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Sunday, December 12, 2004

   AUBURY STALKERS....STRIKE!!! POST BELOW!











the rules are the same... etc. etc. etc.
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   Hello, everybody! hwello Doctor nick! hahaha!
Sirry. Simpsons bit. last night Hinaru was here and I was ultra happy! It always makes me ultra happy to hear from him. I didn't get to talk to Ryuu yestersay though...I missed him T_T I talked to my little brotyher though! Him and Johm Austin went out to get DDR! hahahaha I'd like to see them play! ^0^ Well, today I'm going to a candle lighting ceremony for my cousin with Brandy and chris. Yay. I'll probably cry knowing me and chris will be there to hold me. My relatives get another glance at his chivarlous actions. but eh more time to spend with him so yay! I'm tired though. I satyed up till 7:00 in the morning ( I woke up at 6:40 ) trying to get a bottle of hawaiin Punch open!!!! ><
It won't come open!!! It ended up with me almost slamming it down against the table until I relaized Brandy was still asleeep. >< But well yay I'm talking to Ryuu now so I must cut this short. Well love you all lots and lots and hugs! ^^ Have a good day!
~Love form the Kitten/Purga-Sama ( as deemed by Sam) -_+~
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Saturday, December 11, 2004










This is my (keyword:My, as in me as in HitokiriAiko/Annie/Banpaia Tsuki) Fanclub for Aubrey A. McVaymen.
Yuri Shoujo is 2nd member.
If you wanna joing pm me!
but... be warned...
by joining you agree to the following terms...
1) You will not, in any way, Say that Aubs is yours.
2) You will not, try to pass me up as far as knowing Aubs or being his friend goes.
3) You will not, take this seriously, Even though we all love Aubs... He is probably creeped out by me and everyone else who joins this.
4) You will: Visit HitokiriAiko's (my) Fanart! And vote... commenting is optional...

Rule #4 is selfish and greedy... but necessary!

hahahaha, I'm stalking my friend!! hje's a cutie and i demand that all of you go join his fanclub!! Chris says Hi!
~Love from the Kitten/Purga-sama(as deemed by Sam)-_+~
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   Should be asleep, but hey oh well!
Whats going on? Anything good? Well, it's almost 2:00 over here. I hope Kyo is all right and hasn't passed out in the shower or anything. He was a bit drunk ealier. oh, Ryuu-sama...you cute lil drunk! Chara says hello to you! But anyways. I just found out the coolest thing ever! ^^ I got the Nirvana Boxset! Chris won't give it to me until X-mas though! -_-''''' I want it now, but for Kurt i shall wait! I wish was here with me! I need someone to talk to. I talked to Samantha(CuteTanuki) earlier and it was so hilarous! We made Faust from Shaman King dance like crazy! ^^ He did the Riverdance too! Beware Shannon beware. Don't mess with Sinny. Sinny is such a sweeite! She made an adorable little thing for me! It says Sinny and Purgatory sisters forever. I hope she will always stay as pure of heart as she is right now. She reminds me a lot of me before the darkness inside over took me. but hey you guys still love me right? ;_; Well, I hope you guys also like the new BG!! Yae from Fatal Frame 2: Crimson Butterfly. She is a crazy bitch. Well, love you all lots and night-nite, sleep tight! Don't let the Sephiroth bite!
~Love from the kitten/Purga-sama( as deemed by Sam) -_+
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Friday, December 10, 2004

   I STOLDIED THIS QUIZ!!! FROM DIZZY!!!
slutty catgirl
Your a slutty catgirl.

Maybe? But I don't hjave a new boyfriend every week.... POST BEOW!!
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   Stupid Bus...
It left me behind again!! >< Fuck it. I'm going to go to school all of next week if it kills me and my internal organs!!! God, I hate haveing anxeity it's a real bitch.. It tears your stomache apart whenever you get really excited or nervous. But I'm sorry for worry you guys!!!! Kei-chan I'm glad you cared so much! *cries* And Darke you a really good friend! *hugs* selena your a sweetie. *more hugs* And Sam and Matty and Aubery and Nikki and Chris nad Vicious 2 I loveid all of you! ^^ can you guys see Kurt in my bG now? KUUUUURT! I'm glad you guys like the music. I've had it on here once before. I'm sooo sleepy. but *yaaawn* I feel bad. I can't wait to go back to school in a way. I miss Freddy and David and Heather and Nicol and lucy and Tara. I really hope chris and I get some alone time this weekend! hehehehehehehe. I'm his cute lil kitten!But anyways now I'm just mindlessly rambleing. i cried a ot last night. I felt like such a little kid. I cried because i thought i was gonna lose Sam. I cried because I thought she didn't like me for who I really was... I cried because Matty was so sweet. He's always giving good advice. But anyways I'm gonna start to cry now, because I'm remembering all of it! But anyways later guys! Love you al lots and have a good day! hugs1
~Purgatory-_-~Dead and Loveing it~
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Thursday, December 9, 2004

   I'm sorry you guys.
I never mean to make any of you guys sad. It took Sam bitching me out and Chris telling me that everything will be all right but now I'm all right. That and Jangalin and Matty talking to me. I love them to death. But anyways. Than you all for being there for me. I would make a banner or something, but you know I'm kinda dumb and I don't know how! ^^''''''' But anywasy thanas kei-chan. i didn't mean to make you cry. And big sorries to sam. And BlackPeral and BrokenKokoro, and Nikki and Vicious2. Don't worry. I'll be here and will try not to be such a pessimistic jerk. I love you all lots and if you didn't read the thing below then I suggest not too!
But if you guys wanna really know some of the reason behind my whole deprssion ( Only some of you will get this ) There is a song that matty showed me by Jem thats cool.

