Saturday, January 1, 2005

   lol, ?
Hey everyone and happy new years! Well, ryu is all right, because he sent me an e-greeting. But I still haven't spoke to him. I hope he gets on so I can atleast say hi. God, Chris is getting on my nerves majorly. I tried getting off the phone and first he begged me to stay and then he cried and then he wouldn't let me off. Everytime I hung up with him he finally called back and Chara finally had to tell him to basically get off the phone with her or die. But well now he's comeing over...I just hope he doesn't act like a jerk. I only wanted someone to hold me and be there for me and someone I could do the same in return for...what went so wrong??? Well, there is the fact I cheated on him, but well...I told him I was sorry and begged him to forgive me and he stayed and I was happy. But sometimes I think I'm ready to move on and get a new boyfriend. Someone very special to me and very faraway. But he would never say yes to me...oh, well. If Chris acts like a jerk today then I just have to say no. But well last night was so much fun!!! I played Dance Dance Revolution with John Austin ( Cabelle 00 ), Chara ( Kuronekosama ), and Luke ( Gir 00, my little brother ). We are still playing and even Brandy has been playing!!! It's a lot of fun and not nearely as hard as I thought! Well, Chara says hello, to all of you who know her. I got a Sephiroth Figurne from the anime palace from Chris and it's so adroable!! Not poseable though, but still adorable!! Kevin ( Jeweish Payphone )spent the night with charaa and me for untill yesterday and we had a lot of fun!! I also got a 20 dollar gift card to the Books a millon, so can anyone say 'Manga'!! I also got a Slipknot shirt when Chara and I went to tyhe mall yesterday and a Gir keychain that says I love Junk Food! Wwell, I miss all of you and can't wait to hear from all of you guys!!
~Kitten-_+~
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Friday, December 31, 2004

   Ok, where the fuck is Ryu????????
What the hell did I miss. WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL DID I MISS?? Where is Ryu?? Why can't I get to his site anymore, but his messages are still here...I'm so confused.. Please tell me noything happened to him. Please tell me he is still here... I'm freaking out... Chara is here and hasppy new years and sorry I dissapeared for quite a while. I went to my mothers and I got a sega dreamcasst for X-mas! Yay! I missed all of you and wished I could have been here for all of you guys!!! I missed all of yu and whenever you get a chance..tell me how everything went.. I miss you Ryu. If you somehow see this, please, please say you are all right and i'm so sorry that I left for a while. Well, Dance Dance Revolution calls me to play. LOVE ALL OF YOU!! Please Ryu. Please, be all right.
~Kitten-_+~
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Monday, December 20, 2004

   a test thingy...theres a post below.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

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   I HVAE NEVER BEEN SO GLAD TO BE AT HOME!!!
You will never believe what happened last night!! It started snowing down here1 But unfourtunately stopped! But anyways what really happened was, well I went with Brandy last night to go get the motor home from a hotel parking lot down in Clinton ( a little ways away from where I live ) I went with her because she said it would be easier because then she could just head straight onto gameHaven before it closed, and get the car and get dinner. So, well I wnet and we got the motor home, but it started to smother it's self out so we had to stop and let Gil and Cliff fix it. And then after awhile later ( about 30 minutes ) we had to stop again because it was barely running and kept fieing halfway up hills and stuff of that sort, So, they stopped to fix the carbarator. I sat in the truck randomly talking to Chara and Chris at odd times. It was about an hour or more before they got done fixing it...so we took off again Brandy and I in the truck and cliff and Gil in the motor home. Well a little ways past where my parents live we had to stop on the side of a dark road with no street lights... and had to try to jump off the motor home, so we did...but the truck died after that! And no matter what we did to try and fix it it wouldn't start. So, after 11 we had to call AAA to come pick up the truck, which wasn't even Brandy and mines to begin with! >< It was my great Uncle Waberns. So, we haven't even told him it's broke yet...we sat in the motor home till 12 listeing to the radio and me freezing because i have no coat and trying to warm up by wearing brandys..it didn't help much >< But AAA finally came and picked us up. BUT GUESS WHERE I FUCKING RODE!!/ In the back of the freezing non heated dead truck while it was being towed. I was so cold my toes had frost bite and all of me had frost bite probably. I was sitting beside gil because only 2 peolle could ride in the nice heated AAA truck, with nothing but a blanket and well my duster and my shirt on ( which was a stupid shirt to wear because it has one short sleeve one strap) It was 20 minutes before the truck arrived at our house and loaded my uncle wabrens truck onto the driveway and I could barely run because I was so cold. I bundled up under the bkankets and talked to Chris and finally fell to sleep. That was also the wrost night to be outside because last night was the coldest night of the year!!! >< So, yeah that was my amazing adventure. And hopeing the truck wouldn't tip over off the back of the tow thing wasn't fun ethier espically since I was in it! >< I was so afraid I was gonna die. Every other word i said was fuck. Lesson is " Never ride in a broken down truck on a tow truck, because you might catch a cold like I have now!! Espically on the coldest night of the year! " >< But anyways how is it all going with you guys? Good? I hope. I might have Penmounia according to Chris (who was freaking out and it was aggitateing) But well all is good except I miss ryu...Chara might be comeing over to spend the nioght and i might be getting alot more presents than I thought seems as if my mom's specail 'elves' are going to help them by X-mas presents! I just hope Luke gets what he wants! Oh, and I get to go to the mall and get some clothes! ^^ I have 50 dollars now...enought to maybe get more presnts than I thought i could... But well down where my parents live now there is an ANIME STORE!!! WHOOT!!! It's called anime palace! I can't wait to go check it out! ^^ It'll be fun! I miss you as well Ryu maybe we can talk today... Chara sends hugs! I hope all will be merry in your worlds! HUGS! And Sinny you can do it!!!^~
~Kitten-_+~
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

