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Sunday, September 5, 2004
Yay. Another meaningless day in a unfufilled life.
Meow. Whats going on? How is everyone? I'm depressed, but hey it could be worse couldn't it? I'm trying to get a one track mind. But anyways the events of the last few days....Saturday was well...intresting. It was a special holiday in the south called boomsday. My little sister Jennifer kept bitvhing because she couldn't go. She yelled and screamed and pitched a fit and it was childish. She got to go anyways though. chris yelled at me, because I didn't come get him on time and I was sad. I was happy though, because I got to see big brother Kevin and he made me happier ^^. Chirs came over about an hour l8er (after Kuronekosama and Kevin tried to cheer me up. It was best decided to make me watch the Walk of Doom episode of Invader Zim. Gir takes away all my worries ^~) When Chris came over we made up quickly. I'm still sad over it, but everyone has there spats. I also talked to Katie! Yay for Katie! When she comes over she's gonna make me happy if you know what I mean *wink, wink* Yes, Chirs knows about it and approves. i also watched an episode of Miyuki-chan in Wonderland. Really sexxy chickas. I love the Chesire Cat. Today I got Puni Puni Poemy on DVD and it's really funny and perverted!! If your in to Excel Saga and know a lot about anime it's even funnier. Nothing much really hapenned though, unless you account the blood red monn on Saturday. It gave me a weird feeling. Oh, yeah and I'm an aunt again. I have a niece named Cierra Hope Cox. She has to stay a month in the hospital though, becuase my sister was on pills and other stuff while she had her, but what else is new, my whole family just about it is on drugs. I'm not anymore though. I'm a good little girl I swear ^~. Well, tell me about all the events that are important or any problems you have! Bai and have a good day!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps Just give me awhile to get out of my depression and the posts will eventually become happier I swear!!
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Friday, September 3, 2004
I don't know anymore. Can't take it all. I will scream.
Hi everyone. Sorry for the depressing posts as of late. I feel bad about it. I should be happier. My heart feels like it's crying. I feel so confused. I feel like I should just look up and say, 'Who am I anyways?' I just wish it would all come to an end sometimes, but it doesn't stop hurting. Please someone make it stop. My head hurts. My heart is bleeding. And all I see is all those who had such high expectations of me, looking down at me, and all I can hear is me screaming and thier dissaproving yells. One espically hurts me. But we won't talk of that anymore! Time for a big smile... Thanks for the support Hinaru and everyone you all make me feel so loved! Chara gets to come over later! Yay! The only reason she's coming over though is probably to see Kevin. I hope Vicious 2 works out his problems and all. I know me bitching at the people who are causing it doesn't help. But i feel it in my heart so I do it. Everyone seems to have problems. I hope I can help you fix them! I probably make them worse, but.... well, bai!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
ps I hope Keiko-sama will be all right. A hurricane is heading her way in Florida and she's going out of state to get away from it. Please be all right Keiko.
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Thursday, September 2, 2004
Random quizzes that I took from Kei-chan's site!
You should be a part of Due le Quartz! I hope your
not as self centered as Miyabi or you two might
end up fighting over who is more important in
the universe.
Which J-rock Band Would Let You Join?
brought to you by Quizilla
your jrock alter ego is - kaoru!
who is your jrock alter ego?
brought to you by Quizilla
Die is a sweetie! You take good care of him!
Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
brought to you by Quizilla
post below.
Hahahahahaha Kei-chan I'm like Kaoru!
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I'm getting pissed....
Raise your hand if you know Sindalla!!? She's kinda popular around here. She's been fucking up my big brother Vicious 2's head and it's pissing me off!! Nobody messes with him and walks away with their ass still intact!!! I don't know if i should go and fuck with her head, I think I'll just sit and wait for Vicious 2's reply. Anyways how your guys day been? I'm off form school again. I have a fever and I couldn't get back to sleep so I jsut got on and probably will be on for quite a while. I talked my Chrisy-poo and Chara-chan this morning which always brightens up my day! I'm still thinking too much about her... But I'm not leaving my Chris. I love him waaaay too much to leave him. Keiko-sama, I think my characters name should be.. Shini. yep, shini! I like the name for your character! I've heard it on another anime before, Angel Sanctuary, my fave 2nd characters name is Sakuya Akira. I love Rosiel though as you can see from my avi! *huggles insane deranged angel Rosiel* Well, tell me about everything! I'm so intrested to know! Really! I love hearing from everyone it really makes me happy to know I still have freinds! Well, bai! I need more chloraseptic....*cough, hack*
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~nobody fucks with Vicious 2 , matty(DemonMessiah), Chainedangel Keiko-sama, and everyone else!!!
