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Thursday, August 26, 2004


WARNING
So heres the warning, because if you read on and get pissed at me thne its ur fault. This entry is what I truly believe and feel, and what I know to be true. Its gonna offend some, okay most of you, which personally isn't meant to do, but it has reached a point where I can't fake anymore. So you got to choice, suck it up and deal with it, or stop reading now.


I relized last night in my thougts, that I don't have a true friend. I have friends, and best friends, but not a true friend. A true friend is someone who hasn't ever let that person down. They always find time to spend with them, they listen and give advice, they worry and care for them, they love them, they dont leave them out of things. They want to see them, they aren't obligated to do so, they are there for them when they are needed, they never hurt them, purposely or unpurposly. They keeep their secrets, they lie for them, they do whats best for them, they help them.

I don't have that with anyone. I mean I have my best friends, but they even forget Im here, they dont love me like they say they do. They wouldn't die for me. I'm tired that Im always the third wheel, that I have to ask to taken somewhere, that I have to do the calling, the IMing, the talknig. I mean if I didn't everyone would forget I existed, and ignore me for the rest of my life.

My goal for this year is to find or make one true friend for me. Even if it means going to hide in my books.

Sorry.

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