Missing You
(In loving memory of PJ Matthews)

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
this day would come
Now all I'm feeling
is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die

And I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side
~Purgatory-_-~Dead and Loveing it~
ps. Than you Chris for being there for me. And not going ballistic and helping me through today. I love you a lot baby.

One of my favorite animes of ALL TIME which none of you have probably ever seen. If you can find the orginbal version i'd suggest to get it.

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   I'm sorry you guys.
I never mean to make any of you guys sad. It took Sam bitching me out and Chris telling me that everything will be all right but now I'm all right. That and Jangalin and Matty talking to me. I love them to death. But anyways. Than you all for being there for me. I would make a banner or something, but you know I'm kinda dumb and I don't know how! ^^''''''' But anywasy thanas kei-chan. i didn't mean to make you cry. And big sorries to sam. And BlackPeral and BrokenKokoro, and Nikki and Vicious2. Don't worry. I'll be here and will try not to be such a pessimistic jerk. I love you all lots and if you didn't read the thing below then I suggest not too!
But if you guys wanna really know some of the reason behind my whole deprssion ( Only some of you will get this ) There is a song that matty showed me by Jem thats cool.

Missing You
(In loving memory of PJ Matthews)

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Don't think I ever believed that
this day would come
Now all I'm feeling
is lost and numb

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I would try

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside

I'll always be thankful
for the time we had
We were blessed
I should celebrate
but I feel too sad
All the wonderful memories
just make me fall apart
And it feels like somebody's
stabbed me in my heart

And ohhh I know I promised
Mmmm that I wouldn't cry

But I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side

Walking, holding hands
Talking, making plans
Touching my heart my soul

I wish this could be
a happy song
But my happiness disappeared
the moment you were gone
Tell me it's not happening
Say it's not as it seems
Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
It's just a bad dream
Please tell me that it's fiction
Tell me it's just a lie
Whatever you choose to tell me
Please say he didn't die

And I, yes I, miss you
and it's killing inside
Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
want you by my side
Ooh well I, miss you
want you by my side
Back here by my side
Here by my side
~Purgatory-_-~Dead and Loveing it~
ps. Than you Chris for being there for me. And not going ballistic and helping me through today. I love you a lot baby.
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Goodbai...
I'll be leaveing soon. Not to worry though I'll still be here. I'm tired of living this jack-shit life. I don't wanna live anymore. I'm tired. I'm tired of being stuck. Nothing is going well. I keep on missing school. I'm tired of school. I miss my friends. All of my friends. I miss Twittchy, Chara, Angela, Alicia, Mr.Matrix-man, Celia, Kaleb, Dennis, Dawn, Randy, BRITT, Katie, my little brother Luke, Kevin and everyone else... I want my life the way it used to be!!!!!!!! I WANT MY CUZ BACK!!!!!!! I WANT CHARA BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to do what I used to do...nothing will ever be good again. I'm always lousy and miserable. I want to go back to Central. I wanna bitch and complain about the bitches on the bus. I want to sit with all my friends and hang out in the cafeteria. I want to spend the night with Chara and RPG and play Fatal Frame 2 and make up bowling moves and make up scary ghost stories... god, I've tried to improve. I've tried to deal with things. But in the end the only solution i see in my sight is a knife and a lot of blood. Maybe if god is nice he'll let me relive my old life on a constant loop. Maybe I'll get to see my grandma and cuz and all the other people i lost. Maybe this is the suicide note, but well heres the real one:

All Apologies
Nirvana/Kurt Cobain

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
buried
I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezer burn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all is all we are

If I don't chicken out of this..but if I do it. I want Chara to have my compy. And I ask you bury my seifer sock doll with me and my notes be buried with me.
At least this way I won't bring my family anymore shame. I won't be the daughter they thought was insane. I won't be a burden after they bury me. Please also give my bro the PS2. I hope you all understand one thing. You were all good people. I love all of you. Please have Pennyroyal tea played at my funeral or whatever. Make sure a lot of Nirvana is played. If not I'll haunt you. Bai-bai. At least I won't have to go to jail. At least I won't have to live with the fact that I'm a failure.
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   missed again today...
Some sad news. The lead gituarist of Panthera/Damageplan died last night being shot 5 times on stage. Two other people (members of the audience were also shot and killed. The gunman was stopped by a cop finally after takeing a member of the audience hostage. But well anyways I'm going to probably change the theme of my site! It's going to be a suprise! But I'm depressed rioght now, so you never what will happen! But well love all you lots!
~Purgatrory-_-~Dead and Loveing it~
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