   I ish sleepy...
meh, I miss being cuddle before I go to sleep...I really miss it. And i haven't been able to sleep right because of it. But well, anyways whats going on with all of you guys? I have downloaded my favorite Kittie song! yay, happiness. It took me forever to get it though but so well worht it. Paperdoll. Well, I just heard a shocking thing!!! Jay is cheating on Sinny with Shannon???!! It broke my heart... Sinny is such a sweet heart. And by prediction she is my soul mate. Or in other words my twin soul. Or atleast thats what the Tibetians said. So, I just hope she doesn't have to go throught the hear ache i did at her age. When I was one year older than her, I lost someone dear to me and hope she doesn't have to go through what I did. *sigh* But anyways we went to go Gatlinburg and Pigeon Fore today and looked at the christmas lights. It was fun! I got a hot fudge sunday too! And we might get snow down here tomorrow. Yay! And Hinaru commented! i'm so happy! I was hopeing Ryuu would be on ythis late, but guess he is asleep as of now! But 'll leave all of you alone....I need to get off of here to let the other people on here...bai you guys and lots of hugs!!! Sorry I didn't get to many of your sites ethier...;_;
~Kitten-_+~
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Saturday, December 18, 2004

   RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!
THE RAGE!!!!!! I'm just really angry right now so just ignore me...I didn't get to talk to Ryuu....;_; I miss him so FUCKING MUCH over the last 2 days and he finally contacted me and Shaun and Jenny were useing my computer>< This is the first time i have got an oppurtnity to get on and then Shaun is getting back on it to play stupid disney games... >< I have 2 GB entries to get to as well as checking everyone's site which i will have to do later.. >< I'm just so mad and Brandy called my beautiful XP a piece of junk!!!!! >< Well, it's not beautiful, but well...I love it because it works pretty than hers and it's my first computer that I've owned by myself>< Well, also if you all have wondred where I have been I have been at Charas until last night and Chris called me and after I got done talking to him I was sleepy so I didn't get on...Chris is here right now and probably getting bored sitting in the other room...I'm tired and sick and listening to Meglomanic ( KMFDM) Aubreys theme...I haven't got to talk to him ethier...or Matty. But well Chara sends her regards and I got Serial Expirements Lain from her for x-mas...well it's just one of my presents >< She bought me 4..but well, I'll miss Kei-chan. And i gotta run. Love all of you and hugs! But isdn't it fcked up that I can't even get onto my own computer and they tried getting onto it without asking? Luckily i have a password1!! mwhahahaha! MEATY CHAINSAW!!!
~Kitten-_+~
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

Hehehehe Danzig downloaded!!!
Well, well, last day of school and I decided not to go. I don't wanna see Freddy. i don't wanna cry. >< But stupidly I feel like a cry baby. But fuck him. I'm tired and sleepy. Plus, Chris was off today and I wanted to talk to him. I'm listening to Danzig's "Mother" right now, because I finally got it to download. Danzig has one of the coolest voices. Since that ones done now Gackt is downloading faster too! ^^ i spent a lot of yesterday listening to Luna. I'm sorry I couldn't get to a lot of your sites last night, espically Kei-chan! The computer wouldn't work right on the comments boxes or PMs when I tried to send one from clicking the thing on someone's site...Well what did you guys think of Freddy? Isn't he a cutie? but well I do love my Chris and two other people ^//^ you guys will never know whoi they are for they are on this site and well...um yeah! Ryuu is online! Yay! Well, gota go everyone! Love ya lots! *hugs and candy* And I need to write back to Elke!!!!><
~Kitten says Fuck Life~-_+~
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

   Ryuu-sama...
I don't want Ryuu to dissapear...I don't want you to go Ryuu. I want you to stay. I'm sorry. I'm just worried about Ryuu...He's angry and wishing he would dissapear.. But anyways...how was your days? Yay! Ryuu's not gonna die! ^^ But anyways..I got to be more with David and Conor then ever before today. Freddy totally ignored me for more than half of the class. His girlfriend...I don't like her. She's a total and utter wiger.
This is Freddy, the drummer, not the girl.


