Saturday, April 5, 2008

So yay it's been nearly a month since my last posting (sorry guys) not much has really changed yet there are some major updates. Health: Still doing bad but at least the doctors are still running tests on a side note still relating everything is alright with my womanly parts so YAY no worries there and I finally went to the eye doctor last week and it's awesome my prescription didn't change (ROCK ON) Currently things are quite rough on me in this aspect but hopefully things will be getting better soon. JOB: Still in the process of looking did a couple of interviews and hopefully within the next week or two I'll be hired on either at Beall's doing set up for their new store or I'll be working at the Museum of Natural Science and History. Really I would love to work at the museum but it is part time BUT the job is as a tour guide of the Columbus Ship replicas we have in town and the best part is your uniform is a time piece outfit XD I'm so wanting to be paid to dress like a pirate (EPIC WIN) School: I'm getting ready to drop my Media Writing and Performance class since I haven't been able to attend due to pain and most of my procedures/tests being scheduled for the day this class happens....which really kinda sucks since initially I was really looking forward to this class but strangely enough this day is usually when they end up booking me and giving me all kinds of happy drugs that knock me out on my ass. Love: Now here's where there MAY be some development. I don't know if you'd even remember but about a year ago I was seriously depressed because the guy who finally had broken down all my barriers was getting back with his baby's momma/ex-girlfriend well once again they are broken up and it he claims it's for good this time since she broke up with him over her mom's stupidity. I think she'll eventually realize just how great of a guy she gave up but then again I really do care a lot for him and want to help him in trying to get some kind of visitation rights with his little girl. I mean I know how heart wrenching it can be, we're currently going through a similar situation with my brother. BUT this all is in the love section for another reason.....yet I need to give a short background of things leading up to this. For those of you who don't know me or the people I hang out with IRL we'll call him M. This past Sunday a bunch of us went out to a bonfire on the beach because it's something fun that we all like to do and one of our friends from Dallas was in town for the week plus we found this AWESOME log/tree that washed up on the beach during a tornado....ANYWAYS. Towards the end of the night M and I were talking about well us....let me replay this scene in which I'll be using R for my lines..... M: "I should have fucked you when I had the chance" R: "I wouldn't have let you then.....you were a drunk whore" M: "I was not a drunk whore" R: "You were" M: "What about now?" R: "Your attached [I don't want to mess things up with you and you baby and your baby's momma]" M: "What IF I were single?" R: ".....yeah" I know not a life changing conversation but now he's single and earlier he claims that he was totally gonna sex me up when were alone together at my house but we didn't know when my parents were coming home. We ended up watching Tomcats then an ep of Spongebob Squarepants with another one of our friends joining us towards the end of Tomcats. I'm really excited that I might have a chance to be with him but at the same time I never really thought I could ever get him. Right now I'm not so sure of what I should do either I'm so confused on if I should try and help him get things worked out first with the baby, if I should just take a leap and try to have him for my own, if I should just try and do both at the same time >< moving on..... Friends: One of my best friends may or may not be moving away to Austin in two months we also talked about this again for a good while tonight and her special someone may be coming down to live with her in the next few days which COULD mean that they would just move into a bigger place here. She was telling me that she doesn't feel like she can leave just quite yet because of the way things are going with me ATM but I mean there is a lot that really no one can help with since it's all mostly things going wrong with me and my body not cooperating. Internet: oh how I've neglected you really. Hobbies: I've been playing the Death Note game and just beat it on Hard this morning I've also been getting more and more into traditional art recently and even some watercoloring I'm working on a pic inspired by M....somewhat and I hope to have that done in the next day or two I have it mostly done already but I want this to be a very special watercolor. Once again I've taken up an extreme amount of space but hey that kinda happens when you take a month to update your blog and something like the person you really really like and have liked for over a year...almost two years is back on the market and looking to you at you. Anyways enough of that time for some random anime.... Random Anime You MUST Watch: Hakuba Kitaro (aka Graveyard Kitaro) if you have ever heard of GeGeGe no Kitaro or are a fan of creepy series you have to pick this series up. See ya on the otherside

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