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Monday, March 17, 2008
People who write...
like this person does:
http://www.theotaku.com/worlds/drowsypills/
Totally make me vomit as to what this site has become.
Otherwise, I get pictures from the zoo! <3~
And maybe I should start keeping this thing more regular like I did, 3 years ago.
God...kids today...writing their bullshit and calling it "witty".
:/
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Monday, February 25, 2008
GAH.
I know I'm terrible.
I haven't even taken those pictures yet, but I know no one is waiting on them XD
Anyways, I have a Gaia account now. ;3
If anyone wants the screen name it's ToxicNoxicCandy
<3
So addd me biznatches XD
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
One Last Chance.
If this isn't it.
I'm probably going to stop posting for good.
Because, I feel badly for always saying, I'll be here frequently and never doing what I say.
As always, I will check this thing, probably daily, for another reason, so fret not, I'll still comment when I can.
Other than that.
I'm thinking about gathering my ballsy-ness and going to major in art.. As some of you might know, risk is not my high point, but I think I might be able to do this. I've gotten a ton of encouragement on the idea of learning to sew and becoming a fashion designer. I just need more work on my proportions personally, and just a way to keep my "vision" from fleeing. I figured out there's a lot of things I need to work on, but I'm going to try it out. Learning to sew, is going to be the toughest thing for me. I actually already know how to sew a little by hand, and how to use a sewing machine, but my work comes out slightly messy. The blanket I made was one of the better things I've made with a machine, and a slight bit of hand sewing, but it's honestly probably the biggest thing I've made, other than these little miniature puffy stuffed creatures, that I made friends in Home Ec.
So, I might post some of my designs here, but they won't be very good quality, since I'll be taking a picture of them. <3 But bleh...
Anyways, otherwise, Chara is ignoring me. I guess it makes me feel like shit in a sense.
But fuck it I guess. Maybe I'm just not trying hard enough or she's really busy...
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
Nyar.....
I got a new camera.
Which means if you're on my myspace you can now see how terrible I look.
Or maybe I'll pictures here.
Shiyu hates me.
Erm...I'm going to write that final letter to Casey, when I get around to being emotionally stable enough.
:/
I promise posts of glory, but they're always filled with fail.
But anyways I'll write something constructive.
Someday.
Other than that.
My friend Angela is Malcom X and I'm Martin Luther King Jr. OWO
Don't ask srsly.
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Mourning.
I think I might do a post about one of my best friends that passed away.
And no it's not Kuronekosama. She's just never online probably because of work 0_o
I don't know how to get over things. >.>
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
My brain is filled with puss.
No one reads this.
I should just stop posting.
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008
kjgkngjng!
Har.
Playlist:
"Heaven And Weak"-Maudlin Of The Well
"Knights Of Cydonia"-Muse
"Emily"-From First To Last
"Learn To Fly"-Pink Floyd
"Terminal Frost"-Pink Floyd
"C"-Dir En Grey
"Inner Universe"-Origa
Blaharhar.
Like anyone gives a fuck what my playlist is.
Anyways I'm overwhelmed and stressed.
So fuck you kids who just now are getting into Deathnote. And thanks Chara for getting me into like two years ago, I think...or earlier last year. Can't remember. Think it was two years ago though. The anime came out last year, I'm pretty sure, but the manga has been out since forever and a day. And I still have yet to read the ending, I'm keeping myself in suspense, although I know where to find it.
Talking to my Vocational Rehabilitation lady, made me realize just how controlling my boyfriend's mother is.
I know they're helping me and everything, but fuck.
I just want to take two or three Geodone and see what happens.
I'd probably be frothing at the mouth from 2 40s and a 60.
It would make me sleep though.
Or maybe I'll just go read some more of Pet Sematary.
Contrary to the rest of the world, it's a lovely, balmy day out, windy too, possibly a storm coming which makes me so happy.
Am I fucking emotionless right now?
Why yes. Yes I am.
:B
Score one for Schizophrenia. Which will take my being over inevitably , so why fight it anymore?
It's not worth it.
I'm not ready to grow up.
I'm not.
I want the few years of childhood I had back.
Oh and I hope you do use this site some moar Chelsea...I miss yous. D:
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omfg. a post?
Yeah that's right.
I'm back...sorta.
XD
A lot is going on right now.
So....
BEH.
I'll be back later LOL
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Friday, November 16, 2007
 The Playlist XD: "Please Don't Remember"-The Flashbulb, "Heaven And Weak", "Undine And Underwater Flowers", "They Aren't All Beautiful"-Maudlin Of The Well, "All Is Violent, All Is Bright", "Fragile", "When Everything Dies"-God Is An Astronaut.
So, I feel emotionally tormented right now.
I feel like an indentured slave in a sense.
I don't really have friend's anymore. It's pretty painful. But I miss that feeling of being close to someone. Someone to share your dreams with, and to face reality and beyond. Isn't that what a boyfriend is supposed to be like? I feel like I'm in some sort of withdrawing process. The only friends that are "friends" just talk to me because they want to have sex with me.
And now as I think about it. No one has called me like in...months. It's amazing. Hahaha. It's only when they want help. Which I'm more than willing to give.
But.
I'm bleeding still. I almost have been "spotting" for a month. That's bad isn't it? I can't get medical help either because it's not an "emergency". I don't know whats wrong with me. But my sides hurt terribly and my back as well.
I'm taking Abilify now. An extremely low dosage, as with Geodon they made me take 50 mg. The Abilify isn't doing shit. Maybe its the dosage, but I don't know honestly.
It feels like my "symptoms" are getting worse. I thought I just heard someone scream my name in my headphones and the paper was being eaten by black dots. I just want to go to sleep, but I can't.
Why can't I? I just don't know why.
Every time I talk to my boyfriend, about how I feel, which is usually not that great, he gets mad about me being suicidal. I don't think he's mature enough for me (not being egotistical.), but it just doesn't seem like he can handle me talking about things. Yet. I'm supposed to be a willing ear for him. Wtf. He tries so hard though. I know I'm tough to deal with.
He tries so hard.
I'm going to go to bed.
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Saturday, November 3, 2007
"Heaven And Weak"-Maudlin Of The Well
Is a great song.
Speaking of good bands and good songs,
Gwar is coming to town and I'm going most likely.
I hope they're bringing the fake blood with them <3
Speaking of I haven't updated in a while, I know. No one really reads this shit anyways, so I figure, what's the point? I will update, but nothing on a regular basis.
I found a good site called hopecube, that occupies some of my time and myspace the other half. Although myspace is something that I don't really like at all. It annoys me when you're trying to be friendly and you send people messages, and no response is the most likely reply.
Hopecube is pretty cool though.
I need to draw something...
<3
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