Sunday, May 22, 2005

...
Why is it, whenever I write something mundane and stupid, I get like, three replies, and when I write something intelligable nobody says anything?
Comments (1) | Permalink

Friday, May 20, 2005

~sigh~
Okay, finally, I should update this thing to say whats going on, although I am fairly certain nobody frequents here anymore. I am probably inactive enough to be declared dead. Like my comic. The comic is inactive because Keenspace sucks and my scanner died. Sorry.

Anyway. Onto what is going on.

For one, the job in China flopped about a month ago. I was set to go until they told me they required me to buy my plane ticket. This was problematic as I was supposed to leave very soon. So I couldn't go, and when I voiced my concerns, the school didn't respond in any way short of reposting the job ad to the job I had been promised.

Very lame, let me tell you.

It was probably for the best though. I got a different job, in Taiwan, that pays better, lets me work with kids, and offers free food AND housing. Very cool.

I do have to pay for my plane ticket, but thats not so bad, since I'm earning 1700 a month once I start teaching a month after I get there. I can afford this. This is a good thing!

My visa is still not here and I leave in seven days, which is a slight concern of mine. I hope it would hurry with it's slow visa ways as it is making me uncomfortable. I've been told I'm approved, so it should be here soon.

Ugh. Seven days. o.o So stressed out.

I also don't have my laptop yet. Hurry up, mail! You are causing me discomfort!

Ordering things from the US is super lame because it all takes quite a long time and costs much more than it says it will because of all these super spooky taxes and extra costs. I don't like that. Stupid duty fee. Psaw.

^_^ Thats all for now. I'll try to update again sometime in the next millenium.

-Rayne
Comments (1) | Permalink

Saturday, April 23, 2005

XD
http://fafe.m.free.fr/imagesblog/16-04-05.jpg
Comments (4) | Permalink

Friday, April 1, 2005

Thanks, Babelfish!
Here's a witty antidote for everyone:

□□□vacation □gold
1. Life □□

Yesterday the dusk □□value □□□, □beak □some person of □Iraq was " □□□vacation □gold ", □Iraq was "奸巧", what An?? did a □intermediary □□ □□□(ㄑ ㄧ 4 ㄘ ㄚ 4 ) set at □□but actually the bottom □□ is □□ ?

Its □□early □□ on once □□Iraq was "monkey 囝 also", "□Wukong" does not run away like □ Buddha's control . to arrive the day, looked □type □□" monkey" "□Wukong" □has also built the fruits of virtue to become the worldly person, fears □is not Iraq □causes badly to teach, also □□□ also other □"Arab League shed also son" □if "Adou" cannot help up, only then □ □□□ □(? Discretion)!

I looked the other widowed politician value other also is also big □ □□mutually □□□goes, pays us to look □□, the life □chats On the one hand □causes the joyful □□vulgar □□heart □, side surface □ short causes □Yin □□ to be short, exempts □□pays the person to plunder □. (for 99 years □ winter □)

So everyone remember. One hand causes the joyful vulgar heart side surface exempts!

Wow, and I just thought this was a high school!

.. on another note, my Mandarin blows, and I really should try harder. x.x
Comments (3) | Permalink

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Now I know why everyone leaves this thing.
Why is popularity such a huge deal on this dumb site? It's enough for me to wanna claw my eyes out. There's nothing like getting a message as a comment on a post like 'lolz, thats cool, come see my site, kthnks bye'.

I realise I only post on this thing to bitch, but sometimes I really think I have good reason. I write here mostlt because a friend of mine does and I needed a journal to talk to him through the site. I don't think I could handle too many people reading about my personal life, though.

Anyway, I'd apologise for not writing much, but I'm not actually sorry, so that would be redundant. Fair enough? Cool.

I'm getting tired of it. It's right up there with people who join mailing lists and ask dumb things like: ok what are you guys talking about???????

(I am not exaggerating on question marks. Today this actually. happened.)

Okay. For one thing, you joined the list. You should KNOW what it's about. You should have READ the main page. For another, if you don't know, try to figure it out, oh my friggen god! Don't post stupid crap like that on a fucking list if you don't know what's going on! And lastly, who is THAT stupid? Yes, I went there. Who is honestly so retarded that they fumble their way across the internet clicking on random things and joining stuff they don't understand? The type of person with a comic cursor, thats who. The type of person with ten bazillion viruses on their hardrives from random 'safe' web sites.

Ew.

On a slightly less bitchy note, I got a job. I'm going to Tonghua, China, in May to teach English. This is awesome fantastic news, people. My happiness almost makes up for how horrified I am at leaving the country and, and being away from my fiance for a year.

