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Wednesday, July 21, 2004


.......things said.........
God, i'm sorry. I can't be an angel. I'm too mean to be an angel. There is no salvation for a demon. Someone who has broken too many of your rules to even account for. I used to believe devoutly in you. But i have to betray you because you did that to me and so many other people. Maybey if I can find a reason as to why I should become a christan again and go to church I would do it. My parents are aggitateing me about it again. Also i think my mother is ashemed of me for my sexual prefrences. She says she's not, but I can tell what she's thinking. "this isn't my daughter. Who is this child?" She made a bad joke yesterday and it made me feel really bad about myself. i really don't care if she loves me or not. But atleast Grave loves me. Right chris? I love you too. I wish you were here. I hope the next teo years fly by, so that we can get a house and once I get a job, i'll put back $50 out of my check to help pay for the rent ahead of time and stuff. Well, that's it for now. Execpt I may be starting a new stroy tonight! Yay! I'll post more later.
~Purgatory, please excuse the sad rant.

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004


Helloooo! Me is back!!
I've missed you all!!! For some odd reason espically DemonMessiah and Kira127 and Reya-Kagome-Chan. I have really missed everyone though! I need to check on all of your sites and go to the peoples who have signed my guestbooks'. Yay! More New freinds!!! I did have some fun in Michigan though. I met this guy named Matt, Brandy's bro and he loves anime and he had a Gir plushie....I'm jealous!! I also got new manga! Gravitation6 and Angel Sanctuary 1&2. I also got my little brother Gulity Gear X and Chris a present...but I can't say since he may see my site. I also got a Nirvana Cd with all my favorite Nirvana songs on it!! Yay, I can finally listen to Heart Shaped Box and Rape Me over and over again!! Btw, what is the strangest anime you have ever seen? For me I think it's probably Betterman...so strange, but not bad. Well, I'm off to your sites now!! Bye!!
~Purgatory-_-

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Sunday, July 18, 2004


I'm going to MICHIGAN!!!
Yay!! Road trip! I get to go to Michigan for two days!! I hope I get some batteries for my cd player. I wanna listen to Duel Jewel on the way up there. It's a seven hour drive from Knoxville. Chris did the sweetest thing to day! My family is pretty poor. We don't have extra money to spend on extra stuff, such as anime, manga, video games etc. Chris slipped me a 100$ inside my pocket!!! I only have $90 left though. I bought Pararsite Eve 2 for $9. I haven't beaten the first one yet though. Well, I'll be gone for 2 days though, but I'll be up all of tonight probably on here. Well, until then good bye!! I hope they have some good manga stores in Michigan!!
~purgatory-_-

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Saturday, July 17, 2004


...what a hetic day....
My freinds just knocked down the closet door and broke it!!! And they are now trying to fix it!! I would help, but.... I can't come up with a godd enough excuse.... But today was a glorius day in the history of me being a Duel Jewel fan!! I got the vermillon cd!!! Yay!! I think they might get the door fixed.... Hopefully.... Please, oh please let the door be fixed before we all suffer the uncogniable wrath of Brandy!!!
~Purgatory-_-

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Hello!!! I've been absent!
I was with my sister for the last few days, but I will be sure to come by everyone's site as soon as possible, a long with the people that signed my guestbook. I had a lot of fun with my sister! I did have to listen to a whole ton of rap...ugh....though D12 is alright. I am glad to be back. i got a new outfit from this place at East Town Mall, Hottopic, one of my favorite stores! I got some black pants, a blue fishnet shirt, and a really cool shirt to go over it! It's black and blue with a silver skull on it. tommorow is my little cousin Shawn's birthday party. It will be a ton of fun, Kuro-chan, Kevin and Grave/Chris, will all be there!! I just hope my cousin Brandy is in a better mood......She's been really depressed and i hope she comes out of it quicker than I did. Well, has anyone had any strange dreams lately? I've been having quite a few. Hello, to Demonmessiah and chainedangel and Nikorasu and everyone else!!!
~Purgatory-_-

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Tuesday, July 13, 2004


Through the years and far away. One of the best anime songs ever.
Hello, little star
Are you doing fine?
I'm lonely as everything in birth

Sometimes in the dark
When I close my eyes
I dream of you, the planet earth

If I could fly across this night
Faster than the speed of light
I would spread these wings of mine

Through the years and far away
Far beyond the milky way
See the shine that never blinks
The shine that never fades

Thousand years and far away
Far beyond the silky way
You're the shine that never blinks
The shine that never dies

Hello, tiny star
Can you hear me call?
I'm so blind as everything at birth

If I could flow against these nights
Straiter than the string of light
I would lay these hands on time

Through the years and far away
Far beyond the milky way
See the shine that never blinks
The shine that never fades

Thousand years and far away
Far beyond the milky way
You're the shine that never blinks
The shine that never dies

Through the years and far away
Far beyond the milky way
You're the shine that never blinks
The shine that never dies

I love this song and it's one of my favorite animes. It's called Voices of a Distant Star. It's really short, but has some of the prettiest music. Check it out if you are in to romance and angst.
~purgatory-_-

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Aw, I can't resist kitties!!


theOtaku.com: What Neko Are You?

MEOW!!!
~Purgatory-_-

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Miroku...is like Chris in ways...sometimes....


theOtaku.com: Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

Chris is very good at what he does...you know what I mean??
~Purgatory-_-

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Well....
I couldn't believe you guys actually responeded to my post!! It was really sweet of you all! I hope tomorrow will be a better day and this weekend will be good too. I hope my dad stays away from me....he tried to tell me he loved me, but I didn't say anything back....If he really loved me then why did he hit me andd yell at me??? I don't get it? Oh, well. I'll post more later.... I've gotta go call Chris, and crap once again i'm late at doing it.... Anybody know of any good CDs???
~Purgatory-_-

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Monday, July 12, 2004


Thank you everyone.
Thank you Demon Messiah, Nikorasu, Skye Mokoto, Kuronekosama,CoLor me evil, Archard, Reya-Kagome-Chan, Mashimaro, and Julias peach and everyone else!! Hugs to everyone and thanks for bearing with me through this! Your advice gave me the courage to go tell my mom how uncofortable I feel with my father and now i might be able to get a restaraining order. I am feeling better today, my jaw still hurts and I have a bit of a head-ache, but other than that I am fine except for the fact that my dad is here. please give your support to Julias Peaches boards!! It's a really fun place to spend a while at the topics are intresting! The link is on his account too. Also, Chainedangel and DemonMessiah, i hope evrything works out and your problems become solved. I hope you guys like the music, it fit the mood I was in. It's Aeries's theme from FF7. I will post more and visit all your sites later!
~Purgatory-_-

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