my barriers was getting back with his baby's momma/ex-girlfriend well once again they are broken up and it he claims it's for good this time since she broke up with him over her mom's stupidity. I think she'll eventually realize just how great of a guy she gave up but then again I really do care a lot for him and want to help him in trying to get some kind of visitation rights with his little girl. I mean I know how heart wrenching it can be, we're currently going through a similar situation with my brother. BUT this all is in the love section for another reason.....yet I need to give a short background of things leading up to this. For those of you who don't know me or the people I hang out with IRL we'll call him M. This past Sunday a bunch of us went out to a bonfire on the beach because it's something fun that we all like to do and one of our friends from Dallas was in town for the week plus we found this AWESOME log/tree that washed up on the beach during a tornado....ANYWAYS. Towards the end of the night M and I were talking about well us....let me replay this scene in which I'll be using R for my lines..... M: "I should have fucked you when I had the chance" R: "I wouldn't have let you then.....you were a drunk whore" M: "I was not a drunk whore" R: "You were" M: "What about now?" R: "Your attached [I don't want to mess things up with you and you baby and your baby's momma]" M: "What IF I were single?" R: ".....yeah" I know not a life changing conversation but now he's single and earlier he claims that he was totally gonna sex me up when were alone together at my house but we didn't know when my parents were coming home. We ended up watching Tomcats then an ep of Spongebob Squarepants with another one of our friends joining us towards the end of Tomcats. I'm really excited that I might have a chance to be with him but at the same time I never really thought I could ever get him. Right now I'm not so sure of what I should do either I'm so confused on if I should try and help him get things worked out first with the baby, if I should just take a leap and try to have him for my own, if I should just try and do both at the same time >< moving on..... Friends: One of my best friends may or may not be moving away to Austin in two months we also talked about this again for a good while tonight and her special someone may be coming down to live with her in the next few days which COULD mean that they would just move into a bigger place here. She was telling me that she doesn't feel like she can leave just quite yet because of the way things are going with me ATM but I mean there is a lot that really no one can help with since it's all mostly things going wrong with me and my body not cooperating. Internet: oh how I've neglected you really. Hobbies: I've been playing the Death Note game and just beat it on Hard this morning I've also been getting more and more into traditional art recently and even some watercoloring I'm working on a pic inspired by M....somewhat and I hope to have that done in the next day or two I have it mostly done already but I want this to be a very special watercolor. Once again I've taken up an extreme amount of space but hey that kinda happens when you take a month to update your blog and something like the person you really really like and have liked for over a year...almost two years is back on the market and looking to you at you. Anyways enough of that time for some random anime.... Random Anime You MUST Watch: Hakuba Kitaro (aka Graveyard Kitaro) if you have ever heard of GeGeGe no Kitaro or are a fan of creepy series you have to pick this series up. See ya on the otherside

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

So new themage yay~! The theme this time around is Tactics. Haruka in my bg alternating Kan and Haruka pics in the welcome and a Kan-Haruka icon. There is even some new music in the player. First big problem I have with VV....you can only upload one fanwork within a 24-hr period. I mean sure it would be one thing if it was you must wait at period between 1-3 days before uploading like before but when your e-card is instantly accepted but then you can't upload you next one or perhaps even a fanart of a different medium....grrr. So in related news, new e-card Went into the hospital for observation today and it's still not certain what is wrong with me exactly but the doctor is trying to do all he can before dismissing it as another everyday thing....which there is no way three+ weeks of pain can be normal. Did something kinda bad in ordering some stuff online when I really should be saving up for A-Kon but there were some really good deals This Death Note Game was only $18 total until yesterday sooooo glad I ordered it when it was still on sale. I also ordered a Light and L Nendoroid figures from EBay and while I usually wouldn't go back to EBay for things like this it is a steal of a deal for $30 for both of these whom won't be re-released until April....not to mention how hard it is to find sales on L anymore. Enough talking.....post went on too long again LAS (Last Anime Seen): Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro....I need more NeuroXSai plz thx See ya on the otherside