Ah. I always feel better when I bitch about other people.

Note: Anyone reading Azale, I know it's still a bit screwy, and I'm working on finding a new site to host the comic. Please bear with me.

-Rayne


Comments (1) | Permalink

Sunday, February 27, 2005

;_; Crikey.
Every once in a while, some complete airhead sends me messages and then refuses to tell me who they are.

Is Yahoo messanger a personals service? I don't understand.

adil_adil126: how are you
psycho_rayne : not bad. Who's this?
adil_adil126: ok
adil_adil126: fine
psycho_rayne : Thats not an answer to what I just asked, actually.
psycho_rayne : Who is this?
adil_adil126: ok
adil_adil126: what is your name
adil_adil126: plz
psycho_rayne : EENH. Wrong. Welcome to the fucking blocklist, idiot.
adil_adil126: you are prttiy
adil_adil126: :)
adil_adil126: how old are you
psycho_rayne : 21. Please go away.
adil_adil126: ok
adil_adil126: im23
adil_adil126: ty
adil_adil126: good
adil_adil126: what is your job
psycho_rayne : I don't know what ty means, but if you're 23, you should really know how to spell anyway. Also, you again said 'ok' for no reason. You're making no sense, and I think you might be hitting on me. I don't like you. Bye.

And then I block the offending moron.

Today was the dentist trip. Loads of fun. Half of my face in numb, and I can't say a bunch of words. Hopefully this will be better by tomorrow. Because I currently can't talk at all. (Which is why I haven't called you, Britt. Please forgive me. ^^;)

But yes, I've started fixing the cavaties. Huzzah.

I'm off to do homework.

-Rayne
Comments (1) | Permalink

Thursday, February 24, 2005

^-^
Things that were really scary only a few days ago have turned out to be not so bad.

Because of this, I'm not really worried about my microteaching tomorrow. I have my lesson plan, so I'm sure things will be fine.

I had a really good week, actually. Spent some time with my friends, went swimming with Mya, and yesterday I went to Kareoke with some people who were just as sick as I am. (We all have a cold. It sounded terrible.)

I would like to write more, but I'm off to school now. Maybe after.

-Rayne
Comments (2) | Permalink

Monday, February 21, 2005

eee...
I am scared shitless about going to this observation.

....

(def: Observation: Watching a class in progress)

~jitters~

-Rayne
Comments (1) | Permalink

Sunday, February 20, 2005

And the Like..
Every once in a while, I get exceptionally depressed, and sit around my house to mope about it. I wish to see no one, do nothing, and get very angsty and gothy.

I don't know why, really, but the last month or so per say has been the case of this. I feel a lot better now. I was able to see a lot of people today, and I actually had a very nice afternoon.

I'd say morning, but I slept through it. God, I haven't done that in a long time. It felt wonderful to do nothing but screw around all day instead of actually do anything useful. I did clean. I guess I was kinda useful.

.. but I like cleaning, so it's still recreational. ^^;

So I saw.. Chelsea, Paul (brother in law- he slept over.), Rob, and Chris Locke today. Much happiness.

We spent from eight or so onward in my apartment, just talking and messing around. They left around ten thirty, I think, and then Chels and I hung out. It was really nice just to see her again, just to hang out and listen to music.

When I was walking back from walking her home, it got really windy all of a sudden, and I felt really happy. It was dark out, and the wind bit through me it was so cold, but I was so happy, and everything just looked so beautiful all of a sudden.

And so passes the period of angst. You'd think not being a teenager anymore would drop those, but it doesn't seem like it. I guess I'm more introverted than I thought.

Life is really beautiful, as long as you're careful how you look at it.

-Rayne
Comments (2) | Permalink

Thursday, February 17, 2005

I remember
I remember, when I'd wake up early
At my Father's house every morning
Just excited because
I knew I'd see you two.

I remember, when we stayed up all night
Talking nonsense in the dark
While one of us objected
That she was getting no sleep for Tae-kwon-do

I remember, sitting around a computer
Writing grammatically unsound stories
About things that really weren't important
While we laughed at the silly randomness inside

I remember, when we'd play with dolls
and give them socially inappropriate rules
and not care how silly we looked
because we were all together

I remember, singing to Prozac
Even though the words were stupid
and complaining when we got to
all the boring slow songs

I remember, when age didn't matter
I could have been a thousand
But we would have still been best friends
Even if it would have been a bit strange

I remember, when our weekends
meant nothing but seeing one another
When Friday was the best day of the week
Because we could finally relax and be ourselves

I remember, meeting halfway
to find one another
Because neither of us could agree to
walk the entire difference.

I remember.

And I miss you.

-Christine
Comments (2) | Permalink