Tuesday, October 5, 2004

   I'm a kiitty today!
I have on the ears and everything! And my bell goes jingle! But anyways, someone sent my friend Kuroekosama a bad email saying that she didn't need to be an artist and that she was sick and twisted. Well, she deleted, but that person is on MyO and I want to know who it is. It was not very nice of that person to send someone as cool as she a bad email. It pisses me off. But well there is noway of knowing who did it because their email is blocked and she can't reply. Oh, well. So, How are all you all. Hinaru, you sound like a cutie! ^~ Aw, you all sound adorable! and I think Kei-chan and I are long lost twins, because i'm about her height and i have the same hair and eye color and type!!! And we have simallar intrests! Yay! And well the reason Chris and i alomost broke it off...*sigh* but I need someone to be there and hold me. i can't just talk. I need someone. But I'd love to see a piccy of you brosenka. My mail is on my mail thing on my site. But well I need to try to get to some of your sites quickly so I better go!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps Another chapter of Thanatos has been completed!
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Monday, October 4, 2004

   Hey it's good to hear from all of you!! ^_^
Hey, Im at school again! Inernet is still not fixed and it sucks ass! I'm getting to play Chorno Trigger! Yay! I love you cole! But in other news...Chris and I almost broke up Saturday. I can't stand these long distance relationships. It's hard when you want someone to hold you so bad and they can't. He started to cry and sob and beg so I didn't and then I realized what an idiot I was for even thinking of doing it. But anyways I've got another chapter of my Thanatos story done and almost the fourht on too. Just need to wrap it all up. But anyways. I'm really concerned for Matty. his girlfreind Rebecca has broken up with him and I hope he cheers up. I miss and love you Matty and please be ok. Hey what do you guys look like? I wonder about that often. Some how Imagine Hinaru being gothic with looong black hair...and looking a lot like Alucard...Gods i love Hellsing. i've not gotten to see the last two episodes. It sucks. But anyways I'm pretty all right. Hanging in there as usual. How about you all?
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
Ps. glad to hear I'm not an asshole.
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Friday, October 1, 2004

Long time no see!
Hey this has got to be quick! I'm at school and I miss you all! My net is down and I'm at my moms, but i'm going back to Brandys today! But well, I'm concerned about Matt. What is going on?
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps How is everyone?
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Thursday, September 23, 2004

FUCK YEAH! He's my FAVORITE!!!! CIIIIIIIIDDDD!

Cid:
This guy, loves the sky, and only reality is his
boundry. Quick temper, and a foul mouth, talk
to him if you wanna hear fuck every other
phrase.


What FF7 char are you??
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   No school for me, but i needed to go, but can't get a ride.
Well, once again I am absent. I'm getting in to big trouble. not with Brandy or anything, but just with the law. If I'm absent anymore I might have to go to juvy. It's not that scary. it just smells a little. But I don't wanna go. Damn Tennesee attendance laws. I hate them. Espically time for time!! I have 000.0 for all my grades untill I do time for time and the fucking teacher won't even tell me when it is! >< God I hate school. Why don't I just die now!!! Heather is 15 and well thats how old she is. Matty is scared and I don't know what of, but I can guess maybe. I just hope he's all right. Because if he isn't... then I'm gonna be pissed! But well the second chapter of Glass Rain is below and I can't access Fiction press to put it there! Damned computer. Well, how are your days?
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Read at your own Risk. Contains sexual situations (Rape) and vloence. Is the second chapter of glass rain.
A new chapter!!? Lemme guess? WTF!!!?? But well I decided to make it into something more than just one story. Overnight I was drawn into another world of one of my characters and I couldn't get out! He was mysterious and sexxy and he's Thanatos Geist! But well about the story, it's going to take another twist. This chapter is not about our main character. But about a doll maker! Yes a doll maker! You must think I'm stupid, but you will get the point soon! So, go on and read! And please review! And also this contains rape and sexual situations and a lot of violence.

