Sunday, January 8, 2006

   please help me
holy shit i think im going insane and if i dont find out wats going on in the next 2 or 3 days im going to admit myself to a mental hospital. My mind invented an entire day that never happened. I remember picking up the books getting on the bus struggling with the books. asking around for tommy giving the books to tommy and walking home with empty hands. then i find the books at home the next day. nobody saw anybody come to drop them off. so one of three things happened.

1) the whole world is out to get me in a global conspiracy (unlikely)
2) tommy broke into my house when no one was home to return them (also unlikely)
3) im going insane (very likely considering my background)

This feels way to twilight zone to be true. I havent slept for three days. and i dont think i can untill i find tommy to ask him.
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Monday, January 2, 2006

   06
now that its 06 im waiting for june 6 for the date to be 6/6/6. anyway ive got a piece of advice. never combine a magnesium flash bomb with a bottle rocket. the flash bomb with burn first causing the bottle rocket to explode way to close to the ground. learned this the hard way. ran out of pain killers so im relying on generic stuff which never works, and ive decided my new years resolutions will be to lose weight and ask someone to junior prom cause i chickened out last year.
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Sunday, December 25, 2005

the cloud song
go here or you will lead an unfulfilled life.
http://www.deviantart.com/view/22451106/
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   loud speaker
so my parents were fighting for like the tenth time in the last 2 days. only this time it was worse. My shower drain pipe runs by my parents room so things say say get transfered to me and then the shower stall acts like a megaphone amplifying everything they say. so im stuck in the shower with soap in my eyes and shampoo in my hair having my parents scream about me my sister and their own problems sounding like they are right next to me. boy this is gonna take some therapy.
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Saturday, December 17, 2005

holy shit
never and i mean never take a double dose of oxycodone. it will seriously mess you up. i took a double dose and started hilucinating green furry bugs the size of a bottle cap were digging into my leg and i couldnt get them out. my mind started making up pain and i dont care if it was real it hurt like someone had grabbed my calf with a pair of plyers and ripped it apart. so once again never take more than the doctor tells you to. btw that was the reason i havnt been posting i torn a muscle and have been zonked out on either pain or pain killers.
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

   might as well
ok so i found the local dealer and he wants 50$ for 3g. anybody who smokes out there do u kno if thats fair. anyway if my parents are going to take away the car for me using drugs that im not i might as well start right? the thing is i dont want to be some weirdo who smokes by himself i need somebody to do it with, you kno wat i mean. if i find somebody ill buy if not then chances are ill still buy it later and save it till i do find somebody. most of my classes pretty much agreed that pot should be legal and taxed. i think it would seriously lower the cost of pot and our taxes. oh well not gonna happen with a republican.

nuff said
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