Monday, August 15, 2005

   it's going to be one of those days
I am sitting here at work right now...it's 6 am and I've been here since 5:30. Also I only got a few hours of sleep because there was a lightning and thunderstorm that woke me up at about 3 am. It was truely wonderful. However I am tired and wish to go back to bed...::sigh::
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

   Well I am all moved back in at home and I must say I really want to live on campus. I know I have friends who will let me stay at their place but...my parents are not to keen on that idea. i don't know why. It was really funny yesterday, my dad (who didn't want me to live on campus at all this summer) got mad at me for being home! He said he didn't want me back there and he wanted me to move out. Go figure huh? My reply was "If you want to pay for me living on campus I will get out of your hair" ::sigh:: I just can't please my dad no matter how I try. Oh well.
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Monday, August 8, 2005

   well I moved back home yesterday..sigh. This means summer is coming to a close and school will start again. ::double sigh:: Oh well I can not change the fact that school is coming, but I can live in my summer fantasy for a little longer.
I got a new shirt yesterday it says "I (heart) Kyo" and it has a picture fo kyo from Fruits Basket on it, I love it very much. I am actually wearing it rigth now. SO if any Kyo fans out there want this shirt go to Hot Topic and get it.
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Thursday, August 4, 2005

   I am in a horrible mood today. One of my best friends is going through a really tough time and I hate to see her in pain. She found out her dad is having an affair and now her parents are possibly going to get a divorce. It makes me really sad to hear that, I mean I know what it's like to go through crap stuff with a dad but mine never has had an affair (that I'm aware of). So today I got off of work and just spent the whole rest of the day comforting her and making her smile. Please keep her in your thoughts for me. Thanks guys.

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Monday, August 1, 2005

   Well I just spent the weekend with Abram's family. It was alright I guess...but I must admit there were a few times where I just had to put on my shallow fake personality and just deal with the situation I was in. People were friendly towards me, but I feel as if some of them just wanted nothing more than for me to go away and stop being such a nuisance.
I think this apply's to one person...but I could be wrong. I see that he is upset or is having a bad day, but what can I say? I who really hardly knows him. What could I say to try and cheer him up. I suppose it is all in vain, but I really like this guy (not like romantically no no no no but friendship like)and I feel I can truly connect with this person, more than others. I guess I should just stop while I am ahead.
Anyway the whole weekend was not a waste, I had some really fun times as well. Most of the memories I did enjoy were with the person listed above. Ok all done now just one last thing to say...
I love Abram.
Ok see y'all later
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Monday, July 25, 2005

No one mourns the wicked
no one cries they won't return
no one lays a lily on their grave
a good man scourns the wicked
through their live like children learn
what we miss when we misbehave
and goodness knows the wicked's lives are lonely
goodness knows the wicked die alone
it just shows when your wicked you're left totally on your own
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

@___@ Waaaaaa... ::faint::
OK gang here's the scoop as of late.

Been working like mad

Didn't get to see DayDreamer or Nagona..sad times

and... working like mad (yes it's worth mentioning twice)

SO! Last weekend we had a big banquet on campus...like 500 people big...super big. So after wards Abram, a co-worker, and Myself had to clean up. >___< What a mess!!!! There was garbage everywhere! The boys tied trashbags to their feet and cleaned up all the trash boxes that could not be picked up. You see the cardboard trash boxes were sitting on the wet ground and the food peoples didn't put trash bags in all of the boxes so... in Seseme Street words...splat, gross, and squish. ::shutter::

Then last week I actually got a day off! I got to go to my best friends house because he had a swim party. It was fun I got to pick on his girlfriend...alot...more than I should have. Meaning I pushed her in the pool with all of her clothes on. yes yes I know this was wrong but she and I just don't get along so how it works is Best friend picks on Abram and I pick on his girlfiend. The only thing though is that Abram can defend himself she can't so that's why I am a horrible person.

Abram also went home last week to visit an old friend of his. I missed him but it was ok I just hung out with my friends.

So to get back up to date. Friday we had a big group check in here on campus. They were checking in till late in the evening like 11:00 pm. So I am doing my job and giving them there keys and junk when one of the girls comes up to me and says. 'Umm a girl accidentaly pushed the fire alarm door and there's an alarm going off on the second floor." 'Great' I thought. So I call Public Safelty and they tell me. "You need to follow procedure and evacuate the building." 'Oh REALLY great!' I thought. So I get the building evacuated and public safetly comes. "oh it wasn't the fire alarm we thought it was, you didn't have to evacuate after all" >___<+.......^___^; (fake smile) "oh ok" I said. The leaders from the group were understanding and thought it was just as funny as I did after a while.