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Friday, March 7, 2008

Still sick...gah when will it end~! I'm supposed to be going up to Austin on Monday and Tuesday to look at apartments but if things are still going like they are then I won't be able to go which means I won't be able to move up there with my friend and her mom which also means that they might have to end up staying here in Corpus not a bad thing it's just I don't want to be resented for this especially since I only won't be able to make it up there since I'm currently still sick. As it is I'm still a bit if-y on moving up there I mean yes I do need a change of scenery and to get away from my family but I also just want to stay in Corpus since....and it's sad to say but everything I know is here....and I don't like to be that far away from the water. In other news....did I mention my Tactics box set FINALLLY came in X3 It's so sexy although I would have changed the glossy parts of the artbox to be the matted parts. Seriously it makes it feel weird that it is glossy on the text parts yet matted on the art parts, if it would have been reversed it would feel better yet still have that weird texture to it. Also last Friday I got in Death Note: Another Novel The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases. If you are already a Death Note fan you should have already heard of it and probably already read it but in case you haven't yet YOU NEED TO PICK THIS UP. Beyond Birthday is awesome and there are funny little things that Nisioisin used from the manga/anime that Ohba and Obata put in as an afterthought why L does Capoeria. Let's wrap this up since it's already gone on for too long.... LAS (Last Anime Seen): Rosario + Vampire....what do you do when you are the only human in a school for demons? Start up a harem of super hot demon chicks what else? Seriously though from ep 1 it'll have you hooked if you like demons, vampires, main character abuse, panty shots and/or some romantic cuteness. See ya on the otherside

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Friday, February 29, 2008

Happy Leap Day

So yeah I'm sick....been sick for like the past week and a half almost two weeks, flu FTL! So I've been entertaining myself mostly with catching up on some of the anime on my harddrive....and building up a collection of newer titles. Recently I finished watching Gankutsuou (The Count of Monte Cristo) while I wasn't fond of the original ending it did end in a surprisingly upbeat way. I've picked up Majin Tantei Nogami Neuro....which I must admit I started this series because of sexy Sai cosplayers on DA and well Romi Paku is Sai.....SO worth it though! Seriously this isn't your standard detective series in fact there is little in the story about actual deduction or real investigation instead you get a fun filled adventure of the great demon Neuro whom thinks that mysteries are nom-y in fact after consuming all the mysteries in the demon world comes up to the human world to solve more cases to suit his appetite...Neuro is also constantly abusing his human slaves....Slave Number One is Katsuragi Yako whom he claims to be who he works for the ace highschooler detective with the huge appetite, Slave Number Two is Godai a former loan shark. There is also Akane-chan the formerly deceased secretary whose main form is a single braid of hair. Seriously this show is tons of fun to watch and when Sai appears the story takes very dark turns XD Let's see what else what else.....picked up Volume 10 of Ouran....if you are a fan of the Ouran anime seriously you need to be reading the manga already this is the second post anime volume not to mention there are all kinds of fun new things stirring up trouble...and feeling between the Hosts. Also when I finally made it out to the bookstore I got Death Note volume 13 How to Read and ordered Death Note: Another Novel since both chain bookstores that would carry it in town only had one copy sent to them the day of the release >< Wednesday was my brother's birthday so we all went out to dinner then to Best Buy to get him an IPod since none of us had time, energy or in my case the money to get him a gift *not that my parents didn't take him gambling last weekend....when I got really sick* and for no other reason than being there my mom said I could pick out a DVD. I rushed to see if they had any copies of Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band but sadly the were out....they were even out of Across the Universe 'it's a conspiracy!' but since they were out of both of them I picked up BECK:Mongolian Chop Squad Volume 2...finally now only 4 more DVDs to go before I have that series complete...legally. Oh today....like around midnight...ok last night Saffron and I were driving around the outskirts of town to get away for a while and we came across what I will now refer to as Goodbye Bunny Despair or Sayonara Zetsubou Usagi. It was horribly funny in that morbid kinda way. Well as we were driving in the outskirts we had a bunny cross our path when we were trying to not be hit by the ass behind us who was srsly speeding and we weren't sure if it had made it across or if we actually hit it so after driving a ways and the guy had finally turned we turned back *also to go back in the general direction of my house* and as we were about to cross the path where the bunny crossed us he dashed in front of our truck again >< "What if I had died!" I thought it was kinda funny. Anyways that has been the last two weeks....well I mean there was also some time on 4chan and icanhascheezburger but nothing really big. LAS: Majin Tantei Nogami Neuro....did you really expect it to be anything else? lol See ya on the otherside

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

So after about another month of neglect I return to MyO to say sorry once again for the delay...and question what I have been doing with my time....so yeah new theme hopefully coming up soon...it all really depends on how Sasuke (laptop) and I are feeling in the next few days. I'll need to update/upload some of my new art one of which you can find in my DA. So yeah this weekend about 5 of us girls made a little weekend trip up to Austin to go to Ikkicon. Saffron and I went to work/volunteer a the con, Chrislea went to sell her art and Yilma and Brit went to break their con cherries XD We all had a good time and a hard time for various reasons but it's all in the fun of the con yes. Anyways while I was there I picked up Blanc et Noir (Takashi Obata's Artbook), a PVC Neoriod Reindeer L, two Gasphon Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu girls, a Haruhi wallscroll, a Death Note wallscroll and a Death Note bag while I was there. I was given a Light and Ryuk print from Amelie's friend and won the new One Piece movie (which doesn't come out until next week officially and it's signed XD) for getting 2nd place in the AMV contest. Pictures of the stuff I picked up may be linked later as well as the AMV. I got to hang out with some very cool people this weekend including a good number of VAs and a couple of the musical guests including Samantha Inoue-Hearte, Natz from Rusika and Aaron Dismuke who I think I may have just convinced to finally sit down and either read or watch Death Note. School is killing me and the job hunt isn't fairing well either. That's all for now....I'm even too exhausted to do LAS....which I think was probably Death Note anyways see ya later.

