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Friday, July 1, 2005



The Number of Days are flying by

Mood [Happy]
Listening To [Nothing]
Eating [Tunafish Sandwhich]


Have you ever felt felt overloaded with things to do? goals to reach? That's kind of how I feel. I have to get my license somehow in one month, and my birthday is only 7 days away. I'll finally be 18! But with that comes great responsibility.

In some aspects, I just want to go back to being a minor or kid. But it also opens my eyes to a whole new world at the same time. My boyfriend came over today, and I feel so happy. Lately, I haven't been in the best of moods.

Everyone thinks he's too young for me but we're only one year apart if they'd look at our birthdays. His 16 and soon to be 17. He's so different from most 16 years old, I mean he's so mature it's not even funny. I've never met a guy so young and acts so mature.

Okay, enough with the mushy stuff right? Well anyways, if getting my license isn't enough, I have to get a car and a job still. Pressure is tight because I'm starting college in August! That's a short time for all this don't you think? Not to mention I thought I'd give myself a make-over before college but I don't have the cash to really do it yet.

Guess I really won't complete all my goals. Ever felt failure before like I have? It sucks. But yet I'm still happy from today. I'm so confused.

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