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Thursday, November 27, 2008
So my editing...
And re-editing...and editing...and more editing...from scratch....is going slowly. Finals are coming up...like one or two next week...
And Infinite Undiscovery...and Fatal Frame...and BAHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
And constantly on the phone at night...ack lack of sleep. ><'
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Redoing
I'm redoing the site. Even if it's dead...idc.
XD <3
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
Unrequieted feelings hurt the most...
I know this now more than ever.
Especially when these unrequited feelings trouble the other person as well as you.
But I have to leave it all behind, like I've been trying too. I just can't seem to get rid of the last bits of this.
And Amber gives the elderly downssyndrome.
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Monday, November 17, 2008
He will
never know.
:/
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
Profane
:/
I feel like shit.
I want to give up.
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Somehow....
No one is ever on this thing anymore. It makes me a tad sad.
When I read old blog entries from this site, I see what an idiot I was and what an idiot I still am.
I was talking with someone the other day, and said that I'd rather smoke crack than be fat like this anymore. I think I meant it. It's odd I guess.
Otherwise, college is going rough, but hey it's life I suppose. I hope that I can go see Job For A Cowboy with my little brother, even if I'm not the biggest fan of that band. It would still be fun. I just don't know if I can handle it. He's trying to drag me out in public and it's annoying, but I guess it's awesome that he still lurves me like that. XD
In other news, I got my cat! He's at my house finally. I feel more content and at ease with him here. :3
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
I need to...
get a break.
Sometimes I just wish I could date someone that wasn't so self-centered. All he talks about is himself and when I say anything, all he can say is "yeah." After almost 2 years and that's all.
that's it...and he can carry on about himself forever.
Chuck Palahniuk once said "for someone that truly listens, not someone who waits their turn to talk..."
That's what I want. Someone who is interested in me more than they are themselves, so it seems fairly equally on both ends.
>:/
Someone that finds me quite fair and beyond compare to others. I don't want to be second to anyone. ._.
Other than whining my ass off, I am supposed to be watching Midsummer's Night's Dream right now, but geh I hate it. So type, type I shall ;D
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
It's almost been a year...
and I still love you.
I wish I didn't.
God how I wish I didn't.
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
College is hard T_T
I'm tired.
And this work is tiring.
And boring.
And I'm horny. And I'm fat.
And blargh.
>3<
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Dudes.
I need to redo my site.
Again.
And I've been gone for so long. I'm actually on here everyday. But I never really do anything.
So an update?
Okay here goes.
After 1 year and 3 months of dating, Andrew and I called it off last night. But it's cool. It was for the best. I hope. Too many issues. Too big of an age gap? Possible. Him being condescending? Very possible. Him mocking me and blowing up over everything? More likely than you'd think.
Although he was a good man (kid?), and I do still in a sense love him, it was a dwindling love. I hope we can stay friends. Maybe if we ever worked past things, we could get back together. I don't know.
I'm still staying with his grandmother who stated that I didn't have to be dating him to live with her. But you know things are awkward I guess. I want to hightail it out of here, not that I dislike anyone or anything. It's just all the memories are kinda painful.
?_?
In other news....
College is fast approaching. yay? I guess. I'm pretty unmotivated, but I'll get over it. Cold feet and just not sure what to do with life anymore.
What about you guys? I miss talking to the few of you here. I have MSN and AIM and Myspace if you'd like to talk through that. I'll try to keep up with myotaku better and I've been meaning to update, maybe even get some art up here.
So, in the process of trying to look for something to hang onto, something fun, I found that I really love the smell of hand sanitizer....
>:3
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