Sunday, March 20, 2005

   Rollerking
Today I went to a roller skating place near my house and I took my boyfriend, Jeff, and basketcase and let me tell you something! Whatever she tells you, she cannot skate for crap. And she almost ripped my shirt trying to stop from falling. We also had a soda fight but thats another story.

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

guest book
everybody who visits my site please sign my guest book and tell me what u think of my site. thanx
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More poems
as the tears
roll off my face
the thundering
Splashes
match the beat
of my heart...
it slows down
and so does the rain...
I pull myself
together...
thinking of the
fun we had
but it still
hurts on the
inside...
remembering
your face
accelerates my
heartbeat
and the tears
begin to flow
once again...
I cry out
asking for an end
to this infernal
aching...
but no one
hears me...
as I stare into
the raging fires
of the sun
I realize that
only Death
can stop
my pain
now...
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Yet another poem by crystal
I thought I was
Safe
After so much
disappointment
there's just no fun
in being pessimistic
I thought I could
Keep them close
with my charming
personality...
Not so
I always planned
ahead
imagining obstacles
but never realizing
the damage they
could cause
People come and
people Go
not understanding
the Havoc that
results in my
mind
I thought I could
hang on...
thought I could
be special
to Somebody
and have them be
special to me
I thought they would
stay for me
but Everybody
goes Away
in the End...
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Another poem Crystal wrote
I might
never know
Why
but I'll
always
want to...
no answer
could ever
make me
feel better
and
Nothing
can ever
change
what you did
to me-
and it's
aftereffects...
and so
you shall-
and so
you must
remain
almost UnForgiven...
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This is a poem my friend Crystal wrote
Your soul used to
whisper in my ear
at night...
"you and I
will never die...
but take your
time and savor
the love anyway..."
and savor I did...
every waking moment
that I wasn't in
your presence
I thought of you...
but then one night
your soul
didn't come to me...
I waited for days-- weeks...
but he didn't come back
for months...
so I grew anxious...
one night I
heard him again
and was so happy
for his return
that I couldn't
believe what he said...
"The burden of the world
is once again
upon your shoulders..."
was his message...
and his melodious voice
never kissed
my ears
again...
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