Genesis 1: Part 1: Doll maker

I got up again that morning. It was miserable as always it is, but who cares any ways? My work is always miserable until the dawn comes to a close and the night opens up the light for me. You would never believe the colors of the night sky! They are beautiful when you have a different sight like I have! Oh the all the reds! Like someone tore down the moon and littered it's blood across a midnight clearing! And black as well. I will make many magnificent dolls today! Especially out the one I got last night! She was quite beautiful and had a nice fit around my cock too! Her screams were magnificent as if she were singing a song for me. The flies are quite bad around her though and she got kind of mangled where I had to tear out her throat, but well its life, as always, for me, Shigeru the doll maker! Her hair is very beautiful yes. Long and black with blond streaks. And her eyes bulging out at me, shiny as two round glass marbles, and a pretty shade of brown too. She will help me make a magnificent doll!

Part 2: A customer

I heard the bell jingle from the back of the store where I was working on making a doll for the lady from last night. It was her little girl's birthday and she needed the doll desperately.

" Hello? Is anyone there? Hello?" a young voice spoke from the front of the store.

" Please hold on for just a second, " I replied back, going over to the sink to rid the blood from my hands.

I walked out to the front and my heart leaped! A young lady was standing there in a school outfit! She had long purple hair, which was pulled up into a ponytail and electric blue lipstick on her delectable looking lips. She looked like a senior, but looks could be deceiving. Her breasts were of a nice size, maybe a D cup, but who knows? Her uniform was blue and red, the typical colors for the high school around here. Wait I wonder if she knows, my daughter? They look about the same age.

" Hi was wondering if maybe…you've seen," she looked around looking down and tears began to well up in her blue eyes, " well I heard this was her… and that you were her father. But have you seen Masumi!!!? She's been missing for the last several weeks and well there were some guys at school picking on her, but she hasn't been to school in the past few weeks! And I haven't seen those guys ether. I was wondering if you knew anything about her?"


She wants to see Masumi? Silly girl! Masumi is sick, but I suppose I could let her come and cheer Masumi up. I took her hand into mine. It was rough. The skin was no good, but goodness her hair! I've never seen a color that exotic! It was a very big turn on and those breasts jiggling as she walks! She is just asking for it. She would be an even better doll than the other one from this morning!

" Come on. Masumi is up stairs. She has been wondering about when her friends were going to come and see her. She's been very lonely."

I led her up the stairs. Those breasts jiggling again…so irresistible! I came to the big brown door which had a butterfly with Masumi's name on it and also a poster of a couple of her favorite rock bands, X-Japan and Dir en Grey. I told hold of the handle. It was cold, but I think Masumi is even colder. She used to always be warm, but not anymore for some reason.
The door creaked open. Masumi was still in bed! Such a lazy girl! And hiding under the covers too!

"Masumi! Your friend is here!" I called. She wasn't waking up.


"Why don't you go and tap her on the shoulders? Or maybe rough up the bed covers a little?" I suggested.

Her friend walked over to the bed, which had black covers with a bunch of little cartoon characters on them. They had really big heads and huge eyes. I think…they are called chibis. She looked at Masumi's hair. It was long and blue. I told her not to dye her hair, but she wanted to so badly. I also told her not to put the black streaks in it ether, but well that’s another thing she wouldn't listen to me on. She never liked my ideas. I told her to stop dating girls and start to be normal and date guys, but she wouldn't stop doing that ether. Her friend reached down and stroked Masumi's hair.


" It's me Masumi. Michiko. Wake up please. I want to know why you haven't called me. I thought we had a relationship, but I guess… that…Masumi, your head is getting really dry…Masumi!!!?"

The girl who had called herself Michiko pulled off the covers and gasped a sharp inhalation of breath. Her eyes turned big with tears glazing them. What was wrong?


" Masumi… why?!!!"

" What's wrong with my daughter?" I said confused.