Then on Saturday I stayed up doing laudry till 1 am. No, not mine another group that was here. They forgot to bring there own. -__- ::sigh::

Sunday check out a million people and then had to clean yesterday for like 5 hours.

@___@ Abram doesn't know but I wasn't feeling well yesterday and actually fainted while I was cleaning. I am just exhausted and everyday I get to sleep in someone calls me at 8 am evey stinkin' day! So I need to catch up on sleep soon. Heh that's what I thought summer vacation was all about. Guess not anymore.

Ok that's enough ranting for now.
For anyone who knows what this is I am seeing the musical Wicked in one week from today. I am very jazzed.

Hope everyone is having a wonderful week and I'm sorry I haven't checked sites lately. I shall do so now.

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

   Up's of yesterday
Well! I got to go to AX yesterday!!!!!! It was my first time going and it was amazing! I never had so much fun before. Abram and I are already planning for next year. I got all kinds of cool stuff. I got the following: A Fruits Basket Keychain (Kyo), A Gundam Z keychain, A One Piece keychain, A Kikyo action figure (Inuyasha), A Neon Genesis Evangelion Statue, A Naruto Headband (not the cool metal one but the soft plastic one), a wierd little capsule thing from some live action show in Japan, A Vegeta capsule toy, and (drum roll please) the soundtrack to Wild ARMS!!!!!! I am soooo excited. I love that game (even though I have not played it all the way through) and I love the music. When I saw it I knew I had to have it. I tried to get a FF AC poster for my good friend Nagona...but it was $35. Sorry Nagona, I'll get you something cool another day.
Anywho, the day was amazing,
Me, Abram, my Sanpai, and my friend Baka Panda all went to AX dressed in Kimono's I was wewaring a pretty purple on, Panda was in green, Senpai was in black, and Abram was in blue (the servant kimono as we called it) and he had a great big Kasa on(no not a house a hat, yes believe it or not people got confused). Before we even got into AX we got stopped by 2 people asking us for pictures. By the end of the day the tally was 6 group pictures, 3 duo shots (me and Panda, on of those 3 was with a very cool looking Lulu from FFX), and 3 single pic's. For some reason people wanted a picture of just me (totally confused). SO overall the day at AX was amazing. I can't wait for next year.
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Friday, July 1, 2005

   Well I have been busy working ALL THE TIME!!! and to make things worse my Senpai is going to Anime-expo and I'm not! I wish I was. But he said if I give him money he'll get me something. ^__^

So yea 4th of July is coming up which mean and endless parade of BBQ's, alcohol, and arguments. Oh yeah and explosives. That's how my family works... get to a location, eat their food, drink their booze, get in an argument with them, then leave. I hate it, every year I hate it all the more. Now it will be more complicated because my boyfriend will be in the middle of it. My lovely boyfriend who has made it very clear that he can't stand my family. So Monday should be very interesting.
Tell you all the details then.
*cries* I really wanna go to anime-expo. And I really want to see Nagona and Day Dreamer again.

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I just got 100 hits!! Yay for me I'm moving up in the world!!!

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

   I am SOOOO Bored right now
I did this quiz thingy at 12:00 last night so enjoy!

