Monday, May 16, 2005

   ::sigh::
Hello everyone!
I am finally back from my choir tour and it was fun... I suppose. Girls are petty and dumb sometimes. The reason I can say this is that I too can sometimes be one of these dumb stupid girls. We went to a town called Pioneer, aka the middle of nowhere in the mountains. Now I'm in and 50 girl choir and this church was smaller than Nagano's church. AND on top of everything it started snowing! So unloading our truck was fun because all of our girls thought they were going to die if they went out into the wet and helped move things, but of course it was ok to play in the snow. That's an idea of how every single performance no matter where we were went.
Then there is this girl who I shall call "Betty". She is without a doubt the most annoying girl on the planet!!! And of course she thinks I am her best friend, I'm really her only "friend" because I said hi to her once and had a few classes with her. Now she's a leech and I can't get away from her. Everywhere we went she was at my right side. ALL THE TIME!!! after a while I was about to rip her head off. Well it's ok now I'm away from her and I will be for a whole summer.. ::sigh:: relaxation at last...
Now two more stories. (This ought to make you laugh Nagona and Day Dreamer) I was at one of my host family homes in a place called Clear Lake. Very beautiful area and I was staying on a really cool farm. However when we were loading up to go to the church the mom of the family began to slam down her mini van door in the back and well... she slammed it right into my head! It was awsome!! I had a big gooseegg bump on my head for two days.
Then on Thursday my group was going to a place called Redding. The Men's choir (Which Abram is in) was going to Mt. Shasta which is right past Redding. So with the help of one other girl we arranged it with the two choir diectors to let us see the boys, and we did! I got to spend a whole hour and a half with Abram which was wonderful.We met up at Mt. Shasta dam and had a wonderful time. He cut his hair and it look pretty good. I miss it when it was really long. He bought me some Ghiredelli Chocolate in San Fransico which was very nice of him. Also the jerk's in Seattle today which TOTALLY sucks! He's going to get to see his dog that he loves and he's going to be in one of my favorite cities without me dang this sucks... oh well I should not complain I got my chance to see him which made me happy.
Oh yeah and one last thing.. the genius lost his cellphone! yeah he thinks it's somewhere at the church he sang at or at the host family home. Man I love him so much. I hope he finds it.. anyway that's all my stories for now I'm glad to be home.
Now that you read all the way to the bottom you have won a free lemonhead if you know me get in contact with me and you get it!
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

What a Day...
Well today was a lot of hard work. I did nothing but wokr stuff all day. Abram was really tired and frustrated with a few things and I didn't help much. I suppose I don't say the right things at the right time because he and I got into two arguments today. That was a first for us... and to be quite honest rather sad. I won't go into details about it but all I can say is that he hurt me pretty bad (emotionally) today. I could have handled it better than crying (because I did)but I just couldn't help it. However, we worked it all out and now everything is just fine.
I just want to thank my friends who were really there for me, especially Nagona. You know I don't know him to well but he was very kind to me and I will always appreciate his words. I mean I alreay thought he was wonderful but now I think he's amazingly wonderful. I'm sure that I'm making this into a big deal but when someone treats me nicely I never forget it. Ok I'm sure he's gonna read this and say, "gosh woman stop talking about me so much" so I will. ^__^
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Friday, May 6, 2005

   I just talked with my bestest friend in the universe Angel! I am a very happy girl and now I amjust more happier than I was this morning.
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

   Letting out a little steam
Well yesterday was the last day of classes! HOORAY I can't wait for summer to begin. Today I'm going out to dinner with Abram and a friend of ours and his wife. That should be fun I hope.
::sigh:: I don't feel like doing anything today though. I just want to be by myself for a day. The problem is that there is nowhere I can go to be by myself. If I am at home I get nothing but parents nagging at me at how horrible I am and how I'm just no good at anything. If I go to school I get to see my friends and there's nothing wrong with that but after a while I get tired of being everyone's personal driver. Seriously it's like everyday I'm driving someone and it makes me crazy because I feel that I am jusy being used sometimes. (No Abram this does not mean you and in no way is this against you) I use to love to drive until I started giving people rides. Darn my personality.... I can't help but be so flowing with everything. I think I've lost my identity lately and I'm not sure how to retrieve it. ::sigh:: I am ranting over nothing.
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Monday, May 2, 2005

   so...tired
Well like my dear Abram said it is finals week. I am not stressing but I am indeed very very very tired and want just a whole day to catch up on sleep and be a bum. That would be very nice. ::sigh:: oh well it is what it is. Yesterday I got to go to buch at a fancy hotel with my love and with my family. That food was really good. Also I'm getting an ipod which is pretty exciting i hope Abram get's his before we both go on choir tour. Bought Saiyuki the other day cuz I love that show. Also got Newsies- if you like musicals or just a fun movie then you'll love this. This was a fun film to watch even though I have Abram and his sister a hard time about it. (just cuz I'm mean that way) Well that's all for now.

Love+Laughs
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Friday, April 22, 2005

Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):
"A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived."

*The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.If there's anyone you love this much, re-post this

read this on Nagano's site and now i'm following her instrustions.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   Boring day.....
So today was a normal boring day. Got to work at 8:00a.m. went to class at 9:00a.m. went to the most boring chapel on the planet. Awards Cahpels you know I hate 'em. Nothing more stupid than seeing people get awards for just doing their major WAY to extensivley. However, there were two friends of mine who got awards which was cool. Then I went to choir and sang for two hours. I have a concert on Sunday and I have a whole 5 measures of solo.
-__- woohoo. Anywho that's all I have to rant about for now. Ja guys
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Monday, April 18, 2005

   Sorry I haven't posted in a while I've been really busy. Abram took me to our schools Spring Banquet which was cool. On Friday I was in a One act play at school called "Kiss Me Quick- I'm Double Parked" That was a whole lot of fun. There's nothing like being on the stage and having people laugh at you. It was fabulous. Now I'm kind of down it's close to the end of school and I'm just really tired. Also just found out Abram's brother doesn't like me very much. That makes me sad cuz I thought we hit it off when I went to Abram's home. Oh well it is what it is I suppose.
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

   I'm majorally excited that people came to my site! I just got back from spring break with Abram. We had alot of fun together and Abram didn't kill anyone which made it even better. ^__^ hmm I want a smoothy I think I'll go get one. ja guys!
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