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Monday, August 23, 2004


Mythology Class is awesome!!!
Hi to all! I'm angry today, but I'll try not to rant too much...These guys in math are really pissing me off. I want to kick their asses. Saying Chris looks like he's 50 years old....farting in my face and bothering me and Heather! It pisses me the hell off! Fuck them!!! Well, anyways Congrats to Vicious and Selena!!!! That kicks the most ass ever! I'm so happy for you two! I'm really hyped though on a mythology project. We get to find a picture or a figurine of what or Ideal god/goddess in and I need to pick a good anime character. I think I will ethier be doing Sephiroth or Vicious. I think I'm gonna do Vicious! Just cause he rocks and the whole class needs to know of his greatness!!!!!! Well, I'm off to your sites!! Bai!
~Purgatory-_-~

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Saturday, August 21, 2004


Hello!
Hi everyone and thanks for the support!!! It brought tears to my eyes!! Seriously! Chris and I are not getting married right away though. Maybey in a couple of years when I'm 18 and he'll be 20. I saw the most awsoemst back-pack at hottopic!! Ohhhhhhh!!! I want it BADLY!! It has Gir on it!! I also want the pillowcase that has Gir and it says nighty-night!!! GIR IS THE SHITT!!! Well today was pretty eventful! *pats Chris on the back* Tonight was romantic though. We stood out in the driveway and held-each other for the longest time. It was so wonderful. He just told me that I didn't have to walk alone anymore and that I didn't have to keep things bottled up. It was sad though. We talked about well...I don't know if he would want me to talk about it in a way. He isn't a virgin anymore though!! yay! I FINALLY met someone who knows of Duel Jewel*tears flowing down face like a waterfall* Kei-chan is awesome!! Well everyones day were eventful, ne? i think I have to go hurt someone for Keiko-chan! Because the guy creeped her out!! Bad guy! Well, I'll levae you with my favorite X-Japan song! Bai!

I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carries away by the time.

Seijaku no kyouki ni katame wo tsubusarata mama.

You've gone away
From the stage.
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left.
Itsuwari no shinju de kazatta bara no hanatabe wo sagasu.

I'm blind insane.
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love.

Genkaku no ai kawareta ayatsuri ningyo.

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself.
Pretend you love me.

Yubisaki made shinku ni somatta ore wo mitsumete.

Mou taekirenai kodoku no serenade
Kyozou no umi ni nagashite
Yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi wo
Mune ni daitemo I can not stop
Silent Jealousy.

Don't you leave me alone.
Kanashimi ni midarate
Modorenai ai wo kazru
Kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni.

Tell me true doko ni yukeba
Kiurushimi wo aiseru
I still want your love ai wo tomote
Kurui zaku kioku wo keshite.

I just want to stay with you
I just want to feel
Your breath of grace.
I didn't know what to do.
I couldn't stay anything.
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
By the tide of time, even you.
But the scars of the memory
Never fade away.
I can't stop loving you.
Stop my tears.
Stop my loving.
Kill my memories.

You dyed my heart in blood.
No way to kill my sadness.
Tachisaru mae ni koroshite
Kyouki no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa
Nani mo mienai
Ima mo I miss you.
Can't live without you.

Silent Jealousy yume ni ochite.
Dakishimeru kioku wo
Stay in yesterday toki wo tomete
Kurikaesu kodoku wo keshite

Take me back to the memory.
To the dream.

Silent jealousy
Don't you leave me alone.
Kanashimi ni midarete.
Kill me love.

~Silent Jealousy
lyrics-Yoshiki.

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Friday, August 20, 2004


yep thats me!
lost love
I fear love..and lost love!
You fear your other will
be lost, or die. You attach yourself to them so
thoroughly, you break down when they leave,
breaking everyone who's close to you down too.


What's your Worst Fear?
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Hey everyone!!
I have good news! I get to have my little brother and sister(really cousins) spend the night next Friday to Sunday!! They haven't been able to stay with Brandy(spending the night wise) for the last 2 years! I hope we have a lot of fun! Wish me luck on watching my langauge as well! I also have bad news...Chris can't spend the night!! His mother is a BITCH!!! Just because of something his brother did when he spent the night at his girlfreinds/wifes place when he was 18. He got her pregnant. Chris isn't his brother!!! But anyways more good news! The best news of all my life too! CHRIS PROPOSED TO ME!!! *does the extremly happy dance!!!* We aren't getting married right away though...maybe the next year as soon as possible. I have a headache and i didn't have to go to Hell today. I was happy. But my head is killing me. owww. I need to work on my iste and visit you guys so tell me how your days were!!
~Purgatory-_-~

