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Sunday, June 13, 2004

   Random Thoughts & Hugs



As depressing as the subject of lost love is I do not find it so depressing that I cannot bear to live any longer. I just live with regret now. I find anime to help me get through life. As funny as it may sound, television helped me graduate with honors...later in my life I think I shall write a book on that. I am slightly embaressed to admit that I have no real talents, sure I am good, even considered great at many things, but I have no real flair for any single one. I can act very well, more human that most, I can sing fairly well. Ah singing. I remember as a kid going to Mexican Resurants and singing kareoke, what fun. And of course you know there was always that group of drunks singing "Jeramiah was a bullfrog" classic. I dunno. I guess I am still really bummed over not being able to tell the love of my life how I felt and still feel about him. Perhaps it is because people throw aroung the word, like it is just a cheap thing as a handshake now. Perhaps it is because many girls I know have thrown those words at him before, but not while he was there, I was listening, I don't like to follow the whole crowd of girls flocking to one guy, but I couldn't help it. The more I pushed away the more he came to me, in a matter of speaking. The more I tried to run away from my feelings, or thought that they were finally gone. There he was, just as I remembered him, not as he may have remembered me. Ah, and when we hugged I never wanted to let go. Hug are so much better than kissing, kissing is so akward, truly it is, the first kiss two people share is the best but every kiss after that is just trying to recreate that first one, trying to remember that feeling. But hugs on the other hand can be just so intimate and personal. I could use a hug everyday. With a hug you can literraly melt into someone's entire being. You can touch someone with a hug, you can comfort someone with a hug, nearly always. Kissing just screws things up, especially when the kissing is behind someone's back. Has anyone gotten into serious trouble for hugging someone??? Really??
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