" WHATS WRONG!!?? SHES DEAD!!!!!" the girl screamed back.

" Dead? She is not. She's right there! She isn't dead!! She isn't DEAD!!!" I said sticking the needle in to Michiko's body. It had morphine in it.

I began to tear off her clothes and drag her down to the ground. She was quite beautiful underneath. Pink nipples, one pierced with a little hoop made of gold. Her skin was a paleish color but not as pale as Masumis'. Nothing could compare to my daughter! Nothing! She even had purple hair in other places too! I think she will make a beautiful doll, don't you Masumi? She's nodding at me from the bed. Your saying you want her to stay with you though? All right Masumi. Whatever my little princess wants, even if I don't like it. So, I began my work on the girl. I reached down to her pussy and stuck a hand in. It was quite dry. So, I stuck my face down there and licked all around it trying to make it wet. I found her hole too and stuck my tongue in. God she was tight. Well, I guess if her and Masumi had been going out then Masumi would not have anything to stick in it! It was a funny joke right Masumi? Well, she didn't need to be tight anymore! I unzipped my pants and out sprung my straining cock. I knew what it wanted. I stuck it in and began to thrust fast and hard making the girl tremble. She couldn't feel it though, just her body was moving from where I was thrusting in and out. I also found a carving knife and began to do my other work that needed to be done. I began cutting around her nipples and carefully got each one cut off. I then stuck my knife inside her body, careful not hit any vital organs. I put my mouth where he nipples used to be and suck out the blood. It was warm and fresh. I tasted good in mouth as I relished in it. The girl then began to cry. I didn't realize how long it had been and the morphine I had given her was wearing off. She couldn't move though. Guess she was afraid of me. But what reason did she have to be afraid? The man that given me Masumi back said that she was going to better place.
I felt the girls breathing all of a sudden come to a halt and my seed spilled out into her now cold body. She was now cold like Masumi. But Masumi wasn't where she was, but she was cold for a different reason. She was what she had called Masumi. She was dead. But as Masumi wishes I put her in the bed beside Masumi.


Part 3: Investigation.

It was going to be a tough investigation. I looked up at the sign on the shop and read the report out loud.

" Doll Land on east and third, owner Shigeru Sashimi, aged 45. Many were seen here, but now have gone missing, including his daughter, Aigi Ichibara, and his brother Tashi Ichibara. Also, many other women who were last seen at this shop have gone missing including local residents and foreigners from America. Jesus. What a mess. Anyone with eyes in their head can see where this is leading," I said stepping inside.

A man with long black hair and a pair of glasses, wearing an apron with the shop's emblem on it was at the counter.

" Hello how may I help you?" the man said in an Osakan accent, smiling all the while.

All the dolls…were so realistic. The eyes felt like they were piercing through your very soul as you looked at them. The hair looked so realistic as well as the skin and other features. I went over to touch one that had long black hair and beautiful brown eyes. The hair felt…real.

" Oh, that ones just been made for a customer. Do you think its quality? " he asked me still smiling.

" Oh, yes these are all beautiful pieces. How did you make them so realistic?" I said still entranced by the beauty of the doll.

He winked at me, "That’s my secret!"

I turned serious again. I really didn't like dolls all that much. In fact they were creepy to me. I've seen the Child's Play movies enough times to know that shouldn't buy dolls. I was here on an investigation any ways.

" Excuse me sir, " I held out my badge, " Detective Yume Lynch. I would like to know if you have seen any of the following persons. They were last seen at your shop at times ranging from a week to two months ago, " I held out the pictures, handing them to him as he accepted them.
He scrutinized them carefully. Was he really thinking or just playing it off?

He handed them back to me.

" Sorry, but I haven't seen a single one. My daughter is here though. She has a cold right now and she doesn't want any visitors," he replied.

A surprised look came on my face, " Oh, I see. Well, if you don't mind can I come back in a while to question her, maybe a few days or so?"