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004


School suxs and i miss my freinds.
Sorry if I haven't stopped by some of your sites in a while. Lifes been busy and painful like a festering sore on the ass. I got asked for the 14 billonth time if I was bi by the same people. Fuck it. Next time I'll just say this"Yes I am and if you don't like it then FUCK YOU!!!" Probably won't say that though, I'm too shy ^^'. I just tell them:'I won't dissclose that information." It drive them mad!! I love to fuck with the pepole I don't likes heads!! It makes me roll with laughter! Then I yelled"Jeusus isn't real!!" Out in class and then a prep gasped and rushed over to me and everyone wanted to know why the hell I don't believe, so I told them in the simplest terms I could think of for their heads. I gots good news though!! Chris might get to spend the night this weekend!!! So, how was everyones lives? Good I hope. I MISS MY CHARA-CHAN!!! And CHRIS AND BRITT AND EVERYONE!! I really love all your comments! Thank you so much! I might not have to go to the docs after all too!! I'm REALLY happy about that!! Well, bai!
~Purgatory-_-~
ps I love my big brothers!!^_^

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Tuesday, August 17, 2004


And it begins.....
owwwie...my boobs hurt....Chara bit em last weekend and now theres a huge bruise...I'm home form school today...I'm cramping really badly....and after this bloody week comes to pass they will probably send me to the doctors....where they will look at....a very um private area.....that I will not let doctors touch. I'll probably sit there and cry....then they will ask me questions that I don't wanna awnswer....I don't want to go!! It's scary!! I miss my freinds at central!! I have a couple of freinds at Karns, but well they seem quite strange...ones bi and really into grabbing...parts and the others really nice and shes a lesbian. I really miss chris and now I need to go check on your sites!! well bai!!
~Purgatory-_-~

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Sunday, August 15, 2004


   HI!!!!!!!
Whats going on with everyone? I got to see Chris today!! Yay!! I also got X-Japans Best collection...Chris forgot the CD though..^^' at least I got the DVD and not just the empty box! We cuddled a lot today...and hehehehehee he made a mess in his pants!! Apologies to ChainedAngel...my little brother was on the net when you IMed me....I feel bad now....My best friend and I watched Chobits together too!! Beware Room 104!!! Thats my favorite episode and I love Chi!!! I also listened to Nirvana and the Red Hot Chili Pepers today!! I will have X-Japan's Eternal Rain lyrics on here soon so beware!!! Well, I need to be on my way and check on your sites!! And my new adopted inernet brother is Vicious 2 if he doesn't mind!!! I still love DemonMessiah though!!! I LOVE YOU GRAVE!!!
~Purgatory-_-~

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Thursday, August 12, 2004


   *Walks in and slams the door and flops down on the couch.*
Today was the big day....my first day back to a new school. It went all right....the people there are....indiffrent really. There's a funny jappenese looking guy in mythology class....i hope I get to sit next to him, because he's funny. I got on the bus this morning and made a shocking discovery....we pick up the middle and high school kids!! There were over 70 people on the bus, neeedless to say it was 3 to a seat. This really nice wiger girl let me sit with her and introduced me to her freinds. They live in my trailor park too. Maybe we can become better freinds. I saw a really cool gothic chick and talked to her for a minute. She lives here too. Maybe i'll see her around more. The classes were all pretty all right. Math is full of the trouble kids and I need to switch out French. The teachers were all pretty ok. They didn't seem mean. Most were pretty funny. I dread art though. I have to get in there early and grab a chair, so I don't have to awkwardly sit with any one.....We have a mouse in that class and it was dubbed Mr. Jingels. The art teacher Mr.Shinn wants to kill it....hope he doesn't find it. Well, thats about all that happened except I saw THONG DE WULONG!!! He's an old accaquantince from school. We talked for a minute. Well, bai everyone and tell me how your day was!!!
~Purgatory-_-~

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004


   This was Peter Jennings with the news!
I'm in a much better mood!! I figure this, fuck them if they don't like me!!! Maybe I'll find a freind.....maybe I'll take Keiko-samas advice!!! *gives Keiko a gold star!!* and vicious2 gets one too!! Just because he's cool!! I'm sorry to hear that noone had a lover to talk about, Vicious. Love is a good thing! Everyone needs love!! And to Matt,(DM) my big brother: I know I don't shut-up, but...I want to tell you this*Seig jumps on you* "I LOOOOOOVE YOU TOOOOO!!" heheehehe. OMG!!! I'm actually smileing!!! This is breaking news, huh, Mr.Jennings? I'm hyper!! Well, I want to say this one thing:GIR AND VICIOUS ARE THE STUFF!!!
And so is MR.T!!!
bai y'all!! My southren accent is shining through!!
~Purgatory-_-~

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004


I ammm verrry shy!
HASH(0x896d584)
Guys just love...how shy and sweet you are!


What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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Chris says the shyer the girl is the cuter!! Everyone says that I'm a good listner too. i am shy though, not once you get to know me though.
~Purgatory-_-~
ps there's a post below this.

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