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Friday, November 12, 2004


   Agh, whatever your friend wants do to me she can. At least Chara is comeing over!
And Vicious 2 was here!! Yay! I miss big brother Vicious 2!!! If Hinaru ever wants to kiss me, it would be his decision, not mine. i can't wait till Chara-chan is here!!! But well how is everyone? I've missed talking to all of you a lot! Maybe when I get ths new compy things will be better. Chris and I are seemingly getting better. I hope everyone is doing well. School bites, but such is life. I just finished Blood Canticle about 30 minutes ago. I was hopeing lestat would bring Rowan in to the Dark Blood, but he didn't. Oh, well... Can't wait for the next book. Well, everyone may life bring you happiness. Or may the next life bring you some. Oh, yeah I'm now known as the Anti-christ in my art class. And Josh Metzeker is my minon Beast! 666 baby! I alos got free Slipkont piccys and even one of Joey!!! Bet CrowChicky has already seem them. But anywyas Bai!
~Pugatory-_-~Dead and loveing it~

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Wednesday, November 10, 2004


   *blush* I know I'd want Hinaru to kiss me....
Welp, I'm getting a new computer this weekend! Yay! An XP too! So maybe i shall have the net soon! Yay! Then I will be able to talk to everyone like i used to! And I can't wait! I want to say something... I'm confused. About what I want in my love life. But hell what else is new. I love Chris. But I feel like I missed something. Like he is mad at me for something...I don't know. I wish Hinaru would send me a piccy. It'd be cool. Chris and I are going to have fun this weekend! Chara is comeing over too possibly! But well I love you all!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps. Special love to Hinaru and Matty! And chris of course!

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Saturday, November 6, 2004


   got it off brad. Brosenka a.k.a.!
. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression [of me]?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. What song are you listening to right now?
17. Do you love me?

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   I have the net...FOR SATURDAYS!!!
Grave has a laptop! And it can hook to my net, but my home computer still can't!! ;_; Why compy why won't you work??!! Bu anyways.. ZEN LOVES ME!!! It suprised me, but it made me really happy for some reason... I'm just afraid you he's going to try to comitt...well ya know. that. Much love also to all my older bros!! And Matty...I hope you get on while I still have time! Love all of you!!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~

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Monday, November 1, 2004


   Well once again Freddy isn't here and nethier is Heather!
But atleast David is! *pets jingle balls* Thanks for the sympathy i suppose. I'll be all right. My dad bawled and cried for hours from what my mom told me when he found out about it. I don't want him to feel bad and look at me any diffrent. Chara didn't come over again but Chris spent the night and we had a lot of fun with my sis and lil bro and mom! My little brother and I played Yugi-oh 4 times and I won 3/4!! i am getting good! ^^ I have a black Chaos magician in my deck too! I so happy that I'm crying. I'm tired though and glad we have tomorrow off for election day! i got candy though! Not much but well I'm happy for what I got. I also am begining to play Max Payne. I borrowed it from chris! Chris and i watched Dawn of the dead! It was good! And we also fell asleep together in the chair! but well i better be off to check your sites!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps I love you Grave!

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Thursday, October 28, 2004


   Once again, meh.
Hey everyone. I wasn't being too poetic just showing my emotions. I'll tell you what it means if you really wanna know. When I was younger...say 10 or 11, one of my dads friends raped/molested me. It bothers me a lot. I just recntly told my mother and thats all she talks about now is prosocuteing him and asking me if I want him dead. It's almost over with my sad little dreams and stuff hopefully. I don't know when we are takeing him to court, but I hopeful you will all be beside me. But well I miss Vicious 2. He never comes to my site anymore. He was a really good brother...I miss him. Selena, the best Metallica CD is Ride the Lightning. Has my favorite songs on it. i'm not scared. I won't hurt myself anymore. Or at least try. I just feel alone here because i miss the old days when I could talk to all of you with out a time limit. And my frineds Kevin and Chara comeing over. I haven't seen chara in the last 30 days!!! i barely talk to her and i know she has a lot going on but whenever I call she isn't home. Maybe she tries to call me and can't get through. But anyways Chris, chara, and Kevin maybe be able to spend the night with me! i just gotta talk Brandy in to it some more!! Well, I'm going to try to upate Thanatos soon! But well love all of you!!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004


   Things aren't looking up.
My dreams are haunted by you. Why won't you go away? Burn in hell. You have to be brought up everyday when i'm with my mother and now I almost have got you down! mwhahahahaha! Sorry, bout that. Had to get it out of my system. But how is life your end of the net? Everything slowly Fades to Black in mine. *hums favorite Metallica song*
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps. I'm going off the deep end. Bear with me because I don't know how to swim.

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Monday, October 25, 2004


   Ack.
not too happy today. I'm trying to be in a pleasent mood, but well... I tried. Everything is all good and well with Chris and I. Happy-happy-joy-joy. My happiness is drifting so slowly. I miss all of you so much! Maybe we can get the Wal-mart inernet or something...I need inernet! I'm on my period too. Ack. Heather wasn't here today and well nethier was a couple of my other friends. Freddy and David are here at least. I can't wait to get home and talk to Chris. I miss all of yoooooouuuuu!! I love all of you too. Hopefully my computer trouble will be over with soon! ^^ I got Vice city! Yay! I finally, finally got to play Silent Hill 4! It was awesome and confuseing, but I got the 12 Sacraments and Mother endings! i love the ending song as well! But well tell me of how everything is!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~

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Thursday, October 14, 2004


   Once again I am late.
Sorry about all this...my computer will not even load 3.0!!! It sucks and i miss all of you! I am staying with Chris. It's what inside my heart told me to do. But anyways Brosenka is CUTE!! heh, sorry if I embarrased you, but you are! No matter what Hinaru, i will think you are hott. Even if i don't know what you look like! I'm not sexxy at all and i need to send Mattty a piccy anyways... I'm also working on 5th chappie of Thanatos too! My new angel is sexxy and named Faust. gods i loveid him. Well, anyways what is going on I'l try to get to as many of your sites as possible... I'm playing Final Fanatsy Tatics advanced and it's pretty all right I also got Vice City. And my Re2 is fixed! Yay! Well, i love all of you. *sniff*
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~

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Monday, October 11, 2004


   Freddy ain't here, but Heather is!!! YAY! ^_^
i like this guy named Freddy. In fact I like him a lot. Chris and I almost broke up once more and again. I just can not stand the distance. i want someone to be there for me. To hold me and stuff. Freddy and I cuddled last Friday and it was fun! Heather was there and David and it was fun. I wish he was here today. Wonder if he'll call me... I miss Chris... But I had a chance to update today so I did! Nothing much going n except my heart is torn in two. Hinaru is lonely? i want to see what Hinaru looks like! Now I have this ideal stuck in my head of what he looks like and he is hott! Freddy is really cute. He looks like Kurt Cobain! And he likes me too. But he doesn't want a serious relationship. but I really love Chris. *sigh* I made him cry again last night. I'm horrible. well, hope you all have great days and hope you are doing well. A special hello to matty and Keiko and Hinaru and Brosenka and Rebecca!
~purgatory-_-~Thanatos~

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