" Sure I'm sure she wouldn't mind. She's a good little girl, my Masumi is."

" Thank you for your time sir. It's highly appreciated."

I walked out of the shop and on to the cold winter streets.


Part 4 : A light

How dare she ask to see my Masumi!!?? She doesn't deserve to!

" She is stopping people from achieving the Promised Land. You are not doing bad. You are only achieving good. And for that you have your Masumi back, "

" Thank-you so much. I only do this to help for better good of the world," I said to the man sitting beside of me. He had long white hair and beautiful black wings. He wore a long black overcoat and he carried a cane with a skull on the top of it.

" The world should thank you. You are doing for the better good. Soon everyone will see the path in which they should take. A world without pain. A world with nothing, " spoke the man his voice echoing.


This man had granted me the power of second sight. You can never look at the sky the same again after you have seen it in brilliant red shades. He said that the sky isn't really supposed to be blue. It's suppose to only be two stark shades of red and black. The blue was a cover up by Osirus. I'm helping him achieve the better good. I'm helping people and by doing that I am achieving Masumi's wishes. She wanted a world where everyone accepted everyone for who they are no matter what. She used to come home crying, because people used to make fun of her because she dated other women. Especially two boys in particular. Aigi and Tashi Ichibara. One night I found them on the way home, playing with Masumi in a wrong way. At least it was wrong for Masumi. They were putting their cocks inside her…she didn't like that…then they took her away from me…they held her throat till she couldn't breath anymore. But this nice man gave her back to me on one condition. That I would help him with his mission. It was a good mission too. It was to help people.


All of a sudden I heard the glass crack…why was it doing that? It shouldn't be doing that…
I heard the man begin to growl. He jumped back. The glass shattered and there was a light. All of a sudden from the light descended a figure. It wore all black. Black bondage pants, a black cape, and chains encircled his body. From his back sprouted to huge white glowing wings though. His eyes were closed and one had a scar over it. Both eyes opened up and revealed their brilliant brown color. A girl came rushing in through the door to the shop and burst in to the room. Her curly brown hair trailed behind her and she wore all black as well. She also wore some blue fishnet like stuff too.

" Saint Osirus…or should I say Saint Grave, " the man spoke snarling.

" Thanatos, I will have to destroy you. I'm sorry, but it is his will! You are destroying the people of this world!" the glowing angel said.

" I am only helping the people of this world. I'm taking them to a better place. You would not understand this Grave."

All of sudden the two took up arms. The man's cane transformed into two silver six barrel sawed off shotguns. The angel took off his chains.

" You leave me no choice."

The chains glowed and then shot up in the air. The metal broke off and revealed a sword, which was encrusted with all sorts of jewels and oddly enough had a human eye on the hilt.

" I leave you no choice? You are the one who leaves me none."

The two men were about two strike when all of a sudden I heard the girl shriek.

" Stop!! Don't hurt him!" she ran in front of Thanatos shielding him.

I saw the Thanatos's eyes soften and maybe a few tears even.

" Purgatory…" he whispered.

The angel, Grave shouted, " Leave her out of this Thanatos. She isn't yours anymore! She left you a long time ago!"

I was confused in all this. What was this about did the man oppose Thanatos and mine's ideals? Why else would he be fighting? I felt my body be pulled toward Thanatos. What was this? I had to make sure Masumi was safe!!!

" Masumi!!" I shouted, but when I looked down she wasn't there. Where was she!!!???

" Now you are going to a better place. Thank you for your help. You may join your Masumi now."

" No Thanatos!!! Don't!!" I heard the other man shout.

I felt the bullets enter my head, but after that all I could see was this place. It was black. I felt nothing. But I saw Masumi. And that’s all I saw.


End Genesis 1.