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004
Hey! Like the new look?
I love my new look!!! Ain't it awesome? I can just stare at vicious all the time now *drooool* Well, I'm sick! Yay! Not really... I feel horrible! My nose is runny and I can't sleep!!! It sucks! Well, I'm going to try to make my site better looking. Try is the key word. I thank all of you for the advice! And yes Keiko you did do it right! Just need a name for your person! I'm going to try to get as many of your sites as I can, so be patient! I really need to check on Niko, because he does for me all the time! Thank you for the great advice Niko. As for the situation. I don't know right now. It seems this person does love me just in a freind way though. She already knows how I feel. I don't know if she'd want me saying her name or not, but she posted on the last post. She knows who she is and I don't care if she mentions my name, because when she was refering to me she just put "her" and not "you". I hope all is well with everyone! And I hope the best for all!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
......bad end.
I just need someone. I'm so confused. Why do keep thinking of someone else if I have a fiance and I'm happy and all that? This person probably knows who they are. In fact I'm for sure they know who they are. I'm so confused...I love Chris. Why can't you just love one person and not think about another person? But this person. She and I have been feinds for what seems like forever. It drove me crazy becuase I could never get a hold of her over the weekend. I know I love Chris, but I love this person too, even if they don't love me. I think maybe i just need to shoot myself and that will take care of all my problems. I won't be a bother to anyone anymore then. I don't think I'll shoot myself...it would hurt Chris inside. Bah! I'm just confused and I need help!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Well, I'm bi Hinaru. So now you've met one!^_^
Well, thank you guys for the support and to all who wants to be in the mob story, please make a charcter PM me, mail it to me, whatever. I was on Peach's pro boards last night and well there's a very interesting thread about gays. One guy said that it's a disease and most people on there said it was wrong and they dislike gays. I just wanted to know if anybody disliked me/thought I was weird for being bi. I'd love to know your opinon on the whole subject of this whole gay disease thing. Personally I don't think it's a sickness, but thats just my opinon and who knows i may be wrong, but I hope I am not. And thankies for all the nice comments! And to anyone else who wants to join me in the mob story, please just say....espically if your Keiko-sama or Kuro-chan. Well, i gotta try to check on everyone and mail and check out the boards so later!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
Please....
Be in my mob story!!! It's going to be cool and it's called Family. *looks espically in the direction of vicious2, Keiko-sama, and DM and Kira* Please....all you have to do ios make a character and it will be an awesome story, I promise! btw, what does everyone think of gay and bi people, because well I got depressed on Julias's site and I just wanna know what you think of me? I am I sick? Am I wrong? Well tell me please!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Hai!
Whats goin on with all you guys? Nothing too much here. My little cousin is driveing me crazy making me play him random songs on the AOL thingy...Chris's here right now!! Yay! Everything's always great when he's here ^_^! I went to one of his freind's houses last night and they were all really nice! They played Dungeons and Dragons and talked about random things. I watched part of the 3rd Excel Saga DVd too. Poooorrrr Menchi....;_; His freind let me borrow the complete collection of Boogiepop Phantom though!! yayness! I'll finally see all of it! Chris also brought his dog Freckles along with him today!! yay for Freckles! Thank you for all the nice comments last time! Well I gotta run! bai!
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
............
Sorry for not visiting your sites...I'm a jerk. I hope you all understand. It's just not been a good week. Not a good year really. Well, I'm drawing Kurt in art class and have made a few people that I talk to. But no matter what it's just seems pointless. I miss my old freinds. Heather isn't Chara and Trish isn't a Brittany. I miss Cledus and Itsugi and Heero and all the good times. I miss Kevin and Randy. Thank you all for the kind comments. I just wanna blow my head off. I wanna go to sleep and never wake up. I want a place where good dreams exisit. Where everyone is there with me. i got so depressed last night, because all the pictures of Kurt Cobain reminded me of a good freind of mine who I no longer have contact with. Also all the ones with short hair look like Josh. I'm being flooded with work and the stress is just riseing along with the need to do better and the worries that I won't be able to pass my SAT's when I take them Senior year, if I'm even alive that long. The only thing I have left is Chris. I won't die. He's so afraid of being abandoned and rejected, just like me. I hate his fucking mother. For makeing him cry and not doing what she said she would and pick him up and take him to her house when he was little. I hate his parents for not seeing him. I hate him feeling like he owes everyone something, espically his uncle and Tammy. I cry to him like a sick baby, telling him of my problems, of how I miss someone, and all along he never told me how much he hurts inside. Well, I gotta go and hope you all had a good day.
~Purgatory-_-~Thanatos~
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