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Happy New Year~!

Yeah...I'm still drunk....no more tequila need RUM want to finish my bottle.

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

You met me at a strange time in my life....

So work is fun and easy enough just torture on my legs....no worries it seems that I'm off for the rest of the week....except they tried calling me in tonight to come in and work a few hours...fortunately for myself I missed that call. So apparently I made a C on the one class I stayed in this semester not horrible but I'm sure I probably could have done better...oh well. Lately my biggest things to do have been sleep, work and stepmania....plus a bit of hanging out while I'm not passed out. Tonight was AMAZING!! A couple of months back I heard the Toadies were going to be in town and convinced a few other people to join us so from day one that tickets went on sale we had ours....seriously I was afraid that they were going to sell out. Then once I started working at the toy store I was afraid that I would be scheduled or called in to work....which I was technically called and asked to come in to work but I missed the call do to rocking out to Lions. Lions was the opening act and they were surprisingly awesome. Click Here to check out their myspace...and some of their songs. The next act was Girl in a Coma...they were alright sadly I think it probably would have been much better had the sound guy not been sucking. Then it was the Toadies and they rocked so hard. In case you've never heard/don't recall the Toadies Click Here to check out their myspace and a couple of their songs. I'm soooooo glad they reunited and that I got to see them LIVE! I was in the front row the whole concert and of course I had a great view of the entire stage but dear God being able to actually maintain eye contact with Clark (guitarist) XD Personally I think seeing the Toadies is the best concert I've EVER attended. Of course the crowd went NUTS when they played "I Come From the Water" and "Possum Kingdom"...which funny thing it was requested when Lions were playing lol. We even got two encores and much rocking love.....I wish I could properly explain just how much the show rocked but I think you'd really have to have been there to agree. Also don't be surprised if I actually put in some Lions and Toadies into my playlist...when I finally update things. LAS is now changed to Last Series Finished or Random Anime Goodness (so LSF or RAG): Warning may include spoilers! Today's LSF is School Days. School Days is based on an eroge (erotic/ecchi game) that is INFAMOUS for it's Bad Endings. Supposedly the story of the anime is taken from one of the worst possible endings. The anime starts off to be a pretty cute harem anime then near the end Makoto (main character) has had sex with nearly every female character in the series. Then comes one of the more fucked up endings...possibly ever...which of course is the part which most people know this series from...and 4chan users may remember as "Nice Boat". That's all for now.....See you on the otherside

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Monday, December 10, 2007

Quick bit of clearing up things about Physics at my university. I've already attempted to take Physics twice first it was just General then University level, the problem both times is how the teachers taught the class and lab. Sadly enough the class is taught by the same two teachers the only thing is the at the General Level you get even less information during class because no one can understand a third of what the teacher says and at the University level you sometimes don't even get a lecture since the teacher has ten-year and will go on rants about anything he damn well pleases. So next semester to complete my basics and sciences I'm taking Astronomy. In other news my one and only final is on Tuesdays I hope I don't completely bomb it @.@ OH! I also just landed myself a job at a local toy store.... it kinda sucks I can't legally put the name or even symbol since it's in our contracts we can't really talk about it in any kind of blog or chatty type of place. I'll be starting later in the week. Granted it's only seasonal work but it's an improvement from my recent year or so of freedom from the workplace...and it's something I haven't really done yet working retail especially in the crazy Christmas season. Other things....well Dante is back from his "time away" and now things are really going to change, Saffron and I won't really be able to just hang out at the house all the time since Joe (roommate we would see/hang with the most) now has his other half back. Oh well I guess all good things must come to an end sometimes. Saturday we did have a return party which of course means even more drinking! I also got to finally play the Bleach game for the Wii XD It is a decent fighter in and of itself I mean nothing really special if you are just looking at attacks and design themselves but on the Wii it was SO much fun to play. It was great the second time I got to play it that night I had beat my friend who had been playing it most of the week from the time he first rented it. Then again he made the mistake of teaching me how to go Bankai after that he was dead. Enough talking time for LAS Last Anime Seen: Death Note because strangely enough I haven't really sat down and watched any anime since anime club on Friday....and it's only Death Note since I decided to end on ep 25 and end the night with Death Note *kukukuku* hopefully next week I'll be able to have some fun new shows...well new for me any way to let you know about....and maybe a brief review of some other series I've recently finished in the past semester. That's all for now.....See you on the otherside

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