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Sunday, May 9, 2004


Today's expierament... failed
Well. Gaming today was a bit cruddy. I was the only one who was on time, as usual. Except for David, but he's the DM, so he needs to be there.

So like, ten minutes after Chels and Michelle showed up, Michelle made this comment on how it was really stupid that I couldn't add something like 17 and five.. for a roll that I've forgotten. So we got into a huge fight.. because she knows I'm dyslexic with numbers, but she doesn't really think about that before she tells me how dumb I am all the time.

It sucks. All through school, I got straight As except in Math. I got honors when I was Ontario, and I recieved a government grant to go to Queens University. My first year, including textbooks was free. I'm not stupid.

I couldn't go, because after that year, I would've had to pay for the others.. but I did get in.. which is something I'm proud of.

Gar. The fight ended, but Michelle and I was bitchy with each other for the rest of the game. This didn't stop me from playing, but she moped for most of it.

I don't usually fight with my friends. x.x But when I do I'm a bit harsh. I'm sure this will blow over soon.

Luke was really apathetic all day too. I don't know why. I stayed offline in hopes to cheer him up, but I'm a bit flaky. I found it odd that the sun was shining outside all day but everyone could be so sad anyway.

I was really cheerful. I still am. ^~^ I know it's retarded. Everyone's depressed, but Rayne's all giddy. But I am.

Sorta.

Mother's day is tomorrow. I hope everyone who can has a lot of fun with their mom. I miss mine hella bad. She'll be up on the 25th, I think. ~checks~ Yep. So I can't be sad, because I'll see her soon. ^0^

I know I bitch about my parents alot, but I do care about my mom. ^_^

Sorry I was afk all day. I have this thing where I want to make everyone happy that usually prevents me from necessarily doing as I want.

Random things:

- Reading Panda's lj has reminded me of Excel Saga again. ;_; I wanna see it again. ~whine~

- I'm really fricken excited over the storyline in digital invasion. I know its weird, but I am. I think about it all the time lately.

- That painting is.. probably gonna take a hella long time.

- I am out of milk. >.<

Welp. Bai.

//.r.a.y.n.e.//

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