Well, are you confused yet? Probably, but I swear it will all make sense soon.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

   My freind Heather is PREGNANT!!!!
I couldn't believe it! I get to babysit the kid too! She's three monthes along i think. Aw, all your comments make me feel so loved! I need to check out Niko's story....soon. I have so much shit to do on the net! *hides under the bed covers with Matt*
"Agh! Help it's the Matt monster!!!"
I'm feeling a lot better today! I feel a lot happier too! Well, how was everyone's day anywyas? My best friend's mom is going into acholic recovery. Kuronekosama's mama! it's kinda catchy. But anyways, please wish her luck, because she'll be in there for 30 days starting on Kuronekosama's birthday which is this friday. It's depressing her. Plus she doesn't know where she is going to stay the whole entire time so I'm worried about her. I want her to transfer over here and maybe she could live with me..... Well, I'm adding another chapter to the Thanatos Geist story. It's going to be about a doll maker. Makes no sense, huh? Wait and see.
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

I went bowling!
Welll, I watched peopole bowl. And ate fries and a brown cow. I also played House of the Living Dead! it was awesome! I stayed out to past 12 though and I stayed out of school today, because the pains of my period are killing me like hell. I wonder if Chara-chan is off. Probably not. The pains are getting worse though and it sucks. I didn't get any of my homework done last night ethier. I told myself I wasn't going to miss a day this week, but well.. oh, well, *sigh* Yes Matty it is a conspiracy! ^_^ But anyways about the bowling ally something strange happened...this guy at the bar that I got my food at was fixing my fries and I had to wait for them to be finished. Well, I sat there and the guy all of a sudden asks, hey how old are you? and I tell him 15 and he said oh I knew you were a generation below me, but I relly like your shirt (Nirvana T-shirt). He said some other stuff too, but i couldn't hear him very well, because well they tournaments started and everyone started to bowl. I go back and tell brandy about it and she said the guy was hitting on me!! Cliff said it's probably true and well I guess he wanted to know if I was jailbait. I also went to the mall and saw Jay...at least I think it was Jay. He didn't say hi, but then again with what I was wearing I wonder if anyone from school would have thought it was me. A white tube top with a Tommy Hillfiger (the only shirt I like of that brand because the emblem isn't blasted all over it.)button up shirt and black tripp pants. I'm wearing it right now too, because I didn't feel like looking for new clothes.
But anyways how was everyone's days? Well, I got to go check ut your sites now! bai!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps I didn't really get to check anyone's sites yesterday. As soon as I clicked on Kei-chan's Brandy came in and I had to get ready.
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Monday, September 20, 2004

Well, long time no see!
Not really a long time, but well it was a weekend! but anyways how is everyone doing? i'm espically looking for ward to hearing about Matty's trip to TN! I hope all went well for him! My moms was boring, but well with no inernet and nothing new to play I guess what do you expect? I did have my little brother though and he can be enetertaining! Chris came over on Saturday and now he can't come over next weekend, because we got him home at around twelve thirty and his parents were all pissed off. But anyways i'm going to check some of your sites, because i don't have time to see all of them! But anyways bai!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps I got the newest in the Vampire Chronicles and it's good. I can hardly put it down! I love it when Lestat narrates!
pss.My drawing pad got stolen at school. It sucks.
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Friday, September 17, 2004

NO SCHOOL!
Sorry I didn't get to check most of your sites yesterday. My computer acts funny when it rains and likes to kick me off a lot. I just woke up a few minutes ago and it's nine something right now. I had some weird dreams, but they weren't really worth talking about. Something about me going up to Chris's house and blah. Ah, my kitty is in heat...ewwwwwwwww. It's soirta gross. She keeps rubbing up against random objects. If i were in heat...nevermind ^^'. I did get somne of my homework done last night though and I'm going to my mothers today. Maybe she will let me rent Sillent Hill 4!!! Or Weiss Kruez or something. Gungrave OD has shipped over here according to GTK and thats just fucking awesome. I LOVE Grave. But I love Chris more. Well, I'll be off to check your sites!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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