I have...
[ ] stolen a car. -Not me! I am a good girl
[x] been in love. -Heck yes I have
[x] been dumped. -Yup...stupid jerk
[ ] shoplifted.- nope
[ ] been fired. -nope
[ ] been in a fist fight. -um....*thinks* not that I can think of
[ ] snuck out of my parent's house. -nope, like I said "good girl"
[x] had feelings for someone that didn't have them back. -Yes
[ ] been arrested. -Does Monopoly count?
[ ] made out with a stranger. -what? are you crazy??
[ ] gone on a blind date. -haha nope but for some reason I think I would find it fun
[ ] had a crush on a teacher. -ewwww
[ ] been to Europe. -nope but I will one day
[x] skipped school/class. -only in college
[ ] seen someone die.-no
[x] been on a plane. -yup several times
[ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. -yes
[ ] thrown up in a bar. -no
[ ] set a part of my self on fire. -hahah no
[ ] eaten Sushi. -yes, Thank you Abram
[ ] met someone in person from the internet. -nope
[ ] been in an abusive relationship. -nope
[x] taken painkillers. - this is a dumb question...just about everyone has taken painkillers!
[x] loved someone. -yes, *blows air kiss to Abram*
[x] missed someone. -right now, as a matter of fact
[x] laid on my back and watched the clouds go by. -yes and it was wonderful
[ ] made a snow angel. -*sigh* nope
[x] had a tea party. -heck yes I have those were good times
[x] flown a kite. -uh huh , one time it was my final for PE
[x] built a sand castle.-I am very good at that
[x] gone puddle jumping. -uh huh
[x] played dress up. -yup, but I prefer the term Cosplay thank you very much
[x] jumped into a pile of leaves. -heheh yup yup
[ ] gone sledding. -*sigh*
[x] cheated while playing a game. yes but shhhh no one is suppose to know!
[x] been lonely. -yes
[x] fallen asleep at school. Again, only in college...that I can remember.
[ ] used a fake ID. -no, again with teh"good girl" comment
[x] watched the sun set. -yes, but only once believe it or not!
[x] felt an earthquake. -yup just the other day
[x] touched a snake. -yup I fed it a mouse
[ ] slept beneath the stars. -no but I have always wanted to
[x] been tickled. -yes, many times
[ ] been robbed. -not yet *knocks on wood*
[x] been misunderstood.-oh boy if I had a dollar every time...
[x] won a contest. -yes I won a basketball once
[x] ran a redlight. -guilty
[ ] been suspended from school. -nope
[x] been in a car accident. -yup
[x] felt like an outcast. -several times
[x]eaten a whole pint of ice cream one night. -yup, right after my best friend and I had a huge fight.
[x] had déjà vu. -uh huh
[ ] danced in the moonlight. -no, but I would love to one day
[x] hated the way I look. -Quite a few times
[ ] witnessed a crime.
[ ] pole danced. -nope
[ ] squished barefoot through the mud. -nope but it sounds fun
[x] been lost.- yes.
[x] been to the opposite side of the country. -uh huh
[x] swam in the ocean. -yup
[x] felt like dying.- yup and I did stupid things when I did
[x] cried myself to sleep. -several times, usually when my parents are fighting
[ ] played cops and robbers. -nope (see how deprived I was?)
[x] recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.- yes! on choir tour just a month ago!
[x] sung karoke. -heheh YES! I own a Karaoke machine!!!
[ ] paid for a meal with only coins. -nope
[x] done something I told myself I wouldn't. -yup
[x] made prank phone calls. -only once
[x] laughed until something came out of my nose. -yes, it was ice cream..very cold
[x] caught a snowflake on my tongue. -yes on my Senior retreat I got to do that.
[x] danced in the rain. -More like running around being wierd, but I guess it could be called dancing.
[x] written a letter to Santa Claus. -yup I was forced to, hey I was 5 if I got presenst I didn't care
[ ] been kissed underneath the mistletoe. -nope, that's sweet though O think I would like to have it done once
[ ] watched the sun rise with someone I care about. -nope but I will one day
[x] blown bubbles. -yup yup
[ ] made a bonfire on the beach. -nope, just my backyard
[ ] crashed a party. -nope
[x] gone rollerskating. -yup
[x] had a wish come true.-I make alot of wishes, so statistically, it had to happen eventually.
[ ] worn pearls. -not that I can think of
[ ] jumped off a bridge. -nope
[ ] ate cat/dog food. -ewww
[ ] told a complete stranger you loved them. -nope
[x] kissed a mirror. -hahah, don't ask
[x] sung in the shower. -yup yup
[ ]owned a little white dress. -nope
[ ] had a dream that I married someone. -Yes! It was very realistic to
[ ] glued my hand to something.-nope but my dad did once, with krazy glue to!
[ ] got my tongue stuck on a flag pole. -nope
[ ] kissed a fish. -nope
[ ] worn the opposite sex's clothes. -nope
[ ] been a cheerleader. -thank goodness no, even though everyone thinks I am anyway
[ ] sat on a roof top. -nope
[x] screamed at the top of my lungs. -yes
[ ] done a one-handed cartwheel. -no nI can barely so a 2 handed one
[x] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours. -yup, several times
[x] stayed up all night. -yup I had to I was a chapperone for a jr.high lock in
[x] not taken a shower for a week. -I was at my grandma's...and young.
[ ] picked and ate an apple right off a tree. -nope
[x] climbed a tree. -yes
[ ] had a tree house. -no, always wanted one though
[x] been scared to watch scary movies. -uh huh
[x] had more than 30 pairs of shoes. -*sigh* guilty
[ ] worn an ugly outfit to school just to see what others say. -nope, unless clash-n-bowl counts!
[ ] gone streaking. -ewwwww
[ ] played ding-dong-ditch. -nope
[x] played chicken. -yes, with go-karts
[x] been told I'm pretty by a complete stranger. -yup, by British Soccer guys to be recent
[ ] broken a bone. -nope I am very lucky
[x] been easily amused. -oh yes, isn't this quiz proof pf that?
[x] been pushed into a pool/lake with your clothes on. -yup
[ ] caught a fish and eaten it. -nope
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