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Friday, July 23, 2004


Random Things
I just wrote a huge post, and then lost it by clicking on a link in an im.

I'm a bit depressed. It turns out that the kitty I brought home yesterday is gonna need shots that cost something like 270 dollars after taxes. I was really crushed about this at first, but then I realised I can pay for it, if I just use the money I was saving for my computer.

I felt kinda bad. I mean, I didn't wanna spend that money. It's just money though, you know? Thats all it is. I don't think thats more important than an animal who needs help. Marco needs help.

I'm a bit frusterated in the sense that the girl who gave him to me told me that he had all of his shots when he didn't, too. It's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? I wish she would've told me. And if she did, I need the records of which ones. I don't think it would be a good idea to double up on shots for a kitten.

He'll be okay, though. We'll work through this. Everyone offered to pay a quarter (Me, Luke, Terri, and Taber) but I really feel this is my responsibilty.

I hate the sun, you know that? I know that sounds terribly morose, but I really do. Whenever it's really hot out, I burn easily. My coat was in the wash today, so I had nothing to hide me from it, and I have a really icky burn on my arms.

I wear a hat and my trenchcoat all year. It actually keeps me a lot cooler. Since I burn easily. I wish my coat was dry.

.. been questioning religion lately. I don't know what to make of myself. I think my beliefs match a lot of Pagan ones, and I really don't believe in anything Christian.. but for now, I think I'm resigning naming myself to any specific culture. I respect quite strongly anyone who can follow a religion. But I don't think I can until I decide moreso who I am. I need to follow something that believes more in the rights of every creature around me, I think. I don't know if I'm making any sense.

I rarely make a lot of sense.

Today I found out that there's animal fat in soap. Isn't that disgusting? I'm really glad I have stuff from the body shop now. No fuckin way in hell I'll use anything else, anymore.

Man, thats disgusting.

.. I wish there was an easier way to avoid products that include animals in the production. I've cut my intake of milk and cheese, and now I eat more soy than anything. But I still wish I could do more.

I think I've run out of things to say.

//.r.a.y.n.e.//

Music: Metric- Grow up And Blow Away

(Eric, thanks for your faith in my comic. Means a lot. ^^;)

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