But can you imagine him with a FUCKING wiger? She has such a fucking bad adtude too. God I HATE HER!!!!!!!!! Yes, i know I'm jealous. I know I have Chris. But Freddy will always have a special place in my heart. I'm sorry if you read this chris. I'm sorry that I said that there was nothing between him and I. I love you baby. Please don't be mad. I'm really stressed out right now. I'm so confused. I feel like cutting so bad, but i'll try not to. If I do then well I won't talk about it. You guys don't need to hear about my problems. You all have enough of your own with out me pushing my life onto you. But anyways....I'm just being a bitch. I got an invader Zim notebook from Rebekkah! I love my Rebekkah! She's suh a sweetie. Heather wasn't at school today and nothing much opther else went on besides me and Nicole and lucy makeing fun of Tasra's simple mind and Adam Duke's saying he screwed his sister! It's almost as funny as the time he said he had a vagina! I swear he's the most retarded person in our fucking school! >< He aggitates the fuck out of me! But eh whatever. He calls me Nuku. Fag. Anyways i'm listening to HIM right now. What about you guys? Love you all lots. hehehehe I remeber something Kyo said: " If ypour boobs got any bigger the kids would say ' Hey lady can have that balloon?' " hahahahaha I have the biggest boobs ever! mwhahahaha!
~Kitten says Fuck Life~-_+~

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

   blah....horny and over fed for once.
Hows it going as you may have once agauin gussed by the early post yes I missed school again today, but this time I have a very gopod reason!! ^^''''I HAVE NO SHIRT AND SOCKS TO WEAR!!! I joke you not. All my clothes of that nature are dirty so right now I walk around the house in nothing on, but my bra and pants, not able to go outside. my tummy hurts too and i didn't sleep very well. Well, I'm online Ryuu-sama and wanna talk whenever you wanna! ^^ I over ate and I'm still hungry! Or maybe not!! My stomache can't decide >< So, I definetly have to go tomoirrow...but I have nothing to give them till the begining of the year after i get some money..-_-' But well I can't wait to see replies and btw I forgot some songs that I forgot to post last night!! Children and Zomboid, by Dir en Grey, and absolute anything from Rammstein!!!But well have a good day all of you and I love all of you lots! And I miss you Hinaruuuu! HUGS OF DOOM!
~Love form the Kittn/Purga-sama( as deemed by sam) -_+~
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Monday, December 13, 2004

So, little time do everything...
I feel rushed and without enough sleep...and I hate being questioned which is what Chris constntly does is question me... I hope I still have the net by the end of Christmas break...I wanna talk to Ryuu-sama...bad. When I feel bad and stuff he is always there for me....I'd alos like to talk to Matty and Aubery more...poop. I'm so tired. I don't get good sleep...I don't have the best of dreams...Chara knows what I mean...Freddy got a girlfriend...he says she is really sweet and stuff...but she is a wiger..and seems a little mean...but well Freddy can bring out the best in some people..I also need to burn that Rage Against the Machine cd to my computer that he let me borrow..But well how are things on your end? By the way what is your all time favorite song? I wanna know! Just curious. Mine is good god, I dunno, but Chaste Sin(Duel Jewel), Silent Jealousy (X-Japan), For You(H.I.M), and PennyRoyal Tea, Heartshaped Box, and You know your Right ( Nirvana)! I can't wait till tomorrow! i get the first volume of Hellsing! the manag! From Heather! I also get a present from my juggaletee Rebecca! I love her because she is special! I really wish I could get her an Twizted shirt or something....but well...love all of you and have a good day! And Chris opened the Hawaiin punch for me!! Andf oh yeah I started to baw at the ceremony yesterday and I used Chris a kleenex! He had a huge booger on his shgirt! hahahaha, but seriously all that was there was old people and i started to bawl when all the old people cried and came up there and said who their candle was for.n I had clamed down my crying but then a little old man, came up there crying and said this is for my wife of 66 years..and I started to cry harder than ever before!! But anyways love you all lots! hugs!
~Love form the Kittern/Purga-sama(as deemd by Sam)-_+~
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