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Sunday, February 20, 2005


And the Like..
Every once in a while, I get exceptionally depressed, and sit around my house to mope about it. I wish to see no one, do nothing, and get very angsty and gothy.

I don't know why, really, but the last month or so per say has been the case of this. I feel a lot better now. I was able to see a lot of people today, and I actually had a very nice afternoon.

I'd say morning, but I slept through it. God, I haven't done that in a long time. It felt wonderful to do nothing but screw around all day instead of actually do anything useful. I did clean. I guess I was kinda useful.

.. but I like cleaning, so it's still recreational. ^^;

So I saw.. Chelsea, Paul (brother in law- he slept over.), Rob, and Chris Locke today. Much happiness.

We spent from eight or so onward in my apartment, just talking and messing around. They left around ten thirty, I think, and then Chels and I hung out. It was really nice just to see her again, just to hang out and listen to music.

When I was walking back from walking her home, it got really windy all of a sudden, and I felt really happy. It was dark out, and the wind bit through me it was so cold, but I was so happy, and everything just looked so beautiful all of a sudden.

And so passes the period of angst. You'd think not being a teenager anymore would drop those, but it doesn't seem like it. I guess I'm more introverted than I thought.

Life is really beautiful, as long as you're careful how you look at it.

-Rayne

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